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Gu Jun didn't want to go on her sister's birthday

To celebrate the so-called "Shen Woruo's birthday".

With the scorching sun outside the window and the loud cicadas singing, Gu Jun rejected everything, leaving himself and his sister to share the tranquility.

"Gu Yun, time, did I forget to notify you?"

When Gu Jun heard the voice, he immediately hung up the phone. It was Shen Muxin.

Although the other end of the phone was dominated by Shen Fuxin's sharp voice, the background was noisy and abrupt, and the laughter and laughter of the students made Gu Yun feel disgusted in his heart. They should have arranged dinner.

The phone calls continued one after another, and Gu Jun noticed it once or twice, and when he saw the disturbing number, he rushed to the phone and pulled the blacklist.

Later, Gu Yi received a QQ call, and after hanging up, he saw two photos sent by Shen Yuxin. It’s not that Gu Yi has never seen these two photos. One photo is the interface for setting a timed chat, and the other It was Gu Yun who had seen it.

I saw it when I was in junior high school.

That was when Gu Yungang was angry with Gu Woruo.

That day, Gu Jun asked Gu Woruo to have dinner together. Gu Woruo and Gu Wei arranged everything in advance, but Gu Jun waited for a long time at the door of the restaurant, but he didn't get the result, and the phone couldn't get through.

Just waiting for a string of texts in the evening, "Xiao Yan, I'm sorry, I left my phone in the dormitory. I just finished class after late self-study."

Gu Jun didn't see any meaning of apology based on this sentence, nor did he see that the reason was clumsy. At that time, they were separated by a screen, which blocked their emotional communication. At that time, Gu Jun only had Very angry.

Gu Jun didn't expect to receive an inexplicable message just when his anger couldn't be dispelled.

There are only two photos, and the background of the photos is in an alley. Gu Jun can recognize that it is Gu Woruo. She is leaning against the wall, her high ponytail has collapsed, the ends of her hair block her view, and the ends of her hair are drawn to the bridge of her nose. , it can be seen that it is slightly messy, and there is a boy standing beside him.

The picture is very blatant and eye-catching. Although Gu Woruo's clothes are still neat and tidy, he can't figure out what happened and what will happen after the photo is taken, but the picture of the picture can still feel that this experience is full of fear, Gu Woruo's fear.

Gu Woruo's fear came from the screen, which could arouse Gu Jun's creepy feeling.

It was sent anonymously before, and Gu Jun couldn't guess who was so perverted and vicious, and he couldn't guess what her intentions were. Now Gu Jun finally understood who had such ulterior motives.

Gu Ye looked at the timer and there was still nearly an hour left.

Gu Jun immediately sent a message, and also pulled her out of the phone blacklist.

Gu Jun: Positioning

Gu Yun went downstairs and hurriedly hailed a taxi.

It was five o'clock in the afternoon, and the August sun was as hot as ever.

After getting in the car, Gu Jun immediately deleted the two photos in the chat history with Shen Yuxin. Gu Jun couldn't bear to look at them, he was flustered, and it hurt to the bottom of his heart.

At that time, Gu Jun didn't know how to apologize to his sister. This kind of expression was what Gu Jun was most afraid of. His pain was stuck in his heart and he didn't know how to relieve it.

When Gu Yun arrived at the entrance of the restaurant, he called Shen Yuxin without any hesitation.

Gu Yun: "I'm downstairs."

Shen Suxin: "Then I'll pick you up right away."

Gu Yun felt nauseated when he heard Shen Yuxin's sticky tone.

Gu Yan's fear of being close to others has long been repulsed by the resentment in his heart. Gu Yan seems to have attached himself to Shen Yuxin, and he said coldly: "Talk about it and delete it, now."

Shen Suxin: "So scared, then come earlier."

Gu Yun: "Delete now."

Shen Suxin: "Okay, delete it now."

After Gu Yun looked directly at Shen Yuxin and deleted the talk, his hanging heart was relieved a little.

Shen Suxin: "Let's go up and eat something."

Gu Yun: "Don't eat."

Gu Jun knows that she can speak at any time, and if she doesn't do something she is satisfied with now, she will not let Gu Jun go with satisfaction. Gu Jun can only play by ear now.

Shen Suxin: "Then chat with me for a while."

Gu Yun: "We have nothing to talk about."

Shen Suxin: "There will be, let's go, you have no choice now."

Shen Muxin lowered her hair and read the news, as if she had arranged for the students in the private room. On Sunday night, the evening self-study will continue as usual, and the students will return to school to participate in the evening self-study after eating.

Gu Yun had no idea of ​​going to evening self-study at first, so Gu Yun took this opportunity to find out what Shen Yuxin was thinking. Gu Yun first reported to Lin Yimo that he would not go to evening self-study, and then asked the teacher for leave.

Shen Yuxin: "Gu Min, do you still remember this place?"

Gu Yun remembered that two days after receiving the anonymous photo, he received Shen Muxin's confession, right here, lurking in the solitude of the traffic.

Gu Yun didn't respond, so he waited for Shen Muxin to tell himself.

Shen Suxin: "Have you thought about it? I sent the photo before."

Gu Yun had nothing to say.

Shen Yuxin seemed to be telling a story, regardless of whether Gu Yan answered or not, Gu Yan seemed to listen to it enough.

Shen Muxin: "Every time I saw you, you were in the corner, and I thought you were embarrassed. I also specially found such a quiet place, which is considerate enough."

Shen Yuxin: "Gu Yan, do you like her that much? Don't you understand the photos I showed you? She is about to be violated. Don't you think she is dirty? Is she disgusting? Or am I not good enough? It's all like this , you still reject me."

Gu Ye's Shen Yuxin's tone and words gradually confirmed her purpose of taking pictures and posting them, which is to make Gu Ye feel disgusted with Gu Woruo, so as to successfully become the so-called "Gu Ye's girlfriend".

At that time, Gu Jun hadn't thought that a person's heart could be so sinister. He didn't expect that someone would harm his underage sister like this. Only then did Gu Jun slowly see through people's hearts. After being too impatient, he is now most aware of how he should deal with it.

Gu Jun calmed down his tone and said, "You made people do this?"

Shen Yuxin: "Me? I didn't have that ability at that time, don't be too confident in me, this is caused by you, Gu Yun."

Shen Yuxin: "Don't you remember your group of friends? The group of rubbish friends you talked about, and later you broke off relations with them directly, but your girlfriend knew that you were wronged at school, so she rushed up and gave it to you. Those people slapped a few times, and the second time your girlfriend was blocked and dragged into the alley."

Hearing this, Gu Jun couldn't control his emotions again. It turned out that this matter was related to himself, so how many things Gu Jun didn't know. After thinking about it, Gu Jun began to get scared. Gu Jun was afraid of his sister. Death is forged by oneself step by step.

Shen Yuxin: "But it's okay, you like her so much, I am her now, you said her name is nice, I changed it for you, you said her long hair is very beautiful, I also have long hair, You said she was gentle, she had a pretty smile, and got along very well with people. I just came to this class and got along well with everyone. She is gone. I saw her vomit blood at that time, it’s okay, I Accompany you, I can accompany you for a long time in the future."

Gu Yan looked at Shen Yuxin's gradually bewildered look, and Gu Yan tried to calm himself down at this time, and it was Gu Chen's words that gave Gu Yan some stimulation.

Gu Yun: "She has cut her hair short, I like the way she looks with short hair."

Shen Suxin: "Then I'll cut it later."

Gu Yun: "She is not clingy, I don't like being too tired, and I don't like being known by others."

Shen Yuxin: "I know this. If you come to eat today, then we will have a separate room for the two of us. It's okay, I will respect your idea."

Gu Yun: "I'm very tired, I have to go back."

Gu Jun didn't intend to wait for her to agree, Gu Jun seemed to have found a way to suppress her, Gu Jun turned around and prepared to leave.

Shen Suxin: "Wait a minute."

Gu Jun was frightened by Shen Fuxin's sharp sound, and Shen Fuxin's mood became very unstable in a short period of time, so that Gu Jun suspected that she had schizophrenia, which made Gu Jun a little confused how to deal with it.

Shen Suxin: "Today is my birthday, I want a present."

After thinking about the clip, Gu Yun said, "I'll give it to you tomorrow."

Shen Yuxin pointed to Gu Yun's ear: "Then I want that one, the one you are going to give her."

Gu Jun couldn't help being stunned for a while, Gu Jun responded quickly and said, "I'll give it to you tomorrow, the box is at home."

Gu Jun was let go just like that. The conversation at night was really too much information, and there were really too many things that Gu Jun needed to think about. Gu Jun took a taxi, and Gu Jun lowered the window, and the lights outside the window were bright , The evening breeze is pleasant, everything outside the window seems to be fleeting, Gu Jun recalled it again.

I have only lived for 16 years, and I can't remember some things clearly.

For example, I can't remember my mother, her appearance, or when she left. Gu Yun only remembers being closest to his sister.

When I was in elementary school, my sister was always taller than Gu Jun. At that time, Gu Jun always hid under the protection of my sister. Although my sister was only two years older, my sister seemed really powerful.

When I was in elementary school, the schoolbags were very big. When I first started elementary school, the family conditions were not good. Others used trolley schoolbags. Gu Jun and Gu Woruo both carried schoolbags. On the back, Gu Yun's was on the front, and the two of them were carefree.

It didn't take long for the family to become richer and transfer to a school in the urban area. The schoolbag was replaced by a trolley schoolbag, and my mother left after the conditions improved.

The mother doesn’t seem to have a deep impression on Gu Yun. At that time, the concept of independent thinking had not yet been established, but silently Gu Yunian had the best relationship with his sister, but now the impression of his mother is so weak that Gu Yun really didn’t. How much communication with my mother, but in Gu Yun's memory, my sister cried for a long time because of her mother's departure, and cried several times.

Later, when my sister went to junior high school, Gu Jun became more independent. In those few years, his life followed the rules. Although Gu Jun lacked the love of his father and mother, his sister made up for it a lot.

Later, when Gu Jun went to junior high school, Gu Jun became taller and taller than his sister. Every time he grew taller, Gu Jun was very happy. He thought he was tall enough to protect his sister. My sister is a crybaby. , Gu Jun hates seeing his sister cry the most. Gu Jun's wish is to make her sister happy enough so that she won't cry.

It's just that I didn't expect that things are impermanent, my sister left as soon as she said she would, and she couldn't stop her, Gu Yun's sky collapsed.

Gu Jun didn't even know when she left.

When Gu Jun returned home after the high school entrance examination, he found that there was nothing there, even when he opened the door, there was a hazy feeling of dust. Gu Jun only saw two letters and a note on the desk.

After Gu Jun saw the note, he knew that his sister was gone. She said that it was nothing but a lie, why she kept bleeding, why she became thinner and thinner, and why she cut off contact in the end. After celebrating Gu Jun’s birthday The next day, I sent a text message, "Xiaojun, my sister will study hard next time. We will study hard until your high school entrance examination. After you take the high school entrance examination, you will go home directly without sending a message."

Gu Jun slowly learned the truth. My sister had dropped out of school a long time ago, my sister was already sick, and my sister had already gone to make money to earn Gu Jun's future living expenses.

My sister seems to have left nothing for Gu Jun, but she left everything for Gu Jun. Those two letters are a task for Gu Jun, and they are also a hope for Gu Jun to continue living. In life, I made good contact with my uncle's family in advance. On the second day of the senior high school entrance examination, my uncle took her away. My sister gave my uncle's family 15 yuan, and left a card for Gu Jun, which was [-] yuan.

Part of it was earned by my sister herself, and part of it was obtained by my father. Gu Jun didn't know what method my sister used. Since then, my father has searched for the money since the business went downhill.

Gu Yun knew that this incident was also at the beginning of high school, and that day his father completely angered Gu Yun with one sentence, "Give me the money, don't be like your bitch sister who doesn't do human affairs."

Gu Yun's impression of his father is even more ethereal than that of his mother, and he is also vicious in that ethereal. He was violent at home, beat his mother, and even beat his sister. Once he was about to hit Gu Yun with a stick, but his sister stopped him. When his sister went to the hospital, he was vain, using suits and leather shoes to promote his image as a good husband and father, but said his daughter was a slut.

I don't know if it's because the taxi took too long or life is too short, but my sister just arrived at the station and got off like this.

My sister was not yet eighteen when she left.

After Gu Jun returned home, he turned over the box in the closet. The jewelry box inside was the earrings on Gu Jun's ears. Gu Jun had been preparing this gift for a long time, but he never thought that there would be no chance to give it.

Gu Yun remembered many details again.

When Gu Yun was in the ninth grade, my sister really changed a lot. She cut off her long black and beautiful hair and replaced it with short hair that she always misses. She endured the pain and pierced her ears...

The hair tie and hair clips in the box are from the ninth grade first volume and I went out to play with my sister. At that time, my sister had just washed her hair, and my sister told me to bring hair rings and hair clips. I was afraid that I would need them when the hair was dry. Put it in Gu Jun's pocket and Gu Jun took it to school. Gu Jun always wanted to bring it back to his sister next week, but it became the commemorative coin in Gu Jun's hand now

The school badge in the box, the school badge of the eighth middle school where my sister is, the sister in the photo is still the one with the high ponytail, the school badge had just been handed out in the first year of senior high school, Gu Woruo took the school badge home and was dug out by Gu Woruo, Gu Woruo Said she had two, and gave one to Gu Jun, who later hid it in a stationery bag, and then later hid it in a box.

……

Gu Yun suddenly thought of a sentence, it was his mother's words, and he obviously didn't have a deep impression of his mother, but he remembered this sentence for more than ten years - sister treats you so well, why are you willing to bully her.