Wen San'er

When Liu Yun moved the bruised Chang Feng to the bed, Chang Feng didn't make a sound. Liu Yun didn't know if he was in pain or fainted from exhaustion, or if he was awake but didn't want to make a sound.But Liu Yun couldn't care about Chang Feng's thoughts now, the wounds on his body burned Liu Yun's heart like the glare of the scorching sun, he shouldn't go crazy.

Liu Yun stripped Chang Feng clean, touched every bone of him up and down, for fear that he would accidentally damage his ribs, hand bones, leg bones, etc. when he went crazy. , and then wrapped around his entire waist and abdomen, kneading and pressing to make sure if any internal organs were damaged and bleeding, and finally carefully applied Dieda Pain Relief Ointment to the bruises all over his body.And Changfeng didn't speak or move during the whole process. Only when Liu Yun cleaned the wound above his brow, he saw his trembling eyelashes and realized that he was actually awake. The important head and internal organs were fine, so Liu Yun made a big meal and was sweating profusely before covering him with a quilt and lying next to him with all his clothes on.

I'm afraid Changfeng can't understand Liu Yun's current mood so completely, but he hates and loves, being let down by his lover, hurting his lover, suffering and regretting, it's really hard to express his feelings in words.He gently stretched out his hand in the direction of Changfeng, reached into his quilt, and held Changfeng's warm hand.

The soft voice, like a soft heart, whispers lightly, like the light flute in the empty valley, falling red into formations, the sound of the flute rings crisply, the window screens make shadows, the smoke waves are lingering, lingering and staying together, faintly growing The wind rang in the ear.

do you remember?When we first met, I was just like you, covered in bruises and curled up on the ground. I was so stupid at that time, I only knew to hug my head to protect my stomach when I was beaten, but I didn't think of fighting back at all. I will stop, but at that time, there was a tall and handsome young man who yelled to stop, and then rushed forward to pull me up, and then I just stared blankly at the boys beating. into a ball.But at that time, I was stunned. The first time I saw you, I felt that I couldn't move my eyes away, and I couldn't tell what it felt like.Later, when I stayed at your house temporarily, I really did my best to repay you for saving me and helping me get back the medicine box, but my heart was fluttering when I lived there. You were still so young at that time , Doing things is still careless, no matter what things come and go, like a gust of wind like your name, but it looks so reliable and your smile is so dazzling.I remember those days, the time you laughed the most, I don’t know if you found out, on Mount Mang, you are no longer what you used to be.Since the day the accident happened in the village, you have changed, you have become less talkative and less fond of laughing. I really wanted to comfort you during those days, but I was at a loss. With little success.But after that incident, it brought benefits as well as disadvantages. Both you and Chang Lei have become stronger and more stable. You will make decisions based on the interests of the whole village, which will make everyone Convinced and at ease.After getting along for a long time, I gradually realized that I seemed to be inseparable from you. At that time, I didn't know what kind of relationship it was. At first, the whole village went up the mountain together, but I was not from the village. You said I am afraid that I will be caught by the government if I leave at that time, I am afraid that I will not be less blamed, and I also feel that when you are in trouble, I cannot leave you.However, after staying on Mount Mang for a few months, I found that it wasn't that I couldn't leave, but that I didn't want to leave at all. I think, I want to be by your side when you are alone and thinking, I think, you Even if it is painful and lonely, I can comfort you when you want to cry and talk.I want to be closer to you, like a moth to a flame.

I was only 17 years old at the time, and I had just been out of the teacher's school for a year. I had seen so little in the world, and I would tremble all over when I thought that I failed to fall in love with a woman but a man. How would people think of me?Am I a pervert, with a mental problem?And if you knew, what would you think of me?Will you hate me so much?So I tried my best, I tried my best to hide, I can't let you know my thoughts, I even really wanted to rely on self-control to cure my "disease", like crazy, limit myself to see you every day , I can only see you once every three days, even if you come to me, I must not stare at you more than ten times a day, or I will punish myself.But no matter how uncomfortable I am during the day, I can still control myself, but the more I can’t see you, the more you will quietly fall into a dream. During that time, I really lived in a nightmare. Such a dream, you in the dream, is I dare not hope, so gentle and sweet, I will have sex in my dream, the greater the difference between day and night, I will be more dependent on you in my dream, but I know that is more like sickness, until finally I can’t hide it up.I have never said these words to you, and I never thought that one day I would tell you myself.