You are my brother and my love

on me.But I haven't read much at all, how should I answer? Do I tell them that I work as a waiter in a restaurant?

He Ze immediately saw my embarrassment, so he quickly explained: "He is a sophomore, and he is studying the same major as me."

"Oh, do you have a girlfriend? If so, please introduce one to our family, Ozawa. He was very naughty when he was young, and he always liked to provoke girls. Now that he has grown up so much, he is not serious about dating a girl." friend."

"Oh, Mom, stop asking questions. Xiaoyi is very well-behaved and never falls in love early."

"Puppy love? You're twenty years old, and you're still in puppy love?" He Ze's mother looked at He Ze with dissatisfaction.But He Ze laughed beside him.Only I noticed that He Ze's father who was standing on the side didn't say anything, and his face seemed to have no expression, as if he was not very satisfied with my so-called "brother" and "godson", which made me feel a little uneasy .

After chatting for a while, we started eating, and He Ze asked me to sit next to him.He always puts vegetables in my bowl, saying let me eat more, don't be shy.In fact, after being teased by him like this, I lost my appetite.After eating, it was probably almost twelve midnight.I saw that the lights in the hall began to dim, and the blue flower in the middle of the table lit up. In fact, I didn't realize that it was a flower lamp until now.

He Ze got up and walked to the stage, picked up the microphone and began to speak: "I am very happy today, and thank you very much for being able to gather here to celebrate my 20th birthday. I also hope that everyone can have fun here. Let's have a good time. I won't talk nonsense, let's continue to eat cake!" After speaking, there was warm applause from the audience, and then a tall three-tiered three-story hall was slowly pushed out from behind the stage accompanied by the melody of the birthday song. Cake, we all sang birthday wishes to the music:

happy birthday to you

happy birthday to you

happybirthdayto He Ze

happy birthday to you...

After the music stopped, He Ze closed his eyes and made a wish, then blew out all the candles, and then the lights in the hall came on again.

It's more like playing with cake than eating it.Everyone was quite full just now, so as soon as they came on stage, everyone started to throw cakes at each other crazily. I was not spared either, and He Ze made a big face.After going crazy, it was more than two o'clock in the morning.He Ze asked me to spend the night at his house tonight, and I agreed.After leaving the hotel gate, He Ze and his parents and I got into He Ze's father's car and started driving to his house.

After arriving at his house, his parents immediately took a shower and went to the bedroom to sleep.At this time, He Ze began to smile badly and dragged me into the bedroom, then closed the door and locked it behind him.He began to take off my clothes indiscriminately, and soon the two of us were naked facing each other.He Ze turned the shower water to the maximum, and we kissed and grabbed frantically in the water.The hot mist spread around, I felt dizzy and dizzy, the light above my head was hazy in the mist, I felt that all this seemed to be a dream, but the pleasure from the lower body reminded me again It's true for me.

When we were done, we rinsed our bodies again and went back to our room to sleep.Lying on the bed, I asked He Ze what wish he had just made, and he hugged me tightly and said that he hoped that we two would be together forever.I snuggled into his arms safely, closed my eyes, and fell into a deep sleep...

August in the north is hot and dry, and there seems to be a trace of restlessness in the air.Pedestrians on the street walked so slowly, and the children playing in the alleys smiled so innocently, which seemed to conflict with the uneasiness in the air.The shadow of the wall on the stone road is getting longer and longer, and the sun often sinks to the other side inadvertently during the day.Everyday life is simple but so happy, because I have He Ze to laugh with me, go crazy together, and make trouble together.There are often our footprints in the poplar forest. The insects and birds there know the story of He Ze and me.And there is always a white bicycle parked in front of Manji Hot Pot restaurant. If you look into the store, you will find two big boys always sitting at the table by the window, they are eating and laughing happily. with.

He Ze often asks me to go to his house for dinner, and his mother is also very kind and friendly to me, and his father gradually begins to have a good impression of me, and often asks He Ze to be nice to my "brother", they seem to be really He recognized me as a "godson".And every time I was alone, I was thinking again: If He Ze's parents knew about my relationship with He Ze, would they still treat me so well? Or... I really can't imagine , I dare not think.

When the last cicada stopped singing, the summer vacation also passed.That time was happy, happy, and indelible.But there is a saying that goes like this: When God gives you as much laughter, he will also give you as many tears.And some things happen out of the blue when we are being dazzled by happiness.After school started, He Ze was busy studying again, but he always spared as much time as possible to accompany me.One day, it was already late after I got off work. He Ze, Zhao Qiang and some other people came to the store to ask me to sing with me.

In the private room, the gorgeous lights shine on everyone’s face, each face looks so bohemian, the table is full of all kinds of snacks, fruits and beer, and everyone eats it amidst cheerful singing with a smile.After a while, He Ze took the microphone and said: "Next, I will bring you a song "Like You", I hope you like it!" Immediately after that, the beautiful prelude began to sound, but the moment He Ze spoke, I I was stunned, I didn't expect that guy could sing Cantonese songs, and he sang so well.When he sang "I like your charming eyes, your smile is more charming, I wish I could caress your lovely face again", he actually turned around and looked at me singing, I quickly lowered my head and pretended to eat, thinking of him That guy is so bold, what should I do if someone else sees something strange, but I can't help but feel a little bit of joy in my heart, because only I know that his affectionate singing is for me.

After singing, there was applause, and then another person grabbed the microphone and sang.At this time, He Ze came over and took my hand and said that he wanted me to go to the bathroom with him. I said that I need someone to accompany me when I go to the bathroom! But he just ignored me, took my hand and pulled it out. But he had to go with him.As soon as he entered the toilet, he pulled me into the door, and then kissed me desperately. I saw that the door was not closed properly, and it was half-closed there, so I wanted to say: Close the door well, what should I do if someone sees it.But he didn't care what I wanted to say, he just kept rubbing against my mouth.Suddenly, the door was pushed open, and I was stunned: It's Zhao Qiang! He Ze felt that something was wrong with me, so he turned his head to take a look, but Zhao Qiang didn't say anything, but left without looking back .He Ze was dumbfounded for a while, then immediately dragged me out to chase Zhao Qiang.Zhao Qiang quickly ran out of the store, ready to ride away, but just as he was about to get on the bike, He Ze pushed him off the bike.

Zhao Qiang was on fire at that time: "You push the hair! You are a fucking pervert!"

He Ze's face was red, and the expression on his face was also ugly: "How perverted! Why is my xxx so perverted!"

"You thought I didn't see anything just now, did you? You pervert kissed that pervert!" Zhao Qiang pointed at me after finishing speaking.

I was also very annoyed after hearing this, but I still tried my best to restrain myself: "Zhao Qiang, we are not what you imagined..." But before I finished speaking, Zhao Qiang scolded me again: "You xx is pervert!"

When He Ze heard this, he immediately punched Zhao Qiang. Zhao Qiang didn't fight back, but said: "He Ze, I have always regarded you as my good brother, but I didn't expect you to be such a person. Your parents treated you After being raised so big, you actually do such shameless things outside, I must tell your parents, I can't let you ruin yourself like this." After Zhao Qiang finished speaking, he pushed the car up and rode away.

He Ze didn't chase him, but shouted from behind: "Zhao Qiang! If you dare to do that! I will break up with you!"

Zhao Qiang ignored him, but continued to ride forward desperately.

He Ze turned around to pick up his bicycle, then pushed the bicycle in front of me and said, "Xiaoyi, let's go to Jinsheng Hotel tonight."

I didn't say a word, just sat obediently in the back seat.

The midnight wind was chilly, and it kept drilling into my neck and trousers, and I was shivering with cold.

As soon as he entered the room, He Ze pushed me down on the bed, and then rubbed against my body desperately like a lion in heat.He didn't consider my feelings at all that night, he made me very painful, but I didn't resist and let him vent. Gradually, tears flowed from the corners of my eyes.

When I woke up in the morning, the side of the bed was empty.

I knew he had indeed left, but I didn't want to believe it. I gently stroked the residual warmth on the bed sheet with my hand, and smelled the smell on the quilt and pillow, as if he hadn't left and was still sleeping beside me.I think about the happy time I spent with him in those few months. Every day I either went to eat hot pot, or went swimming, singing, and the poplar forest, where we often walked and chatted.