sorry i left

You must be happier than me, so that I am not in vain and quit in embarrassment.

At eight o'clock the next morning, Han Wei saw such a scene when she arrived at the ward.

The two girls lay face to face on the bed, one fell asleep with all clothes on, and the other wore the exclusive hospital gown of Ruihong Hospital, as harmonious as possible, so harmonious that she walked from the door to the bedside, and neither of them showed signs of waking up. Still in deep sleep.

Han Wei coughed heavily, and the two people on the bed woke up like an electric shock.

For some reason, when she saw Han Wei looking at her coldly, looking around and realizing who she was sleeping with last night, Qiu Yuqing had a feeling from the bottom of her heart, as if she was caught in bed.Yes, that's right, that's the feeling.But they didn't do anything, did they?It's just that I usually slept in the same bed, what's there to be ashamed of?The clear will be clear, and the turbid will be turbid.

Looking away, Han Wei's eyes met An Jiayue's. Neither of them lowered their heads due to the embarrassment of the atmosphere. On the contrary, the two of them seemed to be fighting with their eyes, staring at each other, neither of them willing to lose. .

It went on like this for 10 minutes.

"There's no water in the kettle, I'm going to make a pot of hot water." Even Han Wei, who is so cynical, knows how to create a chance for the two of them to be alone at the right time. Qiu Yuqing is so smart, what can't be seen? of?She knew that in the current situation, the two just looked at each other like this, neither of them spoke, they just communicated with their eyes, and she was like an outsider who couldn't intervene at all. There was only one reason, that is, they had something to say I don't want to let myself hear it. To put it simply, I want her to avoid it but I don't know how to speak, so I can only use eye contact.Thinking of all this, Qiu Yuqing naturally didn't intend to stay brazen, and sent herself out for any reason, completely out of their sight.

An Jiayue's ward was on the second floor, and the water pump was at a corner of the stairs on the first floor, so it wasn't too far away.It was also for this reason that Qiu Yuqing, who went down to the first floor with the kettle and turned to go to the water fetching place, naturally did not see Han Haoyang who almost passed her by at the other end.

"I forgot to tell you last time. I let Qiu Yuqing read all of your diary, and told her all the facts." After Qiu Yuqing left, Han Wei finally said what she wanted to say after arriving here , without any scruples.

"Hmm." Han Wei originally thought that An Jiayue would beat her, scold her, or even break up with her, but she never thought that the other party would just answer "Mmm" lightly. Isn't it too calm?

"Don't you blame me? You don't even want to hit me or scold me? After all, I promised you not to tell her these things, but in the end I broke my promise." There was no step-by-step temptation, let alone clichés.Because Han Wei knows that she and An Jiayue will never need those hypocritical things, and she doesn't want their friendship to deteriorate and become like Su Qing's father, who greets everyone with a smile on his face, no matter what. I like it, I hate it.At least she should not be so hypocritical in front of the closest people.

She, Han Wei, should never put on that false mask, not for the rest of her life.

"Blame you? Hit you? Scold you? If doing this can make her forget everything I did before, I don't mind trying it." An Jiayue raised her eyebrows lightly and replied.In fact, this matter can be said to be within her expectation, or it can be said to be beyond her expectation. She knew the root of Han Wei's temperament, and she told Qiu Yuqing everything in a fit of anger. I wouldn't be surprised, there's no way, Han Wei is fine with everything, it's just that this temper is a bit too hasty.And An Jiayue's bargaining chip, the only one, was betting on Han Wei's credit, on Han Wei's promise that she would not tell Qiu Yuqing the truth.But when she woke up, Qiu Yuqing's series of reactions directly made An Jiayue understand everything. If she could lie to herself before that, then there is no need for that now.

The facts were before her eyes, and she couldn't help but not believe it.

It was because of these few words that Han Wei was completely ignited.

"I said An Jiayue, I've never seen such a thankless person like you. What did you do for her? What did she do for you? Let's not talk about what you did for her in the past three years. What, last time at your house, she questioned you without even reading the diary, and finally slapped you before leaving. If I wasn't there, you wouldn't even faint because of her Do you know how to send you to the hospital? And this car accident is because of her? Huh? You lost an arm because of her, that is an arm, An Jiayue! Maybe your whole life is because of this car accident Ruined, ruined, do you know that! And she just suffered a little scratches, which is nothing compared to your situation. I don’t understand, what’s so good about Qiu Yuqing? How many legs? Why did you pay so much for her? So much that you almost lost your life! You still think about her at this point, and you don't want to make her sad. An Jiayue, Miss An! I I beg you, you are now a mud bodhisattva crossing the river, and you can’t protect yourself. Can you think about it for yourself? Don’t deal with things on your own side and then manage others. In the end, you will be wronged. It's for your own good, what's her little injury and pain?" As if finding an outlet to vent, Han Wei confides all her dissatisfaction during this period, regardless of An Jiayue's mood , she only cares about her own unhappiness, and only cares about defending the other party, the rest is not important.

Unexpectedly, just as An Jiayue was about to refute, a slightly heavy male voice rang out from the door, causing the two of them to change their expressions suddenly.

"What you said is true?" Outside the ward, Han Haoyang was standing straight in front of the door wearing a dark green coat. Although his face was calm, Han Wei knew that the anger in Han Haoyang's heart must be burning right now.

"elder brother……"

"Brother Haoyang..."

Han Wei swore that she really didn't know that Han Haoyang was eavesdropping outside, let alone when her brother came here.

For some reason, there were so many people who came to fetch water this morning, Qiu Yuqing had to queue for half an hour before successfully filling the water bottle.Going upstairs and entering the ward really shocked her, not because of the presence of Han Haoyang, but because she felt that there was something wrong with this depressingly quiet atmosphere.Although when I met Han Haoyang for the first time, there were obviously people in this room, but everyone tacitly refused to speak, but this is different, and I can't explain why.The woman's sixth sense told Qiu Yuqing that something might happen today, and it would not be a trivial matter, and the place where the incident would happen would be this ward, and the protagonists and supporting roles would be a few of them.

Putting the kettle on the table, looking at An Jiayue's clenched right hand, frowning, thinking about something unhappy, Qiu Yuqing knew that her intuition was probably the same.

As if to verify her guess, Han Haoyang got up from the chair, and his target was Qiu Yuqing. Han Wei and An Jiayue stared at him, as if he would run away in a second.

Walking in front of Qiu Yuqing, the two looked directly at each other, and neither of them dodged. Han Haoyang had a smile on his face, but in the eyes of the other party, it was so fake.Within 3 minutes, Han Haoyang finally broke the calm.

"Jiayue was in a car accident because of you, and you slapped her before that?" Han Haoyang opened his mouth slowly, and the faint smell of mint came to his face. Although he had already expected something to happen, Qiu Yuqing Didn't expect this to happen.

So, according to his tone and attitude, is he trying to avenge her?

"Yes." Neither humble nor overbearing, neither fear nor fear, Qiu Yuqing replied very calmly, without the slightest fear in her tone.Just like a general on the battlefield, he faces everything calmly, doesn't get confused, and puts life and death aside.

"So in the final analysis, everything has become like this because of you?"

"Yes..." There was no toughness like last time, instead she was a little timid, not because he was afraid of Han Haoyang, but because what he said was the truth, and she always owed An Jiayue something.

Yes, without her, An Jiayue would not have had a car accident and would not have to face the fact of losing her arm.

After all, it's all because of her.

Han Haoyang took a deep breath, let it out heavily, and spoke again.

"I can ignore this car accident, because Jiayue did it voluntarily, no one forced her, and I guess, you didn't expect this kind of thing to happen. But before that, I want to apologize for the slap you slapped her Come back, whether you accept it or not, whether you like it or not." As soon as the words fell, Han Haoyang's right hand slowly lifted up in mid-air and was about to fall, but Qiu Yuqing not only did not resist, did not speak, but actually closed her eyes , ready to accept this palm which is a bit bigger than her face.

The palm fell quickly, fanning Qiu Yuqing.

but……

"Hello!" Han Wei's cry followed, but it was too late.

Snapped!

A clear and crisp slap sounded in the room, Han Haoyang stared at the person standing in front of him with wide eyes, his palm was a little hot from too much force, and the palm was red, not to mention the person who was slapped.There was no smile that was deliberately disguised before, and instead, there was only shock on the face, sadness and pain in the stomach.

And Qiu Yuqing, who closed her eyes tightly, clearly heard the sound of her palms colliding with her face, but she didn't feel any pain at all.Opening his eyes, he saw a thin figure in hospital clothes standing in front of her at some point, with his head tilted and motionless.Looking again, it was Han Haoyang's face full of astonishment.

"An Jiayue..." Qiu Yuqing called out the name of the person standing in front of her in disbelief.

That's right, it was her, it was An Jiayue, she was the one who received that slap for Qiu Yuqing.When Han Haoyang said the phrase "I want to get it back", she was ready to get up and get out of bed. When Han Haoyang's palm rose into the air, she put it down quickly, and An Jiayue ran down faster than him. Bed, didn't even have time to put on shoes.Fortunately, when she arrived in front of Qiu Yuqing, Han Haoyang's slap fell on her face almost instantly.Immediately afterwards, a burst of dizziness came from her brain, but she still managed to stand firm, the sweet taste spread in her mouth, and a red blood overflowed from the corner of her mouth like a small snake, dripping and dripping to the ground.

Fortunately, it hit her in the face, otherwise, if it hit Qiu Yuqing's face with such a heavy force, she wouldn't feel so distressed to death?

Just after Qiu Yuqing called out An Jiayue's name, everyone was still in a state of not recovering. An Jiayue turned her head that was crooked from the beating, and glared at Han Haoyang angrily. , said in an unusually firm tone.

"No one can bully her, no one!"

No one can bully her, no one!A simple sentence immediately broke Han Haoyang's desire to stand up for her.An Jiayue doesn't know, this is the first time, in the past 19 years, Han Haoyang has never hit any girl, not even said a bad word, because he thinks that a man who hits a woman is the worst Shameful, the most incompetent, the most contemptible.But today, for her, he would rather be the person he despises the most. For her, he is willing to do anything, no matter what it is.However, at this moment, he seemed to make her hate him.

Why... do you hate me?

Turning around in disappointment, Han Haoyang walked out the door. Seeing this scene, Han Wei was too surprised to speak, but after glancing at An Jiayue, she turned and chased after her.She knew how much her brother liked An Jiayue, and the reason why she chose to follow Han Haoyang instead of staying here was because An Jiayue had Qiu Yuqing, and they had a relationship to rely on.As for her brother, no one was by his side to comfort him or lend him a shoulder, at least not now.

Helping An Jiayue back to the bed, took out the tissue on the table, Qiu Yuqing gently wiped the blood from the corner of the other's mouth.

Obviously, Qiu Yuqing didn't expect this kind of thing to happen at all. The moment she closed her eyes, she was ready to bear everything that should have been repaid.She doesn't blame Han Haoyang, she really doesn't, on the contrary, she has a little gratitude, An Jiayue has paid so much for her, even if he wants her own life, she will give it without complaint, a slap is too light.But unexpectedly, the slap fell, and the sound resounded throughout the ward, but there was no pain at all.When she opened her eyes with doubts, Qiu Yuqing really had the urge to strangle herself to death.It's her again, An Jiayue, and she has endured everything that she should have suffered for herself. Why does that idiot always stand in front of her every time something happens?Hadn't she considered that she herself would be in pain?The car accident is like this, and it's like this again this time, why does that person named An Jiayue always protect her well, and he wants to do such a dangerous thing?Shouldn't it be like this?

Turning her head aside like a child showing a temper, dodging the paper towel in Qiu Yuqing's hand, and pulling out another paper with her right hand, she wiped the corner of her mouth against her blushing face without needing anyone.

An Jiayue is just so stubborn, no matter who looks at her pitifully, it won't do.

"You don't have to feel that you owe me anything. Logically speaking, I owe you my life. Xia Lingxuan's life, I have already paid it back to you when the car accident happened, and I took a slap for you as interest. From now on, we will not owe each other, and you will You don't need to feel guilty about me."

If An Jiayue's face wasn't clearly reflected in her pupils, Qiu Yuqing might feel that all this was just her hallucination.

Why?Just now, she said to everyone in a sneer that no one should bully her, but now she wants to use this tone to tell herself that she doesn't owe her anything?

The body froze quickly following the other party's words, but the coldest thing was still the heart.

Qiu Yuqing's mind was blank.

She only remembered that when Han Haoyang's slightly larger palm slapped her, it was that thin figure who stood in front of her, took the slap abruptly for her, and addressed everyone present with a hoarse but extremely firm voice. People said: "No one can bully her, no one!"

Sorry, I'm not Andersen, so I can't write about our perfect ending.

"Brother, brother! Are you going to give up just like that?" Outside the hospital, Han Wei successfully blocked Han Haoyang's way, standing in front of him with arms outstretched, feeling as if she would throw me down first if she wanted to go over.

"I suddenly felt as if I had never really understood her." On the opposite side, Han Haoyang said quietly, looking at his red right hand with a face full of disappointment, as if someone had taken out his soul.

Startled, Han Wei slightly opened her mouth to look at Han Haoyang, and slowly lowered her arms in mid-air, not knowing what to say.

"Xiaowei, can you tell me what happened during my absence? As long as it's about her." The young man in front of him showed a smile as warm as sunshine, but Han Wei felt so dazzling.

"Okay." After thinking for a while, she pulled the corner of her mouth and smiled upwards. This simple word, however, Han Wei felt that this word contained too much, many things, and she couldn't keep her secret.

Love is love, but you are willing to fall into this abyss that will never be restored. From then on, you are like a person drinking water, knowing whether you are warm or not.

He who knows the current affairs is a hero. When Han Haoyang entered An Jiayue's ward again, Han Wei had already pulled Qiu Yuqing out of the door to create a space for the two of them to talk.

Three full hours have passed since Han Wei told Han Haoyang every detail of the story between An Jiayue and Qiu Yuqing.Surprisingly, Han Haoyang didn't feel any discomfort when he learned that his sweetheart didn't like a man but a woman named Qiu Yuqing.But when two women admire each other, no matter who they are more or less, they should feel a little "out of place", but Han Haoyang not only didn't feel that there was anything wrong, but he felt a sense of admiration, which is really rare.

"Do you want some water?" When the embarrassing atmosphere rose rapidly at a speed visible to the naked eye, Han Haoyang finally broke the scene and asked with a smile as if nothing had happened.

"No, I'm not thirsty." An Jiayue is not the kind of person who is looking for trouble, seeing that the other party didn't mention the unhappiness last time, she answered with a smile in cooperation with him.

"I've heard from Xiaowei that I know everything about you and Qiu Yuqing."

What should come will always come. After An Jiayue heard this sentence, she didn't say anything. She just buried her head deeper and lowered her head.No one knows what she is thinking, just like no one knows, her only right hand that can move has been hidden under the blanket by her at this moment, clenched into a fist, the strength is so strong that the knuckles turn white.

"What do you want to say?" After a long time, An Jiayue spoke slowly, her head still not raised.

"What do I want to say? An Jiayue, I don't know what I want to say to you until now. It's just that when Xiaowei told me about the things between you two in the morning, I really didn't know what to say." Words can describe my mood at that time, woman, you like a woman! I believe that after so long, you will not fail to see my feelings for you. I didn't understand at the time, but Xiaowei introduced us to now, It has been more than two years. In the past two years, I have been studying in a university in the distant city of Z. I have been looking forward to the holidays all the time, because only after the holidays can I come back to see you, even if I have to sit for a day and a night. I don't mind the train, as long as I think I can see you right away, no matter how tired I am, I will fall asleep with a smile on my face. A few nights ago, Xiao Wei called me to say that something happened to you, a car accident, and I even She hung up without waiting for her to finish speaking, and immediately bought the fastest ticket to S City and came back. At that time, I was thinking, when I graduate from university, when I have enough ability to protect you and take care of you, as long as you want, I will never leave you again and let you suffer any pain and torture. But it was only today that I realized that the reason why you have been reluctant to accept me is because you have already lived in a person in your heart. For her, you I can ignore everything, even my life. At that time, I understood that no matter how hard I try and how I try to be nice to you, it is not as important as her words. Far away cannot quench thirst, and distant relatives are not as good as close neighbors. No matter how you say it, it will never be me who can rush to your side at the first moment of your accident."

The second time, this man named Han Haoyang cried again for An Jiayue.

An Jiayue really didn't know what to do, she could only watch helplessly as the person in front of her was crying and trying to smile, she was really stupid, what was she doing, she could easily make two stubborn people The stubborn person cried so many times for her?She wanted to comfort her, but she swallowed it abruptly.Because she knew that if he couldn't see clearly some things in time, and couldn't come out on his own, no matter what others said or tried to persuade him, he would just buy a comb from a monk, which was useless.

In fact, we all know that An Jiayue is so smart, she knows everything, but she doesn't want to talk about it and pierce this layer of window paper.For more than two years, how could she not see Han Haoyang's care for her?It's just that in her heart, she has always treated him like a big brother. Even if she has feelings, at most it will be like Han Wei, a brother and sister relationship.In her heart, she already owed Qiu Yuqing, and she didn't want to owe anyone, let alone hurt someone who was kind to her.However, she avoided and pretended to be stupid again and again, thinking that he would retreat in the face of difficulties, and finally gave up. What she didn't expect was that she too underestimated how much Han Haoyang liked her.Two years, for anyone, he should have given up long ago, but not only did he not give up, but he treated her better and better, so she was afraid, the more afraid she was, the more she wanted to escape, and the more she avoided, the more hurt she was. She obviously didn't want to hurt anyone, but she had no choice but to hurt so many people who were kind to her.

No matter how strong I am, you are my fatal wound.

"Han Wei, Jiayue and your brother...are they alright?" Outside the hospital, the black night enveloped the entire sky, and the twinkling stars reflected each other. The two who just came out of the hospital walked side by side on the path of the hospital, Finally breaking the calm, Qiu Yuqing spoke first.

"Don't worry, nothing will happen." Han Wei replied calmly with her head lowered.

"Oh..." Seeing that she hit the wall, Qiu Yuqing had no choice but to keep her mouth shut.

"Han Wei, do you hate me?" After being silent for a while, Qiu Yuqing carefully asked out the doubts in her heart, and waited quietly for the other party's answer.But before the answer came out, Han Wei stopped first, causing Qiu Yuqing to stop too, not knowing what the other party was going to do.

"You are the person An Jiayue likes. For you, she would rather give up everything, even her life. If I hate you, it means that I will lose An Jiayue as a friend. Of course, this is not what I want. If I Not hating you means that all the suffering An Jiayue has suffered for you in the past few years has been in vain, and I will feel unwilling again. Tell me, should I hate you? Or should I continue to be friends with you? " After Han Wei finished speaking, she left without even raising her head, leaving only Qiu Yuqing standing there alone with a calm expression.

At night, it was windy.

Early the next morning, Han Wei brought a message.

Han Haoyang left.

"Before my brother left, I asked me to give this to you, and told me to hand it over to you personally." In the ward, Han Wei stood by the bed and handed an envelope to the person on the bed, who reached out to accept it. However, it looked as expected.

"I'm going to get some breakfast." Seeing that his task was completed, he turned around and walked outside the door after seeing that his task was completed. After walking not far away, a hoarse sound came from behind him.

"Don't you blame me?"

Stop, be silent.

"What are you to blame? An Jiayue, in this world, everything can be accommodated, only things like feelings can neither be forced nor accommodated. I understand, so I don't blame you, from now on After that, we will continue as usual." After speaking, Han Wei lifted her foot again and walked out of the room.

An Jiayue sighed, opened the envelope in her hand, and the neat black characters immediately appeared in front of her eyes.

This is the first time in 19 years that I left without saying goodbye. Don't get me wrong, it doesn't mean anything else, but I don't know how to tell you, and what kind of mood I should use to face you.Once I leave this time, I may not come back until I graduate from university. During the holidays, I will find some jobs there to earn some living expenses.Before that, you already understood the reason why I have to come back even though it is thousands of miles away. This time I also want to thank you, thank you for giving me a reason to give up and stop thinking about the reason here, although it is a bit cruel Yes, hehe.Jiayue, if I didn't guess wrong, I think I should understand something. I won't say what it is, but I want to tell you.If you and Qiu Yuqing really choose to be together, if you really love her, then I will let go, because there will be someone who loves you more than me.However, you have to think clearly, two women are together, this is not a road for normal people, it will be very difficult for you to walk, it will be thousands of times more difficult than ordinary couples.From the perspective of your parents, secular, relatives, and friends, if your relationship is not so solid as an iron cage, you will definitely be separated halfway due to various reasons. It's better to give it a good time now, time will heal all wounds.I believe that you are a smart and sensible person, and the way you handle affairs is no different from that of adults. Now that you are separated, you will only be sad for a while, but that is only temporary. I think you should understand after I say this.I have been in the university for so long, I have seen many people in the world are warm and cold, and people's hearts are unpredictable. In order to compete for favor, those concubines in the ancient harem even did not hesitate to use and kill their own flesh and blood, not to mention this society.It's not that I don't want you to be together, I just want you to be considerate. You are still young, you will face things in the future, and you will meet many people. I don't want to pay the price for your temporary greed.So, listen to me, you call me brother Haoyang, I won't hurt you, think carefully about everything, don't be impulsive.As for me, I think you've done so much for her, you won't fall in love with another person, and even if you do, that person may not be me.But no matter what, please remember that there is a person named Han Haoyang who has always loved you like his life. No matter what decision you make, I will support you as always and be your strongest backing. In your words, No one can bully you, no one can, ha ha.Oh, by the way, there is one last thing I want to ask you.Xiaowei is an extroverted child, and she doesn't hold back anything in her heart. She belongs to the kind of person who can say whatever she thinks. With this kind of personality, she will inevitably have some conflicts with others in the future, and she is easy to offend when she enters society. other people.I hope you can help her as much as possible when she is in trouble. Now that people's hearts are so sinister, it is a lie to say that you are not afraid of her suffering and accidents.And I can see that she only has two sincere friends, you and Cheng Yiqian. My brother is also quite irresponsible. He hasn't been with her since he went to college, so I have to tell you, When I have nothing to do, Cheng Yiqian and Cheng Yiqian will spend more time with her for me, thank you.

Han Haoyang

After carefully reading the black and white words, he made sure that he didn't misunderstand the other party's meaning, then put the paper and the envelope on the table, and took it back to the mobile phone not far away.

An Jiayue really didn't expect that there are so many open-minded people now, which is really rare.Han Wei is a girl, it is a surprise that she is still willing to be friends with her after knowing everything, but Han Haoyang is a boy, and he is also a boy who likes himself. After understanding everything, not only did he not look at her with strange eyes, nor Stimulating her with vicious words, actually telling her all his worries about him in this way, and even leaving without saying goodbye, this is more shock than surprise.Originally thought that there would be another "reign of terror", but now this situation is really difficult to adapt to.As for Han Wei, needless to say, he will naturally stay by her side and never leave. Han Wei only has her and Cheng Yiqian as two true friends, so why not her?

Pick up the phone, press a familiar number to call, put it to your ear and wait for the other party to answer.

It only rang twice, and the phone was connected.

The strange thing is that neither An Jiayue nor the person on the other end spoke first. In the end, An Jiayue surrendered and spoke first.

"Thank you for not looking at me with strange eyes. Why don't you be my elder brother, just like you and Han Wei. I will be your sister, and you protect us both. Now, in the future, in the future, it will never change."

There was silence for a while, and intermittent sobbing sounded, hitting An Jiayue's heart directly, her eyes gradually softened, and finally she lowered her head, no one could see her expression clearly.

On the other side of the phone, the other party sniffed hard, and a heavy and hoarse male voice sounded immediately.

"it is good."

Brother Haoyang, believe me, if I do this, it will be good for you, me, and everyone.

I crossed the sea of ​​people to give you a hug, but forgot that's not what you wanted.