lucky life

Li Yu rejected Assistant Zhang's proposal to send him back, and took the bus back to school alone.Standing in front of the magnificent school gate, Li Yu looked at the familiar scenery around him under the glare of the sun, but felt a strange feeling.I don't seem to belong to this golden place, like back to his first day at school, sitting on the school bus, poking his head out of the car window to look at the strange and fresh surroundings, with a hint of excitement and a hint of excitement. disturbed.

But at this moment, he was standing in this familiar scene, and the uneasiness lingered in his heart, but he didn't have the excitement he had before.He stood at the crossroads of choice again, but unfortunately this time he didn't have much choice for himself.

Back in the dormitory, the two roommates, who were scumbags, just woke up when they were startled by Li Yu's appearance.Tian Peng was startled and said: "Li Yu, you have been away for so many days and nights!...Fuck! What's wrong with you? You look so bad? Are you sick?"

"What day is it today?" Li Yu has really been messing around these few days.

"Thursday, you haven't come back for five or six days, are you sick and stupid?"

"I, I've been playing with fellow villagers for the past two days. I'm confused." The school is so big that there are people from all over the world. , so everyone who got acquainted with each other at school was almost a fellow villager. Li Yu didn't have any new friends, so he could only talk nonsense and make excuses when he was in a hurry.

"You guys are too fierce, what do you think people have become? Their faces are gray and gray, and their lips are as white as paper." Cheng Cheng shook his head and said, "Are you still drinking? You can't just play outside for a few days and stay up for two nights." Make it like this, like a living dead."

Li Yu quickly borrowed the donkey from the slope and said: "Well, everyone was fighting for wine last night, and they drank too much when they were happy."

As soon as Tian Peng heard it, he kept tsk-tsk: "I didn't expect Li Yu, you are so serious and honest at ordinary times. I thought you were a good student. It turns out that you are all playing big. Just a few days Have a good night."

When Li Yu heard this, he just smiled weakly.Cheng Cheng saw that he was really tired and looked like he couldn't hold on, so he said immediately: "Forget it, you should rest quickly, let's go to eat, what can I bring you?"

Li Yu quickly refused, "No, no, I'll rest for a while, you go." He had been so tense for several days that he couldn't fall asleep, and he was almost exhausted after being exposed to the scorching sun outside. Now I just want to go to bed and rest, and then I can seriously plan what I should do.

"Then you have a good rest, then we won't come back at night, fuck, the power outage in the school food street these days, I can't go to the Internet cafe, I can finally have a good time today..." Tian Peng couldn't hide his excitement and kept talking, but Cheng Cheng grabbed the clothes and pulled them out.

After the person left, the whole dormitory fell silent. Li Yu locked the door and pulled the curtains. After thinking for a while, he checked whether the balcony door was locked before climbing into bed. Losing the restraint and entanglement, it freely rotates and mixes in the head, stirring like a ball of paste.

But he deliberately strode towards the bed, let the dull pain like a heavy punch hit deep in his skull, he wanted to hurt himself, let himself deeply remember the torment and suffering that Chen Ce imposed on him and humiliation.In this way, he will not hesitate or soften his heart, just like grandma once gave up her retreat for herself.Only when he is ready to give up can he let go and break free.

Only when you are in a desperate situation can you have the courage to fight back.

There are many procedures to go through to drop out of school, and he can't talk to the counselor in this state. He needs to rest first, so that he can have the energy to face the next thing.

But the more sleepy he became, the more exhausted his mind was, the more his brain refused to rest, messy scenes kept popping up, and crazy thoughts kept flashing.His head hurt like it was about to explode, and he felt that sooner or later he would die suddenly.

Li Yu lay in the middle of the night and finally squinted for a while, then woke up with a fever, his whole body was hot but his heart was trembling, his mouth was so dry and his whole body was weak, it took a long time to even get up and sit up.When going down the stairs, it was precarious, like a walking dead zombie.Such a sight in the dark can scare a person to death.The water swallowed into the mouth was as bitter as gall, reaching deep into the taste buds, but it was like a ray of ice flowing along the esophagus to the stomach, briefly extinguishing the fire in his heart that was about to burn him to ashes.Fever unexpectedly brought drowsiness, and Li Yu's burnt brain finally had a brief rest.

In the morning when the sky was light, Li Yu woke up from his lethargy. He was thinking about the matter of dropping out of school, but the fever still persisted.Yin Hong, who burned her lips and cheeks all night, swallowed lightly, only to find that her mouth was full of blisters overnight, her eyes were covered with winding bloodshot eyes, thick dark circles, big dark circles, completely A sickly face.

But in his eyes, a fever is a trivial illness, and he doesn't even need to take his temperature.It's been like this since I was a child, no matter if I have a fever or a cold, I have to stay in bed for a few days, eat as usual, sleep as usual, and it will be fine naturally.

It's just that his fever didn't follow the order of his usual cold and fever symptoms: sneezing, runny nose, headache, sore throat, and then fever and cough.

When Li Yu took the mobile phone from his schoolbag, he saw a few tubes of strange things. He looked at the purpose suspiciously and threw them all into the trash can as if they were burning his hands.Suddenly remembered something, and used a black plastic bag again, crumpled up the paper on the table, packed it together and buried it in the trash can again.He nervously looked at it from various angles, and felt relieved after feeling completely invisible.

In fact, he didn't need to do this at all. Even if he threw the thing directly into the public trash can, who would know who threw it?But Li Yu, who has not been trained in human affairs and has not cultivated a good mental quality, is like a frightened bird, and he will be terrified of any disturbance.Like a shy child whose underwear is blown away by the wind, knowing that others cannot see who the pants belong to, but still can't help worrying for fear that others will see something.

The person sent out sent the documents a few days later. Chen Ce was sitting on the sofa, looking at the laptop screen on his lap expressionlessly, clicking the up and down keys quickly and slowly. See the end soon.Everything related to Li Yu was clearly reflected in Chen CE's mind.

Li Yu's life experience is tortuous but straightforward, and the misfortune that happened before he can remember has been affecting him until now, which also determines his sensitive, tough, kind but fragile character full of guard against others.

Chen Ce found Li Yu's Qicun without thinking. It is obvious that during his long growing up - when he was most vulnerable and helpless, the old man who gave him absolute support and most of his love was Li Yu. Yu's biggest pillar is also his biggest weakness.

He should have seen the right moment like a lurking cheetah, pounced on his prey, bit his neck, and stomped on his feet.However, Li Yu who was covered in cold sweat under him kept appearing in his mind, Li Yu who gritted his teeth in pain and frowned, Li Yu who was frightened and convulsed in his sleep, and Li Yu who ran away with his teeth itching in hatred.These vivid images play non-stop like silent movies.He wanted to recall Li Yu's silent or smiling appearance, but he couldn't remember it. It was obviously that shallow smile when he opened and closed his eyes before.

He admits that he feels a little distressed for Li Yu, but compared with distressing, it is more important to keep him by his side, in a place that he can see and touch.Everything is possible with people.

Li Yu, who was studying the application form for dropping out of school, saw an incoming call on his mobile phone, hung up without hesitation, rang again, hung up again, rang again, and directly disconnected the power board.Before the ears were clean for a long time, roommate Cheng Cheng ran over to the phone, "Well, I'm here, and he's in the dormitory. Hey, Li Yu, you call, Brother Chen called your phone and turned it off?" Then he said to the phone: "Chen Brother, I'll give him the phone, you can tell him."

Li Yu had no choice but to answer the phone, walked to the back balcony, and said flatly, "What do you want?"

"I didn't think about it, I just wanted to call and let you see the picture I sent you, lest you miss and do something that you regret." Chen Ce's voice seemed to be gentle and sincere, like It is a persuasion full of concern for a friend.

Li Yu's head coaxed, thinking of something, immediately hung up the phone and ran in to install the electric board and turn it on.Thinking of the pornographic photos, he felt that Chen Ce must be planning to use them to threaten him.

But when he actually saw the picture, he deeply felt that he still thought too well of Chen Ce.There is indeed a picture on the screen of the small elderly phone, but it does not match any words like Xiangyan.

In the picture, the thin old man is squatting in the yard to wash clothes. Behind him is an old and crooked old wooden house that looks like it will collapse when a gust of wind comes. Looking at this dangerous little house, I feel frightened.Sure enough, there is a sentence below: It is easy for a lonely old man to live in this kind of dilapidated house for decades, and some accidents will easily happen.

Gusts of cold wind penetrated through the trouser legs and the hem of his clothes, causing tremors on his skin that had not subsided from the high fever.A twinkle of pain arose in his head, spreading and entwining all-pervasively.Li Yu had a sore nose and swollen eyes from the pain. With blurred tears, he saw the golden corn cobs that had just been harvested in autumn and the big pumpkins on the edge of the yard hanging on the wall outside the wooden house—obviously they were photographed recently.

"Cry, cry, you are dead, if you dare to cry, you can just jump down and die!" Li Yu finished cursing fiercely in his heart, held back his tears alive, and said coldly: "Where are you?" I'll come over."

"At the gate of the school, Assistant Zhang is waiting for you." Chen Ce's tone was still calm, neither the joy of succeeding in the scheme, nor the ridicule of Li Yu's surrender again.It was as if everything was under his control and just happened naturally.

He packed up his things, left his cell phone on Cheng Cheng's desk and ran out.He couldn't count how many days he hadn't eaten, or even a few days later he was blurred, all relying on drinking water to support him, but he didn't feel hungry, he just felt weak all over, heart palpitations, every breath It seems to be consuming a lot of energy, making him feel the signs of his own life very deeply.

When he successfully arrived at Chen Ce's apartment, Li Yu was drenched in sweat. Assistant Zhang gently opened the door and stretched out his hand as a gesture of invitation, then turned and walked towards the elevator.

Li Yu kicked the door open abruptly, walked in with stilted steps, gasped and looked at the man sitting on the wide sofa with his back to the sun, and the other party also looked at him.Chen Ce watched Li Yu walk in with a face full of anger. He had only seen him for a few days, and he already looked like he had been ill for a long time.In the hot weather, he was still wearing long trousers and long sleeves. The sleeves of the shirt were buttoned at the wrists, and the collar was buttoned to the last button. His sweat-wet bangs stuck to his forehead, making his face pale and haggard.It's only been a few days, and Li Yu has lost his calm and indifferent look.

Chen Ce couldn't help walking over, he wanted to help him comb his hair and wipe his sweat, and hold him in his arms to make him feel comfortable.He might as well coax him nicely.But before he took a few steps, Li Yu was terrified and wanted to step back. Before he could take a step, he straightened backwards and passed out.