you crushed my wings

Because Zhu Xi knew Xue Peacock's secret, Luan Shu had to tell him the truth, but he had to hide it from Cheng Xueli and Meng Xing, and moved out of the rhetoric of running away from home.

Although Ji Xinghu's departure was too sudden and the reasons were unbelievable, as the days went by, no matter how difficult it was to accept, he would accept it bit by bit.

On the day of Lidong, the first snow fell.

Luan Shu looked out the window quietly, thinking of the first snow in Keketuohai, and remembering that in the faint morning light, he confessed to Xing'er.

At the end of December, Cheng Yanting transferred the breakfast shop.

The previous closure of business for rectification dealt a severe blow to the reputation of the breakfast shop. The tepid business became worse and worse. After losing money for two consecutive months, Cheng Yanting was finally disheartened and decided to leave again. Hongshi, took his wife and children back to his hometown to live.

On New Year's Day, my friends went to the train station to see off Cheng Xueli.

At the security checkpoint, Cheng Xueli smiled and said goodbye to her friends, but her tears kept falling, which made Meng Xing cry too. Congratulations hugged his girlfriend and coaxed him gently, saying that as long as Chengzi comes to Hongshi to study in university, They can be together again.

After New Year's Day, we will face the end of the semester, and after the exams, it will be winter vacation.

On the second day of the winter vacation, Luan Shu got on the train bound for Urumqi. Although his family was worried, they could only let him go.

After more than [-] hours of train and more than ten hours of bus, when he arrived at Keketuohai, Luan Shu was extremely exhausted. He booked the hotel where he stayed last time, and it was still the same room.

The last time I came here was in autumn. Although it was snowing for the first time, the temperature was quite suitable. This time, it was winter, with minus 30 degrees. The whole town was covered with ice and snow, like a fairy tale world.

He fell asleep without eating, and woke up at ten o'clock the next morning.

Take a shower, go out with your backpack, and go to the Star Orphanage first.

The eldest sister who had met once last time still remembered him, and even remembered the name of Jixing Lake. When asked why they didn't come together, Luan Shu smiled and said, "He went to another place."

After sitting in the cold classroom for a while, Luan Shu said goodbye and left.

I went to Yiremu Lake by car. The broad lake was covered with thick ice, like a huge mirror. The mountains in the distance were covered with snow, refracting the dazzling light—the scenery was completely different from the impression I had.

"Xing'er!" Luan Shu shouted at the snow mountain, "I'm here to see you! How are you?!"

Only the howling wind responded to him.

Luan Shu's voice weakened, almost whispering: "I'm waiting for you, please... come back quickly, the days when you're not here are really hard."

In order not to worry his family, Luan Shu stayed in Keketuohai for three days before leaving. As soon as he returned to Hongshi, he heard the news of Meng Xing's parents' divorce from Zhu He.

Because of Meng Xing's father's cheating, the couple had been in a stalemate for half a year, and finally decided to cut off the mess before the New Year, let each other go, and start a new life separately.

Meng Xing's father was a lawyer, and it was almost a no-brainer for him to get Meng Xing's custody, but Meng Xing did not live with her father, but chose to be independent, because she was already able to support herself.

The Instant Noodles online drama filmed a few months ago is finally online. The number of hits is unexpectedly high, and the discussion on Weibo is also very high. The setting is also brilliant, so the flaws are not concealed. Halfway through the show, she received a play contract. It was still a movie. She played the heroine's daughter, the third female lead, and she was paid 60 yuan. She was already very satisfied.

Meng Xing rented a house in a community near the school. She didn't bring anything from home, and had to buy everything again. She and Zhu He were very busy, and even caught Luan Shu as free labor.

After the new year, Meng Xing went to the filming crew to film, and the school took two months off, and then resumed classes after the filming was over.

Of the five good friends, only Luan Shu and Congratulations are left. They live a life of two points and one line between home and school, and the time is so slow that they feel panic.

Luan Shu kept himself as busy as possible, participated in swimming competitions and various academic competitions, picked up the long-lost Taekwondo, and even borrowed textbooks from Zhu Qi to learn Spanish by himself... He is like a spinning top that has been whipped , kept turning and turning, and didn't dare to stop for a moment.

In May, Luan Shu's birthday came.

Representing adulthood is of great significance. Luan Yushan booked a box in the hotel and invited his father-in-law, mother-in-law and brother-in-law to sit down and have a meal together to celebrate.

At the dinner table, no one mentioned Ji Xing Lake, because He Ling had specially told him that Xiao Shu and Xing'er had a good relationship, and he must never mention Xing'er in front of Xiao Shu, lest Xiao Shu would be sad.

After the meal, the cake was served on the table, candles were lit, He Ling said with a smile, "Little tree, let's make a wish."

Luan Shu never believed in making wishes before, and he never made a wish, but this time, he wanted to be superstitious.

He clasped his hands together, closed his eyes, and made a pious wish: No matter who it is, please send Xing'er back to me, I really... really miss him, I'm going crazy thinking about him.

After eating a mouthful of cake, Luan Shu left the box with the excuse of going to the toilet. The mask on his face was almost unbearable, and his chest was so stuffy that it was about to explode. He had to go out to catch his breath.

As soon as Luan Shu left, He Yan talked about Ji Xing Lake: "It's been more than half a year since Xing'er ran away from home, and there is no news at all. I always feel that this is strange. Will he... like his biological parents, come again?" Are you not coming back?"

"No," Luan Yushan said in a low but firm voice, "Xing'er will definitely come back."

He Ling's eyes were already wet, and He Yan didn't dare to say any more, so he shut up and ate the cake.

After a while of silence, He Ling asked: "How is your girlfriend talking? When will you bring me to see you at home?"

He Yan smiled: "It's not time yet."

On Valentine's Day, He Yan finally ended his three-year single life and started dating.

The elders of He's family were overjoyed, He Yan's relationship had just started, and they had already started discussing the wedding, and He Yan was almost driven crazy by this pair of parents.

It's June, and I need to turn on the air conditioner to sleep at night.

Luan Shu's insomnia became more and more serious. He could only fall asleep after lying on the bed for a long time, and his sleep quality was very poor.

Seeing their son getting more and more haggard day by day, Heling and Luan Yushan were very distressed, but there was nothing they could do. They knew very well that as long as Xing'er didn't come back, Xiaoshu would get worse and worse.

One day at the end of the month, He Ling suddenly received a call from coach Wu of the swimming team, saying that Luan Shu fainted in the swimming pool during training, and asked her to come to the hospital immediately.

Rushing to the hospital in a hurry, Luan Shu was already awake. He Ling was worried and angry, blaming him for not taking care of his body, but Luan Shu looked at her and said, "Mom, I miss Xing'er so much."

He Ling's heart was sour, and tears almost came down. She hugged her son, stroked his hair gently, and said softly: "I miss him too, every day. But there is nothing we can do except wait."

In mid-July, summer vacation comes.

Meng Xing took another movie, the theme of youth campus, she played the second female role, was bullied, raped, aborted, murdered, very tragic role, and also a test of the actor's acting skills, the agent reported to Meng Xing For the acting training class, you have to go to city B for a month of class.

Congratulations and Luan Shu were not idle either, they found a part-time job as a shopping guide selling computers in the Computer City, with a basic salary of 10, and a [-]% commission for selling a computer.

There is a restaurant on the fifth floor of the computer city, where all the staff have lunch.

At noon that day, Zhu He suddenly said while eating, "Meng Xing and I may have to break up."

Luan Shu looked up and saw Zhu He lowered his head and kept stuffing food into his mouth.After a few seconds of silence, he said, "Go to the bar after get off work."

Congratulations gave a vague "hmm".

Luan Shu didn't ask why, but he could guess.

Meng Xing and Congratulations are already people from two worlds. They will only go further and further away. They have no future. Instead of being together reluctantly, it is better to let go earlier. Even if it can't help her, it can't be her stumbling block.

Growing up is really a painful thing. You have to keep losing and suffering until you lose your original self.

That night, both men, who don't know how to drink, got very drunk.

Luan Shu slept soundly for a long time, and had a sweet dream. He dreamed that Xing'er smiled and said to him, "Xiao Shu, I'm back."

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