Green Apricot

Usually when a pig is slaughtered, the street lights in front of the house have to be turned on until late at night. Today is the uncle's house.But very few people came to my uncle's house. I also had a few brothers of the same generation who helped cut the oil.It was almost too busy and no one was busy, so we went back.There are only uncle and sister-in-law left in the family, and two ignorant children.

Although no one was there at night, the street lights at the uncle's house were still turned on until late at night.When I get home my dad usually asks if I've talked.I said no, and they didn't ask.It may be that none of the brothers nearby are married yet.They are not in a hurry either.

And as I got older, I gradually began to fear in my heart.

I remember that when I was young, my parents always said to my face, what will happen when I marry a wife in the future.And I don't know how, but when they say that, I get mad.Said: "If you want to marry you, marry yourself, I will not marry."

But my father was even more angry, and said in a vicious voice: "Your mother, if you don't marry, you will be a widow (bachelor) by yourself."

Now that I think about it, I really answered what I said back then.I really feel like I'm destined to be a widow.In their view, everything in the world is a matter of course.People are born and raised, marry a wife and have children, and then grow up again, the cycle repeats.

But I won't be one of them.My path has long since left the pavement.To the wilderness.If you hurt your family because of this.I'm sorry, but I'm sorry.

Thinking about it now, my sister-in-law's fate seems to be more similar to mine, at least her life path will not follow the path that people walk.Instead, another path was opened.Whether this path is right or wrong.It's all pathetic in the end.

I really want to tell my uncle about these things at home, but I feel that my uncle doesn't seem to be very interested in things at home.All he cares about is the joy of being with him.

But I like to tell Uncle Tianming very much about the family affairs, but I don't know anything about those things in Uncle Tianming's house.

I think it's almost Chinese New Year, Uncle Tianming should come back home too.So I picked up the phone and called and no one answered.I called again and still no one answered.I thought to myself, forget it.After a while the phone rang, and I thought it was Uncle Tianming who replied.Picking up the phone, it was my uncle calling.This is because he took the initiative to call me.

"Hey, uncle, are you home?"

"No, how can we have time to go home, we are outside all year round"

"Ah, then your wife,,, what does she do?"

"Her, he sells clothes at home."

"Then what do people think about it?"

"It's true! He came here some time ago. He brought my two sons here for more than a month."

"That year round and not let people be widows?"

"Then what can I do? I've already asked him for a divorce, but she didn't agree"

"divorce?"

"Yeah, the family's house money, the two children will be given to him, and I don't want anything"

"Then what kind of life do you want?"

"Me, I just want to open a small shop in the city with the person I like, and then spend the rest of my life loving each other like that every day"

"what?"

"You are the only one at home"

"There are two sisters"

"Oh, then you are the only one in your family, and you must not be married"

"I haven't even thought about it"

"Is it worth thinking about?"

"You're right. In places like ours, if you let your family know about me, you won't be drowned in saliva."

"Don't talk about these unhappy things, tell me about you, do you miss me?"

"What do you say?"

"What do you miss me for?"

"do anything"

"Okay, don't waste the phone bill, see you when you come back."I hung up the phone.Suddenly feel the sky is so blue.Live in the sun all day long.All the troubles in the world have become indifferent.