Sunlight Allure

"Crack-"

The picture is frozen, and the two similar faces in the photo are as vivid and bright as if stained with the sun.The ten fingers that are closely attached to each other, and the black and white rings, are constantly implicated like fate.

There is sunlight in one eye, and stars in the other.

Zhao Rongmin took back the phone with satisfaction.

"elder brother?"

Zhao Guangmin came back to his senses, and looked sideways at Zhao Rongmin.Complicated emotions lingered in his eyes.

Zhao Rongmin's behavior today is too abnormal.

He did a lot of things that hadn't been done before.He showed an expression he hadn't shown before.He also gave Zhao Guangmin gifts other than Pikachu.

that ring.

What do you mean?

Zhao Guangmin didn't understand.

Moreover, Zhao Guangmin's doubts were clearly written on his face.Zhao Rongmin looked at Zhao Guangmin's bewildered and complicated expression, curled his lips into a smile, and couldn't help but reached out and touched the top of his hair.

"A gift for Guang'er, to make up for the grievances Guang'er has suffered in the past two months."

Zhao Rongmin's tone was very soft, and the corners of his beautiful eyes were slightly raised.Zhao Guangmin suddenly felt that the picture in front of him was too beautiful to be real.It was as if the person in front of him brought scorching sunshine, which could easily melt the coldness in his eyes.

Zhao Guangmin wanted to touch it, but he didn't dare to approach it.

I am afraid that everything in front of me is false.I'm also afraid of getting burned if I get too close.

The corners of his eyes were a little dry, Zhao Guangmin narrowed his eyes slightly, as if trying to drive away the cold wind that couldn't return from his pupils.

Zhao Rongmin didn't speak either, just looked at Zhao Guangmin quietly, his eyes seemed to be struggling.

My Pikachu.

Did you see that.

This pair of rings.

Pure white, pure black.

One around your left hand, one around my right hand.

As the stars are you, the night is me.

indivisible.

"Guang'er, should we go shopping for clothes?"

Zhao Rongmin spoke lightly.Zhao Guangmin woke up from his thoughts.

"Brother, how do you know..."

Zhao Guangmin was a little surprised.He remembered that he hadn't told Zhao Rongmin about this before.

Zhao Rongmin twitched the corner of his mouth lightly.

"Fool, I'm your brother."

From the moment Zhao Guangmin put his clothes beside Zhao Rongmin's bed, he already knew what Zhao Guangmin wanted to do.

How can twins not know each other well?

"Let's go."

Before he could react, his left hand had already fallen into the warm palm.Zhao Guangmin's eyes fell on the connected hands of the two, and he suddenly felt that this scene was very beautiful.

That's it, holding hands.

Don't listen to anything, don't think about anything.

Never let go.

……

Is it possible?

The scene at two o'clock in the afternoon.The sun rose to its highest point, the light was astonishingly bright, but the heat cast on the skin was not lukewarm.

Zhao Rongmin sat in the driver's seat and drove the car intently.Zhao Guangmin was afraid of the cold and sat in the back row.Just sitting behind Zhao Rongmin.

"elder brother."

Zhao Guangmin suddenly hesitated to speak.

Zhao Rongmin moved slightly, but did not turn around.

"Hmm. What's wrong?"

Zhao Guangmin didn't speak any more.After a few minutes of silence, he slowly asked the question.

"Are you still busy?"

"It's not busy. For a while, I will stay with you at home."

There was a smile in Zhao Rongmin's words.

Actually...he knew what Zhao Guangmin wanted to ask was, would you still leave me.

Although you didn't say it, I still want to answer.

I will never leave you again.

My Pikachu.

Zhao Guangmin seemed relieved and leaned softly on the back seat.But the eyes still fell on Zhao Rongmin uncontrollably.

In a black slim coat, his back is straight, making him look even thinner.The bases of the ears are white, and the earlobes are well-defined, and they are a little transparent when viewed against the sun.

Zhao Guangmin stared at Zhao Rongmin's back in a daze.

I didn't see it, but a pair of eyes were looking at Zhao Guangmin who was in a daze through the rearview mirror.

Those eyes are amazingly beautiful.

A&F (Abercrombie&Fitch) famous brand mall

The most upscale luxury shopping mall in Seoul.

There is a lot of traffic and the crowd is bustling.The bright and clean glass facade reflects the pouring sunlight, making it blindingly bright.

Zhao Guangmin felt dizzy for a while.

He likes to be quiet.The number of times I went out from childhood to adulthood is very small, and I even finished high school at home by myself.As for the university, Zhao Guangmin received the notice, but did not report it.

Because Zhao Rongmin said to him, "I support you."

Zhao Rongmin is a recognized business genius.Three years ago, my parents had an accident on the way to the banquet, and both died. 16-year-old Zhao Rongmin withstood the grief, gave up his studies, and took over the huge property left by his parents.

Faced with the obstruction of relatives and friends and the doubts of the society, Zhao Rongmin insisted on pushing Zhao's enterprise to the top of the Korean business world step by step with his extraordinary mind, decisive skills and unyielding ruthlessness.

Zhao Rongmin has risen strongly.

Zhao Guangmin has been silent ever since.

The already introverted temperament is even more indifferent.Does not like contact with strangers.Don't like going out.Don't like to talk.

I stay at home alone every day.Sleeping, dazed, listening to dramas, listening to songs, catching up on comics, watching Pokemon with Pikachu in my arms, and waiting for Zhao Rongmin to go home.

I don't know many people, except for Zhao Rongmin and Lu Pingguo, there seem to be few.

Zhao Guangmin stayed alone for too long.It's been so long that I have long forgotten what Seoul looks like, and the flow of people who step in and out will be at a loss for a long time.

The light reflected from the building in front of me was too dazzling.Zhao Guangmin, who just got out of the car, subconsciously covered his eyes and took a few steps back.

Feeling Zhao Guangmin's resistance, Zhao Rongmin's heart tightened, and he immediately grabbed Zhao Guangmin's thin shoulders.

"Guang'er, don't be afraid. Brother is here."

Zhao Rongmin spoke softly, with a soothing and gentle tone in his tone.Zhao Guangmin's fingertips trembled slightly, the imperceptible panic in his pupils slowly settled, and his slightly rapid breathing gradually calmed down.

His expression is cool and his temperament is clear.

Zhao Rongmin embraced Zhao Guangmin, and stepped into the mall with a calm expression.

Two identical faces, the same dusty temperament, and impeccable and exquisite facial features, the twins walking hand in hand will inevitably cause a commotion.

The two didn't respond at all.

One is because they have long been numb to the fanatical gaze.One is because the mind is too clean to feel the gaze of others at all.

Zhao Rongmin touched Zhao Guangmin's hair with ease.

"Guang'er, what kind of clothes do you want to choose for brother?"

The pampering in the eyes is obvious.

Zhao Guangmin thought about it carefully, but couldn't think of anything for a moment.

"As long as it's not a suit."

You in a suit are not the real you.

"Oh?"

Zhao Rongmin curled the corners of his mouth, his lips were beautiful, his teeth were clean, and he was too beautiful.

"Then... try Dandystyle?"

Zhao Guangmin was taken aback, "Dandystyle?"

"That's right."

Although Zhao Rongmin's wardrobe is full of suits, it doesn't mean that his favorite clothes are suits.

Zhao Rongmin's favorite clothing style is Dandystyle.I don't know why, but I really like it.

Just like Zhao Guangmin loves Pikachu for no reason.

Many times, liking is for no reason.

...that is the beauty of irrationality.

"Brother, what is Dandystyle?"

Zhao Guangmin doesn't have much research on clothing styles.But Zhao Guangmin's English is very good.

Dandy, the Chinese interpretation is "playboy; fashionable".

……

Zhao Rongmin was still a child after all.

The corners of Zhao Guangmin's lips raised imperceptibly.I don't know how many eyes have been followed by her beautiful face.

"this……"

Zhao Rongmin was in a bit of trouble.To be honest, he is not very clear about the concept of Dandystyle.Maybe it's...

"Charisma's British style?"

Only this answer is closest to Zhao Rongmin's heart.

When Zhao Guangmin heard this, the corners of his eyes twitched.

"What color is it?"

The deepest black, or the brightest white.Or... a complex black and white mix.

You say, which one is better.

elder brother.

Zhao Rongmin didn't notice the gloom hidden in Zhao Guangmin's eyes, and after thinking about it, he opened his mouth hesitantly.

"Uh, black?"

……

Oh.

It's black.

Dark black.

……

Why...not white.

Clearly white and so clean.Obviously you look so good in white.

Obviously... I need white so much.

Come to purify my dirty soul, to wash away the filth in my heart.

Why don't you know?

Zhao Rongmin.

elder brother.

"Guanger?"

"Um?"

Zhao Guangmin came back to his senses, and met Zhao Rongmin's worried eyes.

"What's wrong?"

"……fine."

Zhao Guangmin suppressed the darkness in his eyes.The moment he raised his eyes, all the strange expressions were completely covered by coldness.

"Brother, let's go pick out clothes."

Zhao Guangmin gently held Zhao Rongmin's right hand.There was a faint warmth in the palm of his hand, Zhao Rongmin was taken aback for a moment, and then smiled flattered.

"good."

It's rare for Pikachu to be so proactive.

Zhao Rongmin thought, and the smile on the corner of his mouth grew stronger.It seems that a warm sun has been brought in in the cold winter, which has confused the eyes of many passers-by.

……

Which thought can never die.

Is it Nirvana... or eternal love.

Is there any fleeting time left, let me take another look at you.

Zhao Guangmin never knew he would become like this.

Obviously everything is advancing in the predetermined direction, but why is it completely deviated from the track now?

In the end... which detail has gone wrong?

Is it the 52 days of loneliness?

Or the parting kiss 52 days ago?

Or the voice of Ai Kai that penetrated into my heart bit by bit when I clicked on the wrong webpage two years ago?

Or...from the very beginning when they were born embracing each other, the souls of the two people have been engraved with entangled numerology?

Zhao Guangmin didn't know.

Zhao Guangmin didn't want to know.

I dare not know.

Zhao Guangmin was afraid of too many things.Really too much.He was afraid of being sorry for his dead parents, he was afraid of embarrassing Zhao Rongmin, and he was even more afraid that he would not be able to bear the cold truth under the warm and false surface.

Zhao Guangmin is very fragile.

Even more fragile than Zhao Rongmin imagined.

Can't stand the wind, can't stand the waves.

His personality is cold, because he dare not touch the unknown world, so he simply separates himself from everything.

I like Pikachu because he is afraid that what he says will be distorted by others, so he chooses to mutter to the inanimate doll.

I like someone because I am afraid of being at a loss in the crowd and attracting strange eyes.So just be with yourself.

Because the only one who will never leave Zhao Guangmin is Zhao Guangmin.

Zhao Guangmin didn't know how long Zhao Rongmin would be by his side.Zhao Guangmin didn't know how many years Zhao Rongmin said forever.

Is Zhao Guangmin very sad?

Ha ha.

Live in absurd conjecture.

Sooner or later...you will drown yourself.

"Guanger?"

Zhao Rongmin stretched out his hand and waved it in front of Zhao Guangmin's eyes.

"Why are you always in a daze?"

And a sad expression.

……

How many times is this expression now?

Zhao Rongmin looked slightly worried.Zhao Guangmin came back to his senses, looked at Zhao Rongmin's dark pupils, and suddenly smiled.

"Brother, I want to ride the Ferris wheel."

Zhao Rongmin was taken aback for a moment, seemingly surprised, and then smiled.

This is Pikachu, the first time he has made a request to him.

How could he refuse.

"Okay. It's up to you."

There was unabashed pampering in his tone.Zhao Guangmin raised his eyebrows lightly when he heard this.

Everything depends on me.

Really?

……

That.

If I say, I want you...

What do you do?

Ah.

Zhao Guangmin felt that he was really sick.It seems that since Zhao Rongmin came back, he is no longer himself.

Obviously before...he wouldn't be like this.

Zhao Guangmin closed his eyes to hide the lingering struggle.But it can't be filled, the wilderness that is torn under the eyes.

Zhao Rongmin is still Zhao Rongmin.

Zhao Guangmin, but he is no longer Zhao Guangmin.

But he didn't dare to let anyone know about the reason.

It's fine for him to suffer alone.

Four o'clock in the afternoon.The sun is warm and the winter wind is cool.

Zhao Rongmin took Zhao Guangmin's hand and slowly sat in the Ferris wheel.

The switch is activated, the mechanism operates, and the Ferris wheel rises.

Around the line of a closed perfect circle, solemnly and frantically, turn.change.change.

Zhao Rongmin looked at Zhao Guangmin.Zhao Guangmin looked at the messy city in his eyes.

Even though they are in the same space, their eyes still cannot meet.

Who pushed who.

Who stares at whom.

Who became whose robbery.

Who has become whose obsession.

……

The Ferris wheel finally rose to its highest point.

The city beneath my feet could be crushed with one finger.If weep, a tear may flood a long street.

Zhao Guangmin smiled and slowly stretched out his left hand.Slender, with well-defined joints, and the white ring is dazzlingly bright.

"So lovely."

"The ring...is beautiful."

……

"elder brother."

I love you.

The words that didn't come out in time were sealed in his mouth.At the highest point on the circumference perpendicular to the ground, Zhao Rongmin leaned over and kissed Zhao Guangmin.

No foreplay.

But he didn't hesitate.

That's it……

Deep, deep kisses down.

Under the guidance of the soul.

Pushed by the heartbeat.

under emotional pressure.

Desperately, kissed hard.

not enough.

not enough……

Really not enough.

……

Zhao Rongmin, give me all of you.

From hairline to toe.From left to right.From chest to back.From the collarbone to the base of the ear.From the corner of the lips to the tip of the brow.

Give it all to me.

Give it all to me.

good or not?

Zhao Guangmin closed his eyes, and wrapped his arms tightly around Zhao Rongmin's neck.

A dance of lips and tongues.

The fusion of souls.

……

I am dreaming.

elder brother.

Zhao Guangmin or Zhao Guangmin.

no... no...

Zhao Guangmin is not Zhao Guangmin anymore.

Zhao Rongmin...is no longer Zhao Rongmin.

……

We can't go back.