sorry i left

The word willingly is humble and brave.

"Since you know you can't hide it, you can hide it." During the speech, An Jiayue had fully opened her eyes, lying on the bed with her head tilted, watching Han Wei turn around and slowly walk towards her, and carefully filled a glass of boiled water and put it away. On the table, he lifted himself up as if he were treating a treasure, picked up the warm water he had just poured and handed it to her.

"Thank you." It was really uncomfortable to speak with a dry voice. After saying thank you, An Jiayue wanted to take it with both hands, but found that all she could lift was her right arm, which was completely wrapped in gauze. There is no movement at all.After thinking about it, the scene of the car accident appeared in her mind, and there was already an uproar in her heart, but she cleverly concealed it, and finally just smiled helplessly, so she had to reach out her right hand to take the water glass, and drank it in one gulp.

"Did you know that you have five broken ribs, one of which just missed your heart, and your left arm is paralyzed by a broken nerve and multiple fractures, I don't know how stupid you are It’s better to play dumb, you can still laugh in this situation.” After taking the other party’s finished drinking glass and putting it on the table, Han Wei tried her best to calm down when she saw a desperate person laughing at such a time Take a look at your emotions and try to convey the illness to her in a normal tone.

"It's okay, isn't it just that I lost an arm? Isn't this not dead yet? As long as I can live, I'm fine." Seeing Han Wei's face that stinks even more than durian, she still used this tone to say goodbye. When she conveyed her illness, An Jiayue pretended to be relaxed, and answered in a half-serious, half-joking tone, with a completely opposite indifference to Han Wei's face.

"Aren't you dead yet? An Jiayue, it will be too late when the death notice comes out. If it wasn't for the deviation of that rib by a few millimeters, the god of death would have taken you away! Where do you want me to find it?" The second An Jiayue? Can you think about it for us, don't be so selfish, can you discuss it with me before doing anything?" After putting the water glass on the table, Han Wei did not let go, but held it tightly Live with an empty glass and try not to cry.

Hehe, isn't it just the loss of an arm? You said it lightly. It is such a tragedy for a normal person to suddenly lose an arm. You can still say it in a half-joking tone. In this world, there is only You can do this alone.An Jiayue, can you be more responsible?How can anyone make a joke with their own life?

"Sorry, I did go a bit too far this time. I'm sorry for worrying you." Looking at the other party's blanched bones and joints from holding the cup tightly, he sent his right hand to cover Han Wei and hold it The hand of the cup, with a look of guilt.

When she decided to take the first step, she had already disregarded life and death. As long as that person can live well, what can she not sacrifice?

"As you wish, Qiu Yuqing's bruises are nothing serious. A friend of hers is already taking care of her. Like you, she is also in this hospital." With a breath, Han Wei let go of the poor cup, Smiling and telling An Jiayue what she thinks she wants to know most.

"Really? That's good." He exhaled like Han Wei, and the hanging stone in his heart quietly fell to the ground.

"By the way, when did you wake up?"

"Just when you decided to go out for dinner, I was only slightly conscious at that time, and then I became fully awake."

"Then... did Qiu Yuqing tell you anything?"

Did you tell me something?Suddenly remembering all the words Qiu Yuqing said before she knew she was awake, An Jiayue thought for a while, and finally just shook her head slightly and said no.

Han Wei knew that Qiu Yuqing must have said something, otherwise she wouldn't have thought about it for so long, but she didn't want to say it.

An Jiayue is like this, she doesn't want to say anything from the bottom of her heart, even if you point a gun at her temple, you won't learn a word.

"That's it." Putting on a look of no doubt, Han Wei relaxed and said with a smile.

"Ah."

"I think you know what happened next. I called my brother and told him about your situation. He just came here yesterday morning and stayed with you until tonight. Qiu Yuqing's friend is Su Qing, who is from the city. The only daughter of the eldest family, it seems that the relationship between them is not bad. I will tell them all about you waking up tomorrow morning, Xiaoxia, don't worry, I have spared time to watch it these days, and at the same time Tomorrow, I will also call the teacher to ask for leave for you and me, so you just need to concentrate on recuperating. You don’t need to worry about the expenses, someone has already paid, so go to sleep if you have nothing to do, and we will talk about it tomorrow if you have any questions.” Seeing the other party With a completely stunned expression, Han Wei didn't care about 21 and directly helped An Jiayue to lie down again. After turning off the lights, she also lay on the opposite sofa, listening to the rhythmless breathing in the room, and her brain restarted.

In the past few days since An Jiayue fell into a coma after the car accident, Han Wei asked herself many times in her heart, what would she do when she woke up from her sleep and opened her eyes?She would beat her, scold her, hate her, and even ignore her as a child. Everyone found a reason to send them away, until she said the first sentence to herself, Han Wei's mind went blank.All the grievances and sorrows before were all dissipated because of the sobriety of the person in front of him.Now Han Wei was thinking again, whether it was body or mind, that An Jiayue was already riddled with holes, so why would she want to blame her, or even beat her?Distress was greater than anger. When An Jiayue smiled and told her it was okay, Han Wei's heartache really reached the extreme.It's okay, it's okay?How much does it matter?Is it really not a big deal until you die and are buried in the cold and unwarmed ground?Is it true that when you die, black and white photos are hung on a clean white wall before it is considered a big deal?Han Wei also figured it out, as long as An Jiayue didn't die, as long as she was alive, able to sleep, talk, and breathe, it didn't matter what was left, as long as she was alive.

"An Jiayue, are you really not afraid of death?" Many years later, Han Wei clearly remembered that she was puzzled in her heart and didn't say it out, but why did she hear the answer again?

"Afraid, I am very timid, and I am also very afraid of death. But compared with death, I am more afraid of seeing her get hurt. If that is the case, I think I should bear all this for her. I I owe her too much."

The hoarse voice was not pleasant, but it wandered around the entire ward, and every word was more like marbles bumping around.After all, Han Wei couldn't help it anymore, covered her mouth tightly, and burst into tears.

Early the next morning, after An Jiayue got away from Duke Zhou in a daze, she saw Han Wei leaning against the threshold talking to someone on the phone, and hung up in a hurry when she saw that she had woken up. Come and say hello.

"Are you awake? Drink water?"

"No." An Jiayue shook her head.

"I have already called my brother and told him that he will be here in a while. I didn't notify Yiqian because she was going to school. I will let her come to see you when school is over tonight, and I also notified Su Qing. , she said that Qiu Yuqing would come with her when she woke up." Han Wei walked to the bedside and looked down at her.

"Actually...you don't need to mobilize teachers like this. I have nothing serious to do. Brother Haoyang is so busy studying in City Z, so you don't need to come back for me."

"An Jiayue! That's enough, I won't say anything, even if I say it, you won't listen to it, and you will still go your own way. But if your disabled left hand has been bad, when my brother comes back and finds out, the only one who will be scolded is Me, why am I so scolded?" Han Wei bent down, her gaze was on An Jiayue, if it wasn't for the fact that she was injured and sick, Han Wei really wanted to hit her a few times to make her remember.

I have to say that this person can only show amazing physical strength in emergency situations. The fastest time for Han Wei's home to reach the hospital is 10 minutes. Han Haoyang directly broke this record as soon as he came back. It only took 7 minutes. In no time, a tall and straight boy appeared at the door.

"Haoyang..." An Jiayue was about to call Haoyang brother, but before she could say the last word, she was hugged by the other party forcefully, and her face was buried on her thin shoulders.Not to mention Han Wei, she didn't react at all. When An Jiayue felt Han Haoyang's trembling body and hugged her arms tightly, as if she would disappear if she let go, the wetness from her shoulders made her shudder. for shock.

When Han Wei took the initiative to make friends with her from the first day of junior high school, she also introduced this healthy and handsome Han Haoyang, Han Wei's biological brother. According to this calculation, they have known each other for more than two years. For some reason, Han Haoyang, who can only come back from college during winter and summer vacations, pays more and more attention to her affairs, and always shows concern about her emotional changes.At that time, Han Wei told her that Han Haoyang fell in love with her, and when she asked herself why she knew, Han Wei just smiled and said to her that she had lived with him for 16 years, and she didn’t understand the character of her brother? ?As time went by, Han Haoyang came to her more and more times, and he had to listen to her opinions on everything, as if they were really a couple in love.An Jiayue understands, Han Haoyang really likes her, but how should she refuse?Someone in her heart has always lived in her heart, so what should she say?So, she chose one of the most common and common methods, playing stupid.It's a day to be able to pretend, and as time goes on, he should lose his patience with himself, and eventually find a girl who is more perfect than her.But now, he, who had never cried in front of her for so long, was crying for himself.Just ask, how many will not be shocked?

When God closes one window for you, he will open another for you, but why does An Jiayue feel that God not only closes the two windows at the same time, but also locks the door along the way?

Just when Han Haoyang was ignoring his biological sister and embracing his sweetheart, by coincidence, Qiu Yuqing and Su Qing just arrived, so this scene was caught in their eyes from 360 degrees without dead ends.What's even more coincidental is that this hospital bed was placed just opposite the door, and if Han Haoyang turned his back to the door, it meant that An Jiayue could look directly at the two people at the door.As expected, in Qiu Yuqing's eyes, guilt, sadness, heartache, sadness, and even jealousy are all present in Qiu Yuqing's eyes.As for Su Qing, she just stood there dumbfounded as if she had seen something earth-shattering and weeping ghosts and gods.

"Well, brother, let's go buy breakfast, everyone must be hungry. Su Qing, you go with me too." Han Wei is not only smart, but also a good comrade with good eyesight. Seeing Qiu Yuqing and Su When Qing appeared, and looked at the two people on the hospital bed who looked like they were filming an idol drama, she immediately removed all irrelevant personnel, including herself, to create some space for these two people so that they could communicate more.

"Ah...oh." Su Qing, who had reacted, heard Han Wei calling herself to buy breakfast, and quickly responded.

Han Haoyang also raised his head and let go of his arms. With unstoppable excitement in his eyes, he asked An Jiayue.

"What do you want to eat?"

"Anything is fine." Looking at the red and swollen eyes of the other party, although he felt ashamed of him in his heart, he still didn't show it, and tried to answer in a normal voice.

"Okay, wait for me here, I'll be back later." Smiling, she patted An Jiayue's head, turned around and walked out the door again, Su Qing and Han Wei both disappeared after taking a look at Qiu Yuqing figure.

In an instant, there were two more people left in the room, one standing at the door and the other sitting on the bed.

"I'll pour you a glass of water." The atmosphere between the two was a bit awkward, Qiu Yuqing said this suddenly, and then went to the table and picked up the kettle to pour water.But at some point a difficult problem arose, her hands trembled inexplicably, the more she tried to suppress the trembling, the more she trembled, no matter how hard she tried to calm down, it was useless, her heart became ruthless, she would pour water if she didn't care about anything.

Humans are too impulsive and do things regardless of the consequences, but sometimes they pay the price for their impulsiveness.No, before it was poured, Qiu Yuqing's hands were scalded red by the freshly boiled water.

With conditioned reflex, she withdrew her scalded left hand. Just as she was about to put it to her mouth and blow it, the other thin arm stretched out towards Qiu Yuqing. Mouth, gently blow.It's just that her left hand was still pulled down in a strange and uncoordinated posture, and she didn't intend to raise it at all.

Qiu Yuqing knew that because of her, An Jiayue's hand was probably useless.From now on, for ordinary people, the trivial things that are too simple, for her, may be even more difficult than ascending to the sky.

At this time, you don't need to say anything, just hug the other person and cry, she will definitely understand all your pain and guilt.

But in reality, Qiu Yuqing did so.

When her body was hugged tightly again, An Jiayue didn't show the shock just now. On the contrary, she raised the corners of her mouth a little dotingly, like a mother comforting her child, and the only moving right hand gently patted The strength of Qiu Yuqing's back is as gentle as a superficial touch, and she is afraid that she will be injured if she exerts force.

Not to mention Qiu Yuqing, almost all positive emotions and negative emotions exploded in her heart. After the car accident, she escaped from hell, but lost an arm because of it. Should she be happy or sad?She really doesn't know.But her request is really simple, as long as An Jiayue is alive, even if she loses an arm, she is not a useless person. To be precise, Qiu Yuqing is ready to shoulder An Jiayue's daily life in the future, as long as she still wants herself, she Just live with her well, and for a lifetime.But if she doesn't want herself, then she has no choice but to put on a thick skin and stick to her all day long. However, in Qiu Yuqing's view, the probability of the latter is almost zero.

In short, no matter what, she just wanted to be with An Jiayue, and she wanted to be together for the rest of her life. She had already missed it for three years, and she really couldn't miss it anymore.

When the three of Han Wei came back, An Jiayue and Qiu Yuqing had returned to normal. One was sitting on the hospital bed and the other was sitting on the sofa, just like good friends.Han Haoyang's attention was naturally An Jiayue, so only Han Wei and Su Qing saw Qiu Yuqing's red eyes and very abnormal face. Su Qing sighed in her heart and thought at the same time, this An Jiayue is really Awesome, this is the first time Yuqing cried because of her, I can't count it, the power of love is really great.

Han Wei and the others bought some buns and millet porridge, and the five of them did not forget to praise the taste when they filled their stomachs.Su Qing and An Jiayue made friends with the help of Han Wei and Qiu Yuqing. At noon, Han Wei asked Han Haoyang to go home to study, and said that the three of them would be enough here. It is conceivable that An Jiayue On the first day after waking up, how could Han Haoyang give up his sweetheart because of studying?In the end, under the double persuasion of An Jiayue and Han Wei, he reluctantly left, saying that he would come back tomorrow morning.Until after three o'clock in the afternoon, Su Qing went out to answer a phone call, but when she came back, she brought the three of them an unexpected surprise.

Su Qing said that her father, that is, Su Zhenhua, the mayor of City S, would come to visit An Jiayue.

God!This news seemed impossible to Su Qing, not to mention the reaction of Han Wei and the others.Although An Jiayue and Su Qing have become friends, how can she still be a small citizen, an ordinary person who can't be found even if thrown into the sea of ​​people, and a junior high school student, she can even bother the mayor to visit her Come see her!No matter how I think about it, I feel that it is a bit too much.But thinking about it carefully, Su Qing probably guessed what her father was thinking, otherwise he was so busy, sometimes Su Qing might not see him for a week, how could she spare time?

Does it mean that when people get old, they will have endless worries?

Su Qing didn't know, she only knew that in the future, when she was in her 40s, she would definitely not mess around like her own father.

Half an hour later, Su Zhenhua arrived at Ruihong Hospital.

I thought the mayor was a man with wrinkled face and stubble around his mouth, but I didn't expect the real person to be at least ten years younger than his actual age.Clean and tidy suits, polished leather shoes, a pair of rimless glasses on the bridge of the nose, a black haircut with no trace of white hair, a father who looks so young, I am afraid that Su Qing will have a problem if he goes out and says that they are brother and sister. Few people believe it.

"Hello, Uncle Su." Seeing Su Zhenhua's arrival, the other three greeted him politely in unison. Han Wei immediately moved a stool over to signal him to sit down. After all, he is an elder, and he is at the mayor level. People want Han Wei to help him move the stool, it is simply too long.

"Hello, I heard from Xiaoqing that my friend had a car accident, which was serious. I'll come over to have a look. Didn't bother you?" Looking at the level of speaking, it seems that he is used to communicating with some high-level people at the upper level. Even the smile is so fake, the world of adults is really complicated!

Su Zhenhua's eyes moved slowly from left to right, and finally stopped at An Jiayue's position on the hospital bed, his eyes froze, a little surprised.

This child...why does it look a bit like her?

"No, no, Uncle Su's presence has already made the place flourish, how can it be an interruption?" Han Wei replied with a smile.

Unexpectedly, Su Zhenhua didn't respond, but looked straight at An Jiayue, frowning almost into a mess.

"Dad? Dad!" Su Qing was a little anxious when she saw that her father was somehow wrong.

"Uh, I'm sorry, just now I was thinking about some things at work, so I was a little empty, I'm really sorry." Su Zhenhua immediately came back to his senses, and apologized repeatedly.

"It's okay. On the contrary, Uncle Su is so busy with work that he still came to visit my friend. I should be grateful." Now Han Wei finally knew where Cheng Yiqian's polite words came from. People at many levels really can't do without talking like this, but why does Han Wei always feel so awkward?

After staying for nearly an hour, Su Zhenhua resigned from Han Wei and the others on the grounds of work, and asked Su Qing to send him off.

"Xiaoqing, let me ask you, what does your friend who was in a car accident do at home?" Just as he walked out of the door, Su Zhenhua immediately exposed the doubts in his heart and asked Su Qing.

"Huh? You mean An Jiayue? I don't know the details. I only know that her father is a migrant worker, and her mother doesn't seem to have a job. She is a housewife. By the way, she was not born to her parents. Those who were adopted by the current parents in the orphanage, to be precise, should be the adoptive parents." Su Qing thought for a while before replying.

"Then who are her biological parents?"

"I really don't know about this, why did you think of asking this?"

"Oh, Xiaoqing, to tell you the truth, I think your friend is a bit like a friend of mine."

"What? Coincidence? There are so many people who look alike without blood relationship. That's why you looked at her in a daze just now? Who is that friend of yours?"

"Well, I think you should have heard of her, that is He Xueyao from the He family."

"Ah? It's that He Xueyao who just took office, and at the age of 26, controlled the He family, the biggest gangster in S City? He Chenyi's only daughter?"

"Well, it's not just these, you also know that Dad is the mayor of City S, so he must know more than you. This He Xueyao, took over the He Group when He Chenyi passed away some time ago, and has mastered it at the age of 26. All the underworld forces in city S. Before that, I had indeed heard that He Chenyi had a daughter, but he protected his daughter so well that this He Xueyao didn't show her face before he died. Sometimes I wonder if this news is true or not. How can there be no face-to-face? Until He Chenyi's death, his daughter took control of the situation as if she had just popped out of nowhere, and did not cause the He family and the underworld to go into chaos Not only that, after she took office, all relatives and relatives denied all related personnel who wanted to rebel after He Chenyi's death, no matter who they were, and after that, all the branches, subsidiaries, and He Chenyi All the underworld forces in the family are getting better and better, and the business is getting more and more prosperous. Now the He family can be said to be the largest company and the largest gang in China. This is no exaggeration. The He family has spread all over China and all over the world. No matter where you go, there must be the sphere of influence of the He family. At the last reception, I saw that He Xueyao once, do you know what? He will never be under 1.7 meters five, and his figure is too good to be used Words can describe her appearance, and her appearance can't be summed up in a beautiful word. It's a pity that she doesn't like to smile, her face is basically expressionless, and the number of times she speaks is even less. No matter where she goes, she can make people feel Her domineering, as if she is a high queen, and we are just her servants. What makes people jealous is her friend who grew up together, rather. The two of them standing together are really indistinguishable, whether it is In terms of figure, appearance, size, and temperament, everything is there. In the He family, she can sit on an equal footing with He Xueyao, which shows the relationship between them! But for some reason, after He Xueyao took office, she would rather suddenly I was transferred to this hospital, and was transferred back not long ago, I really don't know what the He family is doing."

"What are you trying to say? Did you fall in love with that He Xueyao?" Su Qing's father rarely praised a person. If he did, it must be because that person was excellent. This He Xueyao would be praised by Su Zhenhua. From this we can see , hum, this woman is by no means simple.

"Um, what are you talking about? Your mother is the only woman in my life, how could I like others?" Upon hearing this, Su Zhenhua's face flushed unnaturally, pretending to be angry.

What, even if he thinks he won't be with him, the age difference is so big, it's true.

"Tch, what do you want to say? You want to say that An Jiayue is that He Yaoyao's younger sister?" Sure enough, it's the best thing to tease your dad once in a while, it's more interesting than playing games all night, haha!

"No, I just think that your friend is two points similar to He Xueyao, that's all, I think I'm thinking too much."

In this way, the father and daughter walked and chatted until they reached the gate of the hospital. After Su Zhenhua explained to Su Qing, he drove away in a black BMW.

After returning to the ward, Su Qing didn't think that An Jiayue looked like a rich and powerful master, so she didn't pay much attention to it, and didn't say what Su Zhenhua told her.

It was because of Su Qing's indifference that one day in the future, it almost brought a devastating disaster to Qiu Yuqing and An Jiayue.

At 04 o'clock in the evening, No. 30 Middle School dismissed on time. At [-]:[-], Cheng Yiqian arrived at the hospital and saw An Jiayue, who was already awake. Surprised, she gave her a big hug and told a lot of things she didn't know when she was in a coma.Until eight o'clock in the evening, after dinner, Qiu Yuqing took the initiative to ask to stay overnight in the hospital to take care of An Jiayue, and the other three did not object. They all went back to their respective homes and looked for their mothers.

In the ward, there were two more people left, and they were still two people whose relationship was unclear.

Slowly raised her arm, caressing the thin face of the other party, An Jiayue didn't say anything, her eyes stared forward, blankly, she didn't know what she was thinking, and let Qiu Yuqing's warm palms stroke her face But finally let go.

"Let me wipe your body first, and then sleep comfortably, okay?" I don't know if it was an illusion, but when Qiu Yuqing said these words, An Jiayue had the feeling that the other party was coaxing a child , that kind of tone, that kind of attitude, as if I was really a three or four-year-old toddler crawling all over the room with bare buttocks.However, this did not change the result. An Jiayue did not speak, but nodded slightly.

For Qiu Yuqing, as long as there are these, it is enough.

He got up and went to the bathroom, took out a red basin and filled half of it with hot water, soaked it with a towel and put it aside, sat on the hospital bed again, and pointed to An Jiayue's chest.

This proves that God must be an old naughty boy. As soon as Qiu Yuqing's arm was raised, it trembled uncontrollably, just like in the morning, the more suppressed it became, the more severe it became.Looking up at An Jiayue, she realized that the other party was not looking at her, and was still in the original posture.Clasping the right hand tightly with the left hand, trying to tell myself to relax, the "crazy" arm calmed down.Then, his fingers finally reached the destination, and he unbuttoned one button after another, but his eyes were red again.

The body covered by the hospital gown is pale and thin, the shoulders can be held with one hand, the chest reaches the lower abdomen, and the gauze is wrapped around it, making the body even more fragile.Then there are shoulders, arms, blue and purple bruises, scars caused by scratches, one by one, one by one, all of them are so dazzling.

These bandages were supposed to be wrapped around her body, but now they are firmly tied to An Jiayue's body.

Biting her lips, she picked up the warm towel not far away, and gently wiped it from her arms. Although Qiu Yuqing tried her best to avoid all bruises and scars, this body has too many wounds Too much, even if you are very careful, you will still hurt the other party.Looking at the arm that was wiped by herself trembling from time to time, but she couldn't hear the other party screaming in pain, Qiu Yuqing's heart felt as if she had fallen from a high altitude, wishing that she was the one who was treated like this.Finally couldn't help it, threw the towel aside, didn't care about anything, hugged An Jiayue again, and cried wantonly.

When the sound of even breathing came from beside her ears, Qiu Yuqing fell asleep from crying again.Slowly laying her flat on the side of the bed, An Jiayue realized that she hadn't put on her clothes yet.Turning his head to look at the person who was meeting Duke Zhou, he couldn't bear to scream, so he had to spend a lot of effort to put on his clothes again.

Sure enough, losing an arm is really troublesome. For ordinary people, it takes minutes, but for her, it really takes a long time.

Turn off the lights, go to sleep, everything is so peaceful, no one knows what will happen tomorrow, the two of them sharing the same bed, Qiu Yuqing is suddenly cute, with a pair of red eyes, I don't know what kind of dream they are dreaming.On the other side, An Jiayue just stared at her blankly with her eyes open, without saying or doing anything, just watching, not knowing what she was thinking.

After a while, a voice sounded in the room, so desolate, so miserable.

She said sorry.

She said, I like you, I really like you.

Unfortunately, she didn't hear it.

She would never know that the girl who was willing to give her life for her only dared to confess her true feelings to her when she was sleeping soundly.

She would never know how much sacrifice the girl lying next to her made to keep her safe and sound.

She will know nothing.

Love is such a thing, as long as one person does not persist, the other will collapse.