childhood sweethearts on chrysanthemum

Shen Tang heard the sound and rushed to the door, and saw that there was only overturned porridge lying on the ground alone, as if she was telling the unspeakable sadness of the master.

Shen Tang turned her head and saw Ji Jingyan standing behind her, the light hit him from top to bottom, making his face even paler: "He's gone."

Shen Tang looked deeply at Ji Jingyan: "Ji Jingyan, will you really be happy if you treat him like this?" She paused, and then said: "I will only help you once, Ji Jingyan, after that, you can do it yourself... "

After he finished speaking, he turned around and walked out the door. When he turned around, his hair brushed against Ji Jingyan's face, making the tip of his nose itchy.

I'm sorry, Su Ran, really, I'm sorry.

If you continue to persist, it will be a kind of torture for you and me.

Su Ran didn't know how she walked out of the hospital, her head was full of Shen Tang's words, her chest was in a tearing pain, and even her breathing seemed to be affecting the wound in her heart, no matter whether it was hazy or clear, there was nothing in front of her. It was Ji Jingyan's face.From childhood to adulthood, from immaturity to youthfulness, from youthfulness to present beauty, he grew up with Ji Jingyan little by little, and fell in love with his childhood sweetheart little by little.Although he knew that his humble feelings would never be announced to the world, and would not even be recognized by anyone, but he still had no hesitation, just because he loved Ji Jingyan so much that he lost himself.

He is like that moth, and Ji Jingyan is the flame that he will always follow in his life, even if he will be smashed to pieces in the end, he will never look back.

He also thought that there would always be a girl in Ji Jingyan's life, who would walk hand in hand with him for the rest of his life, would get all of Ji Jingyan's love he could only wish for, and would be held in Ji Jingyan's hands and cared for for the rest of his life.He used to think that he would bless him, but when such a bloody fact was placed in front of him, all the unwillingness and grievance came to his heart. If the person Ji Jingyan liked was not Shen Tang, Su Ran felt that he might kill the victim Ji Jingyan's favorite woman.

But Shen Tang is the friend he owes the most...

When Shen Tang caught up with Su Ran, he was squatting downstairs in the hospital, surrounded by burnt cigarette butts.Shen Tang stopped slowly, thought for a while, and then walked forward, took out the cigarette that was held by Su Ran's fingertips, and said in a gentle voice that dripped water: "Didn't you agree to stop smoking?"

Su Ran raised his head, and Shen Tang stared at his reddish eyes. He had known Su Ran for three years and had never seen Su Ran like this before. After holding back for a long time, he finally said: "Su Ran, I won't talk to you Ji Jingyan together, because I only like you alone."

Su Ran looked at Shen Tang quietly, without saying anything, just watching her quietly, even the air was stained with his sadness.When Shen Tang was about to say something to break the silence, Su Ran suddenly spoke with a hoarse voice: "Shen Tang, you and Ji Jingyan are together!"

Shen Tang was taken aback for a long time, but he didn't realize it for a long time. When he realized it, his palm had already landed on Su Ran's back. The burning pain in his palm stung Shen Tang's eyes: "Su Ran, do you know what you are talking about?" !"

Su Ran lowered her head and didn't speak, but Shen Tang noticed that the clenched fist at his side revealed his inner anxiety.She could only take a deep breath and suppress the anger in her heart: "Su Ran, you know that I have always liked you, did you think about my feelings when you said this?" She took a deep breath, tried to look up at the sky and thought I held back my tears, but the tears still flowed down the corners of my eyes involuntarily, and even my voice was choked with sobs: "Su Ran, you can't treat me like this...you can't be so selfish..."

Su Ran stood up, raised her hand slowly, gently wiped away the tears from the corners of Shen Tang's eyes, and then embraced her in her arms. Su Ran's magnetic voice echoed in Shen Tang's ears, hitting the softest corner of her heart: "Shen Tang, you are really not worth it..."

Shen Tang buried her head on his shoulder, feeling the refreshing breath on his body, couldn't help but burst into tears.

How could she be willing to let go of this boy she had been obsessed with for three years...

Everyone will meet someone in his life who breaks your principles, changes your habits, and becomes your exception.

Feeling unacceptable, going deeper.

Ji Jingyan looked at Ji's mother who was sitting by the bed peeling apples for him, and asked after a long silence: "Mom, what do you think of Su Ran?"

Ji's mother didn't stop peeling the apples, and her tone was full of pride: "Su Ran is a good-looking child, and he is also sensible. If any little girl follows him, she will be happy!"

Looking up at the dim light, Ji Jingyan murmured, "Su Ran must be very kind to her, right? They must be very happy, right?"

Ji's mother didn't pay attention to the melancholy in Ji Jingyan's tone at all, she just put the peeled apple in Ji Jingyan's hand, and then stood up: "Xiaoyan, I have to work overtime in a while, I'll call Su Ran and let him Come to accompany you, you rest first!"

Ji Jingyan was taken aback when he heard Su Ran's name, and then asked in puzzlement, "Su Ran? Did he promise you?"

Mother Ji picked up the coat on the chair and responded, "Yes. He said he is on his way and will be there soon."

Looking at the peeled apple in his hand, Ji Jingyan gradually tightened his grip. From the moment he planned to play this scene with Shen Tang, he was already ready for all of this.

Whether it's him, Su Ran, or Shen Tang, when they are young, they should not be immersed in a relationship that they shouldn't be immersed in, and they can't extricate themselves. This kind of relationship is a kind of torture no matter who it is.

So there must be someone who is brave enough to stand up and bear the consequences of breaking all this.

Ji Jingyan is more sensible than anyone else, so he can see his heart more clearly than anyone else.

When Su Ran arrived, Ji Jingyan was packing his luggage with his back turned to him. Su Ran put his hand on the doorknob, looked at the familiar figure, and felt bitter in his heart.

No matter who you love, I still love you Ji Jingyan...

When Ji Jingyan heard the voice from behind, he didn't turn his head, and even his tone was the same as before: "You're here, I'm packing my luggage, and I'll go through the discharge procedures later."

Su Ran was taken aback when she heard that, but she didn't care about the small awkwardness in her heart. She strode forward with unconcealed concern in her tone: "You are going to be discharged from the hospital now? But you..."

"Oh, hello..." Su Ran was interrupted by Ji Jingyan before he finished speaking. He looked at Su Ran dumbfounded: "My mother is just nagging, what are you doing with her nagging? Big man, the so-called hospitalization is just a show for the school, how can it be so serious?"

Ji Jingyan patted Su Ran's shoulder with a smile, grabbed the backpack and was about to carry it on his back, but because of too much movement, he tore to the injured part of his abdomen, so painful that he couldn't help but gasped, and held his stomach I didn't straighten up for a long time.

Su Ran knew that he was just trying to be brave. Ji Jingyan has been like this since he was a child. When he first started dancing, he suffered much more than ordinary children of the same age. There were never fewer bruises on his legs, but no matter who asked him if he hurt When it doesn't hurt, he will give the other party a brilliant smile.It was only when Su Ran passed by his dance studio by chance and saw him leaning against the wall that he couldn't straighten up in pain, did he know that he had endured all the pain that ordinary people could not bear.

Su Ran took two steps forward, took the backpack in Ji Jingyan's hand with one hand, and naturally held his waist with the other hand. The warm temperature in his palm made him startled, but soon He stabilized his mind, and said: "If you are not feeling well, you can stay in the hospital for another two days. You don't have to be brave about this kind of thing."

On the surface, he pretended to be calm, but only Su Ran knew that his heart had already been torn apart.

When Ji Jingyan turned his head, he could see Su Ran who was close at hand, so close that he could clearly feel his breathing and his heartbeat.Ji Jingyan was stunned for a while, then calmly pulled his body a little farther away, and said with a lowered smile, "After all, he is a man, and it's not good to be too delicate."

After hearing this, Su Ran froze, trying to swallow the bitterness in her heart, and did not speak again.

That's right, Ji Jingyan... is a man after all...

The two quickly completed the discharge procedures, Su Ran's heart was in a mess, and she agreed to Ji Jingyan's words without saying a word.It was early morning when Su Ran was lying on his bed after sending Ji Jingyan home, but he didn't feel sleepy at all, his head was full of the conversation between Ji Jingyan and Shen Tang.

Su Ran leaned on her arm and looked at the ceiling above her head. The scenes were the joys, sorrows, sorrows and joys of the three of them in the past three years. No matter how you looked at it, Shen Tang and Ji Jingyan seemed like a match made in heaven.Instead, he, caught between the two, looked like a clown.

Shen Tang is a good girl. From the moment Su Ran met her, Su Ran felt that Shen Tang was a rare good girl in this world.He can criticize any girl who is close to Ji Jingyan against his will, only Shen Tang, he shouldn't do it, and he has no right to do it.

In this world, anyone can be with Ji Jingyan, but he who loves Ji Jingyan the most is ruthlessly deprived of this right to be with him.

Since she already has unreasonable thoughts about him, how can she be willing to stop at being ordinary friends with him...

It was three o'clock in the morning when Gu Anyuan received Su Ran's call. He had just sent Cheng Haoran away and managed to sleep for a while, and then Su Ran's series of calls reminded him of his death, which disturbed him all night.

Originally, when he first received the call, Gu Anyuan wanted to scold him and go back to sleep, but the moment he heard Su Ran's voice, the phrase "stupid" stuck in his throat, and he couldn't utter a single word.

Su Ran's voice was choked with a tinge of hoarseness, and he said, "Gu Anyuan, why don't you come out and have a drink with me..."

Gu Anyuan was stunned for a long time, and it took him a long time to react, and scolded him: "You are sick, you still have class tomorrow, what a fart you are drinking in the middle of the night!"

There was no sound over there for a long time. Gu Anyuan thought that Su Ran had fallen asleep. Just as he was about to hang up the phone, he heard the phone say again: "Gu Anyuan, I feel bad...I don't know who to turn to..."

Gu Anyuan was about to take the opportunity to use Ji Jingyan to hit him, but when he thought of what happened today, he forcibly held back the words that came to his lips.Sighing heavily, he sat up resignedly and asked, "Where are you now? Dad is going to find you now."

Su Ran reported a place name over there, Gu Anyuan put on his clothes, tidied up and went out.Before going out, he took a look at the photo on the bedside table. In the photo, the young man’s smile had a hint of sunshine. He picked up the photo, put it on his lips and kissed deeply, and took it to the door. The young man’s sunny smile was in the dark Gradually dimmed.

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