paper and ink acquaintance

Monday, August 27 at [-]:[-]am

When Lin Yimo walked to the restaurant, Lin Yimo's shoulders slumped slightly, his eyes were dim, and even the blood on his face was stingy and he didn't want to show it. He didn't have the usual happy smile.

Lin Yimo said coldly: "Let's go."

Gu Yun: "Didn't sleep well? Still uncomfortable?"

Lin Yimo: "It's okay, what are you holding?"

Lin Yimo could probably tell that Gu Yun was wearing a coat on his arm, but he didn't know what the coat was for.

Gu Yun: "You don't feel cold in the classroom every day."

The air-conditioning in the classrooms of No. [-] Middle School was installed during this summer vacation. The second-year high school students just hit the end of the air-conditioning adjustment period of the new teaching building during their make-up classes. As soon as the second-year senior students entered the door, they felt the nourishment of the air-conditioning. In the distance, some people were still yelling that it was hot, but Lin Yimo's physique, which is afraid of the cold, could no longer bear it.

Gu Yun asked again: "Have you brought any?"

Lin Yimo shook his head, he was not interested: "I didn't bring it."

Gu Yun: "Every time you say you want to go back and get something, you forget it. I'll bring it this time, so I can't help it if I don't cry when it happens."

Lin Yimo thought as he walked, he didn't listen to Gu Yun's words seriously, maybe he did, but the amount of information absorbed was zero.

Lin Yimo suddenly thought of last night's self-study——

Last night, there was a hustle and bustle in self-study, and Lin Yimo walked into the hustle and bustle alone. The students couldn't get rid of the joy of the party, and they continued to chat enthusiastically when they got the chance.

"Would it be Gu Jun who called Wo Ruo? I seemed to see Gu Jun when I went downstairs just now."

"Woruo was still very happy when he answered the phone."

"They won't..."

"No way!"

The atmosphere of gossip pervaded for a moment.

Wen Zhi stood up and explained: "Don't talk nonsense, that's not Gu Yun."

Xiao Xiaoyixi and Ji Ming looked at Wen Zhi in bewilderment. They were puzzled by Wen Zhi's words, and their expressions even suggested that Wen Zhi's words were somewhat cryptic.

Wen Zhi continued to add: "You talking nonsense like this will make their relationship very awkward. I know that boy. He is my classmate in junior high school. The three of us knew each other before."

Everyone also shut up under Wen Zhi's words, and the spread of the news was cut off like this, but several people inside could not understand Wen Zhi's explanation.

Xiao Xiao asked with a puzzled face and lowered her voice: "Didn't you just say that it was..."

Ji Ming and Yixi also looked puzzled, waiting for the answer, and the three of them saw Wen Zhi frowning and shaking her head, signaling for Xiao Xiao to stop talking and stop talking.

Lin Yimo saw everything in his eyes.

fetching water

Lin Yimo didn't want to fetch water either, after the bell rang after class, seeing Wen Zhi and Yixi carrying the cups, he also carried the cups and walked upstairs.

Lin Yimo: "Wen Zhi, I want to talk to you."

Wen Zhi didn't think much, and followed Lin Yimo, and the two of them walked to the corner. Lin Yimo said, "Did Gu Jun give you something over there? Gu Jun said he would give it to me."

Since the person opposite was Lin Yimo, Wen Zhi took off her guard, and Wen Zhi said: "No, Gu Jun didn't look for me. I saw that they were talking, and Gu Jun probably didn't notice me, so I just talked to them." The three left together, I didn't know that Gu Yun wanted me to take things."

Lin Yimo: "Then let me ask."

Lin Yimo turned around and sent a random message, and after a pause, he explained to Wen Zhi: "Gu Yun said he forgot to give it to you, so it's okay."

Lin Yimo took the cup and left. The problem at the beginning was fabricated by Lin Yimo. It was a series of fake actions. Lin Yimo also learned from Wen Zhi's words that the person the students saw was indeed Gu Jun, the caller is probably also Gu Jun. Gu Jun went to find Shen Woruo, and lied to Lin Yimo that he was not feeling well.

—

In summer, the sky dawns quickly, the sun is used to getting up early, and the luxuriant foliage in summer sometimes cannot resist the penetration of the light beams. Lin Yimo, who was walking under the shade of the trees, was awakened by the sudden light beams.

After Lin Yimo was overwhelmed, he began to interpret Gu Jun's last words. Lin Yimo was sparse and could still remember some key words.

Lin Yimo: "Gu Yun, some people's ability to take care of others is something in their character, it's in their bones."

Lin Yimo said it was Gu Yun.

Gu Yun: "Well, it should be. Some people are used to being considerate. They seem to take care of everyone."

When Gu Yun heard Lin Yimo's words, it was Lin Yimo that flashed in his mind for a moment, and the person mentioned in Gu Yun's answer was also Lin Yimo.

Their words are very light, saying that chatting is more like emotion, they express their opinions in their own minds, and they don't think the atmosphere of coexistence is so weird.

Lin Yimo's mind was heavy in the morning, and he greatly reduced his attention on Gu Ye, but he was beaten back to his original state just after adjusting.

The chemistry teacher asked the students to write the chemical equations derived from the exercise papers. After Lin Yimo finished writing the habitual movements, he looked at Gu Jun's draft book, but saw Gu Jun's black earrings.

The earring on Gu Yun's right ear was gone.

Lin Yimo likes Gu Yun's previous pair of earrings very much. On the one hand, the simple silver earrings, on the other hand, the simple but luxurious silver earrings, Lin Yimo thinks that pair of earrings is absolutely perfect for Gu Yun match.

Gu Jun's ears are thin, and Gu Jun's fair skin also extends to the ears. The whiteness and thinness of Gu Jun's ears are well matched with the earrings. Even in Lin Yimo's eyes, Gu Jun's profile is also because of That pair of earrings is a little more indescribably graceful.

But this is the first time that Lin Yimo saw Gu Jun change the earrings, and it just happened to be the first time.

Lin Yimo knew Gu Yun's lies, but he couldn't blatantly express dissatisfaction and anger. This is the same as he likes Gu Yun. All these are decisions that hang on the line.

Everything seems to be not so bad, Lin Yimo always tries to comfort himself like this, maybe there is something unspeakable about Gu Jun, Gu Jun has his own life and past, maybe everything is not that simple.

But always being forced back to the cliff again and again.

It's not that Gu Yun's coat is too thin, and the temperature of the air conditioner is too low, it's that people who are afraid of the cold just can't escape the cold.

The constant guessing in the heart of an insecure person cannot be avoided.

Shen Suxin did not come to the classroom for class on the morning of the second day of her birthday.

After school, after the bell rang, Gu Jun turned his head and seemed to be typing. Gu Jun rarely looked at his mobile phone at ordinary times, and he basically didn’t take out his mobile phone at school, and Gu Jun’s movements were really abnormal. Lin Yimo observed from the corner of his eye. everything.

Gu Yun: "Do you want to move anything today?"

Perhaps Lin Yimo didn't turn his mind so fast when solving the conic section problem. Lin Yimo immediately made a reverse process in his mind at this time.

Lin Yimo: "I need to take some registration forms to the head teacher's dormitory."

Gu Yun: "I'll move some things to the year section office, let's go together later."

Lin Yimo: "Let's go now, the writing is almost done."

The registration form in Lin Yimo's hand can be folded in his hand at will, and Gu Yi is holding some information that Lin Yimo doesn't understand, and the two separated when they walked at the stairs.

Gu Min met Shen Muxin on the third floor, and Lin Yimo could hear the conversation between Gu Min and Shen Muxin from across a corner. ask for trouble.

Gu Yun: "Take it."

Lin Yimo could only hear the conversation, but didn't know the expression, body language, or what Gu Jun handed over.

Shen Yuxin: "Didn't you promise not to be so fierce yesterday? In my impression, Gu Min has always been a very gentle person."

Lin Yimo didn't wait for Gu Yun's answer, it was Shen Muxin who continued to tell.

Shen Yuxin: "Is it because I came to you a year late? I can't help it. Mom and Dad just want to say that they can only come to No. [-] Middle School after a year of study. Don't be so angry, and I didn't even come to the class at the beginning. Dare to find you, don't you?"

Shen Yuxin: "I said yesterday that I cut my hair short when I went back last night, and now you see that your hair is still long, you are not happy, you said you like short hair, I remember, but yesterday Mom and Dad didn't let me cut it, I am today Go back and cut it in the afternoon, I promise you, I will do it."

Gu Yun: "Okay, I'll make three requirements after I get the earrings."

At this time, Lin Yimo also knew what Gu Yun handed to Shen Yuxin, and Gu Yun's tone was indeed relaxed.

Gu Jun continued: "I just have three requests. First, don't wear this pair of earrings in class. I have worn them for more than a year. I don't want others to know that I gave away these earrings. Don't tell them either."

Shen Yuxin: "I know, you have always been so unassuming, I can promise you, what else?"

This wall separated Gu Yun's sighs and helplessness, Lin Yimo only heard the natural narration of the two.

Gu Yun: "Also, don't say that the two of us knew each other before, don't tell others about our past, just let others know that we didn't know each other before."

Shen Suxin: "This is fine too, what else?"

Lin Yimo really discovered a lot during their conversation this time. When it came to this place, Lin Yimo immediately withdrew his body.

The rest is indeed a conversation between two people.

Gu Yun: "Finally, don't provoke me at the same table. He is a stranger, and he can't fit into your environment. He is also my only friend. Don't find any fun in him. You can have fun with your classmates. That's it."

Shen Yuxin: "Gu Yun is indeed a person who knows how to take care of others, this is also fine."

Gu Yun: "That's okay, I'm leaving."

Shen Yuxin stopped Gu Min again: "Gu Min, I'm going to ask for leave for the next few days."

Gu Jun was speechless to answer.

Shen Suxin: "Is there no indication?"

Gu Yun: "Relax at home."

Such a sentence from Gu Yan can make Shen Yuxin leave with peace of mind, and that sentence from Gu Yan can silently push Lin Yimo into the abyss, leaving Lin Yimo alone with a sense of fear as if facing the abyss.

—

Maybe it was Shen Muxin's leave for a few days that made all the impetuousness sink down, but the appearance of Shen Muxin's figure seemed to trigger the triggering of various emotions.

Shen Yuxin asked for leave for a week, and appeared in front of the public with a new look. She did cut off her long black and beautiful hair. Her short hair was very flat and neat. at the shoulder.

This appearance of Shen Fuxin touched Lin Yimo's sensitive area in his heart. Lin Yimo remembered their conversation - Shen Fuxin said that Gu Min liked short hair, and Shen Muxin also agreed to cut the short hair that Gu Min liked.

Both of them noticed Shen Yuxin's short hair on the road, and Gu Yun couldn't help smiling, but Lin Yimo couldn't understand Gu Yun's smile, Lin Yimo couldn't understand Gu Yun's contempt and disdain for Shen Yuxin, Gu Yu saw Shen Yuxin's The appearance of losing himself is ridiculous and can't help pity.

When the two of them were at the dinner table, Gu Yi still helped Lin Yimo pick out the green peppers that Lin Yimo didn't like to eat. Some meat with tendons that Lin Yimo couldn't bite, also helped Lin Yimo pick out another place. Lin Yimo watched the action for nearly a year, and saw his heart from his eyes. He did not expect this action to be so ironic.

Lin Yimo couldn't bear his inner suspicion and Gu Yun's deceit. For Lin Yimo, this was a kind of torture. He gradually became brave, and he gradually looked down on everything.

Lin Yimo: "Gu Yun, where did you go on August 26?"

Gu Yun: "I didn't go anywhere."

Lin Yimo: "They said they saw you at the dinner party."

Gu Jun avoided it.

Gu Yun: "There are some things, let me tell you together later, why did you say this suddenly?"

Lin Yimo: "No, I just sometimes think of something suddenly, and then I just ask."

Gu Yun: "What's wrong? Are you angry?"

Lin Yimo smiled inexplicably, and said: "Why am I so angry, I just ask casually, I just ask about some small things, just say it, but the answer is not important, I will Just love to talk."

Lin Yimo felt quite inexplicable, Lin Yimo thought to himself - do I deserve to be angry?I don't even have the right to know the truth, who am I to you, what can I be in your heart, and who am I to be angry with you.

Gu Yun was silent - yes, what are you angry about, even if I confessed to Shen Yuxin in front of you, you wouldn't have anything to be angry about.

Lin Yimo: "I'm going to the toilet, you wait for me here."

Lin Yimo picked up a handful of water at the sink, and the water splashed on his face made Lin Yimo's vision blurred. He gradually couldn't see himself clearly, and he couldn't see Gu Yun clearly either.

Gu Jun, it's come to this point, you're going to lie to me to the end, aren't you?You clearly said that you didn’t know each other, but the truth is that your story is not simple. You clearly said that you don’t go to the party. Even the earrings are given away, aren't these earrings very important?And it happened to be on August 26th, her birthday, you asked for leave, and neither of you participated in the evening self-study. On the second day, you took off your earrings and sent them out like this...

Escaping from the abyss and jumping into the abyss are both his relief from standing on the edge of the abyss now, but he chose to jump into the abyss with one leap.