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Chapter 93 Make a Wish
On the day he was discharged from the hospital, Zhuang Xiaojie couldn't stand Zhou Suqing's kind invitation and moved to Xiaoxiaoyu's house to rest. The dogtail grass clamored early in the morning to set up a table and banquet at Meizhou Dongpo Restaurant to impress him. Zhou Suqing heard about it and said that it was a waste of money to go to the hotel , it’s better to buy good ingredients and make them at home to eat clean and affordable. With her ready-made senior cook in charge, not to mention the eight major Chinese cuisines, common foreign dishes such as sushi, fried steak, grilled pizza, and cakes are still easy to take Down.
Zhuang Xiaojie thinks that it is not easy for an older single woman to live in Beijing, and her dowry money should not be wasted, so she persuades her to act according to Zhou Suqing's idea.Combining dogtail grass and Xiaoxiao Yuxie together, they drove to the Beijing-Shenzhen Seafood Market at 3 o'clock the next morning to buy ingredients. After the two small purchases went out, Zhou Suqing made delicious soup and went to the vegetable market with a basket to buy meat, fruits and vegetables , When Zhuang Xiaojie woke up, the noon feast had already been prepared.
"Big Daddy, come and eat sea urchin, it's still alive when you buy it, it's delicious!"
Dog's Tail Grass carried a plate of Yantai sea urchins that had been shrunk and washed, and rushed to Zhuang Xiaojie who had just put down his toothbrush, scooped up the golden sea urchin meat and stuffed it into his mouth.Fresh sea urchins are fresh and sweet, better than crab roe. Zhuang Xiaojie ate two in a row. Xiaoxiao Yuxie brought a bowl of homemade sea urchin rice bowl. The cooled rice was surrounded by apple slices and cucumber slices. Pile up with fat and huge sea urchin meat, topped with wasabi and soy sauce, just looking at it can make people move their index fingers.
Zhuang Xiaojie was very satisfied with the breakfast, and really praised the two servants. Zhou Suqing, who was busy in the kitchen, ordered his son to add a bowl of chicken soup and a large cup of fragrant mixed vegetables to the emperor.This bowl of dishes is rich and delicious, and the ingredients are surprisingly rich. Zhuang Xiaojie counted them, and there are sea cucumbers, abalones, scallops, pigeon eggs, duck gizzards, fish maw, fish maw, pigeons, pork ribs, pork belly, ham, tendon, and chicken breast , Duck breast, shiitake mushrooms, dried bamboo shoots and more than a dozen ingredients, he was shocked and said: "Is this the legendary Buddha jumping over the wall?"
Xiaoxiao Yuxie shook her head: "Mom said that the authentic Buddha jumping wall also includes shark's fin, turtle skirt, scallops and razor clams. This is just a common practice."
Zhuang Xiaojie had seen Zhou Suqing's superb cooking skills during his hospitalization, and had always been curious about her skills beyond the level of ordinary housewives. Seeing that she could even master the god-level dish of Buddha jumping over the wall, he couldn't help but quietly asked his imperial servant Xiaoyu Son: "Eunuch Xiao, your mother looks like a professional player. She used to work as a chef?"
Xiaoxiaoyu Xie suppressed a smile and cooperated: "Your Majesty Qizuo, my mother worked as the head chef in a star hotel in our hometown in the early years, and she is indeed a professional chef."
Since ancient times, the business of cooking has been patriarchal. It is very rare for a woman to be a master chef. It is even rarer to be a head chef in a star-rated hotel. If there is no overwhelming culinary skills and tenacious style, it will be difficult for that kind of man Get together on the ground to convince the crowd.The more Zhuang Xiaojie thought about it, the more he felt that this aunt was admirable, and he praised her face to face several times during the day, and he was still full of admiration when he and Xiaoxiaoyu rested on the balcony to enjoy the cool at night.
"Your mother is amazing. It's not easy for a woman to support a family alone. She can also make a career out of her real talents and skills. If I were God, I would give her life 100 points."
It must be the real steel of a thousand exercises to be praised by a person like him who is proud of the world and despises things. Xiaoxiao Yuxie is both happy and proud, lighting mosquito coils while smiling back to her mother's extraordinary experience: "My mother has been suffering since childhood, and my uncle 5 My grandmother passed away when I was [-] years old, and my grandfather was in poor health. He spent half of the year staying at home to recover from his illness. My mother dropped out of school before graduating from primary school to support the family. She earned money by shearing sheep on the farm and picking up horse manure for my uncle to finish college. That year My uncle married my aunt, and the two of them are very poor, and my mother subsidized the money for the banquet and renting a house.”
Zhuang Xiaojie understood: "It's no wonder your uncle loves you so much. He is willing to transfer millions of dollars of real estate to you. It turns out that it is to repay your mother's kindness in nurturing you."
Xiaoxiao Yuxie nodded: "My mother always said that there must be celebrations in the family of good deeds. She did a lot of good deeds when she was young, and now she is slowly receiving blessings, so I think the theory of cause and effect is very effective, and I try to do good deeds as much as possible. , I will work hard to restrain myself if I have bad intentions."
He was teased by Zhuang Xiaojie as soon as he was serious: "You can have any evil intentions, at most, you are secretly lusting after me."
It made the children habitually hang their heads and scratch their heads, and the really mean-spirited guys further unfolded their evil stories.
"The day before yesterday your mother told me about your coming out. It turns out that besides Teacher Zhang, you also had a cinnabar mole in high school."
Xiaoxiaoyu was stunned for a while, with a trace of melancholy smoke lingering between her brows, she smiled wryly: "What kind of cinnabar mole is that?"
There is no trace of nostalgia and nostalgia in his expression. It seems that the foolish spring dream in his youth has long since awakened. Zhuang Xiaojie commented satisfactorily: "That's right, he did you so badly, it's almost as good as a pustule, and you are also a fool." , How could you fall in love with that kind of thin-skinned little bitch? Fortunately, there is a sensible and good mother, otherwise, [-]% of them will run to give data on juvenile suicide cases."
Xiaoxiaoyu rested and laughed dryly, stretched out her fingers to fiddle with the white smoke curling up from the mosquito coils, and outlined the straight line into a winding cloud map. Zhuang Xiaojie read the pain recorded in it, and felt ashamed for his poisonous tongue, deliberately Forced two coughs, and praised him with cryptic rhetoric.
"Your psychological quality is still very good. You have been fooled for so many years and you still have a passion for love. Is it because you have a firm belief, or do you have a soft spot for scumbags?"
Xiaoxiao Yuxie smiled and pouted: "You bullied me again."
Seeing that he didn't care at all, Zhuang Xiaojie didn't hold back: "Just kidding, it's called bullying? If you have such a temper and complain about me, why didn't you tear up that guy who cheated money and love?"
Xiaoxiao Yuxie looked at the shadows of trees whirling outside the balcony, and sighed deeply to the parading wind.
"Won't revenge on a bad person become as bad as him? I usually only remember happy things in the past. If you don't mention it, I almost forget about it. Now I can't even remember what that person looks like. .”
It is also a precious virtue not to maliciously evaluate the past relationship because of shame and hatred. He toasted the past with a peaceful mind, grievances and grievances pierced his heart, neither sick nor hurt, and then opened another entangled confession.
"As for why I'm still optimistic, it's all because of my mother."
He looked back at the door, convinced that his mother would not come there suddenly, turned around and continued to stare at the burning point of the mosquito coil, taking it as a hub for recalling his mind, and said: "My mother has a rough life. She lost her mother when she was young. After marrying her father, she only enjoyed a few years of happiness. It is a pity that the good times did not last long. In her early thirties, she was hit by the loss of her husband in middle age. The family’s financial support collapsed, and she still owed a few foreign debts. She formally studied to pay off the debts. Chef. At first, she worked as a handyman in a restaurant and learned from the master when she was not paying attention. Later, a master chef saw that she was diligent and made an exception to accept this female apprentice. However, she was very strict with her, and would severely criticize her if she made a mistake. My mother is not afraid of hard work or tiredness. She is learning art while working part-time. She has cut her fingers countless times just practicing knife skills. She is exhausted every day, and she has to wash, cook and take care of me when she comes home. You see, she walks left and right now. My legs are a little lame, which is the aftereffect of standing for a long time every day at that time..."
These suffering memories must be stained with blood and tears on every page. If you come to relive them at night, how can you not break your heart?Xiaoxiao Yuxie was gradually unable to maintain a smooth speaking speed, and her voice stagnated at a painful period.
Although Zhuang Xiaojie couldn't empathize with his feelings, he also knew that his heartache at the moment was hard to put into words, and he understood that his original intention was not to force others to accompany him to remember the bitterness and sweetness, so he answered at the right time: "Your mother Raising you so hard, of course you have to be self-respecting and self-improving, otherwise how can you be worthy of her."
Xiaoxiao Yuxie nodded vigorously, swallowing tears thinking she was unconscious, and continued the previous narration.
"My mother has experienced countless setbacks, and she has tasted almost all the hardships and sufferings in the world, but she never cried. Not only did I never see her cry, nor did the relatives and friends around me. Even when her father passed away, she just Sitting with my arms around me all night, the circles of my eyes were red again and again, but I never shed tears. People say that my mother is an iron man, who can swallow no matter how much bitterness is in her stomach, and she will never show a trace of weakness. But after she learned that I was bullied when I came out at school, she cried, and cried terribly.
At that time, I was hiding outside the office door and heard her cry to the teacher in charge, "My son is not a pervert, why do you treat him like this?" It was the first time I heard my mother cry since I can remember. With such a fragile and sad side, no matter how hard or hard the day was, she couldn't show her weakness, but she collapsed after just one interview with the head teacher... I know it's all because of me, my mother can bear any inhuman torture , but couldn't stand me being insulted and hurt, and from then on I understood that I was her only weakness. If I want to protect my mother from being hurt, I have to make myself happy first.
So outsiders ridiculed and humiliated me, but I wanted to stand up and stand up, saying that I was abnormal and sick, and I wanted to prove to them that homosexuality can also have a positive attitude towards life.It doesn’t matter if I’ve been betrayed, I won’t punish myself with other people’s mistakes, I’ll still work hard to love the person I’m attracted to, as long as I believe that I didn’t love the wrong person, no matter what the result is, it’s worth it. "
Human nature has a primitive animal nature from the day it was born, just like the sand floating in the sea, some of them still sink after hundreds of billions of eons, and some are lucky enough to be incorporated into the body of the mother oyster, where good and evil, beauty and ugliness, right and wrong , Right and wrong in the battle of attacking and fighting, and finally get rid of the narrow self, pay homage to all the compassion in the world, draw all the evils in the world as a lesson, inherit the blue of the sea, the clarity of the water, and the whiteness of the cloud, The circle of the earth finally condenses into beautiful and noble pearls.
Zhuang Xiaojie thought that his and Xiaoxiao Yuxie's life drawing boards must be in the same color system during the specific time period of "Second Year of High School".
That year his parents divorced, and Lin Xiao left him to travel across the oceans.
That year, Xiaoxiao Yuxie was betrayed by relatives and friends, and became a black sheep on campus.
At that time, he was sad and depressed, and spent his days in resentment.
At that time, Xiaoxiao Yuxie's eyes must have been filled with bitter tears as she lingered at the confused Sanchakou.
After that, he lost his psychological balance and insisted on judging the world from a distorted perspective, for which he did not hesitate to subvert the concept.
After that, Xiaoxiao Yuxie still embraced hope and gratitude. The filth of the secular world failed to stain his heart, but a plague gnawed away and made his life bones grow stronger. Relying on his own immunity, he was in the most painful heartbreak Grow happy roots on the ground, don't need to pray to the sky, but rely on your own efforts to clear the clouds and fog, and call back the sun, moon and stars.
The blood of warriors fighting against thorns will ignite wildfires, and butterflies flying against the wind will turn into blooming roses. The meaning of life will always exist only in the palm of the unyielding and striving. The shining red line shows the most proud feat—growth.
It fell silent before they knew it, and the two were relatively silent, and the starry man spoke for them.A summer night in the north is a lady's jewel box, full of stars and magnificence, when suddenly a shooting star flashes away like a diamond rolling from a black velvet blanket.Xiaoxiao Yuxie pointed to the star trail and shouted excitedly: "There are shooting stars! Make a wish!"
Zhuang Xiaojie laughed at him for being childish, now the stalk of wishing on a shooting star is only used in Jiuliu romance novels, not to mention that this is nonsense, just looking at the intention of the shooting star is also ominous.It was originally a planet that has been completely transformed, and it used its dying light to sacrifice the new Chen Daixi of the universe, and it fell with infinite regret, and fell into dust together with people's wishes.
"Fool, shooting stars are commonly known as broom stars in China. They have been a sign of bad luck since ancient times. You might as well ask me to make a wish for it."
Probably seeing that he was in a good mood, Xiaoxiao Yuxie tried to play the bickering game that she was most interested in recently, and smiled and teased: "Really? But don't you hate others to trouble you the most?"
It seems that his first wish was to act like a baby, and Zhuang Xiaojie was willing to be generous at the moment, so he took out the tsundere person he wanted to see and made an arrogant declaration: "Yes, I really hate trouble, because in my concept Here, there are only two kinds of things in the world, one is 'do my shit' and the other is 'do your shit'."
"Then why are you suddenly willing to accept other people's wishes as Santa Claus?"
"How long have you known me, and you still don't know that one of my important attributes is fine score? The opportunity has been given to you, don't let it go."
"Then I can make any wish?"
"Of course it depends on the actual conditions. I'm not Aladdin's magic lamp. I can't do things beyond my ability."
Xiaoxiao Yuxie carefully recognized his expression, her fingers unconsciously grabbed the hem of the T-shirt, and prayed nervously and piously: "Then, can you kiss me?"
This wish is absolutely in line with realistic conditions, but Zhuang Xiaojie feels that he is more greedy than the insatiable fisherman's wife in the fairy tale, but since he took the initiative to make a goldfish thrown into the fishing net, it would be too cowardly to live up to his words.
He pretended to be indifferent, and asked that humble mortal: "Where are you kissing?"
Xiaoxiao Yuxie bit her lower lip hard, looking like a gambler who pledged his life.
"mouth."
The slight pronunciation pours out a whirlwind of courage, almost blowing away the false god squatting on the shrine's bluff.
Zhuang Xiaojie's heart trembled, he wanted to stretch out his hand to turn this daring brat into a spinning top, and he wanted to find a good posture to jump off the balcony, but what he wanted to do the most was to rush up and grab him by the clothes. The leader shook and cursed.
Bastard, you will die if you are so polite!
In fact, he would repent and beg for mercy as long as he was furious, Xiaoxiao Yuxie, but his nerves may have malfunctioned due to lightning strikes, so he went to Jane and chose to compromise.He stood up and walked towards the wishing young man in the midst of split personality and fierce ideological struggle. He felt that he was an unlucky wizard who was bound by an ancient spell and had to follow the orders of the little devil.Xiaoxiao Yuxie sat stiffly on the chair, her spirit was in a state of high readiness, her shining pupils clearly enshrined an icon of a god, and the man in front of her at this moment was the god who ruled him.
Zhuang Xiaojie was at war between man and nature, and decided to clear his mind to do things better, he neatly brought up Xiaoxiaoyu to rest his chin, and kissed without hesitation.This was the third time they kissed. Unlike the first time when they were confused and the second time they were impulsive, this time the two of them were clear-headed and calm, and the initiative was transferred to Zhuang Xiaojie's hands.In my impression, this is also the first time he took the initiative to kiss. Although countless Ivy has made him an old driver who goes to school, the resume of realistic emotions has never been written. The rich theory cannot make up for the unfamiliarity in practical skills. He holds Xiao Xiaoyu Resting the back of his head, exchanging hot breaths indiscriminately, blushing for his clumsiness.Xiaoxiao Yuxie was more embarrassed than him, she was too panicked to breathe at first, after several times of suffocation and struggle, she carefully hugged his waist after getting tacit consent.But as the kiss deepened, he gradually hugged him tighter and tighter, showing anxious and greedy flames, writhing in Zhuang Xiaojie's arms like a puppy longing for his master's comfort.
At least 3 minutes later, Zhuang Xiaojie felt that his vital capacity was exhausted, and he untied the tangle between his lips and tongue, panting and complaining: "This is enough, my tongue is numb from kissing."
The person in his arms was also short of breath, the long kiss was like strong wine that made people fascinated, Xiaoxiao Yuxie's eyes were like turbulent lake water, shimmering and blurred, forgetting to measure, and honestly opened the door for *.
"not enough……"
"Paralyzed..."
With a low growl, Zhuang Xiaojie hugged him, and his competitive habit took over again. He roughly sucked his wet lips, and his two fiery tongues knotted into an ivy again, attacking each other.During the wild kiss, he touched Xiaoxiao Yuxie's face, ears, neck, and vest, and the place where he touched was full of scalding temperature. He felt that he was holding a piece of coal, and it would burn if he didn't let go, but the other party seemed to be intent on him Take root, cling tightly to the death entanglement, and then use the soul as firewood to burn off his retreat and incinerate his reason.
The dense shade of the trees covered the swaying figures, and the wind was blowing in the clear sky, how many stars in the sky faced death and fell into reincarnation?Maybe breaking through the purgatory of silence, they can also ascend to the sky, and then they will live up to their entrustment and tie the wishes of residents from distant planets collected before death to the angel's shining wingtips.
Zhuang Xiaojie thinks that it is not easy for an older single woman to live in Beijing, and her dowry money should not be wasted, so she persuades her to act according to Zhou Suqing's idea.Combining dogtail grass and Xiaoxiao Yuxie together, they drove to the Beijing-Shenzhen Seafood Market at 3 o'clock the next morning to buy ingredients. After the two small purchases went out, Zhou Suqing made delicious soup and went to the vegetable market with a basket to buy meat, fruits and vegetables , When Zhuang Xiaojie woke up, the noon feast had already been prepared.
"Big Daddy, come and eat sea urchin, it's still alive when you buy it, it's delicious!"
Dog's Tail Grass carried a plate of Yantai sea urchins that had been shrunk and washed, and rushed to Zhuang Xiaojie who had just put down his toothbrush, scooped up the golden sea urchin meat and stuffed it into his mouth.Fresh sea urchins are fresh and sweet, better than crab roe. Zhuang Xiaojie ate two in a row. Xiaoxiao Yuxie brought a bowl of homemade sea urchin rice bowl. The cooled rice was surrounded by apple slices and cucumber slices. Pile up with fat and huge sea urchin meat, topped with wasabi and soy sauce, just looking at it can make people move their index fingers.
Zhuang Xiaojie was very satisfied with the breakfast, and really praised the two servants. Zhou Suqing, who was busy in the kitchen, ordered his son to add a bowl of chicken soup and a large cup of fragrant mixed vegetables to the emperor.This bowl of dishes is rich and delicious, and the ingredients are surprisingly rich. Zhuang Xiaojie counted them, and there are sea cucumbers, abalones, scallops, pigeon eggs, duck gizzards, fish maw, fish maw, pigeons, pork ribs, pork belly, ham, tendon, and chicken breast , Duck breast, shiitake mushrooms, dried bamboo shoots and more than a dozen ingredients, he was shocked and said: "Is this the legendary Buddha jumping over the wall?"
Xiaoxiao Yuxie shook her head: "Mom said that the authentic Buddha jumping wall also includes shark's fin, turtle skirt, scallops and razor clams. This is just a common practice."
Zhuang Xiaojie had seen Zhou Suqing's superb cooking skills during his hospitalization, and had always been curious about her skills beyond the level of ordinary housewives. Seeing that she could even master the god-level dish of Buddha jumping over the wall, he couldn't help but quietly asked his imperial servant Xiaoyu Son: "Eunuch Xiao, your mother looks like a professional player. She used to work as a chef?"
Xiaoxiaoyu Xie suppressed a smile and cooperated: "Your Majesty Qizuo, my mother worked as the head chef in a star hotel in our hometown in the early years, and she is indeed a professional chef."
Since ancient times, the business of cooking has been patriarchal. It is very rare for a woman to be a master chef. It is even rarer to be a head chef in a star-rated hotel. If there is no overwhelming culinary skills and tenacious style, it will be difficult for that kind of man Get together on the ground to convince the crowd.The more Zhuang Xiaojie thought about it, the more he felt that this aunt was admirable, and he praised her face to face several times during the day, and he was still full of admiration when he and Xiaoxiaoyu rested on the balcony to enjoy the cool at night.
"Your mother is amazing. It's not easy for a woman to support a family alone. She can also make a career out of her real talents and skills. If I were God, I would give her life 100 points."
It must be the real steel of a thousand exercises to be praised by a person like him who is proud of the world and despises things. Xiaoxiao Yuxie is both happy and proud, lighting mosquito coils while smiling back to her mother's extraordinary experience: "My mother has been suffering since childhood, and my uncle 5 My grandmother passed away when I was [-] years old, and my grandfather was in poor health. He spent half of the year staying at home to recover from his illness. My mother dropped out of school before graduating from primary school to support the family. She earned money by shearing sheep on the farm and picking up horse manure for my uncle to finish college. That year My uncle married my aunt, and the two of them are very poor, and my mother subsidized the money for the banquet and renting a house.”
Zhuang Xiaojie understood: "It's no wonder your uncle loves you so much. He is willing to transfer millions of dollars of real estate to you. It turns out that it is to repay your mother's kindness in nurturing you."
Xiaoxiao Yuxie nodded: "My mother always said that there must be celebrations in the family of good deeds. She did a lot of good deeds when she was young, and now she is slowly receiving blessings, so I think the theory of cause and effect is very effective, and I try to do good deeds as much as possible. , I will work hard to restrain myself if I have bad intentions."
He was teased by Zhuang Xiaojie as soon as he was serious: "You can have any evil intentions, at most, you are secretly lusting after me."
It made the children habitually hang their heads and scratch their heads, and the really mean-spirited guys further unfolded their evil stories.
"The day before yesterday your mother told me about your coming out. It turns out that besides Teacher Zhang, you also had a cinnabar mole in high school."
Xiaoxiaoyu was stunned for a while, with a trace of melancholy smoke lingering between her brows, she smiled wryly: "What kind of cinnabar mole is that?"
There is no trace of nostalgia and nostalgia in his expression. It seems that the foolish spring dream in his youth has long since awakened. Zhuang Xiaojie commented satisfactorily: "That's right, he did you so badly, it's almost as good as a pustule, and you are also a fool." , How could you fall in love with that kind of thin-skinned little bitch? Fortunately, there is a sensible and good mother, otherwise, [-]% of them will run to give data on juvenile suicide cases."
Xiaoxiaoyu rested and laughed dryly, stretched out her fingers to fiddle with the white smoke curling up from the mosquito coils, and outlined the straight line into a winding cloud map. Zhuang Xiaojie read the pain recorded in it, and felt ashamed for his poisonous tongue, deliberately Forced two coughs, and praised him with cryptic rhetoric.
"Your psychological quality is still very good. You have been fooled for so many years and you still have a passion for love. Is it because you have a firm belief, or do you have a soft spot for scumbags?"
Xiaoxiao Yuxie smiled and pouted: "You bullied me again."
Seeing that he didn't care at all, Zhuang Xiaojie didn't hold back: "Just kidding, it's called bullying? If you have such a temper and complain about me, why didn't you tear up that guy who cheated money and love?"
Xiaoxiao Yuxie looked at the shadows of trees whirling outside the balcony, and sighed deeply to the parading wind.
"Won't revenge on a bad person become as bad as him? I usually only remember happy things in the past. If you don't mention it, I almost forget about it. Now I can't even remember what that person looks like. .”
It is also a precious virtue not to maliciously evaluate the past relationship because of shame and hatred. He toasted the past with a peaceful mind, grievances and grievances pierced his heart, neither sick nor hurt, and then opened another entangled confession.
"As for why I'm still optimistic, it's all because of my mother."
He looked back at the door, convinced that his mother would not come there suddenly, turned around and continued to stare at the burning point of the mosquito coil, taking it as a hub for recalling his mind, and said: "My mother has a rough life. She lost her mother when she was young. After marrying her father, she only enjoyed a few years of happiness. It is a pity that the good times did not last long. In her early thirties, she was hit by the loss of her husband in middle age. The family’s financial support collapsed, and she still owed a few foreign debts. She formally studied to pay off the debts. Chef. At first, she worked as a handyman in a restaurant and learned from the master when she was not paying attention. Later, a master chef saw that she was diligent and made an exception to accept this female apprentice. However, she was very strict with her, and would severely criticize her if she made a mistake. My mother is not afraid of hard work or tiredness. She is learning art while working part-time. She has cut her fingers countless times just practicing knife skills. She is exhausted every day, and she has to wash, cook and take care of me when she comes home. You see, she walks left and right now. My legs are a little lame, which is the aftereffect of standing for a long time every day at that time..."
These suffering memories must be stained with blood and tears on every page. If you come to relive them at night, how can you not break your heart?Xiaoxiao Yuxie was gradually unable to maintain a smooth speaking speed, and her voice stagnated at a painful period.
Although Zhuang Xiaojie couldn't empathize with his feelings, he also knew that his heartache at the moment was hard to put into words, and he understood that his original intention was not to force others to accompany him to remember the bitterness and sweetness, so he answered at the right time: "Your mother Raising you so hard, of course you have to be self-respecting and self-improving, otherwise how can you be worthy of her."
Xiaoxiao Yuxie nodded vigorously, swallowing tears thinking she was unconscious, and continued the previous narration.
"My mother has experienced countless setbacks, and she has tasted almost all the hardships and sufferings in the world, but she never cried. Not only did I never see her cry, nor did the relatives and friends around me. Even when her father passed away, she just Sitting with my arms around me all night, the circles of my eyes were red again and again, but I never shed tears. People say that my mother is an iron man, who can swallow no matter how much bitterness is in her stomach, and she will never show a trace of weakness. But after she learned that I was bullied when I came out at school, she cried, and cried terribly.
At that time, I was hiding outside the office door and heard her cry to the teacher in charge, "My son is not a pervert, why do you treat him like this?" It was the first time I heard my mother cry since I can remember. With such a fragile and sad side, no matter how hard or hard the day was, she couldn't show her weakness, but she collapsed after just one interview with the head teacher... I know it's all because of me, my mother can bear any inhuman torture , but couldn't stand me being insulted and hurt, and from then on I understood that I was her only weakness. If I want to protect my mother from being hurt, I have to make myself happy first.
So outsiders ridiculed and humiliated me, but I wanted to stand up and stand up, saying that I was abnormal and sick, and I wanted to prove to them that homosexuality can also have a positive attitude towards life.It doesn’t matter if I’ve been betrayed, I won’t punish myself with other people’s mistakes, I’ll still work hard to love the person I’m attracted to, as long as I believe that I didn’t love the wrong person, no matter what the result is, it’s worth it. "
Human nature has a primitive animal nature from the day it was born, just like the sand floating in the sea, some of them still sink after hundreds of billions of eons, and some are lucky enough to be incorporated into the body of the mother oyster, where good and evil, beauty and ugliness, right and wrong , Right and wrong in the battle of attacking and fighting, and finally get rid of the narrow self, pay homage to all the compassion in the world, draw all the evils in the world as a lesson, inherit the blue of the sea, the clarity of the water, and the whiteness of the cloud, The circle of the earth finally condenses into beautiful and noble pearls.
Zhuang Xiaojie thought that his and Xiaoxiao Yuxie's life drawing boards must be in the same color system during the specific time period of "Second Year of High School".
That year his parents divorced, and Lin Xiao left him to travel across the oceans.
That year, Xiaoxiao Yuxie was betrayed by relatives and friends, and became a black sheep on campus.
At that time, he was sad and depressed, and spent his days in resentment.
At that time, Xiaoxiao Yuxie's eyes must have been filled with bitter tears as she lingered at the confused Sanchakou.
After that, he lost his psychological balance and insisted on judging the world from a distorted perspective, for which he did not hesitate to subvert the concept.
After that, Xiaoxiao Yuxie still embraced hope and gratitude. The filth of the secular world failed to stain his heart, but a plague gnawed away and made his life bones grow stronger. Relying on his own immunity, he was in the most painful heartbreak Grow happy roots on the ground, don't need to pray to the sky, but rely on your own efforts to clear the clouds and fog, and call back the sun, moon and stars.
The blood of warriors fighting against thorns will ignite wildfires, and butterflies flying against the wind will turn into blooming roses. The meaning of life will always exist only in the palm of the unyielding and striving. The shining red line shows the most proud feat—growth.
It fell silent before they knew it, and the two were relatively silent, and the starry man spoke for them.A summer night in the north is a lady's jewel box, full of stars and magnificence, when suddenly a shooting star flashes away like a diamond rolling from a black velvet blanket.Xiaoxiao Yuxie pointed to the star trail and shouted excitedly: "There are shooting stars! Make a wish!"
Zhuang Xiaojie laughed at him for being childish, now the stalk of wishing on a shooting star is only used in Jiuliu romance novels, not to mention that this is nonsense, just looking at the intention of the shooting star is also ominous.It was originally a planet that has been completely transformed, and it used its dying light to sacrifice the new Chen Daixi of the universe, and it fell with infinite regret, and fell into dust together with people's wishes.
"Fool, shooting stars are commonly known as broom stars in China. They have been a sign of bad luck since ancient times. You might as well ask me to make a wish for it."
Probably seeing that he was in a good mood, Xiaoxiao Yuxie tried to play the bickering game that she was most interested in recently, and smiled and teased: "Really? But don't you hate others to trouble you the most?"
It seems that his first wish was to act like a baby, and Zhuang Xiaojie was willing to be generous at the moment, so he took out the tsundere person he wanted to see and made an arrogant declaration: "Yes, I really hate trouble, because in my concept Here, there are only two kinds of things in the world, one is 'do my shit' and the other is 'do your shit'."
"Then why are you suddenly willing to accept other people's wishes as Santa Claus?"
"How long have you known me, and you still don't know that one of my important attributes is fine score? The opportunity has been given to you, don't let it go."
"Then I can make any wish?"
"Of course it depends on the actual conditions. I'm not Aladdin's magic lamp. I can't do things beyond my ability."
Xiaoxiao Yuxie carefully recognized his expression, her fingers unconsciously grabbed the hem of the T-shirt, and prayed nervously and piously: "Then, can you kiss me?"
This wish is absolutely in line with realistic conditions, but Zhuang Xiaojie feels that he is more greedy than the insatiable fisherman's wife in the fairy tale, but since he took the initiative to make a goldfish thrown into the fishing net, it would be too cowardly to live up to his words.
He pretended to be indifferent, and asked that humble mortal: "Where are you kissing?"
Xiaoxiao Yuxie bit her lower lip hard, looking like a gambler who pledged his life.
"mouth."
The slight pronunciation pours out a whirlwind of courage, almost blowing away the false god squatting on the shrine's bluff.
Zhuang Xiaojie's heart trembled, he wanted to stretch out his hand to turn this daring brat into a spinning top, and he wanted to find a good posture to jump off the balcony, but what he wanted to do the most was to rush up and grab him by the clothes. The leader shook and cursed.
Bastard, you will die if you are so polite!
In fact, he would repent and beg for mercy as long as he was furious, Xiaoxiao Yuxie, but his nerves may have malfunctioned due to lightning strikes, so he went to Jane and chose to compromise.He stood up and walked towards the wishing young man in the midst of split personality and fierce ideological struggle. He felt that he was an unlucky wizard who was bound by an ancient spell and had to follow the orders of the little devil.Xiaoxiao Yuxie sat stiffly on the chair, her spirit was in a state of high readiness, her shining pupils clearly enshrined an icon of a god, and the man in front of her at this moment was the god who ruled him.
Zhuang Xiaojie was at war between man and nature, and decided to clear his mind to do things better, he neatly brought up Xiaoxiaoyu to rest his chin, and kissed without hesitation.This was the third time they kissed. Unlike the first time when they were confused and the second time they were impulsive, this time the two of them were clear-headed and calm, and the initiative was transferred to Zhuang Xiaojie's hands.In my impression, this is also the first time he took the initiative to kiss. Although countless Ivy has made him an old driver who goes to school, the resume of realistic emotions has never been written. The rich theory cannot make up for the unfamiliarity in practical skills. He holds Xiao Xiaoyu Resting the back of his head, exchanging hot breaths indiscriminately, blushing for his clumsiness.Xiaoxiao Yuxie was more embarrassed than him, she was too panicked to breathe at first, after several times of suffocation and struggle, she carefully hugged his waist after getting tacit consent.But as the kiss deepened, he gradually hugged him tighter and tighter, showing anxious and greedy flames, writhing in Zhuang Xiaojie's arms like a puppy longing for his master's comfort.
At least 3 minutes later, Zhuang Xiaojie felt that his vital capacity was exhausted, and he untied the tangle between his lips and tongue, panting and complaining: "This is enough, my tongue is numb from kissing."
The person in his arms was also short of breath, the long kiss was like strong wine that made people fascinated, Xiaoxiao Yuxie's eyes were like turbulent lake water, shimmering and blurred, forgetting to measure, and honestly opened the door for *.
"not enough……"
"Paralyzed..."
With a low growl, Zhuang Xiaojie hugged him, and his competitive habit took over again. He roughly sucked his wet lips, and his two fiery tongues knotted into an ivy again, attacking each other.During the wild kiss, he touched Xiaoxiao Yuxie's face, ears, neck, and vest, and the place where he touched was full of scalding temperature. He felt that he was holding a piece of coal, and it would burn if he didn't let go, but the other party seemed to be intent on him Take root, cling tightly to the death entanglement, and then use the soul as firewood to burn off his retreat and incinerate his reason.
The dense shade of the trees covered the swaying figures, and the wind was blowing in the clear sky, how many stars in the sky faced death and fell into reincarnation?Maybe breaking through the purgatory of silence, they can also ascend to the sky, and then they will live up to their entrustment and tie the wishes of residents from distant planets collected before death to the angel's shining wingtips.
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