love like a shooting star

10.

It was after one o'clock in the afternoon when I arrived at my father-in-law's house. Gao Cheng's wife Ji Rou was taking a nap, so my father-in-law Ji Sixian chatted with Gao Cheng in the living room. Mother-in-law Li Danqing hurried to the supermarket to do some shopping, preparing to cook a sumptuous dinner for my son-in-law.

Ji Sixian and Gao Cheng's father were classmates in middle school and had been working in the education system. Li Danqing was a university lecturer. Their only daughter was far less successful than her parents in work, and she only taught Chinese in the high school of an ordinary middle school.

This is a family with a lot of culture.Ji Sixian likes the iron-blooded character of soldiers very much. Ji Rou was raised by his father to have a heroic complex since childhood, so Ji Sixian was very happy when he learned that his daughter was in love with Gao Cheng. Li Danqing also liked this tall and heroic son-in-law very much. He often said My daughter, we Xiaorou have always been confused in doing things, but we are smart about making boyfriends.The work of the Divisional Reconnaissance Battalion was so busy that it was dark and dark. Gao Cheng sometimes only returned home once a month, and the two old people never blamed Gao Cheng for neglecting their daughter.

At this time, Ji Sixian said to Gao Cheng: "I spoiled Xiao Rou, she was so squeamish when she was pregnant, what's the point of spending sick days at home every day if she doesn't go to work."

Gao Cheng said: "Sick leave is fine, it's been more than seven months, and I don't feel at ease when she goes to school with a big belly."

"Look at you, you still speak for her." Ji Sixian's tone was full of a slightly reproachful indulgence.

"It's because I'm not qualified to be a husband. I'm too busy to pick her up every day, so I think it's good to let Xiaorou stay at home to raise the baby."

Ji Sixian sighed softly: "Xiaocheng, I heard Xiaorou arguing with you on the phone that day, she is not sensible, so don't take it to heart."

Gao Cheng smiled and said: "I was to blame for not caring enough for her. Dad, the old leaders in my army criticized me, saying that this woman needs her husband's care the most when she is pregnant. She is nervous before giving birth and has a bad temper. Seriously. What's more, I have that problem called prenatal anxiety disorder. So I have a few days off this time, and I want to take Xiaorou home and take good care of her."

"Antenatal anxiety? That's too much arrogance. When your mother was pregnant with Xiaorou, she did the housework as usual, and she didn't see her anxious about the busy work outside the house. She was too busy to have time to worry. ! Haha..." Ji Sixian couldn't help laughing out loud.

"Yes, Mom is a strong woman, and we juniors all have to learn from her!"

Ji Sixian laughed even more happily after hearing this: "If your mother knew what you said, she would definitely praise you even more."

"I'm telling the truth. I've been in the army for so many years, and I'm the best at leading troops. If you want to talk about the knowledge you have, that is, weapons, firearms, exercises and experiments, it cannot be separated from the scope of the army. People who are engaged in education In comparison, I am too one-sided, so you and my mother are people I admire."

Looking at his son-in-law, Ji Sixian was filled with emotion. If he could think this way, he was destined to be better than his peers. Sure enough, his daughter did not choose the wrong person.So he patted Gao Cheng on the shoulder in relief: "Xiaocheng, it is said that there is a priority in learning, and there is a specialization in art, so you don't have to underestimate yourself."

The two chatted for a while, and then Ji Rou came out of the bedroom.Gao Cheng smiled and said, "Are you awake?"

"Well, how long have you been here?"

"It's been a while, and I didn't disturb you when you fell asleep. Xiaorou, let's go home after dinner at night."

Ji Rou was still a little awkward because of the quarrel with Gao Cheng on the phone two days ago, but seeing her husband smiling at her with deep concern in his eyes, Ji Rou couldn't help feeling warm in her heart, and the previous little awkwardness disappeared.

The dinner was very sumptuous, and the whole family sat around the table, having fun.Ji Rou took the initiative to bring food to Gao Cheng, looking at her husband with tenderness and affection in her eyes.Gao Cheng ate a lot, and while eating, he did not forget to praise his mother-in-law's cooking skills. The two old people were naturally very happy.

After dinner, Gao Cheng went to the balcony to light a cigarette by himself.Looking out through the glass window, the city of Beijing under the night sky is extremely beautiful, and thousands of lights are connected to form a sea of ​​orange lights.Gao Cheng became dazed, Shi Jin's face seemed to be reflected in front of his eyes, those small eyes contained indescribable emotion, staring deeply at himself.Not only Gaocheng, anyone who is seen by such a pair of eyes will be unforgettable. It can make you feel hopeful even in the most desperate time.Gao Cheng thought sadly, today, you said that everyone’s heart has to bloom a flower, and you always try your best to make the flower in other people’s heart bloom more and more beautifully, but what you leave to yourself is barren... I'm sorry for you.

Ji Rou came behind her husband gently, and suddenly felt that she seemed to disturb him.The tall and tall back is straight and upright, which makes people dazzled. Ji Rou slightly raises her head, her eyes are fascinated. She has always admired him.

Gao Cheng turned around, smiled and said, "It's too cold here, go in quickly, don't freeze."

The starlight in those amber eyes was dim, folded and scattered.He was smiling, but there was sadness in his pupils; he was staring at her, but she felt that his eyes were looking at another person.

Ji Rou also turned her head to look at the lights of ten thousand families: "a successful career and a happy family are things that many people would not envy. Why are you still sad?"

Gao Cheng was in a trance for a while, his expression was confused, and his voice was a little light: "There is no sadness, you are obviously smiling."

Ji Rou said quietly: "the face is smiling, but the eyes are not smiling."

Gao Cheng came back to his senses, his heart froze, and he immediately smiled twice. "Nonsense, what should I be sad about? My wife is about to give birth to a son for me. I'm laughing even in my dreams."

Ji Rou still didn't look at Gaocheng, and said to herself: "You erect a barrier around your heart, and there is a person locked inside. He can't get out, and outsiders can't get in." She sighed and said, "I also Can't get in."

It was windy and cold at night.

Shi Jin walked hard in the cold wind.That figure looked thin even though it was wrapped in a thick down jacket, like a light and fluffy leaf.

Wu Liuyi, a forgetful guy, forgot to bring his mobile phone on the night shift.Forget it, forget it, you can ignore it.But Shi Jin couldn't sit still at home, and insisted on going out by accident, so there was this leaf that endured the cold wind at this moment.He knew that he would definitely be scolded after seeing Wu Liuyi, but he had no choice but to accept the scolding he couldn't help himself.He didn't want to think about why, even though the answer was clearly in front of him.

Gao Cheng and Ji Rou got off the elevator talking and laughing.The conversation on the balcony just now made both of them a little uncomfortable, so they deliberately found some topics to talk about.When he got out of the building and was about to reach the gate of the community, a gust of cold wind rushed towards his face, and Gao Cheng immediately helped his wife tie the scarf tighter.Looking at the seriousness in her husband's handsome eyebrows, Ji Rou felt soft in her heart, and said softly, "Gao Cheng, pretend I didn't say what you just said, and I'm thinking wildly again."

Gao Cheng's fingers gently stroked his wife's wind-blown hair, and looked at her infinitely tenderly.Ji Rou has been pregnant for more than seven months, and her swollen belly can be seen in her coat.Gao Cheng looked at it quietly for a while and said, "Go, go home, our own home."

Another gust of cold snapped, and Gao Cheng tilted his head in shock, but froze suddenly.An extremely familiar figure flashed not far away, and he was suffocated immediately, and his chest felt cramped.

"What's the matter with you?" Seeing her husband suddenly pressing on her chest, Ji Rou frowned, she couldn't help panicking.

"It's okay, it's okay..." After taking a few deep breaths, Gao Cheng regained his strength, and smiled apologetically at his wife, but his eyes couldn't help but drift to the direction just now... There was nothing.

You must be dazzled...Gao Cheng twitched the corner of his mouth in a self-deprecating manner.I missed it so much, it seemed like I was possessed by a demon.

"Don't hold on if you're uncomfortable." Ji Rou is still worried.

"It's all right. Let's go, go home." Gao Cheng smiled relaxedly.

Gaocheng's car was parked not far away.The two walked a few steps to the side of the car. Gao Cheng opened the door for his wife and let her sit in the back. He sat in the driver's seat and stepped on the accelerator to drive the car out of the community.

Shi Jin hid behind a tree, and the not-so-thick trunk could well hide his figure.My eyes began to blur in disappointment, and my heart was filled with bitterness.When he came out this time, he wanted to give Liu Yi a mobile phone, but the thought deep in his heart that he didn't want to admit but actually existed was because of Gao Cheng.He wanted to see him, and even if the hope was slim, he wanted to go to the place where he might appear, but he didn't expect to meet him by such a coincidence.

It was so sudden that he only knew he wanted to run away, subconsciously dodged, and hid behind the nearest tree.

He saw it.

The two slowly approached from a distance, and they were a perfect match in the eyes of the most critical person.His company commander stared at the woman very tenderly, tied the scarf for her, stroked her hair, his eyes were so focused...

He bit his lower lip tightly with his teeth, drawing a bloodstain, trying his best to stop the fishy sweetness coming out of his throat.His chest started to hurt again, as if an invisible sharp claw was grabbing his heart, tightening it tighter... Shi Jin felt like he had fallen into hell for a moment, he covered his mouth and coughed desperately, blood spilled from between his fingers...

In the darkness, an arm hugged him fiercely, Shi Jinruan fell into the arms of the man, he knew it was Wu Liuyi.

"Have you seen it? Have you seen enough? You, what are you doing! Don't you want to live anymore?" Wu Liuyi's tone was almost fierce, and he yelled at Shi Jin with red eyes.

Shi Jin closed his eyes, two lines of tears fell down the corners of his eyes: "I want to live, but every day I live, I miss him..."

Wu Liuyi couldn't stand him like this, he couldn't be fierce anymore, his anger and bitterness turned into pity: "I beg you, please, please? Don't torture yourself anymore, monitor, let's go home. "

"Go home?" Shi Jin was confused.

"Yes, go home, go back to the northeast."

Shi Jin's pale cheeks showed a sick flush, and his voice was very soft: "The two are really suitable, Liu Yi, why didn't you tell me, he is going to be a father soon."

Wu Liuyi choked, tears kept rolling in his eyes.

Gao Cheng and Ji Rou return to their own home.The house has been left unoccupied for a long time, so some dust has accumulated in the house. A few days ago, Gaocheng specially asked someone to clean it, and now it is spotless inside and out.

It was past nine o'clock in the evening, and neither of them felt sleepy.Gao Cheng then turned on the wall-mounted TV, and leaned against the bed with his wife to watch a movie.He chose a movie at random. The picture is beautiful and the plot is not bad. It portrays the ups and downs of the hero and heroine's emotions very delicately. Even people like Gao Cheng who seldom watch movies can enjoy watching it. Ji Rou is even more moved. Weeping while wiping away tears.

At the end of the movie, the hero and heroine were unable to be together due to family pressure. Before breaking up, they met to see the snow scene on the mountain.

In the pure white glazed world, the surrounding mountains and trees are also covered with snow, which is crystal clear and far away from the hustle and bustle.The world is peaceful, and the two young people kiss affectionately, pushing the film to the top.

Ji Rou leaned in her husband's arms, slightly raised her eyes to look at him, her amber eyes were amazingly bright.Gao Cheng stared straight at the TV screen, the two figures kissing each other gradually blurred, and he seemed to see his former self.One winter he and Shi Jin did the same thing, it was their secret, and Gao Cheng never forgot.

Ji Rou put her lips together, Gao Cheng panted and cooperated in a trance, and the two were entangled.Because his wife was pregnant, Gao Cheng hadn't done it for a long time, and at this moment, he forgot about it even if he teased him a little.He turned over and pressed Ji Rou under him, and kissed him harder and harder.Ji Rou hugged Gao Cheng's waist and let the scorching flames burn all over her body. Although it was inconvenient to be pregnant, if Gao Cheng wanted it, she would follow him.But Gao Cheng didn't seem to have any further thoughts, just kissed her, her pajamas were still properly worn on her body, even the belt was not untied.

Ji Rou starts to be confused because it doesn’t feel right.Gao Cheng's kiss was hot and moist, his tongue was inserted into her mouth and stirred, robbing all the temperature and oxygen that could be sucked, full of enthusiasm but so sad.

It shouldn't be like this, where is all the tenderness?

The kiss continues.When the tears fell, Gao Cheng let out a sad cry from his chest. "Today..."

One call, one name.Ji Rou heard it even though it was vague.She pushed Gao Cheng away abruptly and looked at him angrily, her whole body was completely cold.

"You, you, who are you calling?" Ji Rou trembled, her beautiful eyes were full of horror.

Gao Cheng woke up from the confusion and infatuation, and was also in a cold sweat: "I...I..." He was at a loss and wanted to comfort his wife, but he couldn't say a complete sentence.

Ji Rou said in tears: "what do you think of me? A substitute for that person? "

"No, I didn't think so..." Gao Cheng said eagerly, "I'm sorry Xiaorou, I, I'm just too tired, you trust me."

"If you really have someone else in your heart, then don't explain it. Gao Cheng, ask your own heart." Ji Rou wiped away her tears and looked directly into Gao Cheng's eyes.

Gao Cheng was silent for a while, and finally looked away guiltily.

Ji Rou lay down weakly, covered her head with the quilt, and said in a muffled voice: "I want to be quiet."

Gao Cheng stood by the bed, looked at his wife quietly for a while, and said softly: "You rest, I'll go to the study." He turned around and left at random.

When Ji Rou heard the sound of closing the door, the tears in her heart burst out again.

Shi Jin didn't get sick this time, and he didn't even show too much sadness.Although only he knows what he feels in his heart, Wu Liuyi would rather see the calm pretense than see him heartbroken.Great compassion hurts the body the most, although calmness is fake, there is nothing wrong with it.

It's just that Shi Jin is silent more and more often, and sometimes he can't say a few words in a day.Wu Liuyi was also worried that something would happen if he kept everything in his heart, so he always found some topics to talk to him.Shi Jin is a smart person, how could he not know Wu Liuyi's thoughts, even though he was in such a bad mood that he didn't want to talk, but watched his class assistant become talkative, so he had no choice but to say nothing to accompany him.In the end, Shi Jin couldn't hold it anymore, and smiled helplessly, "I'm really fine on June [-]st, I should be happy, and I can rest assured that he is doing well."

"What are you talking about!" Wu Liuyi said angrily.

"To be honest. Sooner or later it will happen, there is nothing to avoid." Shi Jin said indifferently.

"Are you all right?" Wu Liuyi looked at Shi Jin, feeling more and more distressed.

Shi Jin smiled, his mouth slightly raised: "It's boring."

"Staying at home every day is not boring."

"Then... I want to go out for a walk, you can accompany me."

"Success, where are you going?"

Shi Jin continued to laugh.

As expected, Shi Jin really said that he wanted to see the night view of Chang'an Street.Wu Liuyi really felt that his squad leader was abusing himself again, but he couldn't bear to refuse, so he had to accompany him.

They took a taxi to get there, and then walked slowly along Chang'an Avenue.The lights are brilliant and colorful, and the scenery along the way is almost exactly the same as that night in memory.This time Shi Jin didn't cry, he looked at both sides of the street with a smile on his face until he stood still in front of Tianan's door.

Wu Liuyi followed beside him quietly watching his monitor.Shi Jin's eyes were astonishingly bright, glowing with brilliance. At this moment, it seemed that his sickness had disappeared and he had returned to his former vigorous appearance.Just when Wu Liuyi thought that Shi Jin would remain silent, Shi Jin spoke.His voice was very soft, drifting in the cold wind, but every word Wu Liuyi could hear clearly.

"June [-], let's go home." Shi Jin said, "I've decided."

"Oh...then let's go." Wu Liuyi felt that his squad leader's tone was too solemn, like a promise or an order.For himself, in his heart.His squad leader has always liked to do such things.

"I mean, go back to the northeast." Shi Jin said seriously.

"..."

The author has something to say: I'm stuck again.Rest for two days first to rest your mind.