you say, bamboo horse

It is not a top-ranked university, but the philosophy department of Rongda University has always been very famous.I asked Xie Yiyang that if he went to Rongda University, he would report to the Department of Philosophy. "

Wang Xian listened silently, and responded in a low voice.

"Then what major does Sister Yijia want to apply for? Is it the same school as Xie Yiyang?"

Xie Yijia shrugged, curled his lips——

"Who knows. It's not bad anyway. I can go wherever I can pass the exam. But I prefer to go to other provinces. I can also go to see the beautiful scenery of other provinces and have snacks. I have never had an independent space. If the university Going to other provinces will definitely be different.”

Wang Xian smiled indifferently and didn't answer.

He knew how strict Aunt Xie and Uncle Xie were in some aspects of their children's discipline.Once, he felt that they were pitiful, and they were under control all day long.But now, he is a little envious.

"By the way, if I go to other cities in the future, I will definitely send you the local products of that place. You can also come to us during your summer vacation, maybe rhubarb can come too, and the four of us can go on a trip together."

Wang Xian responded with a smile, stood at the door of the girls' dormitory, and returned the book to Xie Yijia.

He watched Xie Yijia go upstairs with the book in his arms, he didn't have the effort of ordinary girls, and was a little more refreshing like a boy.Wang Xian suddenly thought inexplicably, what kind of scene is Xie Yiyang holding such a big stack of books?

When they returned to the dormitory, several other people had almost packed up, and one or two had already left.Wang Xian walked quietly to his bed alone, pulled out the suitcase, put the book in his hand into it, stuffed two pieces of clothes in random, and closed the suitcase.

The other people in the dormitory were talking and laughing while tidying up, only Wang Xian sat silently in his place in a daze.No one spoke to Wang Xian, and no one asked anything, just like their attitude towards Wang Xian this semester.

"Da Xian'er! My dad is here! Let's go back together! Have you cleaned up?"

Wang turned his head to look at Huang Junyi at the door, pointed to the box with a smile: "Okay."

"Hey! Dude has quite a lot of clothes...Brother, you have a lot of clothes!...Da Liu, you have a nice hairstyle today..."

Wang Xian watched Huang Junyi greet his roommates familiarly, only smiled slightly, and did not speak.He pulled the box, passed the roommates, and left the dormitory with Huang Junyi.

"Daxian'er, why do I think you don't like to talk so much now?"

"The homework in high school is relatively heavy, and I don't want to talk anymore."

"Hahahaha! Let me tell you! It's definitely not easy for you to rank so high in your grades. I can't do it. I can just keep the upper middle. There are too many good grades in No. [-] Middle School."

Wang Xian turned his head to look at Huang Junyi, and said with disgust: "If we are both like that, who can take you flying!"

Huang Junyi replied subconsciously: "There are also Brother Yiyang and Xie Yijia..."

When Huang Junyi said the word "Jia", he suddenly stopped, turned his head to look at Wang Xian's expression, paused for a while, and then fell silent suddenly.There seems to be nothing wrong with Mr. Wang's expression, he is still listening carefully, but is there really something in his eyes?

Huang Junyi suddenly became depressed, he said——

"Daxian'er, do you think people get lonelier as they get older?"

Wang first looked at Huang Junyi with monster-like eyes, and looked up and down in disgust: "Have you read too many youth novels? Are you in pain?"

"Fuck your sister! Laozi doesn't read those sissy novels! Laozi is a pure man! Man! Do you understand!"

"Rhubarb, first. You packed up and are ready to go home together?"

Seeing Xie Yiyang, Wang replied subconsciously: "It's just going the same way, I'll take a ride with uncle."

Xie Yiyang was slightly taken aback, looked at Wang Xian and said nothing.Huang Junyi also felt a little uncomfortable. He wanted to leave, but he felt it was too obvious, and it seemed too embarrassing not to leave.He scratched his head and smiled unnaturally.

Wang Xian also realized that his words were too abrupt, but he couldn't take them back, so he could only tilt his head and look away.

"This winter vacation, you and sister Yijia should work hard. Rhubarb and I will go back first."

Wang Xian didn't even look at Xie Yiyang, he raised his foot after speaking, and was about to leave.

"First...winter vacation..."

Wang stopped first, looked down at the ground, and waited for Xie Yiyang to speak.

"So it's here. Hmm... I thought you lost it."

Hearing this voice, Wang Xian unconsciously clenched his fists and clenched his gums.Without stopping, he strode away.

"That... Brother Yiyang, Daxian'er and I are going back first. Let's get together during the winter vacation!"

Tang Hao watched Wang Xian and Huang Junyi touch their chins as they went away, as if they were still reminiscing about something.

Xie Yiyang looked at Tang Hao, his eyes suddenly became sharp——

"Tang Hao, there is a limit to human patience. I think you must have heard this sentence. I don't want to repeat it a third time. I will graduate after the next semester. I don't want any unpleasant things to happen again."

Tang Hao looked at the back of Xie Yiyang who turned around, put his hands in his trouser pockets, strode after him, and said indifferently——

"I just said a word very normally. Could it be some kind of restricted words? Your restrictions are too low."

"Don't meddle in things you don't understand."

"Do you understand it very well?"

Xie Yiyang turned his head, squinted his peach blossom eyes, and asked, "What do you mean?"

Tang Hao shrugged: "Literally. I think the elementary school boy is actually quite dangerous now. If you treat him like this again, maybe if you are not careful, you really don't know where you go. If you treat him like this now, One day, he will treat you like this, believe it or not?"

Xie Yiyang and Tang Hao looked at each other for a while, but they didn't reply.

What he wants is not what Wang Xian is now, but the future.Mr. Wang is born to be proud and reckless, he has the capital to be proud.Even if the trajectory deviates, he will try his best to let Wang Xian have the light he should have.It is No. [-] Middle School now, and Beijing University may be behind it.He has always believed, believed in Mr. Wang, believed in...the future.

☆, Ha...

"The countdown to the new year is about to begin, and that classic song will be played again. Standing on this stage..."

In the house, no lights were turned on.Only the light from the TV shone on Mr. Wang's face.Wang Xian watched the TV calmly, and the host of the Spring Festival Gala spoke passionately about the countdown lines, without taking his eyes off it.When the host started to count down tens of seconds, Wang Xian looked up at the time on the wall.Well, it's only a few seconds before the new year.

Wang stood up first and went to the kitchen.Open the refrigerator, take out the quick-frozen glutinous rice balls, and cook a few for myself.Then I stood in the kitchen, watching the glutinous rice balls sinking and floating in the pot, until the glutinous rice balls floated up and were completely cooked before scooping them up.

In the whole room, apart from the laughter and laughter on the TV, there was only a faint atmosphere of excitement coming from other places.Even the mobile phone was turned off, and it was quietly put aside, feeling a little lonely for no reason.

Wang Xian's calm expression, compared with this dark room, seemed to be separated from the festive bustle outside by a wall of space.Wang Xian is inside the wall, but the excitement is outside the wall.

"Unforgettable—tonight—unforgettable tonight—"

Listening to this classic song, Wang Xian's always indifferent eyes suddenly drifted away.

—Your neck is so soft.

That year's New Year's Day, Wang Xian didn't react in time when he was sleepy, but at this moment, it suddenly appeared in his mind and couldn't get rid of it.

Wang Xian even remembered that year, when he knew a little about his feelings, he was at a loss when facing Xie Yiyang, and even avoided Xie Yiyang a little bit.At that time, Xie Yiyang was still very kind to him, his house was right next to his own, and even when they were spending the night together, he could still doze off with his pillow on Xie Yiyang's shoulder.

In another half a year... or even less than half a year, Xie Yiyang will graduate from No. [-] Middle School, and it will be even harder to see Xie Yiyang in the future.I wonder if Xie Yiyang will be forgotten at that time?

Looking at the various images on the TV, Wang Xian suddenly stretched out his hand, as if he wanted to turn off the TV, but hesitated for a while.

When he turned off the TV and went out with the keys, Wang Xian felt quite calm, never before.

Try to choose a place with dim lights, walk out of the community all the way, walk to the street, and walk to the city center.

Because of the Chinese New Year, most of the shops on the street are closed, and there are very few pedestrians.The winter wind blows on the face, carrying the severe cold that is unique to winter, making the paddle a little painful.But Mr. Wang didn't care about these things. His face was calm, but his eyes were full of paranoia, and he walked towards a place purposefully.

That place was a store that I overheard a few girls in the class discussing by chance. I heard that it was a low-key but famous store.But Mr. Wang didn't know whether the store would still be open during the Chinese New Year. He just... suddenly wanted to go, and wanted to confirm something.

"Jingle - jingle -"

Pushing open the door in the deep winter, Wang Xian heard the crisp sound of wind chimes, which shocked him in such a quiet night.

Standing at the door, the door behind him slowly closed, everything in front of him seemed to be different from the scene Wang Xian had imagined.

"Looking for someone?" A gentle male voice came from the left, and after a while, footsteps were heard approaching.

Wang Xian came here for the first time, but for some reason, he didn't feel nervous.He looked at the source of the sound, a man walking from the left.When he saw this man for the first time, Wang Xian felt that this man was a bit like Xie Yiyang—they were all gentle and smiling.

But there are some differences between them - Xie Yiyang's gentleness carries a distance, but this person's gentleness makes people feel...feeling sincere.

"I'm resting in the bar today. No one comes, maybe you can't find the person you want."

Wang Xian looked at the young man in the gray sweater on the opposite side, lowered his eyes slightly, was silent for a while, and asked——

"Can I sit down? I want a drink."

Maybe it was because he had seen too many different people, the young man opposite him didn't ask any more questions, but instead smiled and turned sideways, making a gesture of invitation.

Wang Xian responded politely and walked towards the aisle on the left.

Maybe it's because of the Chinese New Year, it's pretty clean all the way here.Occasionally, one or two people just brushed past Mr. Wang lightly, and continued to drink tea—yes, tea.The people sitting here are actually drinking tea.

Wang Xian thought that "bars" were full of feasting and feasting, but he didn't expect that this bar would be so strange.

"Sit freely, there are not many people today anyway. What do you want to drink?"

The gentle young man led Wang Xian to a place similar to the hall, and said such a sentence.Seeing Wang Xian secretly observing the hall, he seemed a little surprised, the man smiled and said: "I forgot to introduce, I am Ah Hui, I'm going home. This is a bar. Although the name is 'Bar', it only serves tea."

"I thought this was an ordinary bar."

Ah Hui smiled, "It's about the same. Here, you will know after a while."

Wang Xian nodded, looking at Ah Hui's back as he turned and left, Xie Yiyang's face always appeared in his mind.

Knowing the "bar", I accidentally overheard it when the girls at the front table were chatting.That's right... this place is a well-known gay bar in Rongshi, and it's also a good hunting place for 419 targets.But Wang came here first, just to make sure if he would react to other men.

Because it is the first time to come to the "bar", I don't know what the regulations are here, and I don't know how to consume.But before coming here, Wang Xian had already made a budget, as long as it didn't exceed, he could afford it.But what to say?Especially since he is only a high school student.If you tell Ah Hui, will Ah Hui feel that he is just a student, and then laugh it off perfunctorily?if……

"What are you thinking about?"

"what?"

Wang Xian raised his head suddenly, and found that Ah Hui was already sitting opposite him with a tea set.

"Have you found the person you were looking for?"

Wang Xian raised his eyes to look at Ah Hui, but the other party focused on the tea set in his hand and did not look at Wang Xian.

Wang Xian didn't know who he was looking for, but he was indeed looking for someone.Not knowing how to answer, he simply remained silent.

"Have a cup of tea. There are a few guests over there who are also single. If you are interested, you can talk to them. I'm at the bar. If you want to find me, just go there."

Wang Xian nodded, looked at Ah Hui, turned and left with a smile.

It was very quiet in the "bar".Except for the occasional sound of a teacup resting on the table, there was almost no sound.Wang Xian didn't know whether it was because of the lack of people during the Chinese New Year, or if it was just like this, he just sat there blankly, his eyes unconsciously drifting towards Ah Hui, but when he was freezing Ah Hui, he thought of Xie Yiyang's face.

Wang Xian didn't know how long he had been sitting in the "bar", but when he woke up in a daze, Ah Hui was no longer at the bar, and there was an extra blanket on his body.

Because he didn't bring his mobile phone with him when he went out, Mr. Wang didn't know the time.The surrounding lights were dimmed, and it seemed that no one was there.

"Ah Hui?"

Wang Xian called out tentatively, but no one responded.

Wang Xian doesn't know why this is a bit strange.He got up and walked towards the bar extension.There seems to be a corridor and several rooms inside.

Wang Xian looked at the dark aisle, and stopped hesitantly.

"are you awake?"

A word suddenly came out from behind, which startled Wang Xian.

"There are rooms inside, but they are all exclusive."

"I just……"

"Generally, people who come here are single. Sometimes they fall in love with each other, or they may be together... for one night."

Ah Hui looked at Wang Xian with a smile: "Have you found the person you are looking for?"

Wang Xian shook his head, but did not answer.

"Today is the new year. Confused teenager, happy new year."

"Why...you find me confused?"

"Your eyes, your behavior, the way you walk, the way you drink tea, all clearly show your confusion. I think you may be more suitable for the school than the bar."

Wang Xian followed Ah Hui back to his seat, frowned and said, "Are you belittling me?"

Ah Hui shook his head: "It's just admonition. You are too serious."

Wang Xian looked at the cold tea on the table and didn't speak.

Ah Hui just looked at Wang Xian like that, as if looking at his past self.He also couldn't explain why, the first time he saw this child, he felt that this child was too pure and serious.It looked like he was just a high school student, but the other party's demeanor was on the edge of a high school boy.He didn't know where Wang Xian heard about this address, he must have found it, but he came here once in a while and just happened to meet Wang Xian, probably because of fate.It's just that he still feels that the other party is more suitable for the school.

"Thank you for the tea, where can I pay the bill?"

"It's my treat. The next time you come, you will be charged."

Wang Xian looked at Ah Hui, but didn't reply.

"Go home early. This is not for you."

Wang Xian looked at the other party's sincere smile and didn't know what to say.In this way, he left the "bar" silently.

On a cold winter morning, with a strong festive atmosphere on the street, Wang Xian put his hands in his pockets and walked home step by step.He suddenly felt that what he did when he came to the "bar" last night seemed completely stupid.I didn't find the answer I wanted to know.It doesn't make any sense at all.

Wang Xian stopped, looked at the deserted street, turned around suddenly, and ran towards the "bar".

——Now that you have come out, you have to find the answer you want.

Pushing open the door of the "bar", the wind chime at the door still rings crisply.Wang Xian was covered with cold, panting heavily, and ran to the bar counter, but he didn't see Ah Hui.

"Did you forget something? You ran in such a hurry."

Wang Xian shook his head, calmed down for a while, looked at Ah Hui, and asked him——

"419?"

Ah Hui looked at Wang Xian with a puzzled face, as if he didn't understand what Wang Xian said.

"I just...wanted to try. Will you agree?"

Ah Hui smiled gently, looked at Wang Xian, seemed to sigh, and said——

"You are not suitable here. Do you know how to find another person from 419 in a normal bar?"

Wang Xian was about to shake his head when he heard the other party continue without any pause: "Most people will bring their own pack of cigarettes. In the bar, you take apart the cigarettes, take out half of them, and light one yourself. If you like it, you can buy it yourself." Will pull out the half and light it. It's kind of the default rule of thumb."

Ah Hui looked at Wang Xian and didn't say any more.

Wang Xian looked at Ah Hui persistently, waiting for Ah Hui's answer.He needs to know if he will change his mind when facing other men.Is it possible that besides Xie Yiyang, he also likes other people of the same sex?

"you……"

☆, Ha,

Nothing happened to Wang Xian and Ah Hui that day.

Wang Xian couldn't think of the reason why Ah Hui rejected him, just like he couldn't find the reason why Xie Yiyang suddenly became indifferent to him.

During that winter vacation, Wang Xian couldn't tell what it was like.

After he came back that day, he called Papa Wang and Mama Wang each, then turned off his mobile phone, unplugged the network cable at home, and started a life of refusing the outside world.

Mr. Wang doesn't even watch TV. Apart from doing homework every day, he just sits in his room in a daze.Someone knocked on the door, and Wang Xian didn't know it. Sometimes Wang Xian lay on the bed and could hear Huang Junyi calling himself.But he shouldn't.He couldn't explain why, but he just didn't want to move, talk, or meet people.

"This winter vacation, it seems that Da Xian'er has never come out. I don't know if Da Xian'er has gone to his uncle or aunt's house. Anyway, no one has seen him in the community. But there are indeed people in his house. Sometimes , you can see some lights at night."

Xie Yiyang listened to Huang Junyi's anxious voice on the other end of the phone, and unconsciously clenched the phone in his hand.He sent Wang Xian a New Year greeting message, but the other party did not reply, and the phone was always turned off.He always thought that it was Wang Xian who didn't want to pay attention to him, but now, he suddenly felt that Wang Xian was going to give up something?Or started to fall?

"Brother Yiyang, why don't you go and see Daxian'er. He used to listen to you the most. You go and see him, in case there is something wrong with him..."

"I'll be over in a moment."

Taking his coat and changing his shoes, Xie Yiyang hurried to the bus stop.After waiting for a few minutes, but there was no bus, Xie Yiyang walked a few steps to the street and hailed a taxi.

Along the way, Xie Yiyang wondered if he had done something wrong.Did he confuse Wang Xian from the previous life with this young man now?The current Wang Xian is just a young man, he is not mature enough, rational enough, or hard enough.Did he let go so suddenly, did it have the opposite effect on Wang Xian?

"I think Daxian'er is in the house, but no matter how much I shout, he doesn't say a word. The mobile phone is also turned off, and the landline is not answered."

When Xie Yiyang arrived, Huang Junyi seemed to have grasped at straws, talking anxiously about Mr. Wang's current situation.

Xie Yiyang frowned and remained silent for a while, then knocked on the door——

"Sir, are you there?"

The moment he heard Xie Yiyang's voice, Wang Xian was stunned for a moment, and then he laughed at himself and felt that he was a little sad - he had already had auditory hallucinations, and he even thought that Xie Yiyang would come to find him.

"First, you open the door first, don't keep it in your heart if you have anything to do."

That... is really Xie Yiyang's voice.Wang Xian sat up abruptly, quietly listening to the voice outside the door.

"First, don't abuse yourself. No matter what, you open the door first. No matter what happens, let's talk it out and solve it together, okay?"

Wang put on his shoes first, walked to the door, grabbed the handle in his hand, and stopped again.

Xie Yiyang and Huang Junyi outside also looked at each other—there was movement inside.

"Xiao Er, you open the door, let's come in and talk about it?"

"Da Xian'er! Don't keep yourself in the room. I haven't seen you out for the whole winter vacation. Are you a brother!? If you are a brother, hurry up..."

Before Huang Junyi could say the word "door", the door slowly opened.

Originally, Huang Junyi and Xie Yiyang thought that Mr. Wang must be unkempt because he was bored at home throughout the winter vacation.Unexpectedly, when he opened the door, Mr. Wang looked clean, but his complexion was not very good.

"Daxian'er, you scared me to death! I thought something happened to you."

Wang first looked at Huang Junyi for a while, then turned to look at Xie Yiyang.

Those peach blossom eyes are still so beautiful, once you look in, you can't move your eyes away.

The three of them stood at the door for a while, and Huang Junyi was the first to react.He patted Mr. Wang on the shoulder, and entered the room laughing.

Seeing Wang Xian's appearance, Xie Yiyang felt pain in his heart.

It is not full of vigor or brilliance as envisioned in the plan, and even those prides seem to have become peaceful.This is not the Wang Xian he knew, but it is also because of his existence that he became such a Wang Xian.

"Daxian'er, you don't go out for the whole winter vacation, what do you eat?"

"Dumplings, glutinous rice balls, noodles, instant noodles, biscuits, milk, purified water."

Huang Junyi looked at Wang Xian and gave a thumbs up: "You are awesome!"

Xie Yiyang glanced at the packaging bag in the trash can, feeling very complicated.

"Fuck! Da Xian'er! Are you reading books and doing your homework during the winter vacation? You are trying to scare me to death! This pile of books! No, I have to learn from it. I still have a lot to write!"

When Huang Junyi came out of Mr. Wang's room, he was like "fucking shit". After reading those books, he took away some homework for the winter vacation, and then went back to learn from them.

"School will start in a few days. It's good to know that Daxian'er is fine. I'll go back and learn from it now, so as not to have any accidents at the beginning of school. Brother Yiyang, as long as you are here, I will go back first."

After Huang Junyi left, the room became quiet.Standing in the living room, Xie Yiyang looked at Mr. Wang in pajamas, and wanted to speak several times, but failed to utter a word.

On the contrary, Wang Xian looked unusually calm.It's just that those fox eyes no longer have the crescent crescents of the past, and with his current calm, it seems that there is a sense of arrogance.That kind of cold arrogance that is revealed unconsciously, being different from others.

Seeing Wang Xian like this, Xie Yiyang suddenly felt that even though his rebirth disrupted Wang Xian's original life track, Wang Xian was still Wang Xian, and the pride in his bones was still there.

"What do you want to say?" Wang Xian looked at Xie Yiyang and said softly, "Xie Yiyang."

"Mr. Wang..."

As if returning to the embarrassment of the previous life, he stood outside the door of the selling gold cave, Wang Xian had a smile on his face, but looked at him without the slightest concern in his eyes.That sense of existence that cannot be ignored, that subtle mood of wanting to escape...

Wang Xian watched Xie Yiyang take a step back, frowned, tilted his head, and looked over with doubts in his eyes.

Xie Yiyang stood on the spot looking a little embarrassed, and Wang Xian was at a loss as to what to do.

"Let's go out and have dinner together."

Xie Yiyang lowered his eyebrows slightly, trying to calm himself to say this sentence.After not hearing Wang Xian's response for a while, Xie Yiyang raised his eyes, only to find that Wang Xian was looking at him straightly.

"You are... a little strange today."

Xie Yiyang was a little speechless, but seeing Wang Xian finished speaking, he turned around and went back to his room—presumably to change clothes.

Xie Yiyang turned around and tried to calm himself down.Although he himself couldn't explain why he had such a big mood swing.

After eating, the two went to the cat bar to sit for an afternoon.

The layout is still the same as before, and the seats chosen by the two have not changed.Only this time, no one named Tang Hao made Mr. Wang feel an eyesore.

"Why did you lock yourself in the house? You don't use your phone, and you don't go online."

"I just don't want to go out, and I don't want to contact anyone." Wang Xian looked at Xie Yiyang, "You will not take the initiative to contact me."

"...Uncles and aunts will be anxious if you're like this. Huang Junyi has been worried too..."

"But you don't care. If Da Huang didn't tell you, would you know? Xie Yiyang, if you don't want to be with me, then don't give me hope. I like you, you know I like you, but you I'm hot and cold... Xie Yiyang, I'm also human, and I'll be sad too, you know that?"

Xie Yiyang looked straight at Wang Xian, the boy who grew up with him, and suddenly became speechless.

"Xie Yiyang, I said before, I like you, even if you like Tang Hao..."

"I don't..."

"You don't need to explain to me, I told you, even if you like Tang Hao, even if you are with Tang Hao, I still like you. I tried, what if I don't like you, but I can't control my heart. "

Xie Yiyang looked at Wang Xian, and watched Wang Xian say these words calmly.I don't know if it's because the winter vacation is too long, but he always feels that the Wang Xian facing him is very strange, and he even has the illusion that he is talking to the Wang Xian from the previous life.

Xie Yiyang was silent for a long time, thinking whether to tell Mr. Wang about his rebirth.He didn't want to deceive Wang Xian, he didn't want to lose Wang Xian, and he didn't want Wang Xian to misunderstand him.During this winter vacation, Xie Yiyang was also worried about Mr. Wang's state - he only separated from Mr. Wang for so long, and Mr. Wang's personality changed so quickly. Will become an acquainted stranger?

After weighing for a long time, Xie Yiyang finally decided to tell Mr. Wang everything.

"First of all, I know how you feel, but I also hope you can understand what I'm thinking. You are very important to me. Maybe I never said I like you, but if it wasn't because of liking, I wouldn't Would you like to be under anyone, do you understand? I don’t know why you think I like Tang Hao, but it’s impossible for me to like him. Because I... have seen him and you in my last life. I know Tang Hao when he is an adult What kind of person you are, I also know you."

Wang Xian listened very seriously at first, and even his fox eyes began to smile with stars.But after hearing the back, Wang Xian was at a loss, not knowing what Xie Yiyang was talking about.

"The last time you said..."

Xie Yiyang stretched out a hand to press it, and said: "Listen to me first. I am a person who died once, but when I opened my eyes again, it was not death, but returning to my childhood. Even later, Because of my request, my family also moved away from the original residence. I just didn't expect that I would live next to your house by such a coincidence. I still remember the first time I saw you, you didn't seem to like me. I ran away. After school started, our two families went to sign up together. You seemed to be resistant to me, and you looked awkward. You were really cute. I thought it was amazing at the time. When you grow up, you are so flamboyant. When I was a child, I was just a naughty and cute child.

"At that time, I thought that my rebirth was just like this. I just changed my residence, changed my school, and changed my environment. But later, some things slowly changed. I found that some things were different from the previous life. It’s the same. At the beginning, I noticed that you started to borrow at my house frequently, or that during the time I lived in your house, I instinctively felt that you seemed to have changed, but I refused to think about it at the time. Then it was Uncle and aunt do not seem to be as harmonious as in the previous life, and even separated later. What scares me the most is that Tang Hao appeared in the third year of junior high school, and he was in the same school as you and me. In high school, we were even in the same school. A school. These are different from the previous life. These things make me feel annoyed and blame myself-if it weren’t for me, my uncles and aunts would definitely be the same as the previous life, and your personality would not have changed so much. The most important thing is , I didn't expect you to tell me that you like me."

When Xie Yiyang said this, he paused, as if organizing his words.

"You may not know that in your last life, you had a fiancée who was both talented and beautiful. You loved her very much, and you missed her even when you were out with your friends. So I know that you originally liked girls. In addition, the few of us had been playing together at that time, and you were just in puberty. I was afraid that you would not understand these things and just regarded fun as emotion, so later I forced myself to be cold to you. You will return to the original track, you will become the original proud Wang Xian, and you will meet the lover you would have met later.

"But this winter vacation, I was thinking, did I do something wrong, did I push you in the opposite direction. I want you to be independent, proud, and radiant, not withdrawn. If you really If you don't like girls, I don't want to force you anymore. Even if you can't go back to the past track, as long as you are happy, as long as you are good, it doesn't matter even if you don't like girls. I have also thought about it, if we are together , What will happen. But a hypothesis without strength is just a phantom. I hope that I will be with you in the real future."

From the very beginning, Wang Xian wanted to interrupt, but later he quietly waited for Xie Yiyang to finish speaking, and suddenly felt a lot of disappointment in his heart.

He didn't even know if it was because he hadn't been in touch with Xie Yiyang for too long, so he didn't know that Xie Yiyang had become a person full of lies—even such inferior lies.However, he didn't understand why Xie Yiyang would say such ridiculous things.The only one who can be justified is Tang Hao.Thinking about Xie Yiyang actually telling such a story for Tang Hao, Wang Xian only felt like laughing.Even when Xie Yiyang said these things, his expression and eyes performed very well, as if he had really experienced it.But such a story... Does Xie Yiyang still treat him as a child?Or, as a fool?

"Xie Yiyang, if you just pity me and want me to have the courage to live better, there is really no need to make up such a story. You deliberately didn't mention Tang Hao, or even just passed it by, what's the point? Don't you Don't tell me, the relationship between you and Tang Hao doesn't exist anymore? You deny it to me, so you really don't like Tang Hao? Xie Yiyang, I remember I said, I don't care."

Wang Xian laughed at himself——

"To put it hypocritically, I like you, it's my own business, and I didn't force you to be with me. You can dislike me, or you can pretend that you don't know me, but you really don't have to make up such a thing. Tell me stories, and even give me speeches that are full of emotion—I’m not that stupid yet. Xie Yiyang, you always say that you are doing my best, but look, the story you told today? This is what you are doing for me What did you do?"

Xie Yiyang didn't know why Mr. Wang had to care so much about Tang Hao. Everything he said was true, but why Mr. Wang still focused on Tang Hao?Did he hear what he said?

"Xianer, why do you always care about Tang Hao so much? I obviously didn't mean that..."

Wang Xian interrupted angrily: "Then what do you mean by you? You are thinking that if one day Tang Hao doesn't like you, will you come back to me again? Isn't that what you mean? That's who you Say it! You say it, I listen! But Xie Yiyang, can you stop playing me like a fool? Do you think this is interesting? Is it interesting?"

"First, Tang Hao is just an ordinary classmate. I have nothing to do with him. Why are you so obsessed with Tang Hao?"

"You have been speaking for Tang Hao, and even made up such a joke for him. Do you really think I am a fool? A fool who will believe whatever you say? Xie Yiyang, look at me, tell me, Do you really think you are doing it for me?"

Xie Yiyang suddenly felt powerless, Wang Xian had already got into the horns of "Tang Hao" and couldn't get out.No matter what he said, Mr. Wang would feel that he was speaking for Tang Hao.

"Xie Yiyang, I'm no longer the kid who followed you. I don't believe what you say. I'm not a fool either. I have the basic ability to distinguish."

At the end, Wang Xian was even ready to get up and leave. Before leaving, he said——

"Xie Yiyang, I like you, but you let me down."

"Jingle - jingle -"

"Welcome next time."

Xie Yiyang watched Wang Xian get up and leave, opened the door and walked out of the cat bar.

Xie Yiyang sat where he was, not knowing where he was wrong.everything is true