you crushed my wings

No matter how beautiful the dream is, it is just a dream after all. After waking up, the pain will be doubled.

Luan Shu lay quietly on the bed for a while, got up to wash up, he looked at his haggard and lifeless self in the mirror, and felt strange.

Without Xing'er, his heart seemed to be hollowed out, and his life seemed to lose its meaning.He loves Xing'er, but he never thought that he would love so deeply.Xing'er is his life, without Xing'er he is not really alive, and now he is just a walking dead.

After eating a few mouthfuls of breakfast, Luan Shu and Zhu He went to work in Computer City.

Lu Chengjia’s breakfast shop—it was converted into a roast duck restaurant half a year ago, and the business is booming. The owner is a 1.9-meter fat man with a hulking back, but his face is always smiling, like Maitreya Buddha—congratulations, sighed for a while, and said : "I don't know how Chengzi is doing now, I haven't had much contact recently."

He paused, and then said: "When the distance is far away, the circle of life will be different. If there is no common topic, no matter how deep a friendship is, it will gradually fade away. The same is true for love. Meng Xing and I have nothing to talk about now. She I can't get in the way of the things about the entertainment industry. I feel it now, Meng Xing is already an adult in the society, and I am still a kid who only knows how to study. I look special in front of her Childish, do you know? I have a very low self-esteem, really, I feel that I am no longer worthy of her. "

Luan Shu asked, "Why are you planning to break up with her?"

"Wait until she comes back from City B," said Congratulations, "I can't affect her going to class."

"Are you willing?" Luan Shu asked again.

Congratulations smiled wryly: "So what can I do if I can't bear it, she and I can only go here. There are not so many eternal life in this world. Relatives, friends, and lovers can only walk with you for a while. Accompanying you is only yourself."

Luan Shu didn't speak.

He never thought about a day without Xing'er. He and Xing'er must be together forever.

Congratulations sighed for a long time, and said: "Why hasn't Xing'er come back, I'm about to fall in lovesickness."

Luan Shu said: "In another month, Xing'er will definitely come back."

"Damn, is it true?" Congratulations became excited, "Did he write you a letter?"

"No." Luan Shu said lightly.

"Then how do you know that he will come back in a month?" Congratulations asked doubtfully.

Because it will be Lonely Star Lake's birthday in a month.

In Keke Tuohai, after he confessed, Xing'er told him to wait for a year. Although Xing'er had agreed to his confession before leaving, Luan Shu felt that the agreement was still valid.

Therefore, he firmly believed that Xing'er would come back on his birthday, and this was the only spiritual motivation that supported him to persevere, otherwise he would have gone to Keketuohai to climb the snow mountain long ago.

When the summer vacation was about to end, Meng Xing came back from City B. She asked Congratulations to have dinner with Luan Shu, but Luan Shu didn't go because Congratulations asked for it.

Congratulations came back very late, he called Luan Shu: "Xiao Shu, come out and sit with me for a while."

Luan Shu was suffering from insomnia, so he hung up the phone and went out.

As soon as the door was opened, Zhu He was sitting on the steps in front of the door, puffing away.

"I'm not afraid of being seen by adults," Luan Shu sat down beside him, "give me one."

Congratulations handed him the cigarette case and lighter, and Luan Shu took out one, put it in his mouth, lit it, and coughed as soon as he took a puff.

Congratulations mocked him: "Stupid."

Luan Shu followed the example of adults and held the cigarette between his two fingers, let the cigarette end ignite spontaneously, and there was a faint red light in the dark.

"Break up?" Luan Shu asked.

"No." Congratulations took a puff of smoke, and added, "It's not like that."

"What do you mean?" Luan Shu asked.

Congratulations smiled: "Meng Xing put me to sleep, and then... I was 'sleeped'."

Luan Shu said, "Didn't you two go to bed a long time ago?"

"Damn, who told you?" Congratulations asked himself and answered, "It must be Xing'er, he promised me to keep a secret, and he was really dishonest."

"It used to be that kind... it wasn't serious," said Congratulation Rare a little embarrassed, "this time it's real, my buddy is a man from now on."

"So we're not breaking up?" Luan Shu asked.

"Actually, I broke up with Meng Xingti. She cried first, and then beat me up." Zhu He turned his head and turned the left side of his cheek to him, "Look, my face was swollen from her beating. After the beating, she dragged me She took me to the hotel, and then I was stunned. After it was over, she asked me if I still wanted to break up. It’s still worth it. I wish I could take her to the Civil Affairs Bureau to get a marriage certificate right away."

"So Meng Xing is so fierce," Luan Shu said with a smile, "Why didn't I notice it before."

"To be honest, I was also shocked," Congratulations said, "She seems to be a different person, suddenly changed from a Zixia fairy to a spider spirit, I feel that I will be eaten to death by her."

Luan Shu asked, "Are you happy?"

Congratulations nodded: "Happy."

Luan Shu said, "Then what kind of cigarettes do you smoke?"

Congratulations smiled embarrassedly: "Isn't this becoming an adult, I want to do something that an adult does."

"Stupid." Luan Shu pressed the cigarette butt to the ground and stood up, "Go back to sleep."

Lying back on the bed again, Luan Shu suddenly remembered the philosophy of life that Congratulations had shared a while ago. He suddenly realized that those words congratulations were all deceitful. That's all, a beating will be honest.

Anyway, Luan Shu was happy.

During Xing'er's absence, too many bad things happened, congratulating Meng Xing on being well is a kind of consolation.

On the last day of summer vacation, Luan Shu and Congratulations finished their work in Computer City.

After more than a month of hard work, Luan Shu earned more than 6000 yuan, and Congratulations was a little bit inferior, earning a small [-] yuan. It was not because of their great sales skills, but because of their good looks.

On September [-]st, school starts.

I was promoted to the third year of senior high school, and the classroom was also raised from the first floor to the fifth floor. The upper floors are relatively quiet and more suitable for senior high school students to study.

However, Luan Shu had no intention of studying at all.

There were still three days before Ji Xinghu's birthday, and he was so anxious that he couldn't eat or sleep, like an ant on a hot pot, he was suffering all the time.

Waiting for a person's taste, he doesn't want to taste it for the second time in his life.

No matter how hard it was, the day finally came.

Luan Shu got up just before dawn, and he went to sit at the gate. The alley sweeper asked him why he was sitting here so early in the morning, and Luan Shu smiled and said, "Wait for someone."

After breakfast, Luan Shu went to school as usual.

He would really go crazy if he stayed home and waited.

But even though he was sitting in the classroom, his nerves were still tense, and he checked his phone every few minutes for fear of missing the call.

But the phone didn't ring until lunch.

The anticipation was gradually overwhelmed by the panic.

Xing'er won't come back, right?

But he really couldn't wait any longer.

Luan Shu began to look at the ticket bound for Urumqi.

If Xing'er doesn't come back today, he will leave tomorrow, even if he has to climb a snow mountain.

In the afternoon, the phone was still silent.

Hope has been wiped out, Luan Shu made up his mind to leave tomorrow, no one can stop him.

Congratulations could see that Luan Shu's mental state was extremely poor, and he was out of his mind, so he resolutely refused to let him ride a bicycle. There were many people in the car during the evening rush hour, and accidents were easy to happen.

Congratulations drove Luan Shu out of the school. He just rode out of the school gate when he braked suddenly. Luan Shu's head hit the back of Zhu He's head. Congratulations said "Ouch" while "Damn it" and howled like a ghost: "Ahhh Ah! Xing'er! I shouldn't be dazzled, right? Damn! Xing'er! I'm alive!"

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