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It's twelve o'clock, fireworks and firecrackers, a bustling outside the window, and all kinds of lights are reflected in the curtains.

Lin Yimo lay on the bed for an hour, and that sentence swirled in his mind for an hour, and his thoughts were complicated for an hour.

Lin Yimo shook his left wrist, which was surrounded by three circles of silver chains.

He thought of his mother.

Lin Yimo's mother, Lin Qingyi.

Lin Qingyi was a powerful woman at that time. She refused to accept any feudal superstitions. Perhaps she was alerted by her ignorance when she was young. She was married out in a daze, and only then did she resist later. In that feudal society, marrying a daughter had one The word is to sell a daughter.

"It's almost time to get married." This sentence has ruined the happiness of many people. Lin Qingyi's parents value sons over daughters, but they just took the daughter's gift money as capital to nourish their lives.

Whether they are happy or not is another matter.

Lin Qingyi was also Xiaojiabiyu at the time, and she was so charming that she was taken in by others at a glance.

The dowry money that was discussed also made people's eyes straight. The opposite was a businessman. Ever since they talked about this marriage, Lin Qingyi's parents were beaming with joy and smiling from ear to ear.

But after Lin Qingyi got through the door, Lin Qingyi discovered that it was only financial wealth, not ideological wealth, and the corruption of the family atmosphere led to the pedantry of people's thinking.

The personality disagreement between the two may have been a common phenomenon between husband and wife at the time, but Lin Qingyi dared to fight, she didn't resist openly, she relied on her husband's relationship, she established her own path of financial independence, and she let her husband think how much Corruption, how bad the style is, it's none of her business, she only wants to live a good life for Lin Yimo.

Lin Qingyi later separated directly from her husband, and her financial level continued to improve. She also often helped Lin Qingyi. They were sisters.

There are always some times a year when Lin Qingyi brings Lin Yimo to Lin Qingyi's house. Lin Qingyi's family is not financially good, and even a little financially stressed. Lin Qingyi often lends a helping hand. Lin Qingyi likes to stay in Lin Qingyi's house because of the good family tradition and harmonious family. It also makes Lin Yimo feel the warmth of family affection in the world.

Everything seems to be proceeding according to the normal track.

Until Lin Yimo was ten years old, Lin Qingyi transferred Lin Yimo to another school without asking Lin Yimo's opinion, and transferred to the same school as Fang Linyi. After the transfer, Lin Qingyi cut off her own business. the way.

Lin Qingyi took a sum of money to renovate Lin Qingyi's house. Lin Qingyi sold all the cars and handed over the remaining savings to Lin Qingyi, as if he did not leave a way out for himself.

At the beginning, Lin Qingyi couldn't understand what Lin Qingyi did. Lin Qingyi was more dominated by a sense of fear. She knew that Lin Qingyi could maintain a certain level of reason under certain pressure. Lin Qingyi was afraid that earth-shaking changes had taken place behind it.

Lin Qingyi asked several times, but Lin Qingyi never answered directly, until Lin Qingyi had to say it later.

She's sick and doesn't have much time left.

Lin Qingyi, her beauty is enviable, her ability is envied by others, she is powerful, but she has always been criticized, her red lips are eye-rolled by others, her aura makes people jealous, and people's hearts are numb. Looking at her She is thriving, but others can't wait for her to fall in an instant, and others take the benefits she gives, but they are ungrateful.

Her mental pressure and work pressure are constantly squeezing her body.

Birth, old age, sickness and death, the world is impermanent, she can contend with everything she hates, but in the end she has to succumb to dying of illness and is forced to say goodbye to the world.

Lin Qingyi and the others did not tell Lin Yimo this fact, and no one else knew.

Leaving quietly is what Lin Qingyi meant.

Lin Yimo doesn't understand why his mother sold the car. Lin Yimo likes to sit in his mother's car, to go to the beach in his mother's car, to go to his aunt's house in his mother's car...

Lin Yimo didn't understand why her mother was so busy at work, she was too busy to take Lin Yimo away, and she was too busy to talk to Lin Yimo, even though Lin Yimo kept crying, she still didn't come back.

Lin Yimo didn't understand why she didn't answer her mother's phone calls. Her mother used to check Lin Yimo regularly to see if she could remember her mother's number and home address. After Lin Qingyi left, Lin Yimo often secretly called one after another. , But there was no answer on the other end of the phone, and there was no mother's voice anymore.

He didn't understand, he began to fall into fear constantly, and Lin Qingyi's family was constantly calming his restless heart, as if the only way was to lie to him for as long as he could.

Lied to Lin Yimo when he was 13 years old, the lie was exposed, and he fell into a quagmire.

Lin Yimo's biological father came to him. The failure of his business made him in debt all over. He didn't know anything about Lin Qingyi's death. He only remembered Lin Qingyi when he was in poverty.

Lin Qingyi and her husband repeatedly asked him to leave and not to pester him anymore, but he had become frantic, and the shortage of money made him hungry and thirsty. Later, when he learned that the house was paid by Lin Qingyi, he decided to Start planning to build a house.

For Lin Qingyi and her husband, no matter what, they still have to think about the child. They stick to this house. Lin Yimo's biological father is not reconciled, and he can't make others feel better without getting the money.

He simply smashed the house. Lin Qingyi's husband, as a man, has the responsibility to take up the responsibility of the family. The two are constantly arguing, but Lin Yimo's biological father has no reason at all. He tried his best to hurt others to vent his business Lin Qingyi's husband couldn't withstand the violence of Lin Yimo's biological father and was killed on purpose.

Lin Yimo's biological father probably understood that he was left with pain in this world, and before he went to prison, he also ruined his future and bid farewell to the world.

This hurt a family like a bolt from the blue, and the protective cover woven of lies on Lin Yimo's body was pierced layer by layer by others, and Lin Yimo was hurt badly by words.

Lin Qingyi's husband's parents and family put the blame on Lin Yimo, because there is no one to blame. Lin Yimo's biological father passed away, and his mother passed away long ago, leaving only Lin Yimo alive.

With no place to vent their pain and sorrow, they just inflict these crimes on a child.

But what did Lin Yimo do wrong?Is he wrong?

She didn't accept her father's love before she was ten years old, and her mother was afraid that Lin Yimo's biological father's vulgarity would affect Lin Yimo's thinking. In order to ensure a healthy mind, Lin Qingyi kept Lin Yimo from contacting her biological father, but her mother

Also often running around at work.

At the age of ten, his mother left silently, and even the incomplete maternal love was cut off. He was afraid, and he had imagined that his mother had already left. He reluctantly convinced himself that his mother was just busy with work.

At the age of 13, he had to accept the fact that his mother had died, and was accused of staying in other people's homes one after another, but killed his father.

Isn't this one nightmare after another for Lin Yimo?

Lin Qingyi is a sensible person. When she was dealing with her husband's funeral, she also took care of her three children, including Lin Yimo. She fulfilled her responsibilities as a wife and mother, and even as an aunt.

Fang Linfan was already a college student at that time, and her thinking was mature. She was originally born in poverty, which made her sensible and take care of her family earlier. Fang Linfan never complained about her birth. She guided her parents in ideological education, Maintain a very honest three views.

What Lin Qingyi and Fang Linfan remembered was the financial support and continuous care that Lin Yimo's mother brought to their family, but they never linked the death of their husband and father to Lin Yimo.

To be a human being, one must know how to reciprocate. They have no way to repay Lin Qingyi, so they take good care of her child Lin Yimo.

They were afraid that Fang Lin would be ignorant for a year, and that Fang Lin would be affected by outside rumors, so they often reminded Fang Lin to take good care of Lin Yimo and get along with Lin Yimo.

Lin Qingyi protected him like his own son, Fang Linfan spoiled him like his own younger brother, and Fang Lin treated him like his own brother. They tried their best to let him integrate into the family, but others only used one sentence, one sentence can be like A knife was directly inserted into the heart, and only one sentence could pull him out of this warmth, making him feel out of place with this warmth, and directly pushing him into the abyss.

Any slander can't withstand another processing, another transmission, adding oil and vinegar at will, fanning the flames, those gossips can bury people in the abyss.

"Kill someone else's father."

"Spend other people's money and ask others to support them."

"Occupy someone else's family."

"Why do you still have the face to live?"

"No wonder, his mother is not a good thing."

"Maybe I learned from my mother."

……

What he was really afraid of was not how sharp his words were, but what he was really afraid of was how dull a sentence would be heard in his heart.

He was under the attack of public opinion, and he didn't know when he started to prepare a knife. It was not a sharp weapon to hurt people, but a key to unlock the shackles.

Lin Yimo also didn't know if he made a mistake by going down like this, he didn't have the energy to look back and think before that cut down, all he knew was that he really couldn't stand it anymore and wanted to leave with despair.

When Lin Yimo woke up, she saw Lin Qingyi sobbing. She seemed to have been crying for a long time, and Fang Linfan also rushed back, with tears on her face.

After Lin Yimo woke up, he was thinking about it on the bed. When he recalled that when his consciousness was blurred, it seemed that someone kept calling his name, and the tone of calling seemed to be desperate and broken.

Under the guidance of Lin Qingyi and Fang Linfan's thoughts again and again, Lin Yimo also slowly recovered. He couldn't radiate vigor from the inside out like a normal youth, but he seemed to understand that no matter what, he had to do it for Lin Qingyi and Fang Linfan live.

He seems to have started a second life from the hospital bed, with disappointment and hope.

After the wound healed, he took off the necklace hanging around his neck, and wore it in three circles on his left wrist to block the scar.

The necklace was put on by Lin Qingyi when Lin Yimo was a child, and has been worn since he was a child.Lin Yimo just changed the way of wearing it, and the way of missing his mother.