this turbulent love

Chapter 9

The nervous final exam of the first semester left Gu Yan with no time to take care of these petty emotions, so he began to review seriously.

Until the period before returning home, Gu Yan never went to see Jian Mo again. He felt that Jian Mo didn't really need his company. He was not alone. Wasting his rest time.This kind of cognition made Gu Yan feel very sad and frustrated, but he couldn't but couldn't deny it, it was a fact.

Thinking of this, Gu Yan was even more confused about himself.If it was just because of these reasons that he wanted to be friends with Jian Mo, why would his grievance and sadness be so obvious when he heard that he went to the library with Yu Wenqian instead of himself.Why did I feel so happy when I received Jian Mo's text message, even if it was just a single word.

Li Sheng and Wu Yu felt that Gu Yan was very strange recently. He seemed to suddenly feel like a deflated balloon. Although he still did things as before, he spent significantly more time absent-minded.Sometimes calling him he seems to have a kind of absent-minded feeling.It's just that Gu Yan asked Gu Yan what he said, as if the emotion was violent, but he couldn't understand it.

Li Sheng asked Gu Yan in private if it was because of that girl, and comforted Gu Yan.Although Gu Yan couldn't figure out the girl Li Sheng was talking about, he also knew that his state was not right recently, so he didn't say much, but just nodded to show that he knew.

Seeing Gu Yan like this, Li Sheng and the others couldn't help becoming more worried.

He must be sick, Gu Yan thought.I don't know why every time I see Jian Mo, my heart will start to get out of my control, and the sound is so loud that I have the illusion that I am about to pop out.When you see Jian Mo, you will unconsciously approach him immediately.This kind of entangled emotion had never appeared in Gu Yan's past years. He was suddenly taken aback by his own emotion, but he didn't know how to deal with it.Suddenly remembering Li Sheng asking about his 'little girlfriend', his chaotic mind suddenly cleared up, all his attitudes and his concern for Jian Mo went beyond what he did in the line of friends.

Does he like Jian Mo?This discovery by Gu Yan smoothed out all the abnormal emotions recently, and he also transformed Jian Mo from a friend to someone he likes without hesitation.He doesn't think it's a big deal, if he likes it, he likes it, he likes this person and doesn't care what kind of person he is, and he won't be afraid of any difficulties in the road ahead.That's why Gu Yan cherishes such pure liking even more, and he treats his unfamiliar feelings with such a sincere attitude.

After I figured it out, the previously hidden thoughts in my heart also started to work. In many cases, those depressed emotions did not disappear, but were waiting for a suitable opportunity to release.Li Sheng and Wu Yu watched Gu Yan go from depression to recovery like this, and couldn't help but feel embarrassing in their hearts: I still don't believe that this kid is an intermittent neuropathy!

Gu Yan has never chased girls before, and his eyes are darkened when it comes to chasing people, and he has no direction at all.Under the guidance of Li Sheng and Wu Yu, the two "sages of love", I know that the most basic way to chase someone is to first know what the other person likes, do what he likes, and wait for the other person to have a good impression of you before chasing after the victory. The little girl is simply easy to grasp.Coupled with the unreliable methods of chasing people in other messy stallion novels, the methods are shameless and shameless.The two of them searched almost all the inventory in their heads, making Gu Yan dumbfounded and moved at the same time.

Li Sheng smiled darkly: "It turns out that your little girlfriend is not a girlfriend. It's okay, brother taught you these methods to ensure that little girl will throw herself into your arms."

Gu Yan imagined Jian Mo pounced on him, acting like a baby to him in his arms...Suddenly felt a deep sense of malice, and the picture of himself pounced on Jian Mo was more harmonious.In this way, he accepted that he was gay at an unparalleled speed, and he was already on the way to hook up with that indifferent man and never returned...

Under Li Sheng's guidance, Gu Yan went to the Youth League Committee to approach Jian Mo from time to time, and more often asked people around him about everything about Jian Mo.Although many people think it's strange that Gu Yan is like this, but because Gu Yan usually takes the initiative to help them and is a nice person, they are 'duty' to recall Jian Mo's usual things about such small things.

Jian Mo is really busy, because in the description of the seniors and sisters, he seems to be rushing to the market every day, because he is loved by the teacher, and because he is a member of the Youth League Committee, Jian Mo will be very busy every time he welcomes new students , like a spinning top that keeps spinning.I usually like to read books, almost whenever I have free time, I will find a place to read books, but if I have the opportunity to go to the library to see him, the chances of seeing him are still very high, and many people sometimes pay a special visit to him, and don’t bother Him, because that seemed to be the time when he was most relaxed.

Yes, he couldn't agree more.Gu Yan thought.He always saw the tiredness in Jian Mo's eyes, the emotion that he never saw in the eyes of others, probably he cared about him since then.The only time when Gu Yan saw him and him reading in the library was the most relaxed time when Gu Yan saw Jian Mo. Although he was still writing and drawing all the time, he felt very comfortable just looking at him.

Book?Favorite book?Gu Yan frowned.Bad, I don't even know what books he likes.

What was Jian Mo looking at last time?what structure?He hurriedly asked the seniors of architecture, but probably Jian Mo had learned far more than them, so the seniors didn't know what kind of book it was.

Damn, why can't I remember.Gu Yan never doubted his own memory, but at this moment he deeply doubted it.He had no choice but to go to the library by himself. On their floor last time, he began to search according to the memory of last time.In such a huge library, even one floor is enough for people to find it.He spent two full hours, pulling out and putting down, getting up and squatting.It wasn't until someone asked the librarian for the record of the last book that he slapped his head and rolled his tired eyes.

The librarian is very talkative, for the sake of such a handsome guy, he was asked to check the record sheet without asking him to show his student ID card.He thanked him, and started to look through the records. It took him a long time to find Jian Mo's name in a pile of records.What he borrowed the most was "Cobb's Complete Works".This book has been borrowed the most frequently recently, but it seems that he hasn't been to the library for a while, and the records are all from a long time ago.

Gu Yan looked at the record, but suddenly felt a little happy. It seems that he really didn't have time at that time.After hastily jotting down the title of the book, Gu Yan greeted the librarian and went out.In the afternoon, I made an appointment with Li Sheng and Wu Yu to meet at the basketball court, and discuss what to do next.

With this direction, Gu Yan now feels that the road he walked is very clean, and everyone seems to be competing with him for cheering.He took a deep breath, but was caught by the sudden ringtone, and took out his mobile phone, which displayed the word 'Jian Mo'.He blinked, but the 'Jian Mo' on it still didn't disappear, he grinned, laughed silently, and picked up the phone.

There was a cold voice as always: "Hello?"

"Hello? Senior Jian Mo! Why are you free today?" Gu Yan held his phone and began to walk around the school slowly.

"They said you were asking about my affairs, what's the matter, is there anything wrong?" The voice over there was still flat and clueless, but the fact that they would make this call still showed that Jian Mo cared about this issue.

Gu Yan slowly stopped in his tracks, "Eh?!....This, this, this, that is because, senior, listen to me..." He got a little anxious, it's over, if you don't get out of the teacher If he died first, he would have to cry and die on the road.

"Gu Yan, I regard you as a friend," Jian Mo interrupted him, "so you can ask me directly about many things, and you don't need to ask others. Let's do this first." Before Gu Yan could continue to say anything, Jane Mo had already hung up the phone.

Gu Yan looked at Wuzi's hand still waving in mid-air, and listened to the monotonous voice on the phone, and lowered his head to look at the ground, just to get to know you better.Just because..... I like you.He said silently in his heart.

Feeling like being hated, this feeling made Gu Yan very sad, so he sent a text message to Li Sheng and the others, and went back to the dormitory by himself.

Back in the dormitory, Gu Yan didn't even change his clothes, just went to bed and fell on it, looking at the white ceiling above, but didn't know how to take the next step, why was it so difficult.

The author has something to say: Mina...

Happy Qixi Festival.

Well, I am single==