Green Apricot

During the time I’m home, a text message from my uncle can make me calm for a whole day, and a phone call can make me happy for several days, although it’s just a simple word.But it is so important to me.A few days later, my uncle called again.I looked at the phone and wondered if my uncle had made too many phone calls during this time.

"I have already arrived in your county, do you want to come out to see me?" I was taken aback, how could it be possible.He said he had arrived at the county seat.In the Land Tax Hotel.Only then did I know that my uncle had really arrived in the county seat.I took three steps and ran to the side of National Highway 320 to stop the car in the county seat. I didn't expect to be lucky.It didn't take me long for the car to arrive.

When I arrived in the county town, my uncle wore a warm white shirt inside and a jacket outside.Army green track pants and hiking boots.

"Why didn't you tell me earlier?"

"I learned from you, I have a surprise for you! Come on, what's delicious in your county, take me there, I'm almost starving to death"

"I see, let's take you to eat some barbecue first."

“Barbecue, good”

"Take me around in a while, let me see where you grew up"

"You traveled so far just to see the place where I grew up?"

"Of course not only, but I will touch you for a while."He said with a smirk on his face.I looked at those Internet cafes on Center Street.I thought to myself that I went out from here through those Internet cafes.Now when I came back here, I was not alone, and I suddenly sighed the power of this network.

"I'll take you to a small hill I used to go to in high school in a while"

"Go often? Do you often have sex with people in there?"

"What are you thinking? I didn't know such a thing back then!"

The small hillside is actually a cemetery with lush trees, not far from the school. Because it is a cemetery, it is quiet at all times, and it is the best place to read.

When I walked in with my uncle, my uncle said, "Don't tell me that you are a ghost crawling out of a cemetery!"

"Even if I were a ghost, I wouldn't scare you."

When we got to the top of the mountain, there were not many trees on the top of the mountain, it was full of weeds.

"Did you know? One of my uncles was transferred to the city before, and I often stood here to see the direction he was going in."

"Your uncle? You like him?"

"I like him quite a bit, but he's not like us. He got married when I was in the first year of high school, and he obeyed his wife's orders. He often went shopping with his wife in a basket on his back. He's so loving!"

"Isn't he your teacher? Why is he an uncle again?"

"Before, when I was young, he visited my house. I didn't know him at that time. My mother told me to call him uncle. Since then, I have called him uncle, but I met him again when I was in high school. teacher"

"Have you ever slept with him?"

"Slept, but slept without any emotion, I haven't even touched his place"

"Understood, people, often have deep memories of their original intentions"

"Ah, what about you?"

"Who is your original intention?"

"This is really not as deep as yours. I just remember, I told you, it was the kind of place that people told me to go to. After they explained to me that there is such a group, I came to understand. Before, I For women, it's not that I can't do what I want, and I don't feel disgusted, it's just that I don't feel very good."

"Then there is still a difference between you and me. I can't meet men, I dream of them. You are not"

"Forget it, let's not talk about it, let's start." He approached me and kissed me.

"Start what?"

"Don't you like broad daylight?".I looked around to see if anyone was watching us from the shadows.But I thought it was nothing, anyone who wants to see it can see it.Never mind.

After that, we played wildly in the county for several days. My mother called me and asked me, and I said that I was at a classmate's house.Go back in a few days.

A few days later, my uncle suddenly said to me seriously: "Qing Xing, you are a good boy, but our fate is really over, I actually came to say goodbye to you."

"Ah? Why?"

"Hainan, I'm going to be dropped to Hainan. There is a big project there. It may take one year, two years, or ten years."I suddenly felt speechless.What he said was also very reasonable, and I knew it without explaining.

I lay on his lap and sniffed his breath.The weather outside the window felt gloomy.

"I know it's unfair to you, I have nothing to say except hope you will be strong"

"Ten years! I'll wait for you for ten years"

"Can you wait that long?"

"You don't understand. Before I met you, suicide, insomnia, and loneliness haunted me all the time. During this time with you, I seem to have forgotten some negative thoughts. Even if I can't meet often, a text message from you can Calm me down, one call from you can brighten me up for days like I've never felt in my entire life."

"Myolie" he hugged me and turned over and pressed me underneath. I think there is no language or body movements that can be more direct at this time.

"Well, Xing, after I leave, I will keep in touch. If I go there, I will come back soon. We are still together. If it takes a long time, you can wait or not. It depends on fate. You Say?"

I nodded.After I sent my uncle away in the afternoon, I felt extremely depressed.I watched a couple in front of me walking slowly under the light.I thought to myself, if one day I can be so close to my lover on the road, it would be great to walk carefree.

I sit alone on the board and think about the situation of these years, can I really not get rid of the fate of being alone forever?Is it true that this circle cannot have long-term relationships?Yes, how could there be?

I was alone thinking about twelve o'clock in the night, and my rationality told me that I should find a place to sleep, or else I would sleep on the street in winter.I found a cheaper hotel.At this time, I suddenly thought about the phone, and I thought it was my uncle who called to persuade me to take care of myself.But the phone number showed Uncle Tianming's.

"Xing, where is it? My phone is out of battery. I just recharged it. When I saw that it was your phone, do you have anything to do with me?"

"Uncle, are you okay? It was several days ago that I called you. You must have slept for several days before waking up."Although I am irritable and cowardly, I don't want to show my cowardice in front of Uncle Tianming.I know that no one in this world likes a cowardly person who doesn't weather the storm.

"Oh, look at me, I really forgot, I was going home, but the phone was left at this home in the county, so I just came here to pick it up today."

"Oh, I'll just say it"

"where are you?"

"I'm in the county"

"County town? It's so late at night, just come to my house and be my company. I'm afraid of ghosts at night."

"Okay, don't tease me, I know there are no ghosts in your house, you are afraid of cats"