lucky life

Li Yu recovered after a few days of recuperation in the hospital. An assistant Chen Ce who claimed to be surnamed Zhang always showed up on time in the morning, noon and evening, plus a full-time nurse, and Chen Ce never showed up.If Chen Ce doesn't show up, Li Yu won't be able to seek justice for himself. For these non-participants, Li Yu can't say anything related to them.

Fortunately, both of them are very considerate of their duties, they don't say too much, they only do their own things, so that Li Yu can feel relieved.

But he was actually relieved, because if Chen Ce really appeared, he would definitely not be able to get a bargain.Of course, he would never allow himself to be humiliated like this and still swallow his breath. In the past few days, the strong sense of shame and anger made him wish to kill that beast immediately.

Countless cruel and torturing methods popped up in his mind, but he was very clear that these were all unfeasible delusions, not to mention whether Chen Ce could be knocked out with a single stick as easily as he imagined. As soon as he covered the towel with □, he lost his resistance, and then, like a lamb waiting to be slaughtered, he let himself be greeted one by one by the ten tortures.However, even if those prerequisites are fulfilled, he may not be able to do it himself.That is a life after all.When the neighbor's pig was celebrating the New Year at home, he couldn't bear to listen to the tragic cry, and every time he hid far away.He knows that this is a kind of pedantic kindness of "a gentleman stays away from the kitchen", but sometimes people's hearts are so unreasonable.

Perhaps this is the sorrow of kind people, who always treat others with kindness—even the wicked ones who hurt themselves deeply.He needs to calm down slowly and think about what he should do.

After all, the life of being helpless since childhood was still somewhat useful. He allowed Li Yu to think about how to break free on his own even after encountering even a big bad luck.

When Li Yu is almost recovered, he wants to go back to school.After Assistant Zhang heard about it, he told Li Yu tactfully Chen Ce's will when he came in the afternoon, "Chen Ce wants to keep him by his side for a long time with a reward."

Li Yu couldn't hold back his anger until his chest was tight and painful. He clenched his hands into fists and trembled with anger, and only sneered a few times.

After a while, Assistant Zhang picked up the phone, and Li Yu was almost sure that it was Chen Ce, otherwise why would the assistant's tone be so cautious, with deliberately suppressed awe?

Sure enough, Assistant Zhang said a few words, then handed the phone to Li Yu and said, "The boss has something to tell you."

Li Yu glanced at the phone lightly, but didn't answer it.Assistant Zhang put the phone close to his ear, and Li Yu tilted his head in disgust, as if avoiding some disgusting garbage.But Chen Ce's voice still came into his ears clearly: "I can give you time to think about it, but I want to remind you that you have already learned that you are no match for me whether it is purely personal strength or other comprehensive strength. " After affirming himself in a low-key way like this, he said generously: "I'll give you a week, it's enough, you think about it yourself." He seemed to feel that the strength was not enough when he said this, so he added another sentence : "Don't use your brain, think more about your grandma."

Then before the astonished Li Yu could react, he hung up the phone.

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Although Li Yu is often surrounded by a sense of powerlessness because he cannot change the status quo of himself and his grandma as soon as possible, but he has never hated and despised his own insignificance and incompetence like now.

Although he unconsciously has behaviors of staying away from the crowd, he has always longed for the approval of the world, not to mention that he is deviant, that is, he has very few words and deeds that attract attention.He always habitually lowers his sense of existence, so he doesn't like to wear new, brightly colored clothes. When he was a child, he would know that the clothes were new and would not wear them until his grandma opened the clothes and showed him the messy clothes inside. The thread tricked him and said: "Look, look, the inside of this tattered clothes has been worn out a long time ago, it's not new clothes." He obediently put it on.

As he grows up, he gradually knows that this is a manifestation of his own inferiority complex. Every time he wears new clothes at home or in the dormitory for a few days, he is familiar with them and wears them out after getting used to them, because he has never been able to bear too much burden. Examine the eyes, even if it's just his illusion.

There was absolutely no way he could agree to Chen Ce's conditions, that would be too shocking.It is estimated that grandma is more unacceptable than myself. The old man who can put down his dignity for a lifetime takes face more than life.She also doesn't know the big truths that love exceeds age and gender boundaries.If she knew that she was lucky enough to do such a thing like an old cow, bringing up her grandson with old bones, wouldn't she just crash her head to death in front of the tablet of ancestors and parents? !

Besides, is this fucking love?Thinking about it makes me feel sick!

So what can he do?He slowly calmed down and thought carefully about the possibilities.First of all, escape is absolutely impossible, and there is no way to escape. He can easily enter his school dormitory, and the monk can't escape the temple if he can run away. I really don't have to live if my classmates and teachers see something at school.

Then he called the police, but he subconsciously didn't want to let others know about this. What would others think if he was treated like this as a man?He didn't want to take risks, and he didn't dare to have an undue fluke mentality for the unfortunate occurrence.

Thinking that he, a big man, could not preserve his dignity, he despised himself.

The other is to leave here, although the university is full of too much desire and enthusiasm for life.But since he was a child, he has his own life track in his heart, that is: proper literacy and supporting a family.It would be great if we could get out of this track and let grandma live a dignified and good life.But if it really doesn't work, what's wrong with returning to the original track and continuing to live?

University is not to be abandoned, the big deal is to return to the original track.He can hide far away to work and earn money. As for grandma, an illiterate old woman who has traveled farthest to sell vegetables in her neighbors and has never seen the world, she can be easily deceived... Then what else can I do? ?Of course there is death, but this is obviously too exaggerated, and even he wants to laugh at the thought in his mind.Even if something unbearable happens, I don't dare to die, and there is an old man with a long bell relying on me, how can I let go?

After sorting out all possible outcomes, Li Yu realized that he could be described as powerless.

Li Yu doesn't own many things, the actual abstract ones add up to a few, but the abstract ones are already the pillars of life for the poor like him and grandma, like life like face dignity like hope, what can he abandon? Same?Then there is the substance, there is no need to count, and there is nothing to discard. After much deliberation, there is only university.

He has been looking up relevant information on the Internet since he intends to drop out of school. He wants to drop out normally, but he just doesn't expect that when he misses by chance, the school will notify his family. Otherwise, he can just pack his bags and leave.