childhood sweethearts on chrysanthemum

The result of messing around in class was simple, Gu Anyuan and Cheng Haoran were both invited out.

Gu Anyuan looked at Cheng Haoran, who was smiling beside him, and he didn't get angry: "What nonsense are you talking about in class, do you have some free time?"

Cheng Haoran blinked, with an innocent look on his face: "What's wrong? Did I say something wrong?"

Gu Anyuan took a deep breath and suppressed the anger in his heart: "Did I fart and kiss you?"

Cheng Haoran's eyes widened, he raised his hand to cover his mouth, and said cautiously: "Did I say something wrong? Isn't that what your purpose is?" After speaking, he raised his eyes to look at Gu Anyuan with an incredulous expression on his face.

Gu Anyuan was extremely angry, but when he met the innocent eyes of the other party, he couldn't express his anger. This anger was firmly held in his heart, and he didn't want to vent it, and he didn't vent it.In the end, Gu Anyuan had no choice but to turn his head and ignore him.

But Cheng Haoran obviously didn't intend to let him go, he continued to whisper in his ear, and continued to look forward to the future with him...

Cheng Haoran's voice was like a curse, and Gu Anyuan's brain hurt badly when he heard it, looking at the lips that kept opening and closing, which were very similar to Mu Yan, Gu Anyuan's head became hot, and he grabbed his arm and pressed it behind his back. On the wall, he lowered his head and kissed the slightly parted lips in surprise.

The lips are very soft, probably because Cheng Haoran ate cream cake in the morning, there was a taste of cream between his lips and tongue, Gu Anyuan sucked it before slowly withdrawing his lips, sticking to his ear and saying: "I'm gay, So don't mess with me all the time, I can really kiss you forcefully..."

Gu Anyuan's slightly hoarse voice was transmitted to Cheng Haoran's eardrums accompanied by heat. Cheng Haoran turned his head slowly, and met Gu Anyuan's face that was close at hand. He saw his surprise in Gu Anyuan's smiling eyes. s face.

From checking the ticket to getting on the bus, Ji Jingyan and Su Ran never separated their interlocking hands, and turned a blind eye to the pointers of passers-by, as if there was only each other left in the world, and this person beside him could accompany him to the end of time.

"Su Ran," Ji Jingyan turned to look at him, with a hint of despair in his clear voice: "Tell me...can I see my dad for the last time?"

Su Ran felt the temperature of Ji Jingyan in his palm, and increased his strength: "Shall we discuss this matter in City A? Now you should take a good rest and sleep, and I will call you in City A."

Su Ran really didn't dare to tell Ji Jingyan that the father he missed had already left him, because he couldn't bear to see Ji Jingyan's desperate expression, he would feel distressed, and he would wish to bear all this instead of him.

Ji Jingyan looked at Su Ran's eyes full of unconcealable distress, and he already understood it in his heart.He leaned his head on the back of the chair, listening to the roar of the train in his ears, layer after layer of despair spread in his heart.

Ji Jingyan's mind is full of the slightly haggard figure who turned and left after Ji's father sent him to the school gate yesterday, the man who could ride on his shoulders when he was a child and act like a spoiled child, and the man who still smiled after he got into trouble The man he cared about, the man who cared for him in every possible way... Just like that, step by step, he completely walked out of his life.

Ji Feng may not be the best man in the world, but in Ji Jingyan's eyes, he must be the best father in the world, a good father that no one can replace.

Su Ran turned her head and saw Ji Jingyan who was sleeping beside her, but he didn't sleep soundly, his lips were slightly pursed, and his eyebrows were also tightly knit together, but the hands he held were still not loosened.

Su Ran held his hand behind her back, reluctant to let go even though her palm was covered with sweat, he leaned over slightly, and gently kissed the sleeping face on his side.

Her lips trembled slightly, but she could still clearly feel the temperature from the corners of her lips, the temperature that only belonged to Ji Jingyan.

Ji Jingyan, don't be afraid, I will walk with you in the days to come.

Cheng Haoran stared at the math teacher who was chattering on the podium, his whole body was in a state of emptiness.To be honest, he was a little confused.

That's right, in the last class, he was a big man who was kissed by another man, and he was also his good deskmate.

Counting and calculating, the two have been at the same table for nearly half a year, and Cheng Haoran didn't realize that there was something wrong with the sexual orientation of the tablemate, and even foolishly shared pornographic videos with him in the middle of the night...

This world is indeed full of routines!

Gu Anyuan looked at Cheng Haoran, who was blushing from the bottom of his ears, and still felt a little guilty for making him suffer mentally. After thinking for a while, he was ready to comfort him: "Cheng Haoran, you don't have to be afraid, I'm just scaring you .”

frighten?Cheng Haoran's eyes widened, and his clear eyes were full of disbelief: "Do people over there use forceful kisses to scare others?"

Gu Anyuan raised his forehead: "That's not the case, I just..."

"Stop it," Cheng Haoran interrupted him, with a look of tears on his face: "After all, I only blame my handsome appearance, which makes you unable to hold it..."

Gu Anyuan: "..."

He regretted comforting Cheng Haoran a bit.

It was already afternoon when Ji Jingyan and Su Ran arrived in City A. As soon as they got off the bus, they saw Mother Su waiting by the roadside.

When Su's mother saw Ji Jingyan, she looked embarrassed: "Ji Jingyan is here, do you feel uncomfortable in the car?"

Ji Jingyan answered briefly twice, raised his eyes to look into her eyes, and asked for a long time before asking: "Auntie, how is my mother?"

Mother Su was stunned for a moment, then raised her hand to brush the broken hair by her ears: "Put it down, she's not in a very good mood..."

When Ji Jingyan heard this, his body shook obviously, Su Ran quickly grabbed his arm, and asked, "Are you okay?"

Ji Jingyan shook his head, pulled his arm out of Su Ran's hand, took a deep breath, bit his lower lip, and seemed to have made a lot of determination before asking: "From now on, there will only be me and my mother left. no……"

When Su's mother heard these words, she quickly stepped forward, took Ji Jingyan into her arms, and stroked his head, her voice was already choked with sobs: "We are all here, we will all be here, don't think so..."

Ji Jingyan raised his head, looked at the blue sky, the last cloud gradually drifted out of his sight, and drifted to the horizon that he could no longer see, Ji Jingyan suddenly felt unprecedented despair.

After that, he was really left alone.

When Ji Jingyan saw his mother who had disappeared for nearly twelve hours, he could not recognize the crazy woman in front of him.

In Ji Jingyan's memory, his mother Shen Wanyan has always been a gentle and generous woman. She was well-educated since childhood and almost never did anything out of the ordinary.However, the woman who appeared in front of Ji Jingyan now, with disheveled hair and a sallow complexion, stood in the corridor of the hospital and kept abusing her. Relatives and friends around her kept persuading her, but the sharp voice seemed to penetrate every moment. Personal eardrum: "Su Tengfei, you bastard! If you hadn't asked Ji Feng to go on a business trip for you, how could he have died? How do you still have the face to live? Why don't you die!"

Seeing this, Su Ran quickly trotted forward and grabbed the heart-piercing Shen Wanyan, and kept persuading: "Auntie, auntie, don't get excited..."

When Shen Wanyan saw Su Ran holding her arm in front of her, she slapped him back without even thinking, and said viciously: "You little bastard, stay away from me. Without you, how could Ji Feng die?" ..."

"Gently!" Seeing Su Ran being beaten, Mother Su couldn't stand it any longer, and shouted, "Calm down!"

Su Ran covered her cheeks and froze there. He didn't expect that this woman who had been gentle since she was a child would be so crazy when she went crazy.However, Shen Wanyan didn't give him a chance to react at all. The more she talked, the more excited she raised her hand again, and hit Su Ran fiercely----

With a "pop", the crisp sound echoed in the corridor of the hospital. Shen Wanyan saw clearly the young man standing in front of her, and stopped the insults, and the whole corridor fell into silence.

Su Ran slowly opened her eyes, and saw Ji Jingyan standing in front of her.

Shen Wanyan's slap really exhausted all the strength in his whole body. Ji Jingyan's face was turned to one side, and his cheeks were also a little red and swollen. A woman whose emotions are out of control.

"Mom," Ji Jingyan whispered in her ear, his arms gradually tightened: "Although my father is gone, you still have me, we two must live a good life, we must, live a good life..."

Ji Jingyan's words pierced Shen Wanyan's manic heart, he hugged Ji Jingyan's back, and burst into tears, the heart-piercing cry resounded all over the corridor: "Your father just left me and left, he How could he do this, how could he do this..."

Ji Jingyan kept stroking her back lightly, again and again, as if he was healing the wound in his heart that would never heal.

Eye sockets were a little warm, Ji Jingyan raised his head, watching the dim light flickering above his head, tears flowed down the corners of his eyes, crying with Shen Wanyan and infinite sadness.

I prayed to all the gods in the sky, but in the end you still left me...

Shen Wanyan kept talking about what happened to Ji Feng during his lifetime, and after Ji Jingyan managed to lull her to sleep, it was almost dusk.As soon as he opened the door, he saw Su Ran standing at the door.

"How's Auntie doing?" Su Ran's expression was full of concern, "I saw that she was very emotional, so she didn't dare to go in."

Ji Jingyan gently closed the door, his voice couldn't hide the tiredness: "I fell asleep just now, where are your uncles and aunts?"

"The two of them are going to rest." Su Ran stepped forward to support Ji Jingyan's arm, looking at his energetic face, she felt uncomfortable again: "Go and rest for a while, Auntie, I will take care of it first."

Ji Jingyan turned his head and met Su Ran's eyes full of concern, his eyes were a little sour.

Since this day, apart from sympathy, everyone has looked at him with only compassion, and no one has shown such concern.

Ji Jingyan had a sore nose, wrapped his arms around his waist mysteriously, buried his face in his neck, and gradually tightened his arms: "My dad doesn't want me anymore, he really doesn't want me anymore..."

Su Ran felt the dampness on his neck, he raised his hand and patted Ji Jingyan's back, his voice was soft: "Cry out when you feel uncomfortable, it's fine if you cry out, don't suppress yourself like this anymore, I feel so bad..."

Su Ran kept patting, again and again, just like his mother coaxing him to sleep when he was a child, soft and peaceful.

Ji Jingyan's crying ranged from soft sobbing to howling, echoing in the empty corridor, full of desolation.