sorry i left

The more Han Wei thought about it, the more she felt something was wrong.

In terms of understanding of An Jiayue, no one would dare to say number one when Han Wei puts her second. Even in front of Cheng Yiqian, she dared to pat her chest and say that she knew her best.She didn't talk much in elementary school, and she was like a transparent person in the class. She didn't like to talk very much, and she had a little low self-esteem. Even when the teacher asked questions in class, she didn't dare to raise her hand when she knew the answer.Walking around alone every day, like a lone ranger, it is precisely because of this that Han Wei did not pay too much attention to An Jiayue and continued her carefree life.It wasn't until the three of them were assigned to a class in junior high that she realized that An Jiayue was such a girl who was not good at interacting with others.

That is to say, since junior high school, Han Wei wanted to protect this girl with low self-esteem.

Use her fierceness to protect her weakness, and her cheerfulness to protect her introversion.

Before that, Han Wei also blamed herself, why didn't she notice An Jiayue earlier in elementary school?If I made friends with her earlier, maybe I could know some things about her, and I wouldn't be running around like a headless chicken like I am now.But it's useless to regret now, all she can do is to accompany her in the future.

But have you ever seen such a low self-esteem, weak and introverted girl take the initiative to make friends with others, take the initiative to ask someone out?

She has never seen it.

Intuition told Han Wei that the relationship between these two people would not be simple.

At this time, Han Wei lost her usual aggressiveness, put her chin in her hand, and looked thoughtfully at Qiu Yuqing and An Jiayue, who were too focused on teasing cats and didn't notice her.

"Han Wei, Han Wei?"

"Ah, what's the matter?" Hearing the cry, Han Wei immediately came to her senses, turned her head, and met Cheng Yiqian's suspicious eyes.

"What's the matter? I should ask you this question? Why did you suddenly stop and not leave? What are you thinking?" Cheng Yiqian retorted without thinking.

"Uh, it's okay, let's go and see if An Jiayue is delivering the cat? It's been a long time." After speaking, regardless of whether the latter is willing or not, he just pulled his arm and left.

Cheng Yiqian, on the other hand, looked helpless, allowing Han Wei to drag her away.

Sure enough, this is Han Wei.

"This cat is so cute, it's so cute!" Qiu Yuqing didn't notice that Han Wei and Cheng Yiqian had walked towards this side, and Qiu Yuqing squatted down to pick up a light brown kitten about the size of four fists, with a round head Yes, with a pair of small pointed ears and big green eyes looking at Qiu Yuqing at this moment, she let out a "meow".

"Then I'll buy it, and you can take it home and raise it, okay?" While talking, An Jiayue also squatted down, smoothed the kitten's fur with her hands, and asked Qiu Yuqing with a smile.

"No need, no need, how dare you buy me something when we first met. Huh? Actually, I used to really want to have a kitten, a puppy or a small pet like that, but my parents didn't I have to go out to work, and I still have to go to school, so I don’t have time to take care of it, and my parents won’t let me keep it..." Qiu Yuqing really wanted to have a pet to keep her company, but she was in a bad mood You can talk to it when you are free, you can tell it some secrets in your heart, and you don't have to worry about being known by others.But the reality is so cruel, with the current situation, Qiu Yuqing had no choice but to give up this idea.

"Ah? Going out to work? Are you alone every day?" Unexpectedly, An Jiayue directly asked the doubts in her heart.

"Huh? Not all of them. My parents come back about every four or five months, and the longest will not exceed half a year. Every time they come back, they will stay at home for three or four days, and then go to work. They are so fortunate to Me, in order for me to go to college, all I can do is to study hard, get into a good university, and not let them down." Qiu Yuqing's expression seemed to be telling something that had nothing to do with her , simple and plain.Occasionally teasing the kitten in her arms, seeing the little guy in her arms let out a cry of dissatisfaction, Qiu Yuqing smiled unconsciously.

But this kind of smile, in An Jiayue's eyes, had another meaning.

She originally thought that a good girl like Qiu Yuqing, a good student, should have a colorful and carefree life.Every morning before school, my mother will cook delicious meals for you, listen to the class carefully during class, play with friends as much as you want after class, and when you get home, your parents will be at home, waiting for her to have dinner together.If time permits, you can also go for a walk with your parents and chat about the daily life.There will be a good night before going to bed, someone will take care of you when you are sick, and someone will care about you when you are sad.As long as you have your parents, you don't have to be strong, you can be cowardly, and you can cry, because they will protect you, and they will always be your dearest and dearest people in this world.Only they will never betray you, only for your happiness.

But, everything was just what she thought.

Based on Qiu Yuqing's words alone, An Jiayue could imagine that kind of picture.Only the alarm clock wakes me up every day, I have to make my own breakfast after tidying up my appearance, and then go to school.When I got home, I faced an empty room by myself, had dinner by myself, did my homework by myself, watched TV by myself, and had no one to talk to, just like that, day after day.How long has this been going on?She doesn't know, all she knows is that she wants to comfort her and be with her, she doesn't want Qiu Yuqing to go home and face a cold house alone, a house without a trace of popularity, there is only endless darkness and loneliness .

However, An Jiayue didn't express what was in her heart. After all, it was the first time they met. She didn't want to scare Qiu Yuqing, and she couldn't show her concern too clearly.In this case, even if Qiu Yuqing didn't see anything, Han Wei would definitely be able to detect something tricky. I'm afraid that by then, I won't even have the qualifications to stay by her side or be friends with her.

After all, in this world, no one will be nice to another person for no reason.Even, better than herself.

At this time, Han Wei had rearranged her brain's thoughts a few minutes ago, and at the same time drew a huge question mark in her heart.

"That's right." An Jiayue folded her hands and whispered with her head on her head.

"Well then, I also like small animals. I'll buy this cat and bring it back to my house to raise it. If you want to see a cat, you are welcome to come to my house to see it at any time. Okay?" said An Jiayue Even though she doesn't talk very much, if it's really about intelligence, I'm afraid even someone as clever as Han Wei is slightly inferior to her.By saying this, she not only helped Qiu Yuqing realize her wish, but also used the name of this cat to communicate with Qiu Yuqing anytime and anywhere, and even bought it for her by saying that she also likes cats, which saved her from wanting to owe anything. Human psychology left a perfect impression on her.

But... will things really go so smoothly?

In the next second, when An Jiayue's voice fell, someone's voice sounded like a lion's roar...

"What? An Jiayue, did I hear you right? You like animals, so you want to buy a cat? You want to take it home? Hey, I said you..."

Just when Han Wei and Cheng Yiqian walked up to them, they heard An Jiayue's last words.

God, what's going on!what's the situation?Could it be that the sun rises from the west, Newton was hit by a durian, and An Jiayue's mind went crazy?Everyone knew that An Jiayue was a woman who wanted to move to a nunnery because she didn't like to be noisy, and she didn't like to play with people she didn't know.Of course, this is not coldness.I remember one time, she said to herself that she likes to be quiet, and prefers to stay at home by herself, and no one can bother her.But Han Wei didn't want her to be alone, whenever she had time, Han Wei would go to her and chat with her.Because she knows that when An Jiayue is alone, she will be in a daze thinking about those things in the past. Although Han Wei doesn't know what happened to An Jiayue before, she must try her best to make her happy and prevent her from having time to think about those things. bad stuff.Maybe that's how her quiet personality came about, but it's too abnormal for a person like her to have a cat.

If Han Wei could go there earlier and hear their previous conversation, not only would she not be suspicious, but it would make her firmer in her previous thoughts.

Their relationship is not simple.

"Uh, I really like small pets, don't you, haha..." Just when Han Wei was about to tell the truth, An Jiayue took up her unfinished sentence "naturally", and stood at the same time Standing up and turning her back to Qiu Yuqing, she winked at Han Wei and Cheng Yiqian, and secretly swore in her heart that she would never bring Han Wei here again even if there was a knife on her neck, it would be too easy to do bad things.

"Um, yes, that's right, hehe." After successfully receiving the signal from An Jiayue, Cheng Yiqian spoke first, fearing that Han Wei would mess up something important.

"That's right. It seems that I may have to go to your house to see it often in the future. I hope you don't think I'm annoying." Hearing the conversation between the three, Qiu Yuqing stopped being polite, got up and took the dog away. The kitten was handed to An Jiayue.

"How could that be, my pleasure." Seeing that Qiu Yuqing was not suspicious, An Jiayue's heart dropped instantly, and she took the cat from Qiu Yuqing's hand with a smile.

"Boss, I want this cat, how much is it?"

"No, I've already paid the money."

"Ah? No, it's agreed that I will buy it and I will raise it. How can I let you buy it? When did you pay for it?" An Jiayue, who was arguing with Han Wei just now, didn't notice at all. After saying "I like small animals very much", Qiu Yuqing took the cat into her pocket.It's just that An Jiayue didn't pay attention to her because she was too focused.

"It's just when you guys are arguing, it's okay, just treat it as we bought it together, at worst, you can buy more food for it in the future, okay?" Seeing An Jiayue's anxious face, Qiu Yuqing suddenly felt a Thoughts, it would be great if this person in front of me could always be by my side...

In just a split second, Qiu Yuqing immediately denied this idea.

How can it be, she has her own parents, relatives, friends, how can I be so selfish and want her to be with me all the time?Must be crazy.

Even with such a good friend as Su Qing, Qiu Yuqing never had such a strange thought.

What happened to her today?

"Alright then." Now that everyone has said that, what else can An Jiayue do?I can only buy more food for this cat in the future.

The originally quiet cat meowed twice suddenly, as if cheering for its future life without worry.

"Then... let's give this cat a name. All the cats in TV dramas I watch have names." Qiu Yuqing touched the little guy in An Jiayue's arms and said to her.

As for the latter, after hearing Qiu Yuqing's words, he first thought about it for a while, and then, a completely opposite emotion appeared in his eyes.

"How about... just call it Xiaoxia." After an unknown period of time, maybe 1 minute, maybe 10 minutes, An Jiayue replied with her somewhat hoarse voice.

At this moment, An Jiayue clearly saw that after she finished saying this, Qiu Yuqing's body became stiff instantly, and the movements of her hands stopped following her voice...

Time... seems to stand still...

I still think too much, she still remembers him.Immediately afterwards, guilt spread in An Jiayue's heart like a virus, out of control.

"It sounds good. It just so happens that it's summer now. I think it's pretty good." As if a century had passed, when An Jiayue was thinking wildly, Qiu Yuqing uttered these few words slowly, without the slightest trace of embarrassment in her tone. panic.At the same time, following the instructions of her brain, her body straightened up, her face was expressionless, and she was completely different from the one who was teasing An Jiayue just now.His eyes were fixed on An Jiayue, as if he wanted to punch a hole out of her body.

If she could look at An Jiayue as soon as she finished naming the cat, she might be able to see something.But now, the strange feeling has long gone, and An Jiayue has returned to the original smile, smiling at Qiu Yuqing, without any intention of dodging.She laughed so innocently and harmlessly than a child.

Two people just looked at each other, one looked indifferent, and the other smiled innocently.

But Qiu Yuqing's failure to see it doesn't mean others can't see it. The so-called authorities are obsessed with onlookers. Han Wei saw clearly the completely different emotions in her eyes, and successfully raised her half-belief in the relationship between the two to a firm belief.

With the sound of "click", the heavy wooden door was opened, and finally a ray of light entered the dark room, and with the sound of "pop", the only ray of light was mercilessly swallowed by the darkness, and the room returned to its original state .Because of the moonlight, it was very quiet, only the clock was ticking, and the people in the room did not turn on the lights, allowing the loneliness to be rampant and presumptuous at home.

Qiu Yuqing stared blankly ahead, her lips were tightly closed, as if she had no soul, she stood blankly by the door.After a while, two clear tears fell down the empty eyes and fell heavily on the ground.She just stood there, letting her tears wet her face, not intending to wipe it off.

Coincidence, must be a coincidence!It must be that An Jiayue likes summer, and it happens that it is summer again, that's why she chose this name, yes, it must be like this!She must be thinking too much, how could An Jiayue know about Xiao Xia?Even if he knew her, it was impossible to know that he knew him.Now there are only two possibilities. One is that An Jiayue not only knew him, but he also told An Jiayue everything between them, but this guess was immediately denied by Qiu Yuqing. Based on her understanding of that person, He should not be very talkative, he should be somewhat introverted.It is very difficult for such a person to make friends, so why would he tell others about himself, let alone the opposite sex.The second possibility is completely plausible, it is just a coincidence, after all, there is no story without a coincidence.

Just today, when An Jiayue named the cat Xiaoxia, the first thing Qiu Yuqing thought of was that person, the person who made her cry so selfishly three years ago, that person who made her feel sad every time she was sad The person who has paid so much for him, only to get a breakup from the other party.At that time, Qiu Yuqing realized that from ordinary friends to a couple relationship, and from a couple relationship to two irrelevant strangers, to him, this is just a game, a game to kill time and get rid of loneliness .I was just his punching bag from the beginning to the end, I used it to vent when I was angry, and coaxed myself with sweet words after venting, even though I knew he was such a person, I still couldn't forget him and couldn't let him go.Just like this afternoon, she was so sad that she was dying, but she still gritted her teeth and tried not to let herself cry, just because she didn't want others to see her cowardly appearance.

Have you ever tried the feeling when you give your whole heart to the other party, but he doesn't care about crushing it?

She tried, and it really hurt.It was as if a piece of flesh had been forcibly torn from her body, and the pain was so painful.

Xia Lingxuan, Xia Lingxuan, how could you do this?Don't you have someone you love?If you don't like it, just refuse, why play yourself like a fool, how can you be so selfish?

In the next second, her upright body seemed to have been sucked out of all her strength in an instant, and she sat straight on the ground. Her black pupils were covered with layers of water mist, but it was still not difficult to distinguish her hollow eyes. eyes.Hands around knees, sitting in a corner in a curled up manner, trembling all over, like a frightened child, lonely, afraid, hesitant, strong and fragile, fragile and helpless.Maybe only when she is alone, can this girl shed the happy skin and turn all the grievances into tears and excrete them from her body.

"Oh my god, you son of a bitch! You scared me to death, where did this cat come from?" Inside the house, a chubby woman in home clothes, about 40 years old, shouted to a woman. road.

"It's because you were too focused on me while wearing the earphones. I raise this cat myself, and I promise not to disturb your life. If it's okay, I'll go back to the house." The thin woman holding the cat in front of her is not Who could An Jiayue who just returned home be?However, she seemed to be able to read other people's minds, and she spoke out all the thoughts of the woman and gave her a satisfactory answer.After finishing speaking, regardless of the roars coming from behind, he returned to the room without looking back.

Closing the door, looking at the moonlight that was not shining in because of the curtains, he answered that sentence and couldn't see his fingers.Then, her body slid down along the door and sat on the ground weakly.Yes, she smiled, An Jiayue smiled, she was so happy today, she dared to say that today was the happiest day in the 16 years since she came to this world, because she finally met her and let her go smoothly. She knew herself and became a friend.Even if the old world killed her in a second, she would not have the slightest complaint.But... what is this wet thing on your face?An Jiayue, you trash!Why are you crying again?Shouldn't you be laughing, can you stop being such a disappointment?

Today, for An Jiayue, she was happy, but also shocked. She never expected that Qiu Yuqing would choose a name for the cat and ask for her own opinion.She admitted that it was selfish to name the cat Xiaoxia, she just wanted to see if she still remembered the person who had disappeared from her side after three years.She thought that after Han Wei came, Qiu Yuqing, who played with her happily and laughed happily, had already forgotten it. After all, three years was enough for one person to completely forget another person.At that time, An Jiayue didn't blame her, she was just a little bit disappointed, but when she said the word "Xiao Xia", the other party's body that instantly became stiff, her tone that faded and the strange look in her eyes were undoubtedly in her eyes. A knife was stabbed in my heart, and the guilt was stronger than before.

Why... why... why do you still remember him, why do you still remember him...

An Jiayue swallowed these words and questions abruptly.She can't ask, let alone say, now she is An Jiayue, it's An Jiayue!She just wanted to be friends with this girl named Qiu Yuqing, and she absolutely couldn't think of anything else.What's more, Han Wei and Cheng Yiqian are still there...

At that time, An Jiayue smiled innocently when facing Qiu Yuqing and the girl she met for the first time...

The little guy in his arms seemed to feel the sadness of his master, and touched An Jiayue's tear-stained face with his fluffy paws.The latter grinned, turned his head and looked in the direction of the desk, because on that desk, there was a thick dark red diary...

For some feelings, not mentioning it does not mean forgetting, it has been hidden in the capillaries of the body, waiting for a certain moment to completely awaken the love hidden in the deepest part.