Wen San'er

Liu Yun didn't feel tired at all, word by word, bit by bit, as if it was a video tape of the memory in his mind, it couldn't be accumulated, and it was about to be shown in front of Chang Feng's eyes, lying relaxed beside Liu Yun Changfeng, even with his eyes closed, can imagine his current face and feel his mood from his voice. It has been eight years, even if they don’t take the initiative to get close to each other, time will bring them closer , close enough to know each other better than oneself.

I remember at that time, you liked to drink and chat when you had nothing to do, but Chang Lei was still young, not to mention his temper and you could flip the table without saying a few words, so you always ran to my house, and I made it for you Serve some dishes, warm a pot of wine, I can’t accompany you to drink, but I can watch you drink, listen to you talking about messy things that bother you and make you worry, talking about those happy or It's a shameful thing, talking about plans for big things and small things in the future, every night like that, I feel that this lovely man belongs to me, and belongs to me alone.But the more I have this illusion, the more pain I have. You never mentioned that you want to give me a title, or even thought about it at all.After drinking, you especially like to kiss me, hug me and sway, always make a fuss and then wipe your gun and go off.Sometimes you will drink me a little wine with sweet words, but I just get drunk after a little wine, and you will take the opportunity to tease me and laugh at me, saying that once I drank too much, you helped me clean up the vomit, wipe Not to mention the body, it’s good to see well, otherwise I would use myself to practice acupuncture while playing drunk, and I would be able to make myself into a hedgehog.Just your half-joking tone made me feel ashamed and irritable for a long time. I don’t really think that drinking madness is out of style and ruining my image, but I really, my bad side doesn’t want to be seen by you at all. See.I'm very inferior. I couldn't make you, let you fall in love with me even though my disguise was not perfect, but I exposed so many shortcomings. Could it be that I want you to hate me?

But you are always teasing me, you also said that teasing me is very fun, no matter what you say, it can make me blush to the base of my neck with shame.Tell me, do you know what you look like when you have sex?It's like a vine, biting your lips tightly, closing your eyes tightly, even if your desire can be written on your face, you don't make a sound, trying to stifle all the sounds of sex in your throat, while your body But it’s so soft, it’s as if there is no bone, and you can grab a solid object and push yourself to it. I did it several times, and I was "bound" by your body. In the end, I just Can wait for you to calm down a little before tearing you off me.

You are a person who can talk sweetly.After all, there are many restrictions on the occasion, time and physical condition of the way of intercourse, so you started to trick me into doing it for you with your mouth.I don't want to, and you don't give up. After more than half a year of coaxing, you, a bad guy, finally succeeded.At that time, I really had a feeling that I might just be stabbed to death by you, or that I might never be able to speak again in the future.Then you even had the cheek to ask me, how does it taste?My throat was so hot that I couldn't speak, but you directly held mine, swallowing hard while saying vaguely, I'll try it myself.Finally, just before I lost my sanity, you finally let me go, and then came to a conclusion: yours is as good-looking and clean as you are, and thin and thin.You wouldn't even understand that if I hadn't been pressed down by you at that time, I would have dug a hole in the ground and buried myself in it and never came out again.

You always treat me as a pet, as a child, and like to tease and play with me in various ways.I still remember being woken up with saliva all over my face when I was taking a nap. When I woke up, I heard the creaking sound of the bed and saw your "hard-working" face.I still remember that you lied to me and said that you would accompany me to pick herbs. I was very happy at first, but when I went to the back mountain to pick herbs, you went to pick mine.I still remember that every time you came to my house to eat and I was cooking in the kitchen, you would sneak up behind me when you were bored, put your arms around my waist, and bite my right earlobe.I still remember that you lied to me that you couldn’t find Changlei when it was dark, and you lied to me to go find it with you, and then by the stream, you took out a prepared can of fireflies that shone brighter than the stars above your head and gave it to me. It was my 20th birthday present...

As Liu Yun spoke, he seemed to be so moved and emotional that the passage of time had passed through, reinfecting his emotions, and he seemed to feel a little teary.

You said that you like rainbows, if you have a younger sister, you must name her Changhong; you said that you want to go to Saibei, you said that you have never seen such a beautiful horse galloping on the snow field; you said that in your life I can’t even have children anymore, if I can pick up one like Chang Lei in the future, you said that you like the innocent and fearless nature of children; you said that when Chang Lei gets married, you will drive him down the mountain He flies far away from you; you said that you like to eat fish, and if one day you get rich, you will order a whole fish feast; you said that when you are old, you will go to a temple and show the mountain gate , to atone for the sins of half my life; you say...

Liu Yun choked up as he spoke, Changfeng felt the movement of the people around him, opened his eyes slightly to look at him, and squeezed his hand back tightly.