i don't think i will love you

The moment I led my dance troupe into Beijing, all the flashing lights from all over the world made me squint my eyes. My dance career reached its peak at this moment. Some people said that I would become the leader of the dance world Some people say that becoming famous too early is not necessarily a good thing, no matter what the steps that have been taken cannot be recovered.

After so many years, I finally waited for the attention of the whole world. After so many years, I finally proved my worth.Later, my mother said, my child, my mother is proud of having you, and my mother said that I am her greatest work.

I think in the eyes of every parent, children are the most irreplaceable work in their life.

I don’t know what kind of mentality I was in after returning to China. I started to follow Ruo Bing. Whenever I had time, I would show up at her work and the community where she lived. One day, when she came out of the supermarket with two plastic bags and walked across the road, I was very big. He stepped forward and took a bag of items in his hand.

"Why are you here?" She asked in surprise why I appeared near her and Jing Linyu's house in the middle of the road. I didn't answer but said, "Hurry up and cross the road." Then I took her hand and walked past the car At the intersection where traffic came and went, I handed back the bag in my hand to her at the door of her house, and I said, "Go up." I looked at her face for a few seconds and was about to turn around and leave when Jing Linyu drove Come back, we met inappropriately at your door.

Jing Linyu said: "Since you met, let's go upstairs and sit down." You took her arm and went upstairs together without saying a word. At that time, I followed her footsteps unconsciously. Obviously, you didn't expect that I would really follow her. You went in together, and your expressions changed slightly.Jing Linyu sat face to face with me, and you said you were talking about cooking with me, which is a bit ridiculous, you must be very awkward sitting and chatting with your ex, I’m sorry Ruo Bing, I just want to take a few more glances at your warm Face, because I plan to go wandering again, this time there is no place, maybe I who left again will never appear in front of your eyes.

"Congratulations, you are on such a splendid stage."

"Thank you"

"I don't think you should be passing by. Such an excuse is too old-fashioned."

"Will you be with Ruobing forever?"

"of course"

"What is your purpose in coming to her?"

"I hope she can jump freely in the future."

"Do you still love her?"

"I only ever loved her"

I said something to Jing Linyu that no one could understand except the two of us. I have to admit that Jing Linyu is indeed a highly self-cultivated intellectual woman with a brain.Ruo Bing came over to call us after the meal was ready, picked up a piece of choy sum and put it in his mouth.

I have been away from her life for too long, I can't integrate into her life now, and I don't know her habits now, what I miss is our past love in the past.

I kept my head down while eating. I thought this was the first time I ate a meal cooked by Ruobing, and it would be the last time in my life. Tears gradually pooled in my eyes, and finally I managed to control my emotions well. , and didn't let her slump down in front of Ruo Bing.

When I was leaving, Ruo Bing came out to see me off. Before saying goodbye, I stretched my arms around her slender waist, and my kiss fell on her lips tremblingly, just like the first time I kissed her back then. Excited.

I said, the taste of Ruobing is always so sweet.She didn't avoid or push me away, her eyes were bottomless, I took a few steps back and took a deep look before leaving, Ruobing, if the end of life is nothing after all, I'm really happy I want to see your warm smile.

I left and started a solo journey, and it’s not yet decided. Before I left, I hired a very capable teacher from the United States. Before I left, I said to my mother, Mom, Dad and I both love you.

Seven years away, three years back home, Ruobing, I will leave you again after ten years.This time I really left alone, because you no longer belong to me, let alone waiting for me to come back, right?Ruobing, your dance steps are really beautiful, but please dance freely, I love you, the love of my life.

I have traveled to many countries with my camera on my back, through spectacular mountains and rivers, through windy and sandy deserts, through uninhabited jungles, and I have recorded and archived them all.The boulder rolled down the landslide, and I pressed the shutter button the moment the boulder fell. Five of our climbers died, and only I and another adventurer survived.

When the doctor removed the layers of gauze around my face, I saw a face full of scars in the mirror.The doctor said, this lady, I suggest that you do facial revision surgery, which will restore 80.00% of its original appearance. After listening to him, I shook my head and rejected the doctor's suggestion.

There will always be unexpected situations in life, we can't dodge and resist, I am disfigured, beyond recognition.

When I was discharged from the hospital and walked on the road, the blond men and women around me chose to detour when I approached. I walked into the sun with a smile, because there was a smell of you in the sun.

I dance in the square, I spin in the underground passage, Ruobing, I leave traces of dancing in every corner of the world, do you feel it?

The afterglow is red, facing the sunset, I took the money from a day's street performances and walked to the hotel at the intersection of the street.