Immersive sound

In fact, Xie Qi doesn't like to recall those things when he and Ye Zhunwen were together. It was a beautiful and lively time, but more of it was endless deception and betrayal.Xie Qi never thought that he would be naive to that extent, holding a heart and letting others knead it, as if he couldn't feel the pain, desperately throwing moths into the flames.

So later, when the truth was slowly revealed and feelings surfaced, he discovered that love is really nothing more than countless deceptions plus deceptions. , Willing to die.

Xie Qi felt that he couldn't answer his father's question. If he insisted on answering, he would say that it was because he was young, because he had never been in love when he was young, and that happened to be a glass of strong wine.

He answered his father's words with a smile, blaming himself for all the reasons.

As for what kind of person Ye Zhunwen is, I think he is probably not a good person, so there is no need to mention it.

Father Xie didn't ask any more questions, he paused and said, "I'm very surprised, because you have been loved by little girls since you were a child. When you were in the sixth grade of elementary school, the love letter was sent to your home, and I was the one who collected it for you." Yes, I discussed with your mother before, what kind of girl you will bring back in the future, I always felt that no kind of girl was good enough for you." That was indeed the look of memories, a bit proud A bit of appreciation, but in the end it all comes down to regret.He stopped, adjusted his glasses, and sighed for a long time, "But looking at it now, there probably aren't many girls who would like you!"

Xie's father stared at Xie Qi's chicken coop head and his beard that he hadn't shaved for a few days with a smile on his face, Xie Qi was startled, and finally smiled relaxedly: "What, your son has a lot of girls like it, okay? Look at my Weibo fans, they are all girls, finding a wife is not a matter of minutes? Besides, I am handsome even if I don’t dress up, I am naturally beautiful and have good genes.”

Even his parents took this compliment with him. Father Xie smiled and ignored him, but his expression became much more relaxed. Xie Qi, who was sitting by the side, fell silent. Once, and I don't know when it will be, he can't let his parents be so worried all the time.

He finally plucked up the courage to speak, and said seriously, "Dad, I've never been sure about my sexual orientation. It's probably because I first talked about boys, so I always think of boys unconsciously, but In fact, I haven't been in a relationship for a long time, I think maybe I don't like girls, but..." He stopped at this moment, because at a certain moment, he suddenly thought of Yu Sheng. .

The conversation got stuck in the middle, Father Xie looked at him calmly, with deep eyes, Xie Qi's train of thought was interrupted by an inexplicable lingering sound, and then he lost that emotion.

He seemed to be self-defeating.

After a long time, the father who was sitting on the side moved, got up and went to the balcony. It was twelve o'clock, and the New Year's bell came from far away. Xie Qi followed, and fireworks were lit on the square not far away. People in the city followed suit.

Xie Qi's words disappeared on New Year's Eve with the burnt fireworks, and then the phone rang, and his father went to answer the phone. On the other end of the phone was his mother's voice, and he had arrived safely. Don't worry about it. His father looked gentle, and Xie Qi couldn't bear to look at it.He stood in front of the window, staring at the endless lights outside the house, and once again thought of the aftermath of being in a foreign country.

New Year's Eve passed in the blink of an eye, and the two went back to their respective houses. The hard and hectic day ended in a conversation that ended without a problem.

Xie Qi lay on the bed, he rubbed his eyes, then picked up the phone from the side of the bed, there was an unfamiliar number from a foreign country on the screen, Xie Qi's first reaction was Yu Sheng, when he opened the smart application to confirm the ownership, that The number called again.

Xie Qi smiled subconsciously, even though he hadn't answered the phone yet.

"Hello, who is it?"

"It's me." A voice that I hadn't seen for a long time sounded, Xie Qi lay on the bed, his whole body relaxed.

"Long time no see, happy Chinese New Year." Xie Qi said, covering his eyes with one arm.

The other side was very quiet, and upon hearing the words, he replied, "Happy Chinese New Year."

Xie Qi really wanted to talk freely with Yu Sheng, but the silence and embarrassment of the atmosphere is often a momentary thing. There are thousands of things in his heart that he wants to say, and he can't say a word when it's his turn.

"you......"

Just when Xie Qi had just opened his mouth, the other party also started talking. He spoke faster and more firmly than Xie Qi, and finished before Xie Qi, "Are you okay? I read on the Internet that there is an outbreak in China, ask ask you."

It has been two or three days since the outbreak of the epidemic. Asking at this time is obviously not just about the epidemic.

"I'm fine. There's no movement on my side. Don't worry. What about you? How are you doing over there?"

"I'm fine too. By the way, I...I bought you some masks. I see that everyone is buying masks online. It's not convenient to go out, so..." Yu Sheng said Sometimes he hesitated, he was very afraid that the thanks would not be accepted.

Xie Qi moved his arms over his eyes and looked at the ceiling. He was silent, as if confronting the other party, but there was no obvious expression on his face. After a long time, he sighed softly, and said something very ambiguous to Yu Sheng: " Don't bother, I can't give you what you want."

Now the whole world seems to be at a standstill. Xie Qi originally didn't want to say it on this day, but the atmosphere suddenly came here, and he said it naturally. He couldn't give Yu Sheng what he wanted. This is what he said in his heart .

"Do you know what I want?" Yu Sheng suddenly asked after a long silence, Xie Qi was taken aback, thinking that the opposite was really a silly kid, but he laughed again, isn't this exactly the same as himself back then?

"I don't know, but I know I can't give it." Xie Qi said the three words "can't give it" very strongly. In his feeling, he had already expressed it very clearly, and if he continued, he would hurt others and himself.

"Why? Why..."

"Yu Sheng." Xie Qi suddenly called Yu Sheng's name, in a very depressed tone, "Stop asking, it's very annoying."

He blocked his eyes again, even the light was annoying.

After a long time, a voice came from the other end of the phone, very low and soft: "Understood."

Then he hung up the phone, and after hanging up, Xie Qi saw the red envelope sent by Yu Sheng on WeChat. He clicked on the voice message below, and it was a very pleasant tone, which was the Yu Sheng that Xie Qi was familiar with at first.

——New year red envelope, I wish the captain more handsome in the new year, win more championships, win the most prize money, be happy and healthy.

He looked at the time on it again, two hours had passed.He couldn't help thinking, if he met Yu Sheng last year, or a few years later, would it be different?

It's a pity that no one can give him the answer, he can only hold the screen and imagine, and then fell asleep in a daze on New Year's Eve when it gradually subsided.

In the early morning of the second day of junior high school, Xie Qi was notified to pick up the courier at the gate of the community. He wore a coat and a mask. Xie's father asked him what he bought, and he said a mask.

There were two whole boxes of things, Xie Qi didn't look at them carefully after he signed for them, and took them home directly. Before entering the door, Xie Qi carefully disinfected them according to Xie's father's instructions before moving into the room.

Father Xie has nothing to do recently, and occasionally cooks some delicious food for Xie Qi himself. After all, the taste of Xie Qi's cooking is beyond words.

"All the masks you bought? So many?" Father Xie asked him standing at the door of the kitchen.

Xie Qi said while unpacking the box: "It should be, it's a bit much."

"Should?" Father Xie looked at him meaningfully.

Xie Qi was stunned, and then remembered to explain: "Oh, a member of our club bought it. It's not that masks are not easy to buy recently, so he asked me if I want it. I said yes, but I didn't say how much. , he sent it directly.”

Father Xie was dubious, took the spatula and told Xie Qi: "Then remember to give the money to him."

"Don't worry, dad, I still need you to teach me about this?" Xie Qi thought his dad was redundant.

However, he was dumbfounded when he opened the second box. This is... a box of snacks?

All the things that Xie Qi usually eats in the club are here, and there are also many bottles and cans that look like milk tea. Xie Qi flipped through it while looking at it, staring at this box of things, speechless.

"This is what you want to buy too?" Father Xie stood behind Xie Qi at some point, and the sound made him almost sit on the ground in fright.

"Dad, why are you walking silently?" Xie Qi touched his earlobe.

Father Xie thought to himself, am I walking silently?Obviously you are taking it too seriously.

Xie Qi picked up his phone to send Yu Sheng a WeChat message after packing up all his things. Their chat history was still on Yu Sheng's last voice message.

After hesitating for a long time, he finally edited and sent the message. After sending it, he turned to the clock and checked the time on Yu Sheng's side. It was not yet dawn, so he probably wouldn't reply soon.

However, when he and his father came out after cooking dinner, they found that Yu Sheng replied to him within 10 minutes after he sent the message, with three simple words - I got it.

Xie Qi was inexplicably a little lost, staring at the message for a long time before putting down the phone, he silently told himself that it should be like this.He transferred money to the other party's Alipay, without asking how much, and directly transferred a thousand.

In the next few days, the epidemic broke out. At first, my mother would call in the middle of the night to say a few words. Later, because she was worried about disturbing the rest of her roommates, she switched to typing. Slowly, it turned into looking at the mobile phone in the morning, because my mother always got off work in the middle of the night, and shifted back and forth. Most of the time, Xie Qi received her messages in the middle of the night.

The news is full of news about the epidemic. In the early morning of the sixth day of the lunar new year, the community was completely closed, and the community staff began door-to-door disinfection. Immediately afterwards, the club that was originally scheduled to start the new season preparations on the eighth day of the new year also sent a notice, postponed to The fifteenth day of the first lunar month.

Xie Qi is completely free. Apart from watching TV and news with his father every day, he just lies in his room and plays mobile games. The computer at home has not been changed for a long time and he can’t play PlayerUnknown’s Battlegrounds. Xie Qi can only use the peace elite to maintain feel.

On the evening of the tenth day of the Lunar New Year, the originally peaceful dinner was suddenly interrupted by a piece of news. Father Xie put down the bowls and chopsticks and stared at the enlarged gray photo on the TV for a long time without saying a word. I suddenly realized that it was a young nurse from the same hospital as my mother. She was just 28 years old and died of an infection.

Such news is somewhat sad, but for Xie Qi’s family, apart from grief, there is also unpredictable panic. The illness is very close to them. Although Xie’s father didn’t say anything, Xie Qi saw from his expression, There was a lot of concern.

In fact, from the first day when his mother left, Xie Qi had already felt it when his father watched TV in his arms all day long.

Consolation is pale, Xie Qi chooses to remain silent, his father is afraid, so why isn't he afraid.Although my mother said that the protective equipment was very good and there was no possibility of infection every time she came, one after another, the fresh lives left one after another. How could those who were waiting for them not be afraid? I can't do anything well, I can only pray for good luck.

On the thirteenth day of the first month, the club announced to extend the holiday to the 25th day of the first month again. A group of people joked in the group that it might not be possible this year. Everyone was chattering. Swiping through WeChat repeatedly, reading over and over the few words my mother left a few days ago, because last night, my mother didn't send a message.

Xie's father didn't receive it either. The two of them waited for nearly a day, and finally received a message from their mother in the evening. She had changed shifts and forgot to tell them.

Xie Qi was very anxious all day long, he didn't want to play games, he didn't want to eat, he stared at his mobile phone as if obsessed, he had countless things to say, but no one could say them.

It was already very late at night, Xie Qi couldn't fall asleep anyway, turned on the variety show for two seconds and turned it off, and he was not interested in TV dramas, he opened station b again, the home page recommended his highlights from SNK's World Championship, Xie Qi didn't answer Headphones, lower the voice and stare carefully, first the island, most of the shots are him, and then the BGM changes, there is a lingering sound, Xie Qi seldom looks through these videos, this is the first time for him to look at it from such a perspective Looking at Yu Sheng, the Yu Sheng on the screen is not quite the same as what he saw, his expression is firm, and occasionally reveals a kind of fierceness, and he always scans the camera casually, as if he doesn't care if there are those things at all. Finally, There is an easter egg at the end of the film, Xie Qi thought it was a sand sculpture video, but what appeared in the middle was him and Yu Sheng hugging at the World Championship.

Xie Qi didn't feel it at the time. Looking at it now, he hugged Yu Sheng tightly. The other party's expression of surprise and not daring to cross the line made him a little sad. He couldn't help thinking, what happened between him and Yu Sheng? What should be done?