this turbulent love

Chapter 59

Gu Yan felt that he probably didn't do anything in his previous life, but he did one thing: burn incense, and he burned it all his life.

He looked at the sleeping man next to him, looked at the slightly heavy and low-key men's ring on his hand, gently pulled the man's hand over, carefully placed the ring on top of his own, and clasped his fingers tightly, secretly smiled.

Thinking back to that day, he was taken aback that day. If he hadn't seen the ring on his hand now, he would probably still think that he was just dreaming, right?He heard about Xiaoqian from Jian Mo, and he didn't mind, especially when Jian Mo could cover up and throw himself in the hospital, even ignoring his injuries.

It wasn't that he was sad at that moment, although his mouth was still fine, and he asked Jian Mo to be careful, but the sour and bitter taste in his stomach was really comparable to that of a little girl.He was still smiling happily in front of Zhuang Qian and the others, telling them that Jian Mo had important things to do, so they were going back together, looking at their worried eyes, if Jian Mo hadn't called immediately later, he probably It's really going to fail.

But in fact, even if this is the case, he still can't restrain himself from being sad. He knows his position in Jian Mo's heart, but it doesn't mean that he knows that he can be unscrupulous and don't have to worry at all.Xiaoqian is like a thorn that has softened to him. Although he knows that it is harmless, he still feels uncomfortable if he pulls it a little bit.

He barely suppressed the discomfort in his heart, and then pretended to be nonchalant and went back to the place Jian Mo rented. He used this room full of life between them to comfort himself, telling himself not to be so stingy, it was just this kind of comfort In the passage of time, it fades a little bit and becomes like a devil.

He couldn't help but think about Jian Mo's anxious look that was about to lose his sanity at that time, and the bandages on his body that hadn't arrived yet wrapped up, probably the same as the last time Xiaoqian had a fever, probably exactly the same as before.He remembered that it was full before, all of it was filled with Xiaoqian's, the room that belonged to Xiaoqian and Jian Mo.He chuckled, then clenched his hands tightly, digging the back of his hand with his short nails, and then kept pushing until the nails were completely sunk into the flesh without noticing it, so as to tell himself not to think too much.

He calmed himself down, and then went to the kitchen to take out the recipes to prepare dinner. He didn't know if Jian Mo would come back today, and he didn't call Jian Mo, but he still made a meal for two people together, which was even more hearty than before , Cooked one dish after another, picking out all the flavors Jian Mo likes, and didn't stop until there were no ingredients in the refrigerator for him to use. He used this method to reduce the growing fear in his heart.

Then when the door knocked, he flew over, and the moment he was hugged by Jian Mo, he felt that his heart, which had been hanging in the air, finally fell to the ground, and finally found the position of his chest...

Just as Gu Yan was thinking of being in a trance, his fingers were squeezed tightly. Jian Mo opened his still bewildered eyes, showed a beautiful and comfortable smile, kissed Gu Yan's lips in a daze, and pulled Gu Yan into his arms Hugging him tightly, letting Gu Yan lean into his chest, he fell asleep again in a daze.

Gu Yan was amused by Jian Mo like this, and then buried his head in Jian Mo's arms, feeling surrounded by Jian Mo, surrounded by Jian Mo's breath, it's so good.He closed his eyes, rolled his eyes with a smile, grabbed Jian Mo's clothes, and fell asleep together.

They were woken up by the ringing of the phone. They haven't had a good rest recently because of a series of bad things, so now they fall asleep completely and don't want to wake up.When Jian Mo heard the phone ringing, his first reaction was to cover Gu Yan's ears, quickly picked up the phone, got up slowly and got out of bed before starting to make calls.

He heard Gu Yu's voice from over there and realized that the phone in his hand belonged to Gu Yan. After Gu Yu had said a lot, he finally opened his mouth, and felt that the chattering voice over there suddenly disappeared There was silence as if silenced.

He stood on the balcony, looking ahead expressionlessly, but he didn't feel embarrassed at all. He waited patiently for a while before he heard the stammering voice of confirmation coming from the other side. He responded, and then there There was an eerie silence again.

"Jane, Jianmo...Brother Jianmo..." The other side stammered and seemed to take a lot of effort to squeeze out the title, he responded, and then the other side continued, now much better. "Brother Jian Mo...are you with my brother?" It seemed that there was no time for him to respond, and he 'read' the next thing like a book.

"Brother Jian Mo, help me tell my brother to go home when he is free today. Parents are waiting for him." Jian Mo frowned, his back was still aching, and he suddenly recalled that The Gu family was in chaos at the time. Although they knew it wasn't anyone's fault, it was Gu Yan's parents, but now is really not a good time. He was afraid, he was afraid that Gu Yan would be hurt if he went back, or that he might leave him for one reason or another. probability.

He can't, not at all.

He pondered for a while, and was about to make a negotiation to refuse, when he lowered his voice, as if he knew what Jian Mo was thinking, he explained, "Brother Jian Mo, my parents are much better now. I was just scared all of a sudden. Let my brother come back now, this is probably necessary, if you really want to be together, then let my brother come back, this is something he has to face as the son of the Gu family. " Then he In an inaudible voice, "I will definitely help my brother when the time comes, and you must treat my brother well."

These words made Jian Mo swallow the words of refusal that were about to come out, son of the Gu family?He thought of his mother, he couldn't see the disapproval and sadness in his mother's eyes, so he switched his phone to the other side, then looked at the balcony that was gradually being occupied by sunlight, and said softly to the phone:

"I see. I will tell Gu Yan and I will be back today."

He hung up the phone, then quietly went back to the room, squatted on the side of the bed and looked at Gu Yan's sleeping state, leaned over and kissed his cheek lightly, why couldn't the relationship between them be smoother?He reached into the quilt to find Gu Yan's hand, then got up on the bed and wrapped him in his arms, taking a deep breath.

Gu Yan was already almost asleep, leaning against Jian Mo's arms, reaching out to wrap his arms around Jian Mo's waist, knowing what Gu Yu said, he didn't jump up from the bed blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah. At a loss, he nodded, got up from Jian Mo's arms, and slowly tidied himself up. After doing this, he turned around and simply kissed Jian Mo's cheek.

Looking at Gu Yan like this, Jian Mo felt like Gu Yan who had suddenly grown up and matured a lot, and felt distressed. His Gu Yan became an adult when he couldn't see him, just like last time To be serious about his grandfather directly, such Gu Yan made people feel even more distressed.

He stretched out his arms and hugged the person in front of him, it’s okay, just leave it to me from now on, you can keep making trouble, keep being cheerful, keep laughing, keep doing what you want, and let me do the rest up.

The two packed up surprisingly quickly, and started to set off immediately. It wasn't like last time that they had to prepare all kinds of small items, but this time the atmosphere became tense and depressing. The two didn't try to talk, but went together Silently, he drove back to Gu Yan's house.

After arriving downstairs at Gu Yan's house, Jian Mo looked at Gu Yan with a tense face, stepped forward to hold his hand, and blocked him behind him, but when he heard Gu Yan's smile, he felt that he was being held by Gu Yan. He hugged him from behind, and then saw Gu Yan holding his hand and going upstairs.

It was Gu Yu who opened the door. Seeing them, she quickly pulled them into her room. Before she could say a few words, the soft and slow voice of Gu's mother came from outside the door.

"Is Yan Yan back?"

It sounds exactly the same as usual, if you insist on saying something different, you should be more careful than usual.Just as Gu Yan was about to get up and go out to answer, Jian Mo grabbed his hand. He glanced at Jian Mo, smiled reassuringly, and walked out.

Just as Jian Mo was about to go out, he was stopped by Gu Yu. He watched Gu Yu shaking his head, then found a chair in the room and sat down, put his hands on his lap, and assumed a stiff and tense posture.

When Gu Yan went out, he saw his mother sitting on the sofa and saw him smiling. Gu Yan realized that his mother had become a lot haggard. She had aged a lot over the years, and the wrinkles around her eyes became more and more obvious when she smiled. And the white hair on the temples couldn't be hidden anymore.

The look of his mother that he had always thought of was unknowingly replaced by this old mother. His eyes were sour, and he felt sorry for them.

He walked over and sat down next to Gu Ma, and Gu Ma grabbed his hand and put it on his own. This mother who was usually beaming with joy was now cautious, holding onto Gu Yan and looking at him repeatedly. Although she was still smiling, she was Uglier than crying.

"Yanyan, tell mom, is it true that you can't go back? Mom please, really... really can't?"

Gu Yan looked at his mother, gritted his teeth, and shook his head lightly. After getting the answer, Gu's mother seemed to become more tired and haggard all of a sudden.Looking at Gu Ma like this, Gu Yan felt as if someone had driven steel nails into his heart one by one, and was firmly nailed to the wall. Own mother.

Gu Yan couldn't see Gu's mother like this, his eyes turned red, and he hugged this mother who was now like a little woman into his arms, until she entered Gu Yan's arms, the woman who was smiling at the beginning seemed to be open. After entering the sluice gate, he whimpered and cried until he cried loudly, Gu Yan hugged his mother and couldn't hold back the tears anymore, the two of them hugged and cried like this.

Jian Mo who was inside the door was startled by Gu Ma's crying, and immediately got up and opened the door, even Gu Yu behind him didn't have time to stop her.As soon as Jian Mo opened the door, he saw Gu Yan hugging his mother. Both of them were crying hard. He took a look, and then slowly closed the door again.

Jian Mo opened the door with a stride, but immediately closed the door and stood in front of the door, making Gu Yu's behavior a little strange. She saw Jian Mo's hands on both sides gradually clenched, and then returned to the chair and sat down. It still looks the same as before, but the emotions are so exposed that Gu Yu can feel his sadness and struggle.

She looked at the excellent and perfect man in front of her, and after knowing that he was with her brother, the unacceptable mood and disbelief hid all the good things about this man, leaving only weirdness and indescribable discouragement, Until she saw this man protecting her elder brother under him, bearing all the harm from father Gu.

Jian Mo visited the Gu family many times when Gu Yan didn't know about it, and asked the Gu family's parents to accept and forgive him, but he was turned away every time. Swept out, but this seemingly strong and excellent man accepted it abruptly, even standing still for a long time.

She knows that every time she sneaks into the cat's eye to see Jian Mo standing outside the door, probably because her back is still not good, so she is not as straight as usual, but reveals a fragile arc, never letting others She had seen it before, she would tell her parents all this, and then watched them soften their hearts little by little, gradually not being as bad as before, and their persistence softened little by little until now.

She also had a hard time accepting it at first, thinking that this was unacceptable, but this kind of Jian Mo changed him. She would chat with her brother, and then read between the lines to know the persistence between them, and then gradually hoped that they would be happy .

She looked at Jian Mo in front of her, and then smiled:

"You also have to trust us, trust us and hope that brother is happy."

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I just saw Ah Shu's message now, and I feel warm in my heart, everyone is happy, ouch, there are everyone~

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