Network distribution circle tearing guide

In May 2008, Zhuang Xiaojie went to Chengdu to participate in the National College Debating Competition on behalf of the school, and just experienced the 5 Wenchuan Earthquake that shocked the world.In the few minutes when the earth was shaking, people turned into migratory locusts and fled everywhere, as if the god of death was chasing them with a sickle, crying for their parents and mothers in panic.Although Zhuang Xiaojie was also fleeing at the time, he just followed the instructions of herd mentality and did not panic too much.At night, when everyone else was spending the night in the open air, he still swaggered back to the hotel to sleep, causing his classmates to laugh at him for being cold-hearted, not knowing what it means to be afraid.

Today, many years later, the horror of the doomsday successfully hijacked him, and the sharp scythe of death was resting on the unconscious man's neck. He watched helplessly and clearly felt the irresistible pain.

In a hurry, Xiaoxiaoyu was placed on the sofa, and first he was given cardiopulmonary resuscitation according to the common sense of first aid, and then he took a quilt to cover him tightly, and then rushed into the kitchen to get the phone from the boiling noodle soup.He was completely flustered, and he didn't think that the mobile phone had already been scrapped after high-temperature cooking, and the result was just a few big blisters on his hands in vain, which made him experience the meaning of adding insult to injury.

He scrambled and crawled back to Xiaoxiao Yuxie's side, yelled loudly but still got no response, pulled back the quilt and listened again, luckily his heart was still beating, and he could detect a weak air current even with his fingers.He understands that time is life right now, and the patient must be sent to the doctor immediately. If he can't contact the emergency center, he replaces the ambulance with himself.

Putting a thick down jacket on Xiaoxiao Yuxie, he carried the limp person on his back and ran towards the nearest hospital. Many people had already returned home from vacation before the Spring Festival, and Shanghai became a half-empty city.In the early morning, the streets were desolate, and in the quiet alleys, only the heavy footsteps of him running on dead leaves were heard, so strenuous and compact, like being chased by someone with a whip, unable to stop and dare not stop.Those who are still in bed probably think it's too noisy, that's because they can't hear Zhuang Xiaojie's heartbeat at the moment, he feels that his heart has jumped to his throat, and every time he takes a breath, his chest convulses and throbs.The biting cold wind stretched out countless tentacles to hinder his progress, every inch of pressure poured into the spine and every joint of the body like molten lead, forcing him to collapse and fall apart.But all these malice can't defeat him, his distracting thoughts have been smashed to pieces, and he has no time to feel fatigue. He only knows that he is the only source of strength in this life-threatening trek, and he must grit his teeth and break through the way out, insisting on reaching the life-saving goal ahead. red line,

"Xiaoxiao Yuxie, hold on, I'll be at the hospital soon."

While running, he couldn't help cheering up the unconscious people. His hot breath hit the cold air and formed clouds of white mist, which obscured his vision. When they ran through the next intersection, they almost ran into a small car that sped out from the gate of the side community. He collided, and the moment he fell to the ground, he tried his best to protect Xiaoxiao Yuxie, his left leg knee hit the curb hard, and the severe pain like an electric shock made him accidentally bite the tip of his tongue.

"Cenna, Nong drive out to reincarnate!"

The aunt with lingering fears opened the car window and scolded the daredevil who stumbled and fell to the ground. Zhuang Xiaojie broke free from the state of the pad, spit out a mouthful of blood and climbed to the car door, begging the other party to take them to the hospital, and even took out his wallet and begged in embarrassment: "I will give you money!" , as much as you want, my friend has a heart attack, please help him!"

For the first time in his life, he was begging for mercy. His self-esteem and shame were all withered at the moment of life and death. He only cared about racing against the god of death. The dark-faced and kind-hearted female driver was willing to help him, and drove them through two red lights in a row, and arrived at the hospital in 5 minutes .Then he helped to register and ask for directions, and left quietly after the patient was pushed into the emergency room. Not only did Zhuang Xiaojie confiscate a penny, but he also posted driver's license points and traffic fines.Youdao is to see people's hearts in times of crisis. Zhuang Xiaojie thought that they could meet good people, which meant that Xiaoxiaoyu hadn't exhausted her breath, so she felt a little more hopeful.

However, the diagnosis results are not optimistic.

"The patient suffered acute myocardial ischemia due to severe dehydration due to long-term strenuous exercise. He is currently suffering from pericarditis and pneumonia. We are currently undergoing corresponding treatment. If the drug cannot relieve the condition, surgery may be required."

Zhuang Xiaojie does not understand advanced medicine, but he has a certain concept of the four nouns "myocardial ischemia", "pericarditis", "pneumonia", and "surgery". How dangerous is his condition.

After the attending doctor introduced the situation, he said reproachfully: "Generally, it is best not to move the patient after the onset of this disease, and contact 120 in time for outpatient consultation. You can send the patient to the hospital by yourself. The bumpy road and the huge temperature difference between indoor and outdoor are not good for his body. Minor damage."

Zhuang Xiaojie said apologetically, "My phone is broken, so I can't call 120."

The attending doctor shook his head lightly: "Then you can also borrow the phone number from the neighbor's house. Alas, young people nowadays can't calm down when they are in trouble, they are too thoughtless."

If he was an acquaintance of Zhuang Xiaojie, he would definitely not have such a view. Both the people around him and Zhuang Xiaojie himself would classify him as calm and calm. Reason is his inseparable companion, and calmness is his principle from beginning to end. No matter how big the accident is, it can't disrupt his rules, so why did he rashly make a low-level mistake this time?

He remembered the defense made by the bristletail grass when he complained about Xiaoxiao Yuxie's troubles.

"Big Daddy, Xiaoxiao is so impulsive when things involve you. He likes you so much, so it's messy to care about you."

Caring leads to chaos, and caring leads to chaos. If you care too much about a person, a small ripple can set off huge waves in your heart. Chaos, misjudgment, panic, and mistakes will inevitably fall into a vicious circle of serial mistakes.In the past, Zhuang Xiaojie could only understand this word in a literal sense, but he never thought that one day he would practice it himself. Xiaoxiao Yuxie's concern only caused him some insignificant troubles, but his recklessness this time was enough to kill him. The curse that I personally sent out and returned ten times cannot offset this crime.

He sat on the bench outside the ward all day, as if he was isolated in another space, and the noise around him sounded empty and far away.The blood vessels on his forehead were whipping him like a thick and long cane, his brain was like uneven cement, the dry part was impenetrable, and the wet part was still dripping with watery mud. He couldn't think about anything. Can't think of anything, and maintain a stiff sitting posture for a long time, which is more durable than all professional sketch models.

In the evening, the nurse reminded him that Xiaoxiaoyu woke up, and he started to move like a mechanical puppet connected to the power supply. The moment he stood up, a piercing pain went into his left knee. The fall in the morning must have hurt his muscles and bones, but where is he now? Pay attention to it when you have time, hold on to the wall and get to the bed step by step, and be careful not to let the person on the bed notice the staggering.

After infusing so many medicines, Xiaoxiao Yuxie's face was still pale, his face was so thin that it was sunken, his skin and eyes were dull, and the oxygen tube inserted in his nostrils intensified the feeling of dying. Zhuang Xiaojie felt that he was just a tree. After blanching and wringing out the cabbage, his eyes and nose were sore, and he couldn't help trembling and sighing. I really hope that he will immediately return to the red-faced and lively little fat man when we first met.

He was so sad that he couldn't speak, Xiaoxiao Yuxie spoke first, and called out with a curling breath: "The third watch string is broken..."

Zhuang Xiaojie quickly agreed, moved the chair closer, and moved his upper body forward so that he could easily see himself.

"Am I late?"

The child still cared most about the agreement between them, and he didn't care at all that this agreement almost killed him. Zhuang Xiaojie pinched his own flesh quietly, knowing that he is a dead ghost with wrong views and those in the tabloid news who focus on making trouble out of nothing. JP, who would not give up if he didn't disturb his family, really wanted to tear himself apart for the audience first.But there is still a doubt in my heart, I want to know how Xiaoxiao Yuxie made it like this.

Xiaoxiaoyu intermittently narrated the difficult times when he came here. It turned out that the fiancé of his Taobao female tenant is a super ticket dealer. He has established a strong network of relationships with major airlines, and his ticket scalper business is amazing.After making a bet with Zhuang Xiaojie, he went to beg someone and bought an internal ticket for an overnight flight at a price five times higher. He arrived at Pudong Airport at 5:1 in the morning, but when he got off the plane, someone took his wallet and mobile phone away.At that time, he only wanted to go to the appointment on time, and he didn't dare to delay for a minute. If he didn't have money to ride a car, he ran forward according to the road signs. Drink tap water from taps in public green spaces.Sweating profusely along the way, throwing clothes one by one on the side of the road, I don’t know how long I ran, and finally exhausted, the distance from Zhuang Xiaojie’s community to his house was almost crawled with hands and feet, in the elevator People are already in the fog, but fortunately they are determined, and they didn't fall to the ground with peace of mind until they met.

These words seemed to be cut slowly along Zhuang Xiaojie's throat with sharp scissors. A hot stream filled his nose and made him choke. It’s more than 30 kilometers to my house, do you think you’re a marathon runner? Real professional athletes don’t dare to mess around like this.”

Xiaoxiao Yuxie grinned weakly: "It's almost Chinese New Year, borrowing money is easy to be taken as a liar."

"Then you can take a taxi first, and ask the driver to wait at my house and ask me to come out and pay."

"I was too anxious at that time. I didn't expect that you would break up with me if you said you couldn't arrive before 8 o'clock. I was afraid."

Zhuang Xiaojie was in so much pain that his heart was pounding, tears rolled down his face, and his voice was also pulled and distorted by pain, like the hoarse notes played by a rusty old harmonica.

"Do you know that you almost killed yourself?"

Xiaoxiao Yuxie looked at him innocently, her long eyelashes trembling slightly like the tentacles of a butterfly blown by the breeze.

"Am I sick? What is it?"

"...Myocardial ischemia caused by strenuous exercise, the doctor said that if it doesn't improve in the next two days, it will have to be operated on."

"Oh, I know, my father died of this illness."

He might just have an unintentional association, but it became a strong prediction in Zhuang Xiaojie's ears, and he interrupted hastily: "Don't talk nonsense, your condition is not as serious as your father's, and you won't die."

At least one must have a strong foundation to comfort others. The sad look full of tears is definitely not a good omen, but he couldn't control himself, his eyes seemed to melt, and water kept leaking out, pattering down on the floor beside the bed.I have never noticed the loud patter when tears fall to the ground. Could it be that they are loaded with too much regret and pain?Or is the weight added to the slow pain?

Xiaoxiaoyu stared intently, her weak voice was not comparable to a mosquito.

"It's so beautiful when you cry at the third watch, but don't cry, okay, I will feel sorry for you if you are sad."

Finding that he couldn't stop his tears, he smiled and coaxed again: "Do you know what I thought about the most when I came here? It's the line in "Love Curse" added by the tail. Drive through chaos, break through Yin and Yang, and find his Lijiang. I saw the moon outside the window on the plane, it flew in front, and the plane seemed to be chasing it. Later, on the way I ran, I saw the sun from the window The horizon rises slowly, and I seem to be chasing after it. I heard that the moon is called the Lunar Star, and the sun is called the Sun Star, which represent Yin and Yang respectively. I chase them from night to dawn. Can I be like Mo Ya? Also separate the yin and yang poles and meet the person you like? And the moon has the legend of Wu Gang's attacking the laurel, and the sun also has the legend of Kuafu chasing the sun. Both stories are about perseverance. I use them to cheer myself up and persevere , never give up."

Zhuang Xiaojie interrupted the tear-jerking confession again: "You really have a brain problem. You treat a scum like me as a treasure. How can I deserve your hard work? Who are you worthy of making yourself so miserable?"

His face was crying into a swamp, Xiaoxiao Yuxie frowned and retorted: "Don't say that about yourself, you are fine, I am not a fool, in fact, I am smarter than many people, because no matter how you hide treasures, I can also Seeing your advantages, these advantages are not available to many people."

"Stop talking nonsense. I'm a good person so I wouldn't hurt you like this. You should scold me severely."

"No, you have given me a lot of benefits. Dubbing is one thing, and there are weight loss and savings. I didn't pay attention to my image before, and I became fat after eating too much. I didn't consciously pollute other people's sights, and I didn't have a plan to spend money. I was often penniless after working for a year or two. It was you who changed my bad habits. Now I have managed to get rid of obesity and save money from part-time jobs. The account balance has exceeded 3. Although it is still far from Qin Guangling’s level, I am If you are younger than him, when you reach his age, I will give you 1000 million."

Xiaoxiao Yuxie’s eyes were full of happiness when he spoke. If he likes someone, he will be motivated to make himself better and better, because the inspiration of love is more than any motivation. He really wants to be a big tree beside Zhuang Xiaojie, sheltering him from wind and rain Get shade and cool off.

Zhuang Xiaojie was deeply ashamed. The complaint at this time represented remorse. He wept and said: "When you collect 1000 million, the RMB will depreciate long ago. I hope you will not die of poverty."

The child smiled: "The banknotes will depreciate, but my liking for you will only increase in value. With me around, you will not be poor."

"You...you are really an inspirational legend."

Thinking that her sweetheart was amused by herself, Xiaoxiao Yuxie also smiled happily, and pulled out the quilt with her right hand, wanting to touch his hair.Zhuang Xiaojie held that hand without hesitation, it was still cold to the touch, he held it tightly, wishing to give him all his body heat, but his hand was no warmer than Xiaoxiao Yuxie, like snow covered on ice , didn't help a little.

Is it because he is a cold-blooded animal?The person he hated most at the moment was himself.

But Xiaoxiao Yuxie was very satisfied. Seeing that Zhuang Xiaojie was still crying, she continued to coax him: "I have acted in so many dramas with you, and I have been playing loyal dogs and being abused by you. Can I change my style?"

Zhuang Xiaojie nodded: "From now on, I'll let you be the scumbag, and I'll be the cheapie. You can abuse me any way you want."

Seeing that he took it seriously, Xiaoxiaoyu hurriedly shook her head again: "No, I don't want to. I didn't dare to listen to that sad drama with you last time, and I couldn't help but feel heartache even though I knew it was fake."

"Okay...then we will only have sweet pet texts from now on, and I'll ask Little Egg Tart to ask for authorization when you're ready."

"kindness."

The seriously ill patient has limited energy, Xiaoxiao Yuxie fell asleep again after talking here, Zhuang Xiaojie guarded him, held his hand, and couldn't stop crying, feeling that he was about to be exiled to a boundless desert, losing direction and time , alone in the darkness of eternity and eternity.The sleepy silhouette of the young man on the pillow is the only light he can see, like a moon shadow in the night, a dying firefly on the edge of a dark marsh, if he can't hold it gently, he himself will go out with it.

His heart hurts all the time, it seems that there is a sharp knife stuck in it, gouging it back and forth, his heart should be healthy, and heart disease is not contagious, so why does it hurt so much? Perish in exile panic.

Gradually, he realized with empathy why Foxtail Grass insisted on quitting the circle. It turned out that liking someone would make him suffer, and he would suffer the same pain. A person's body bears countless times of pain. If he can't support it, he can only escape.

Then, he discovered that he was no stranger to this pain. Back then, he had also suffered this pain for a person, and that person was Lin Xiao.He completely remembered how much he loved his mother. In his childhood eyes, his mother was radiant and beautiful. She always straightened her neck like a noble crane, leading him to walk through people's envious eyes.He chased and looked up to the brilliance of his mother, and was full of admiration and attachment. At that time, she was his greatest pride and irreplaceable emotional sustenance.

After the family change, everything was wiped out. His mother abandoned him and destroyed his belief. He was in extreme pain, put all his emotions on the shelf, locked them with hatred, and sealed them with indifference, thinking that he would hide his true heart in an egg like the devil in fairy tales You can be invincible without fire and water.

In fact, it is only for fear to pay the price of love.

I really regret that I didn't open my heart earlier, and escaped from the real end, which turned out to be a catastrophe that destroyed everything.Lin Xiao clearly warned him not to make the same mistakes as himself, but it is a pity that stubborn people are always ignorant, and others advised him to "not play with fire and knives to eat" He didn't take it seriously, but he wanted to experience the fire* himself, adding a sword to his body , The taste of poisoned wine piercing the intestines can repent.But the regrets of the world are mostly empty epitaphs, and there are only a few who can become lifebuoys. Will he be the lucky one among them?

Zhuang Xiaojie unbuttoned his clothes, pressed Xiaoxiaoyuxie's icy fingers to his chest, warmed himself with the warmth of his heart, and begged God to save him from his catastrophe and forgive his mistakes.