Chucheng

Escape is not the way, but for a lonely woman like her, there is really no other way to think about.

The fear that Yang Xiaolong brought to her was everywhere. When Xiaoyue was five years old, she took Xiaoyue back from the kindergarten to the beauty salon. Yang Xiaolong followed her from nowhere. At the corner of a park, he came from behind. She picked up Xiaoyue and ran away. She was terrified and shouted desperately, but no one saw it. Those who heard it thought it was a family conflict and no one was willing to help. Xiaoyue waved her two little hands on Yang Xiaolong's back: " Bad dad, I want my mother! I want my mother!" At this moment, a car rushed up and stopped Yang Xiaolong. Yang Xiaolong saw it, put down the little moon and left.When she ran over panting, Little Moon was standing alone next to the car and crying. She saw a thin man in the car, wearing a mask, saw their mother and daughter reunited, flashed the lights and left .She didn't even have time to thank the owner of the car, and from then on she never dared to take Little Moon on a secluded path, even if she took a few more roundabouts, she would go to a crowded place to avoid meeting Yang Xiaolong again.

She didn't know where Yang Xiaolong would show up or work, she was afraid that one day he would suddenly appear and take Little Moon away from her, she knew that he could do it.Several times, she would dream that Yang Xiaolong looked at her viciously, saying that she had taken his daughter away, and that little moon was taken away by him, but she couldn't find it, and she couldn't find it even after traveling all over Shenzhen. She cried Waking up from the dream, the little moon also woke up, and said to her: "Mom, you have a nightmare again, don't worry, mom, little moon will not leave you, little moon will not go to find daddy, daddy is a bad daddy .” Then she hugged her daughter and slowly fell asleep again.

Now Xiaoyue is nine years old and has become a third-grade student from kindergarten. The things that worried her have not happened again.Although Yang Xiaolong would sometimes call her and talk nonsense to her, and would sometimes run to the gate of Little Moon's school and wait to see her, she knew that Yang Xiaolong still wanted to continue with her.But in her heart, such a door has been closed long ago, it is common for Yang Xiaolong to backtrack, you can never predict when he will suddenly get angry and smash the bowl.Yang Xiaolong and his family, she never wanted to have anything to do with them.The only thing she thinks now is that with her own job, she can educate Little Moon well and not let her repeat the mistakes she made when she was young.

In the huge park, there are many men and women of all kinds. She wears sunglasses, which makes her feel more secure.The sea breeze blew her long hair and skirt, and there were a few leisurely white clouds floating in the blue sky. She suddenly recalled a poem in her mind, which was recorded in Wei Guoxin when she was in high school. Now, she I can also vaguely remember sentences.However, it has been many years, and they are no longer the green teenagers at that time. She sighed softly, and said to her daughter: "Little Moon, play for a while by yourself, don't go too far, mother is tired from walking." Alright, take a rest on the stool over there."

"Okay, mom, I'll go skating over there for a while." Little Moon stepped on roller shoes, with a carefree face, pointing to the stone railing by the sea.

Xu Yanbing put a cushion on the stone chair and sat on it. The warm sun shone on her body. She looked at the distant mountains through the sunglasses, and her thoughts seemed to drift to the distance.

Wei Guo, this name is already far away from her. Counting from when he started to go to university and received his last letter, it will be almost ten years this year. Ten years can change a person forever. .He might have achieved fame long ago, got married and had children, but he would never have imagined that on the seashore far away in the south, she thought of him and that fiery line of poetry:

I like you!

for nothing,

for no reason,

Like magnanimous white clouds attached to the blue sky;

I fell in love with you the first time I saw you!

don't know why,

I don't know why,

Just like love at first sight without complaint or regret.

I've been thinking about you every day since then!

I don't know why,

but know why,

The persistent face of a sunflower that looks like the sun...

Before her eyes flashed Weiguo's flushed cheeks due to nervousness on the village road, and the childlike joy when she received the university admission letter by the city wall... "You said that this poem was written for us, but you I never said, what are you for, and why?"

... I've been peeping at you every day since then!

know why,

know better why,

Even if only secret pleasures;

I walked past you quietly!

Just like the white cloud yearning for the blue sky,

Not a single drop of rain is left,

Do not leave a shadow.

"Why did you sneak, why did you pass by me quietly? The seaside of Fuzhou is beautiful, why are you in such a melancholy mood..."

"Ding..." A burst of rapid phone ringing woke her up from her memories, Xu Yanbing took out her phone, it was an unfamiliar phone number, she answered, "Hello, who is it?"

"Wife... Where are you? I'm at the door of your beauty salon. I'm here to pick you up for an outing." Yang Xiaolong's deliberately feigned excited voice came from the phone.

"Whose wife are you calling? I told you that we have nothing to do with each other. Don't always change your phone to find me." Xu Yanbing had already set his phone number as a blacklist, but Yang Xiaolong always called me every once in a while. Use another phone number to harass her.

"Why doesn't it matter? Am I still Yang Xinyue's father? You..." Hearing this, Xu Yanbing hung up the phone annoyed.

"Bah..." "Hey... ah..." Suddenly there was a shout from the railing on the bank, Xu Yanbing looked up and saw that Little Moon was holding on to the iron chain of the railing, and a little boy and his bicycle fell down on the ground.Little Moon's face was full of shock and fear, she seemed to be frightened, a man next to her supported her, watched the little boy fall to the ground, and immediately went to help the little boy again.The man was wearing a mask and a red vest worn by a volunteer in Shenzhen.

The little boy's parents also ran over at this moment, and seeing that the little boy had broken his knee, they cursed and pointed at Little Moon. When she came out, she didn't even bother to take her things, so she ran to the shore in a hurry.

The man in volunteer clothes said a few words to the little boy's parents, picked up the boy and walked out of the park. Before leaving, the man turned his head and glanced at Xu Yanbing.

"Weiguo...Weiguo..." There was a sudden burst of cheers from a crowd on the bank.

Xu Yanbing felt like thunder in her heart, "Weiguo?" She followed the yelling and saw a couple in their 20s trotting towards this side.

However, no one answered, and when she looked back, the man holding the child and the child's parents disappeared behind a clump of trees.

Xu Yanbing looked at the couple who ran over, she seemed to have known each other, she didn't bother to comfort Xiaoyue, she held Xiaoyue's hand, and asked the young man who had just shouted, "Excuse me, were you called 'Weiguo' just now?" She said as she spoke. He took off his sunglasses.

"Yan Bing? Are you Xu Yan Bing?" The girl next to her jumped up with a smile and took her hand: "I'm Lin Yi!" Xu Yan Bing's round face and a dark mole near the corner of her mouth have not been seen for many years Lin Yi recognized her instantly.

"Lin Yi...Miss Lin?" Xu Yanbing couldn't believe her ears, she looked seriously at the familiar yet unfamiliar face in front of her: that's right, pretty, with slightly brown skin, and a slight smile at the corners of her eyes and eyebrows , isn't it Lin Yi?More than ten years have passed, and the naughty look on her face has not changed at all.

"Xu Yanbing, I'm Chen Jie, do you still remember me?" The young man on the side also took up the conversation at this time.Only then did Xu Yanbing notice that Chen Jie had changed a lot. He was no longer the thin and shy little boy in junior high school. If he hadn't introduced himself, she would never have recognized him.

"Chen Jie, were you calling Wei Guo just now?" Xu Yanbing looked at Chen Jie, who was wearing a red cotton shirt, which complemented Lin Yi perfectly.

"That's right, the one in the vest just now didn't seem to hear me no matter how you called him!" Chen Jie scratched his head angrily, "I'll call him!" Then he took out his phone and pulled out Weiguo's number.

"Yan Bing, this is your daughter? She's so old, what's her name? She's really cute." Lin Yi stroked the face of Little Moon, who had braided hair and a colorful headband.

"Yes, little moon, please call uncle and aunt!" Xu Yanbing blushed and said, she was still a little embarrassed in front of acquaintances.

"Hello, Uncle, Auntie!" Little Moon timidly leaned against her mother. The scene just now was very dangerous. In order to avoid the little boy riding the bicycle, she accelerated her speed and almost fell from the railing to the beach below. The railing here It was more than two meters high from the beach. Fortunately, the volunteer uncle just pulled her from the side, but at the same time, the little boy fell to the ground because of losing control of the direction.

"Yanbing, we went to your house to look for you during the Spring Festival, but you were not at home. Have you been in Shenzhen all the time? Tell me, how have you been these years?" Lin Yi grabbed Xu Yanbing's hand hold on.

"This Weiguo, why is the phone turned off?" Chen Jie hung up the phone and said, "It's so strange, it was obviously him just now, you should be able to hear us calling him."

The three of them reunited after a long absence, and they were very happy, especially Lin Yi, who met her childhood best friend, which made her unwilling to believe it was actually true.It was past noon, and Chen Jie proposed to find a place to have dinner, sit down and talk slowly.Immediately, the three of them took a taxi to nearby Shekou, found a western restaurant, and had lunch together.