paper and ink acquaintance

On the first day of the new year, Lin Yimo was woken up by the deafening sound of firecrackers.

This is earlier than usual school time.

Fang Linfan asked Lin Yimo to go to the dinner table. Fang Lin lay on the bed and insisted on Fang Linfan pulling it up. Even though a large table of dishes had already been set, Lin Qingyi was still busy in the kitchen.

This is the norm in the family.

Lin Yimo was taciturn during the meal, because he didn't know how to face this family, and he excluded himself from this family.It was because the apology in his heart was brought up and could not be washed away.

"Mo Mo." Fang Linfan saw Lin Yimo keep bowing his head, and called out to Lin Yimo, "Eat more."

Lin Yimo raised his head and nodded.

Today's breakfast is very rich, but it doesn't suit Lin Yimo's appetite at all.

After meal

Lin Yimo was doing homework in the room, and he didn't open the curtains. In fact, the sun was shining outside the window today, but Lin Yimo kept the gloomy environment.

"Momo." It was Fang Linfan calling from outside the door.

Fang Linfan's voice was not loud, but there was no sound in the living room or the room to obstruct it, and Lin Yimo could hear it clearly.

Lin Yimo didn't answer, he went directly to the door and opened it.But he didn't look directly at Fang Linfan either. He opened the door and turned to walk to the desk. Lin Yimo lowered his head and continued to look at the unfinished physics problem just now.

Fang Linfan habitually sat on the edge of Lin Yimo's bed, the bed and desk were close together.

"What's the matter?" Fang Linfan could see Lin Yimo's gloomy appearance.

"It's okay, the firecrackers were too noisy in the morning, and I don't feel like I slept well." Lin Yimo still stared at the question, his head seemed to be lowered, and he seemed to be concentrating on writing the question, but there was a shadow of deliberate explanation in his words.

Lin Yimo didn't act once or twice, but Lin Yimo didn't mention anything about this aspect, and he digested it by himself from the beginning to the end.

In this way, Fang Linfan is only dubious, Fang Linfan knows the way Lin Yimo walked.

But since Fang Linfan heard Lin Yimo's answer, he was either really fine, or Lin Yimo didn't want to say it, and he didn't force it if he didn't.

Fang Linfan got up after a few instructions. Just as he was about to turn his head and leave the room, Fang Linfan was reminded of something else. She said softly, "Momo, please tell Xiaoyun, you will go to shoot at nine o'clock tomorrow morning. Together."

Lin Yimo responded: "Well, good."

Lin Yimo waited for Fang Linfan to leave before slowly turning his head to pay attention to Fang Linfan's back. When Fang Linfan was about to turn around and close the door, he had already turned his head back. The moment between the gaps was an expression of his inferiority.

Lin Yimo clicked on the chat dialog box, but hesitated. He was struggling with the tone of voice for such a notification.

It seemed like an unlimited sense of inferiority.Lin Yimo was afraid that after Gu Yun heard yesterday's content, Gu Yun would dislike him, and he was a little ashamed, so this sentence separated Lin Yimo from everyone around him.

Lin Yimo: Shooting tomorrow, at [-]:[-]

Gu Jun woke up later than usual, Lin Yimo sent the message at seven o'clock, and Gu Jun was still asleep.

When I woke up, I looked at my phone first and replied to the message.

Gu Jun: good

Woke up so early?

Did you sleep well?

Gu Yi hesitated when he sent a message, thinking about how to send it. He saw that Lin Yimo's sentence couldn't tell Lin Yimo's mood, so he tried to test it out.

Lin Yimo: I slept well

The mobile phone is placed next to it, and the arrival of the news is clear at a glance.Lin Yimo broke off the phone case, and had to ponder over the four words before sending them out. Neither Lin Yimo nor Gu Yi had the habit of turning on the notification sound, but when the screen lit up, they could almost realize that there was news , and can also realize who sent it.

Gu Jun: Do you have any plans for today?

What are you doing now?

Lin Yimo: I plan to do my homework

I'm doing my homework now

Gu Jun: good

Do you have a shoot together tomorrow?

Lin Yimo: Yes, together

Gu Jun: That's fine, see you tomorrow

just learn

Tomorrow is busy and there is no opportunity to learn

Lin Yimo: Yes

Gu Ye is not uncomfortable, Lin Yimo is the one who feels uncomfortable all over the body. Through the dialog box, Lin Yimo seems to be able to notice that Gu Ye has not changed from usual, but Lin Yimo can't get over the hurdle in his heart, and Lin Yimo becomes very serious , stereotyped.

The two of them did spend all day on the first day of the new year.

The next day

Fang Linfan and Lin Yimo were waiting for work in the studio early.When Gu Yun arrived, Fang Linfan was tidying up the computer, and Lin Yimo was sitting on the sofa, obviously playing with his mobile phone, but the casual sitting posture seemed to hide a serious expression.

"Xiao Yun, here we come." Fang Linfan stood up, picked up the camera by the table, and asked Gu Yun's opinion: "Shall we start directly?"

Gu Jun nodded slightly, "Yes."

Lin Yimo heard the movement, but he didn't look up, nor did he say hello.

Fang Linfan first took out a few sets of clothes, and after explaining to Gu Jun, he asked Gu Jun to change into the clothes and directly cut into the state.

Today we shot indoors first, and the weather was clearer in the afternoon, so we arranged for outdoor work.

In the beginning, Gu Yun was working alone, and Lin Yimo was still glued to the sofa. Gu Yun looked at Lin Yimo from time to time, and Lin Yimo lowered his head. It is clear that Lin Yimo has not come out of that sentence.

Later, Fang Linfan asked Lin Yimo to change clothes together, and Lin Yimo walked to Gu Yun's side. Lin Yimo looked at the ground, at the clothes, at the shoes, but did not meet Gu Yun's eyes.

Therefore, Gu Yun's indifference seems to have come out of the rivers and lakes again. The state of the two of them is the same as when they first met a few months ago, and the atmosphere is a bit awkward.

Fang Linfan also tried different styles in this spring outfit, which is very suitable for Lin Yimo. Lin Yimo also took a lot of photos, both indoors and outdoors.

The three of them seem to be addicted to work, and they don't even have free time to talk to each other and connect with each other.

In the evening, Hao Dang Tianyu couldn't wait to welcome the meaning of the night, it gradually darkened, and the three of them returned to the studio.

"Sister, I'm so tired, I'm going back first." Lin Yimo's tone was indeed exhausted, he didn't look at Fang Linfan, he didn't look at Gu Yun, he cleaned himself up.

Fang Linfan hadn't proposed to go to dinner together, so he was cut off by Lin Yimo.

Lin Yimo also remembered that Fang Linfan said before that he would bring Gu Yun and have dinner together, but he did not forget.At this time, Lin Yimo was tired, tired from not having a good rest, tired from busy work, and also not in the mood to have this dinner together at this time.

Fang Linfan was stunned for a moment at first——what happened to Lin Yimo?It seems that even the emotions are so poorly concealed.This disrupted her rhythm, but Fang Linfan also let Lin Yimo go and let him go home. After all, it was so obvious that Lin Yimo wanted to go home.

The two left with their eyes on Lin Yimo's back. His sternness was due to his lack of eye contact with Gu Jun and his sister.

"Sister Lin Fan." Gu Ye called Fang Linfan, and Fang Linfan turned his gaze from the door to Gu Ye.

Gu Yun began to probe: "On New Year's Eve, what time did Lin Yimo get home?"

"It seems... about 10:30." Fang Linfan thought for a while and told Gu Yun the truth. At that time, Fang Linfan thought it was a bit late, so he called Lin Yimo to "go home early."

It was nine o'clock when Gu Jun and Lin Yimo separated, and the journey was not as exaggerated as an hour and a half, but Lin Yimo told Gu Jun that he had already arrived home.

"What's wrong? What happened?" Fang Linfan could sense some story behind this, and said worriedly, "Mo Mo seems to be in a bad mood these two days."

In fact, Gu Jun didn't know whether he could tell about his experience last night, so he hesitated for a while.

Fang Linfan asked him to speak out directly, don't worry about it, indeed Lin Yimo's state is quite worrying.

Gu Jun explained in detail the beginning and process of meeting the two people that day, but Gu Jun was still hesitant about that sentence. That sentence was really harsh and made Gu Jun feel distressed, not to mention Fang Linfan, who loves his brother so much. What do you think.

But Gu Yun still chose to tell, and said half a sentence: "It is quite sharp to say that he has no parents."

The second half of the sentence is "living in someone else's house, killing someone else's father." Gu Jun didn't say it out. Gu Jun tossed and turned on this matter all night, and thought that the murdered father should be Fang Linfan's father. He was afraid of this sentence. Directly stepped on the minefield of the Chinese side Lin Fan, without mentioning a word.

Fang Linfan was indeed stunned, his pupils began to slack, and then took a deep breath. Fang Linfan understood that because Lin Yimo "had no parents", he cried bitterly at first and then wiped his tears secretly. In this regard, Lin Yimo expressed his sadness. The way seems to be crying.

Even if it wasn't the first time I heard it, every time related words flowed into Fang Linfan's ears, it was like a heart-wrenching torture. She felt distressed, and she knew that Lin Yimo was in pain, but she had no choice but to endure it.

"Sister Lin Fan?" Gu Jun looked at Fang Linfan's unease visible to the naked eye, and said softly, "May I understand?"

Fang Linfan also noticed that Gu Ye cast his eyes on Lin Yimo again and again today. What's more, the concern in Gu Ye's eyes couldn't be conveyed, and Lin Yimo didn't accept it.

Fang Linfan spoke with sincerity and sincerity: "Little Jun, you are good friends. Momo, apart from Lin Yi, I don't seem to have such close friends since I was a child."

Gu Jun nodded his head.

Whether Fang Linfan observes it in his own eyes or understands it in Lin Yimo's words, the appearance of Gu Yun has added color to Lin Yimo's life, giving Lin Yimo a sincere and passionate pursuit of life.

Fang Linfan understood Gu Jun with his heart and really trusted Gu Jun, so he described Lin Yimo she knew.

"I call Momo's mother my aunt. My aunt is a very powerful person. She used to be a businessman. She is actually very helpless. She has to support herself and Momo, so she doesn't spend much time with Momo." Fang Linfan said seriously, "Fortunately, Mo Mo is very sensible, since he was young."

"Before he was ten years old, our contact was not particularly close, but we can see that Momo is well-behaved and sensible. Maybe it has something to do with the family atmosphere. Before he can remember, he didn't live with his father. My aunt grew up alone, I don't know anything about Momo's father, but..."

There seemed to be a little more anger in Fang Linfan's expression. She paused for a moment and said, "But in my impression, he is a scum."

"When I was ten years old, my aunt died because of physical reasons—" Fang Linfan couldn't help pausing again, "—and only my parents knew about it. I guessed it at the beginning. My aunt put Momo in our house. He's still too young, and my aunt doesn't want him to know, so she keeps lying."

"The paper can't wrap the fire, and sooner or later it will be uncovered, but he doesn't make trouble, he will cry, he doesn't know what to do, it seems that he can only cry, at first he cried hard, cried hysterically, and then secretly cried , His upbringing seems to be engraved in his bones, and our family has never added any pressure because of the addition of Momo."

"Seeing a boy in his early ten years old who is independent and sensible, I can feel the distress, but the only one who can really understand the pain behind him is himself."

All kinds of memories kept popping up in Fang Linfan's mind. She gave an example at random and choked up and said, "I remember one time he cried very badly."

Fang Linfan burst into tears.

"At that time, Lin Yi told me in a panic that Lin Yimo stepped on a spike and the soles of his feet were covered in blood. When I saw him, he kept wiping away the tears that he couldn't help but I thought he was Because of the pain, I stayed with him until night, and he couldn't help but say, 'Sister, I miss my mother so much'."

Fang Linfan seemed to feel the pain in his heart, and he told with tears like rain: "When I saw it, the socks and flesh were stuck together, but he didn't say a word about the pain. When I asked if it hurt, he shook his head. He was most afraid of the pain." It hurts, how can it not hurt, but the sentence he said while crying is missing his mother, and it is inevitable that he will think of his mother when he is wronged."

"I'm already very worried. His sensibleness and silence are really like this, so I'm afraid..." Fang Linfan didn't dare to say the word suicide, which made her heart throb.

Gu Jun nodded.

"But then another big thing happened. It seemed that the whole world was putting pressure on him. His biological father came to him and asked for trouble. Because of the dispute, my father..."

Fang Linfan didn't know how to describe it again, this was Lin Yimo's pain, and it was also Fang Linfan's pain.

Seeing Fang Linfan's difficulty in continuing his statement, Gu Jun also talked about this part, and Gu Jun also guessed about the same, so he just continued the conversation: "Those two people said that they killed someone else's father."

Fang Linfan adjusted his state, wiped away his tears, and continued: "Well, that is my father. In fact, everyone should understand that the person who committed the crime is Mo Mo's biological father, but they put all the crimes on a teenage boy. Boy. Because he passed away, there is no outlet to vent."

Fang Linfan's tone gradually became contemptuous: "It's terrible to push the blame on an irrelevant 13-year-old boy. But everyone faces this matter with helplessness. My father's family members are only infinitely selfish. They forced His classmates and friends in the neighborhood began to repel him. In fact, it is all right to live in our house. My aunt paid a lot of money for our house, and my aunt left a lot of money after she left, but others They never cared about these things, they had no compassion, they listened to the wind as rain, they felt excited when they saw other people’s pain, so they kept stretching out cruel blades to him, and they forced him to a desperate situation—”

"——Does Xiaojun know the three circles of silver chain on his left wrist?"

Gu Yun responded softly: "I know, I have noticed it, is there any significance?"

Fang Linfan's eyes turned red again, as if in this series of narration, Fang Linfan couldn't help tears from his eyes several times, Fang Linfan began to choke slightly again: "Did you see him take it off?"

Fang Linfan told others about this for the first time, with tears in his eyes.

Gu Ye felt really distressed when she looked at it. Usually, a gentle and considerate elder sister swallowed her tears like this. What is even more distressing is Lin Yimo's ups and downs in the past ten years.

Gu Jun shook his head, "No", Gu Jun had never seen the silver chain break away from Lin Yimo.

"There is a big and deep scar hidden there." The scene at that time seemed to reappear in front of his eyes, Fang Linfan said in grief, "He is very sensible, he has been sensible and obedient since he was a child, maybe it is really a situation where all thoughts are lost. , he will make such a decision.”

Gu Yun heard this as if he was listening to a story. While listening to the story, his brows were already a little uncomfortable.

Throughout the passage, his cheeks were gloomy and bloodless, as if he could fall into Lin Yimo's panic and anxiety at that time.

I don't know whether it was Fang Linfan who spoke with her crying voice that was too deeply rooted in the hearts of the people, or Lin Yimo's experience was really too thrilling, Gu Jun couldn't help but his eyes were red.

Gu Yun didn't know whether his thoughts at this time were long and complicated or blank and ignorant, but the two of them digested themselves for a while and fell silent.

Fang Linfan said with a heavy nasal voice: "Xiao Yan, you are lucky to meet someone, and you should cherish someone who has left once."

Gu Yun continued to pause.

After saying goodbye, Gu Yun went home, and Fang Linfan's dinner arrangements were also ruined. Fang Linfan decided to stay in the studio first, and giving Lin Yimo space is also giving himself space.

Gu Jun lay on the bed thinking about it, and finally picked up his phone and sent a Moments.