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"Poor Yan'er, you may really have misunderstood Wei Guo. You see, he saved Little Moon in the park today, and he should have been by your side all the time! This letter must have hidden his difficulties." Lin Yat said swearingly.

Xu Yanbing sat on the bed and looked at Lin Yi, tears streaming down her face, her mind was so chaotic that she couldn't figure out the slightest clue, a voice hovered in her mind: Did I really blame him?Am I really wrong about him?

The two of them guessed right and left, and they didn't feel sleepy for a long time. It was almost two o'clock, and they fell asleep with their clothes groggy.Not long after falling asleep, Lin Yi's phone rang, and the sudden ringing cut through the silent night, stirred the whole cabin, and woke up all three of them.

Lin Yi took out his mobile phone and saw that it was Chen Jie calling, and the first thing he said when he got through was: "An accident happened to Weiguo!"

Guangsha will collapse

Wei Guo fled from the mangrove forest in a hurry, of course he heard Chen Jie's call, what made him feel unable to face and nervous was that he saw Xu Yanbing walking towards him.In an instant, he had no choice but to pick up the little boy who was still lying on the ground, and fled the scene in embarrassment with the boy's parents on the pretext of going to the hospital.He told the little boy's parents that he was a relative of the little girl, and he was willing to bear the boy's medical expenses and all losses. Seeing that someone was willing to take the responsibility, the little boy's parents didn't say anything, and immediately followed Weiguo to the children's hospital.After inspection, the little boy suffered from skin trauma, and there was nothing serious about it. The little boy’s parents saw that Weiguo was wearing the clothes of a volunteer, and they took the initiative to bear the medical expenses for testing, and even drove the family of three home by themselves. He also understood that the little boy was also responsible for this incident, so not only did he not blame Wei Guo, but he was also very grateful and thanked him repeatedly.

On the way to the hospital with the little boy in his arms, Wei Guo knew that Chen Jie would definitely call him, so he turned off his phone because he didn't know how to face Xu Yanbing.In his heart, he hoped that Xu Yanbing would recognize Lin Yi and Chen Jie, so that Xu Yanbing would have a friend who could talk to him in the lonely south; at the same time, he hoped that Xu Yanbing would not recognize Lin Yi and the others. Then he still has a chance to watch her silently from the side and care about her like he did in the past five years.

After seeing off the little boy's family, he drove around aimlessly on the street.He didn't dare to turn on his cell phone, and he didn't dare to go back to his residence, because he couldn't predict what kind of result would be waiting for him.He was afraid to turn on his mobile phone and receive a call from Chen Jie, he was afraid to go back to his residence, Chen Jie and Xu Yanbing were waiting for him at the door, what would he do then?He is like a headless fly, and like a dog drowning in the water, desperately trying to escape from this world and hide in a corner that no one knows.

Volkswagen Bora drove to a place and stopped, and he realized that he had driven the car under the company. The company is in Chegongmiao, not far from where he lives.He opened the car window, turned off the engine, let himself lie flat on the driver's seat, lit a cigarette - this cigarette is basically used to entertain customers, he rarely smokes himself - quietly looked at the Building, his office is on the eighteenth floor of this building, but he didn't want to go to the office.

He turned on the car CD, and the familiar melody of Scarboroughfair sounded. The magic of Simon and Garfunkel's duet made him want to stop hearing this song in English class in freshman year until now.

...Are you going to Scarborough Fair?

Parsley, sage, rosemary and thyme.

Remember Metoone Who Lives There.

Sheonce was a true love of mine...

He immerses himself in the boundless thoughts brought by the song, and enjoys the bone-biting poison like a sympathy flower like a sympathy flower!

The afternoon sun shines on his car through the dense canopy of the banyan tree, which reminds him of the big banyan tree at the south gate of his alma mater, Fuzhou University. When he was in school, he often went under the big banyan tree. The south gate is not a school. There are not many people coming and going, the big banyan tree does not know how old it is, and its thick branches spread far and wide in all directions, occupying a space with a diameter of nearly [-] meters.For him who just arrived in the south, this is a strange species. The aerial roots on the tree hang down and penetrate deeply into the ground next to it, growing into supporting roots thicker than an adult's arm. , It's really a tree into a forest.He observed curiously, stroking the trunk, as if he was leaning against his grandfather, that kind old man, who passed away with anticipation for his grandson before he was admitted to university.After May [-], [-], he never received any letter from his Yan Bing. In Fuzhou, he had no other friends to listen to. , he is a different kind, the school arranges him to be in a dormitory with his classmates from the mathematics department. In his dormitory, there are all classmates who suffer from hepatitis B disease like him, but he is from a foreign department.So more often, he can only come here silently, sit on the stone bench under the big banyan tree, look up at the dense canopy, and gently tell all the words in his heart to it, just like talking with his grandfather in heaven Same.

Four years of college time passed quickly, and the big banyan tree still looked the same as when it came.The night he left it, he sat under the tree for a long time. At that time, he had already decided to give up the opportunity to continue his postgraduate study and followed Xu Yanbing's footsteps to Shenzhen.That night, the moon and the stars were sparse, he held a banyan leaf in his mouth, and wrote a poem for his partner who had been with him for four years and for his forever unreachable lover:

i have a relationship

That is the colorful rainbow in May

When the sprites of summer still roll on the tips of the blades of grass

The little bird sings its moist voice on the branch

i have a relationship

That's the banyan tree in front of the school gate

How many fairy tales are there in the roots of wisdom

The torso of vertical and horizontal ravines

There are also small insects chirping from time to time

i have a relationship

By the roadside where magnolia blossoms are everywhere

A wandering traveler looking in a hurry

The purple stamens are falling slowly

Is it what he thinks

i have a relationship

Love the high mountains and flowing water, the luxuriant grass, and the white clouds

love is only in the deep bottom of my heart

for facing a permanent separation

What's the point of meeting briefly

The poem was not sent to anyone, and there was no one to send it to. It was buried deep in the bottom of the box together with all his old letterheads.

He dug out his wallet and took out a one-inch black-and-white photo from it. It was a factory registration photo that Xu Yanbing pasted on the stationery in his last letter, and he had kept it with him ever since.In the photo, she was wearing a factory uniform and smiling sweetly, with a clean ponytail and canine teeth showing slightly. At that time, she was still waiting for his call, hoping that he could bring her to his side.

He was dazed and felt tired, so he closed the car window a little, trying to take a nap in the car.For a long time, his sleep quality was not good. He often woke up at two or three o'clock in the middle of the night and couldn't fall asleep after thinking about it.He didn't understand why he was so obsessed with memories since memories could only bring him melancholy and sentimentality?The damage done to his body by years of business entertainment has clearly made him realize that he is slipping into the quagmire of illness step by step, and it has also made him more and more worried about his physical condition.Since about the year before last, he has had a dull pain in his right chest and right arm. At first he thought it was because he hadn’t had a good rest, so he forced himself to go to bed early, which relieved it a little.Last year, the right abdomen also started to swell and hurt, his appetite was also poor, and he often vomited when eating. He understood that the hepatitis B disease would not disappear just because he didn’t think about it. On the contrary, it never reminded him. It has been like a maggot attached to the bone, making it difficult for him to get rid of.He often worries about how he will face his family and friends once he falls down.For so many years, he has been living in a deceptive way, unwilling to go to the hospital for treatment, unwilling to confess in front of friends, and even seeing a small advertisement for hepatitis B treatment, he would throw it away or not even look at it in disgust.

In the early years, the company was small and did not arrange medical examinations. In the past two years, under the requirements of government policies, the company also began to arrange annual employee medical examinations. Since then, he has exceeded the standard by many times every time. In the company, his hepatitis B is no longer a secret.From the way □□ communicated with him, he could also see that □□ began to be reluctant to communicate with him, and there were fewer opportunities to take him on business trips, and he often excused family affairs from entertaining clients with him.After Lin Yongsheng came, □□ obviously began to transfer the business from him to Yang Xiaolong and Lin Yongsheng. When dealing with the cosmetics company, his disagreement with □□ also directly affected the attitude of □□ towards him , It’s been a month since I had a face-to-face conversation with him, and now Yang Xiaolong and Lin Yongsheng are the most famous celebrities, and he takes the two of them to follow up with some important clients. He no longer has the full authority to defend the country as before.

However, Wei Guo didn't care much about these people, because he knew that the company could operate normally, and it was impossible to rely on only one person. The company's profitability on the books these years was not bad, and his health gradually made him unable to do what he wanted. Part of the burden is okay, after all he