Time is not alluring

I stood up in a panic, pressed the photo on the table with my backhand, and said eagerly, "Jiang...Senior?!"

Jiang Chuanfeng gave an 'um' and asked naturally, "Are you still used to it here?"

"It's okay." I lowered my head, not daring to look at him, my heart was beating fast, and my face was burning hot.

He takes a step forward, I take a step back.

The photo with my fingers pressed was about to reveal the whole picture, I was excited, combined my fingers calmly, and said in a low voice, "Senior Jiang, what's the matter?"

"Have."

I don't know why, but I was looking forward to the second half of his sentence, my heart drifted slowly, and it never came to fruition.

Jiang Chuanfeng opened the book he was carrying with him, took out something similar to an invitation letter, handed it to me, and said, "This is an invitation from the student union. It can be regarded as a breakup meal. It doesn't matter if you don't go."

I took it over and looked at it, couldn't help being disappointed, and couldn't help asking, "Will everyone from the student union go?"

"Hmm..." Jiang Chuanfeng thought for a while, and then said, "There shouldn't be many people going."

"Then..." I blinked and said, "Senior Jiang, are you going too?"

"Me? It depends."

"Oh." I replied in a low voice, took the invitation letter, and felt that Jiang Chuanfeng's fingers were really pretty.

After Jiang Chuanfeng left, I flipped through the invitation letter and read it all over, trying to find a single connection between me and Jiang Chuanfeng, but there was none.

Eh……

To go or not to go?

"go with!"

I ran to ask Xiao Huan if she would go to the student union party, the answer was yes, she asked me if I would go, I said I don't know, let me think about it.

The student union's break-up meal happened to be during May Day. During those three days, I asked Liu Xu to help me with math tutoring, and Liu Xu also agreed. If I went, it would be tantamount to letting Liu Xu's pigeons and breaking her promise.

If not...

Then a great opportunity to get closer to Jiang Chuanfeng was wasted.

I am very entangled, I can't have both fish and bear's paw, I understand this truth, but I just want to dip a little bit of fish meat.

Even a little bit is fine.

No matter how tangled you are, you have to go to class.

Miejue Shitai's math class happened to hand out some test papers.

The test papers are no longer handed out one by one, but handed down in groups. Everyone finds their own test papers and passes them back. That is to say, the two students at the first table can see this group. Everyone's test paper.

When you see someone with a lower score than yourself, you will be complacent, and when you see someone with a higher score than yourself, you will work hard secretly.

Often, before the test papers are handed down, Miejue Shitai starts class, and the speed of commenting on the test papers is also very fast.

Zhu Beibei is the representative of the mathematics class. She threw back the rest of the test papers and made a bitter voice, "Hey, 58 points, really amazing, classmate An An!"

Liu Xu kicked her from behind and told her to shut up.

"Hmph." Zhu Beibei disdainfully.

Xu Jietian in turn comforted me, "Student An An, what are you afraid of? I'm still failing the same..."

I glanced at his score, ah... Anyway, it's a score starting with six characters, and the [-]-point scale is considered a pass...

Liu Xu didn't come to comfort me, she comforted me less and less often, she seemed to understand that these are useless efforts, it's better to work hard on mathematics.

Miejue Shitai coughed on the podium, copied the math test papers of the previous senior brothers and sisters, bound them into a thin copy, and distributed a copy to everyone.

The first one is a high school senior named Lu Yuansheng.

The second one is Shen Shen.

The third one is Jiang Chuanfeng.

I stopped at the third one, and I couldn't move my eyes. Looking at Jiang Chuanfeng's handwriting, I thought his handwriting was really beautiful, and after looking at it, I felt a little familiar.

After thinking about it, I quickly turned to the previous one.

Heavy words...Jiang Chuanfeng's words...

The two people's characters seem to have the same structure and writing power, but the biggest difference is the style.

As the name suggests, heavy characters should be calmer, and Jiang Chuanfeng's characters should be more elegant.

After looking at it, I felt that something was wrong. I borrowed a simple language test paper, compared them carefully, and quickly found the same point.

Both Shen Chen and Jian Yu have a habit of writing. Whether it is expressed in words or formulas, there will always be a circle at the end, like a symbol produced by some kind of agreement.

I handed Jian Yu a small note and asked her if she knew Shen Shen.

She said yes.

I looked at the words on the note, my head was in a mess, and I didn't dare to miss Miejue Shitai's class, for fear that she would hit me with a piece of chalk thrown over.

I crumpled up the note, threw it into the drawer, and listened to the class, but I was gradually lost in thought.

I didn't pay much attention to these before, but since I started to pay attention to Jiang Chuanfeng, it seems that I have become Sherlock Holmes every moment.

Pay attention to every post on his personal homepage, every comment, whether the school uniform he wears today is different from before, whether he likes to drink fruit juice or carbonated drinks or mineral water, does he like basketball more or soccer more, his hair is long A little bit longer, or a little bit shorter?

Weird, right.

He is obviously not such a careful person, but he can always have piercing eyes.

Looking at his name on the test paper, blinked, took off the cap of the pen, next to his name, and wrote my name.

In that class, I don’t remember exactly what Miejue Shitai said. My name and Jiang Chuanfeng’s name are all in my mind, and I feel happy when I think about it.

After class, Xiao Huan walked over from there and asked me if I wanted to go to the bathroom. I waved my hand and said no.

Xiao Huan snorted, hooked Liu Xu's shoulder again, and asked Liu Xu if he would go. Liu Xu took the math test paper and explained it to me. She raised her eyebrows and looked at her. Do you think I will go or not?

Confused.Feeling the malice from the world, Xiao Huan muttered.

Perhaps it was because I didn't go to the bathroom just now, and in the next class of Teacher Lu Wenqing's class, I raised my hand and spoke slowly under the eyes of a group of people.

"Teacher, I want to go to WC!"

The whole class looks at me like I'm looking at an alien, huh?Is there something wrong... Especially Xiao Huan, who kept holding back her smile, I looked down at Liu Xu, her expression was normal.

"You wish to go to the bathroom?"

"enn...yes..." I nodded awkwardly.

I squatted in the latrine, took out my mobile phone, swiped Weibo and space, and then clicked, people I might know, I couldn’t find a serious Weibo after swiping.

Then search for the keywords of Jiang Chuanfeng in Jiangnan Middle School one by one.

The comprehensive results retrieved are very disappointing.

I went to Jiang Chuanfeng's QQ space again, and it was unlocked as usual. It was blank, there were no logs, no photos, but there were a lot of messages.

I flipped through them one by one, most of them were, Senior Jiang, Happy Holidays, Happy Valentine's Day, Happy Dragon Boat Festival, I'll come and have a look, step on...

Tch, a bunch of uninspired little whores.

His finger suddenly didn't move, and his eyes stopped on the message with the net name 'Chen Wan'.

The time is September 2011, 9.

The content of the message is, goodbye, my Jiang Chuanfeng.

Then Jiang Chuanfeng replied, 'Well, you too. '

From a woman's intuition, there must be something tricky between the two of them, I clicked with trembling fingertips, and the screen began to jump, unlocked...not locked...not locked.

But a QQ account that has not been taken care of for a long time, a QQ account that has long been discarded, what kind of clues do I want to get from it, and glimpse into Jiang Chuanfeng's past?

That netizen named Chen Wan stopped updating her feed in June 2011.

She said she was very happy.

Then happiness comes to an end and there is no direction anymore.

I was squatting in the latrine, my legs and feet were a little numb, I put the phone in my pocket, washed my hands, shook off the water on it, and walked out of the toilet, only to see catkins standing outside.

I looked around, is get out of class over?

The answer, of course, is that there is no get out of class.

Liu Xu said that she was worried about me, afraid that I would not be able to get out of the toilet by myself, so she came to take a look.

How can I say... Isn't this constipation...

Liu Xu smiled and didn't speak.

I pulled her away, she didn't move, I looked at her suspiciously.

Liu Xu leaned against the fence, stretched out her hand, turned to me and said, "An'an, do you still remember where?"

I followed her fingertips to look over, and I could only see a piece of lush green trees. I shook my head and said, "Where are you talking about?"

Then she pulled me up and walked upstairs.

The stairs leading to the top of the building are very dark. Because people often visit them, there are black marks on the wall on one side of the stairs. I paid special attention to them. It looks like the marks left by cigarette butts. The students of Jiangnan Middle School are not So well-behaved, there are really people coming here to smoke.

The closed iron door was pushed away by Liu Xu, and the lock fell to the ground with a clanging sound. I looked carefully and found that the traces were very similar to the lock of Science Class A on Valentine's Day. It should be It was pried open.

Because of the dampness of the rain, the corner of the door has not seen sunlight for many years, soft moss has grown, and there is even a rotten smell.

The roof is very clean. There are no beverage bottles, wine bottles, peanut shells, or signs of fights. The guardrail is already rusted. I reached out and flicked it, and a piece of rust fell off. On a sunny day, the sky is full of haze, and the soft clouds and wind are almost within reach.

Looking down in a blink of an eye, I was a little dizzy, and my feet were a little soft.

I looked back, not understanding why Liu Xu brought me to the roof, Liu Xu was standing by the side, I was worried that she would fall, so I stretched out my hand to pull her clothes.

Liu Xu stretched out her hand towards me and said, "An'an, come up."

I hesitated and climbed up.

The scenery is good, I took a hasty glance, but I dare not look any more, and I dare not move while grabbing Liu Xu's clothes.

"I still remember that in the second year of junior high school, we often came to Jiangnan to play, envious of Jiangnan's school spirit and incomparably luxurious equipment. At that time, you said that you wanted to take the exam in Jiangnan, but you knew that with your grades, you couldn't even get into the branch of Jiangnan. go."

I opened my mouth, how can I take the dream that I dreamed of when I was young, how can I take it seriously.

"Then in the third year of junior high school, the two of us came to the junior high school of Jiangnan Middle School for an exchange. You were very confident and traveled all over Jiangnan Middle School, thinking that this is your world." Liu Xu pulled me down again and carried me away. Go to a corner, brush off the dust on it, revealing a string of ugly characters.

I, An An, want to take root and sprout here and thrive.

"An'an, you always thought that you were able to enter Jiangnan because of your uncle. Have you ever thought about it, visited it, and verified it yourself? It's your own hard work, and it has nothing to do with anyone else!"

Liu Xu looked at me and said again, "It's not that you can't, it's that you never tried your best."

"Never."

Liu Xu said it word by word.

"So, can you, can you, give it a try and choose science."

Can you?

look at me.

answer me.