you say, bamboo horse

, he almost showed his heart to Wang Xian, but Wang Xian didn't believe it, no matter what he said, Wang Xian just didn't believe it, what could he do?

——"Xie Yiyang, I like you, but you let me down."

The words before Wang Xian left kept echoing in his ears, Xie Yiyang looked at the pedestrians outside the floor-to-ceiling windows in a daze, and sat alone for a long time.

The author has something to say: Okay.

☆, gossip

It has been more than a month since school started. On the way home on the weekend, Xie Yiyang looked at the young male and female students, and looked at the not-so-blue sky. He always felt that the warm and cold weather was not suitable for walking around.

Since the last time I met Wang Xian at the cat bar, Xie Yiyang didn't talk to Wang Xian much, and even rarely met.In the second half of the third year of high school, the teacher watched him closely again. Even if he lived another life, Xie Yiyang would still feel tired.

"...It's the 'bar'! The one I mentioned to you before. It's..."

"Eh? It's actually... I really want to go in and have a sit. Even if it belongs to someone else's house, let me take a look."

"Come on, if a woman can go in, would I still talk to you here? Besides, it has nothing to do with women, okay? It's useless to go there."

"Ah! Sad."

The two girls passing by held arms intimately and said something that others didn't understand.

Xie Yiyang glanced at the two girls who quickly walked in front of him, and only sighed that the friendship between girls is always so simple.

——Perhaps, everyone's friendship is very simple, and it only becomes complicated when it comes to liking.

"Where are you ready to take the exam?"

Tang Hao's voice suddenly came from beside him, Xie Yiyang turned his head and glanced, and said "Mmm".

Tang Hao smiled and didn't speak.

The two of them walked for about one stop, Tang Hao suddenly turned his head and asked Xie Yiyang——

"Do you like elementary school boys, or men?"

"..." Xie Yiyang was silent and did not answer.

"From junior high school to high school, I find it annoying. You procrastinate, stay together if you want to be together, and break up if you want to be together. I said that you have done very well in the student union for the past three years. Why did you stay in elementary school? You look like a fool about my brother."

The more Xie Yiyang listened, the more he felt strange. He looked at Tang Hao strangely. Although he didn't say a word, the suspicion in his eyes was undisguised.

Tang Hao didn't look at him either, but just looked at an uncertain distance, and said with a sigh——

"I'm always late, even if..."

No matter what, Tang Hao didn't say anything.But these sighs and words were obviously not in Tang Hao's style, which made Xie Yiyang doubtful.However, even though he looked at Tang Hao, the other party did not look back.

"If you keep hesitating like this, I'm afraid I can't help but help you make a choice. Xie Yiyang, if you really can't make up your mind, I don't mind helping you make a choice. After all...you are such an interesting person. Well, personally It feels pretty good, what do you think?"

Speaking of the latter, Tang Hao put on that familiar expression of half a smile, but his eyes did not change.But Tang Hao's "interesting" sentence reminded Xie Yiyang of some long-forgotten scenes.Looking at Tang Hao at this moment, Xie Yiyang frowned, and said in a cold voice——

"The matter between me and Xianer has nothing to do with you."

Afterwards, he stopped looking at Tang Hao, but walked forward quickly, and quickly distanced himself from the abnormal Tang Hao.

Tang Hao stood where he was, and didn't move any further.It's just that he stood where he was, squinting his eyes slightly, looking at Xie Yiyang's back, and the corner of his mouth was raised at an angle, which made him look a little evil.

If Xie Yiyang turned around at this time, he would definitely find something different.

……

"You should go home."

Ah Hui walked to where Wang Xian was sitting, looked at Wang Xian with a smile, and looked down at the time.From five or six in the afternoon to eleven o'clock in the evening, Mr. Wang sat here silently.If it wasn't for Ah Hui who would occasionally go to Mr. Wang's place, I don't know how many people have accosted this young man—after all, people who come here don't just drink tea for entertainment.

"Ah Hui." The young man hidden in the light and shadow, staring straight at the teacup in front of him, asked the young man on the opposite side——

"I like a liar who tells cheap lies, why do you say?"

Ah Hui smiled, but didn't answer.Wang Xian is a very serious person, that's how he felt from the very beginning.

"I'm going back."

Ah Hui looked at Mr. Wang and nodded.

Looking at the boy's slightly lonely back, Ah Hui sighed in a low voice.Although Wang Xian seldom talked about his own affairs, Ah Hui could see his complicated mood from Wang Xian's face.Mr. Wang has always been troubled by the entanglement of disappointment, anticipation, and irrepressible obsession with the person he likes.He is like a ferryman in a maze, looking around, but he can't find another person in the same situation as himself.In this maze, no one else can help except Wang Xian himself.

When Mr. Wang went back, it was almost twelve o'clock.Then when he opened the door, he heard someone calling his name.Looking around, Huang Junyi jumped down from the osmanthus tree in front of the building.

"rhubarb?"

Wang Xian watched Huang Junyi coming from the night, and made a sound with some doubts.

"Daxian'er, let me stay at your house for one night."

Wang Xian didn't refuse, but he still wanted to know why - he had known Huang Junyi for so many years, and it was the first time he saw Huang Junyi's expression like this.

"Xie Yijia seems to have someone he likes."

When Huang Junyi said these words in a muffled voice, Wang Xian gave a slight pause to the hand holding the water glass.

"I asked Xie Yijia, but Xie Yijia denied it."

"You think she lied to you?"

"Yes, I think she lied to me."

Wang first glanced at Huang Junyi's frustrated expression, not knowing what to say.

Huang Junyi likes Xie Yijia, he can feel it, after all they grew up together, this can still be felt.It's just that Xie Yijia's feelings for Huang Junyi, Mr. Wang is not sure.

"You told Sister Yijia that you liked her?"

Huang Junyi replied sullenly: "No."

Wang Xian nodded and said softly, "That's pretty good. At least, it's not that embarrassing."

Unlike him and Xie Yiyang...at least, even if Da Huang confessed, sister Yi Jia would not tell such a cheap lie like Xie Yiyang did.

"This semester is over, Xie Yijia and Brother Yiyang will graduate."

Not knowing whether it was intentional or unintentional, Huang Junyi mentioned Xie Yiyang.

Wang Xian held the water glass in his hand, but did not respond.

Yes, Xie Yiyang is about to graduate, and he will leave No. [-] Middle School soon, and the distance between himself and himself will be getting farther and farther, and the number of times we will meet in the future will be less and less...

Obviously he has decided that Xie Yiyang is a liar, and he has told himself countless times not to care about Xie Yiyang, but once he thinks that Xie Yiyang may leave the city and see him less in the future, Mr. Wang feels uncomfortable.

What's more, Xie Yiyang likes Tang Hao, if Tang Hao and Xie Yiyang are in the same school again...

The passage of time has always been independent of human will.Along with the scorching sun, besides the college entrance examination, there is also a strange rumor——

A boy surnamed Wang in the first year of high school was "doing things" in a gay bar...

The first thing that got out was the girls who knew the "bar" in the first year of high school.It was originally just a small gossip between a few girls, about seeing a classmate—that is, Mr. Wang—going in and out of the "bar", and seeing it more than once.But it spread later, and for some reason, it became "doing things" in gay bars.

Although it spread to other grades and classes, most of them are not very clear who is in the first grade, but most of the first grade still know which class it is, and Wang Xian and his class know who this boy surnamed Wang is. Therefore, everyone in Wang Xian's class looked at Wang Xian strangely.

Mr. Wang didn't notice this at all.Originally, he was not considered gregarious. Although he could sense that everyone looked at him strangely in this rumor, he didn't know exactly why—he just instinctively felt that everyone was pointing at him behind his back. A bit of disgust.

"Daxian'er, where have you been recently?"

"Apart from school, I'm at home? Where else can I go?"

Wang Xian looked at Huang Junyi strangely, not quite understanding what Huang Junyi wanted to say.

Huang Junyi also scratched his ears and cheeks for a long time, and finally couldn't hold it anymore, so he said hesitantly: "Recently, there are some rumors in school, saying...someone saw you appearing in that kind of place more than once...you..."

Mr. Wang was silent for a while, his expression getting colder.He looked at Huang Junyi and asked, "What kind of place is that? Where do you think I will appear?"

Huang Junyi hurriedly waved his hands to explain: "I didn't mean that! Da Xian'er! I just asked. I just want to know why they said that...I just...just..."

Huang Junyi explained these two sentences, but the more he explained, the more confused he became. When it came to the end, he didn't know how to say it.

"I've been to the bar more than once. The name of that bar is 'Bar', and it's a famous 419 place in the gay circle of Rongcheng. But the quality is good. Do you have anything else to know?"

Huang Junyi looked at Wang Xian in a daze, "Da Xianer...you are because of Brother Yiyang..."

"Why do I go to the 'bar' must be because of him? He is nothing but a liar full of lies, why should I go there for such a person?"

"..." Huang Junyi had a bitter face, always feeling that what Wang Xian said was wrong.

"If there's nothing more to know, then I'll go back first."

Huang Junyi looked at the direction Wang Xian left, and suddenly ran a few steps, grabbing Wang Xian's arm with one hand.

"Are you... going there tonight?"

Wang Xian pulled his arm silently, and left without answering.

Although Huang Junyi knows that Wang Xian likes Xie Yiyang, but for some reason, if Xie Yiyang is replaced by another man, he always feels a little... He doesn't know what other people who like the same sex are like, but those people are definitely different from Xie Yiyang .

He could hear what Wang Xian said before, clearly, that "bar" is a 419 place, and Wang Xian, as a student, certainly couldn't have that kind of spare money to find someone in 419, so if he didn't look for it, he would just Could be found...

Whether it was because of Wang Xian or Xie Yiyang, or for other reasons, Huang Junyi felt that he should go to that place to stop Wang Xian.He didn't want his good brother to be said that, and he didn't want his good friend since childhood and himself, Xie Yiyang, and Xie Yijia to be farther and farther away...

Thinking of this, Huang Junyi suddenly felt his blood boil—it seemed that he was about to transform into an ancient chivalrous man to rescue his friends who were trapped in the dungeon.

But when he thinks that the "bar" is a place where men look for same-sex 419, Huang Junyi's blood can't boil. What should I do if I am accidentally raped?But thinking that Mr. Wang was there, he had to grit his teeth and follow.

And that night, Mr. Wang did go to the "bar".

Huang Junyi carefully followed Wang Xian all the way, and finally, after wandering at the door of the "bar" for a long time, he still gritted his teeth and went in.

There is no feasting and feasting as imagined, and there is no middle-aged man with a beer belly that he thought existed.In addition to the wind chime at the door, the soothing light music in the store almost made Huang Junyi feel like he had walked into a coffee shop with good taste.However, along the way, I didn't see coffee, but everyone was drinking tea.

- Odd bar.

"This tea is produced in Rongcheng. It is said that it is a new variety - it grows from water and grows longer than water. Every season, the young shoots are picked and dried to make tea. Because the production is very small, few people can drink it. You come here today. It's a blessing."

Wang Xian sat in his old seat in the corner and listened to Ah Hui's introduction of tea, without saying a word—he didn't understand tea, and no matter how much Ah Hui said, he was playing the piano to Niu Niu.

But even if he didn't understand, Ah Hui always liked to talk about it, and Wang Xian just listened silently.

"You're more silent than usual today."

When he said this, Ah Hui was still smiling, but his eyes were a little worried.

Wang Xian raised his head and glanced at Ah Hui, but did not answer.

"Big Fairy!"

Hearing this shout of surprise, Wang Xian was taken aback.Ah Hui looked at the source of the sound——

A boy who looked to be about the same age as Mr. Wang, was a bit dry and thin, with rolling eyes, full of vigor and alertness of a young man.Seeing Mr. Wang, the boy waved his hand a little excitedly.But when he saw Ah Hui, he had an obvious defensive expression.

"Hello."

Ah Hui looked at the boy walking beside Wang Xian, and greeted him proactively.

Huang Junyi looked at Wang Xian, who was silent, and looked warily at Ah Hui, who seemed to be full of kindness, but did not respond.

"Daxian'er, we are going back."

Wang Xian looked at Huang Junyi and didn't speak.Instead, Ah Hui chuckled.

"Don't even try to do anything! Daxian'er is not yet 18!"

Huang Junyi's defense seemed sincere and naive, but neither Ah Hui nor Wang Xian made fun of him.

"I'm just here to drink tea and sit around. You don't have to worry about Rhubarb."

Huang Junyi glanced at Wang Xian, clearly treating Wang Xian's words as a scene.

Huang Junyi pulled up Wang Xian who was sitting on the sofa, without saying a word, he pulled him away.

Wang Xian followed this force and did not reject Huang Junyi's kindness.But when he tilted his head, Wang Xian saw Ah Hui smiling with his eyes bent—at that moment, Wang Xian almost thought he saw Xie Yiyang.When Wang Xian and Huang Junyi were fighting when they were young, Xie Yiyang also laughed like this.Wang Xian was stunned for a moment, then quickly turned his gaze, and followed Huang Junyi out of the "bar".

"Big Fairy..."

Huang Junyi hesitated for a while, his brows were all knit together, but looking at the silent Wang Xian opposite, he still didn't know what to say.

"Rhubarb, I only say this once. I didn't do the disgusting things you imagined. Ah Hui is also a simple and ordinary friend. I didn't fall because of anyone, and I won't be depressed because of anyone. I know you are Worried about me, but I don't want you to speculate. I don't care what the rumors are. I know what I'm doing. Although the 'pub' isn't a bad place, it doesn't do you any good if you go too much .Go back and have a good rest."

"Hey!? Da Xianer..."

Huang Junyi looked at the back of Wang Xian who turned and left, and scratched his head, not knowing whether he did the right thing or not.It feels like Daxian'er is not angry, but she doesn't seem happy either...

Although he really wanted to talk about this with Xie Yijia or Xie Yiyang, but the college entrance examination was approaching, Huang Junyi was afraid of delaying their review before the exam.Huang Junyi, who didn't have enough brains, stood there for a while in distress, and finally went back.

However, the rumors did not stop because of Huang Junyi's distress, and even became more and more turbulent.When it was originally circulated, it was still based on the fact that someone saw Wang go to the "bar" first, but later, it has evolved into "the little duck who can sleep in school as long as you give money" "The little duck asks you, do you want to date? "A good student from No. [-] Middle School turned into a little yellow duck to sleep with you" and other nasty topics - even the school's forum has related posts.The photo of Wang Xian walking to the "bar" with his schoolbag on his shoulders was also used as evidence and was publicly posted on the front page of the post.There was even an anonymous user on the floor who directly stated which class Wang was from the first year of high school.

In the beginning, Wang Xian could only feel the pointing eyes of those people, but later, those people had already insinuated about it in front of Wang Xian.Wang Xian was just passing by in the corridor, but the students gathered together in twos and looked at Wang Xian's back, discussing in a low voice——

"It's him, it's him!"

"That figure in the forum! Sure enough!"

"Do something wrong, really..."

"That's right! If I were his parents, I would be ashamed to see people! Disgusting!"

"Keep your voice down! Others heard about finding a mafia boss to beat you up hahahahaha!"

"Oh, I don't know how many people have been fucked. Tsk tsk tsk!"

"..."

Unpleasant words kept ringing in his ears, but Wang Xian still lived his life indifferently.

Originally, Wang Xian didn't come to this school because of studying—but because of Xie Yiyang's presence.Now that Xie Yiyang is about to graduate, Wang Xian doesn't know how long he can persist.

Because of the rumors about Mr. Wang, there was a lot of turmoil, and even some high school seniors occasionally discussed a few words.Fearing that the rumors would spread further and spread outside the school, the school leaders also frowned and had to deal with this matter a little bit.

First, Wang Xian's class teacher was called to the office by the school's teaching director to have a talk, but Wang Xian was called to the office by his own class teacher to educate him.

"You usually don't cause trouble when you look at it. Can you pay attention to your words and deeds when you are on vacation? You are studying in No. [-] Middle School now, and you are going out, which represents the image of the school!"

"..."

"You said that you are a high school student, what do you go to that kind of place if you have nothing to do? You just went, can you keep a low profile? Don't make it so that the whole world knows what you are going to do! Also! You are not allowed to go again in the future Yes! At least for these three years in school, you are not allowed to go to that kind of place again! Also, call your parents tomorrow! It's really... not worrying at all. Call your parents tomorrow, and you will follow Listen!..."

……

The head teacher is a rigid and serious middle-aged woman, and her eyes are full of disgust for Mr. Wang.She has been teaching in No. [-] Middle School for so many years, and she has never met such a bad student as Mr. Wang!Actually ran to that kind of place!Willing to fall!

Wang Xian stood in front of the head teacher without saying a word, listening to her rigid and uninnovative education, although his face was expressionless, his back was straight.He didn't mind talking behind the head teacher's or any other so-called "classmates", he just, still a little bit, wanted to know Xie Yiyang's attitude.Although these things were all nonsense, he still couldn't help thinking, what would Xie Yiyang's reaction be if he heard about it?

The author has something to say: I have been waiting for a long time

☆, go home

The weather in late May was already unbearably hot. After running from the sun to the shade for a long time, the heat did not dissipate.

Huang Junyi wiped the sweat from his brow, looked at Xie Yiyang opposite, and didn't know what to say for a while.

Originally, he had been debating whether to tell Xie Yiyang. After all, Xie Yiyang's college entrance examination was coming up, and it would be bad if he delayed his review.But Huang Junyi didn't expect that the rumors would spread so strongly that people like Xie Yiyang, who almost never knew what rumors were, heard about it.

Although Xie Yiyang's face looked calm, Huang Junyi intuitively felt that this was the calm before the storm.

"Does their class teacher know about this first?"

Huang Junyi scratched his head, and replied honestly: "I don't know if the teacher knows."

"Did Xianer's phone number change?"

"Ah?" Huang Junyi was stunned for Xie Yiyang's jumpy question, and then replied: "No! It's just that he doesn't seem to carry a mobile phone very much. I usually go to his classroom directly, or go directly to Daxian'er's house. find him."

Xie Yiyang let out a "hmm" and didn't speak again.

Huang Junyi looked over the playground, seeing that Xie Yiyang was fine, he said hello and left first.

Xie Yiyang stood where he was, thinking for a long time by himself, what should Mr. Wang do with this matter.

Perhaps Wang Xian didn't care about these rumors, but Xie Yiyang knew that the power of rumors was so great that it could destroy a person's entire support, and even make people fall into the abyss of despair, surrounded by hopelessness.He didn't want Xianer to fall into that situation, and he didn't want to see Xianer's despairing eyes...

It's just that before Xie Yiyang could figure out what to do, he "met" Mr. Wang in a corner of the playground.

"You... heard about it."

Wang Xian glanced expressionlessly at Xie Yiyang across the way, then turned his head sideways, looked at the low wall on the edge of the playground, and asked this sentence.

——I still can't help but want to ask.

Xie Yiyang looked at Wang Xian naturally, but he showed more trust than Wang Xian imagined, and there was not even a trace of doubt on his face, just worried——

"No matter what, rumors are always rumors. I also know that you don't care about these, but you can't let the rumors spread. You don't go to the bar for the time being..."

Although he knew that Xie Yiyang told him not to go to the bar for his own benefit, Wang Xian couldn't help but look up at Xie Yiyang.

Seeing him looking over, Xie Yiyang still said in a calm manner: "Although the current social acceptance is relatively high, but in the school environment, you can't freely do what you want for the time being. You are straight-tempered, and you can do whatever you want. It shows on the face, and he is not a person who is willing to explain, so it is actually a disadvantage."

"You don't ask me what I'm doing at the bar?"

Xie Yiyang only smiled, but did not answer.

Looking at Xie Yiyang's plain smile, Wang Xian felt inexplicably angry. He stared at Xie Yiyang and said expressionlessly, "I went there to find someone to make an appointment with."

Xie Yiyang's smile paused, then lowered the corners of his eyes slightly, and replied in a very soft voice, "You won't."

Wang Xian looked at Xie Yiyang with complicated eyes, unable to tell what he was feeling in his heart.

emotion?move?Wronged?Unwilling? ...

Even Huang Junyi, who knew herself earlier than Xie Yiyang, never said such a thing with certainty, but Xie Yiyang did not hesitate to say that he believed it...

The one who believed in me the most was actually this liar who told low-level lies...

"You...you're so sure..." Wang Xian looked at Xie Yiyang, paused, and for some reason, he said expressionlessly——

"Even if I can't now, I will in the future. Because I have enjoyed that feeling, I don't want to wrong myself, and I don't want to live that kind of abstinent life."

Xie Yiyang frowned, feeling that something was different.But he believed that Wang Xian was not that kind of person.He opened his mouth, as if he had made a decision and wanted to say something, but was interrupted by Wang Xian's sneering voice——

"What? Are you going to sacrifice yourself for a young man who is about to go astray?" Wang approached Xie Yiyang first, and whispered in Xie Yiyang's ear, "Continue to lie down and fuck me?"

Seeing Xie Yiyang's slightly changed expression, Wang Xian felt a strange sense of joy in his heart.

As if he didn't expect Wang Xian's change, Xie Yiyang clenched his hand hanging by his side, but didn't answer.

"I……"

Just when Xie Yiyang was about to say something, Wang Xian had turned around and was about to leave.Before leaving, Wang looked at the playground, squinted his eyes and said softly——

"Goodbye."

Xie Yiyang grabbed Wang Xian's hand subconsciously.

"First..."

Wang turned his head first, smiled brightly at Xie Yiyang, then pulled back his hand, and left without looking back.

Wang Xian left the school and went directly to the "bar".

Still sitting in the same corner, ordering the same tea, but Mr. Wang's eyes seemed to be expecting something.

"Skipping class?"

Ah Hui's eyes were filled with undisguised surprise, and he sat down opposite Mr. Wang.

Wang Xian shook his head, but did not speak.

When the screen of Wang Xian's mobile phone on the table turned on, Ah Hui saw the light flashing in Wang Xian's eyes, but Wang Xian raised his arm halfway and put it back again, keeping his eyes on the mobile phone.

The screen stayed on for nearly a minute, but Mr. Wang didn't answer the phone.

The screen went black, showing a missed call interface.Mr. Wang's eyes flickered, but he still didn't move.

After a while, the screen turned on again, Mr. Wang was still staring at the words Xie Yiyang on the screen, but did not answer the phone.

"If you care, don't embarrass yourself."

Wang Xian raised his eyes to look at Ah Hui who was talking, and then looked at the phone, but there was no response.

The screen of the mobile phone went on and off again and again, and then turned on and off again, but it never stopped.

Ah Hui saw that the corners of Wang Xian's mouth were slightly raised, but his eyes were complicated and eagerly staring at the phone screen.

When the phone screen went dark again and didn't light up again after 2 minutes, Wang Xian frowned and seemed to become a little anxious.

Wang Xian held the phone with both hands, and pursed his lips tightly, as if the darkened screen was such a sin.

Ah Hui looked at the young man who appeared behind Mr. Wang, a pair of unforgettable peach eyes, with a gentle and alienated temperament, but at this moment he looked at Mr. Wang with his back turned to him as if relieved, and did not move for a long time. He didn't make a sound either.

Ah Hui smiled lightly and nodded towards Xie Yiyang, glanced at Mr. Wang who had been focusing on the phone, and then left.

When Wang Xian saw the call from Xie Yiyang, he couldn't hide his joy——Xie Yiyang really cared about him, and kept calling without interruption.Moreover, judging from the time of the first phone call, I'm afraid I didn't go to self-study at night.Although I feel a bit uncomfortable, Wang Xian is just happy.But while he was happy, Wang Xian couldn't help feeling depressed—if Xie Yiyang really didn't like him, why did he give himself hope?If it weren't for this hope again and again, perhaps Mr. Wang would not have fallen into such a deep situation.

Until the screen was no longer on, Wang Xian remained silent, as if he breathed a sigh of relief, with obvious loss and a trace of imperceptible panic.until--

A hand suddenly covered his grip on the phone, and a familiar voice came from behind: "Xianer."

The moment he heard the voice, Wang Xian's frowning brows relaxed, and he turned his head to look at Xie Yiyang behind him in a daze.

calm.

calm.

Still calm.

There was only calm on Xie Yiyang's face.

Wang Xian stood up helplessly, looked at Xie Yiyang, but didn't know what to say.He turned his head and subconsciously looked at Ah Hui, but was surprised to find that Ah Hui had already left before he knew it.

"go home."

The author has something to say: I am still alive_(:_」∠)_

☆, why

Walking out of the "bar", Wang Xian immediately felt the heat of summer night.However, even though Xie Yiyang was sweating a little while holding Wang Xian's hand, he didn't have the slightest intention to let go.

Silently letting Xie Yiyang pull him, Wang Xian looked at Xie Yiyang's back with complicated eyes.

——If you like it, why not be honest with each other?If you don't like it, why did you escape the evening self-study and find it here?

That night, Xie Yiyang and Wang Xian did not go back to school, but to the community, to the home where only Wang Xian lives now.

All the way back, until the two of them washed up and went to bed, no one spoke.

The two were lying on the same bed, but neither of them slept.

Wang Xian turned his head to look at Xie Yiyang, turned sideways, and held Xie Yiyang tightly in his arms.

I don't know if it's because I haven't been close like this for a long time or because the pressure of the college entrance examination is a bit heavy, but Wang Xian feels that the boy in his arms is much thinner than before, even a little emaciated.But when he hugged Xie Yiyang, he didn't feel uncomfortable, he just felt relieved.He hugged him tightly, as if he wanted to knead him into his bones and become one with himself.

Xie Yiyang frowned, but didn't make a sound.

Maybe it's because Wang Xian loves sports more than Xie Yiyang. Xie Yiyang found that Wang Xian looked as thin as him, but his well-structured body under the clothes contained an inescapable strength.This power, with a domineering sense of peace of mind, is irresistible.

In the dimness, the two fell asleep in this posture.

……

In front of him was an endless runway, behind him was the continuously sinking ground, Xie Yiyang kept running with a pale face.

Originally, his physical strength was not good, and he saw that he was about to fall into the abyss along with the sinking ground, but he heard someone laughing and calling his name in front of him.

"Xie Yiyang, come and see, my secret base!"

Xie Yiyang looked over in a daze, and saw a child who couldn't see his face happily waving his arms at him.

Xie Yiyang involuntarily took a few steps forward, but saw a child with his back turned towards him walking towards the child waving his arms, the child was just a few steps ahead of him.

Xie Yiyang felt that there was something wrong with the child who was walking towards the waving arms, but what was wrong, he was at a loss and couldn't tell the reason.

There seemed to be nothing wrong with the two children playing together, but at the moment when Xie Yiyang felt that he was worrying too much, the child with his back turned to him suddenly turned around, laughed and opened his bloody mouth , seemed to smile strangely at Xie Yiyang.

Xie Yiyang looked at another child who was in danger, and wanted to remind him that there was a monster here, but the anxious Xie Yiyang couldn't make a sound no matter what!Looking at the child who couldn't see his face, he seemed to be flattering and talking intimately to that bloody mouth, completely unaware of how dangerous the place he was in was.

Xie Yiyang watched the bloody mouth bite towards the child's head, and yelled anxiously——

"First!"

Waking up suddenly, Xie Yiyang turned his head to look at the people around him with lingering fear.Fortunately, it was a dream, just a terrible dream.

Perhaps awakened by Xie Yiyang's movement, the people around him murmured, "What's wrong?"

Xie Yiyang was gasping for breath with his chest rising and falling, and he tightly grasped the arm across his chest and said, "I had a nightmare. I dreamed that you were still a child, and you couldn't see your face clearly, and you were very happy with a monster." Let's play together. It's obviously dangerous, but you don't feel the fear of danger at all, I watched that monster open its bloody mouth..."

Xie Yiyang said that he seemed to feel something was wrong, he opened his eyes suddenly, and saw the monster opened its mouth and was about to bite it down...

"...Xie Yiyang!"

Wang Xian originally only hugged Xie Yiyang, but suddenly Xie Yiyang grabbed his arm too tightly and woke up in pain.

As soon as he woke up, he found that the people around him seemed to be trapped in a nightmare, sweating non-stop, and the hand holding his arm was constantly exerting force.Wang Xian was not worried that Xie Yiyang would scratch himself, he just saw that Xie Yiyang was sweating and was a little worried, so he kept calling Xie Yiyang's name.

The moment Xie Yiyang opened his eyes, he looked at Wang Xian's face in front of him, his thoughts were still in a dream, and he couldn't help but want to shrink back.

Wang Xian had never seen Xie Yiyang's frightened expression before, but when he saw Xie Yiyang wanting to shrink back, Wang Xian stood up unhappily, and put his outstretched arms on both sides of Xie Yiyang's neck.

"It's me, Mr. Wang. What's wrong with you, Xie Yiyang?"

Xie Yiyang looked at Wang Xian in a daze, as if trying to discern whether this person was real or not.He stretched out a hand to caress Mr. Wang's face, and when he touched the warm skin, he seemed startled, but at the same time relieved, he said——

"I dreamed that you seemed to be eaten by a monster, and when I woke up and I was talking about this dream with you, you turned into a monster and wanted to eat me."

Wang Xian leaned over, touched Xie Yiyang's lips for a while, and said hoarsely with lust: "I really want to eat you."

Xie Yiyang looked at Wang Xian quietly, neither agreeing nor refusing.

The two looked at each other for a while, and finally, Wang Xian lay back on his back.

Looking sideways out of the window, the sky is getting brighter...

"By the way, Jiajia, I saw your brother when I came back last night."

The girl who spoke was Liu Yunjia. As Xie Yijia's classmate and neighbor, the two always studied together.Because the time for the college entrance examination is getting closer, fearing that some students will be under too much pressure, the school allows some students who are close to home to go home to review, return to school the night before the college entrance examination, and meet the next day's college entrance examination together.So Liu Yunjia and Xie Yijia have been reviewing together since they came back.

Because he is close to Xie Yijia, he is quite familiar with Xie Yiyang.Thinking of the place where I saw Xie Yiyang yesterday, Liu Yunjia said to Xie Yijia with some worry: "Although Xie Yiyang's image is very positive, it's better not to go to places like 'bars'. Although Wang Xian was your former neighbor, but now in school, Mr. Wang's reputation is indeed not very good, I'm afraid your brother will not be saved