I have always been extremely selfish.Is it too late to realize this now?

Ye Junqian walked behind Shen Xiao, and Shen Xiao took his hand and walked up to the high ground step by step.Ye Junqian stared blankly at Shen Xiao's back, he couldn't see the expression on Shen Xiao's face at the moment, and he didn't know what Shen Xiao was thinking.

Jie harbored the expectation of betraying his noble comrades, and Jie cherished his mentor breaking with himself.Ye Junqian saw all the obstacles that blunted his sword, pulled his limbs, and restricted his actions, but he forgot only one person.

The person who is struggling and tormenting in the depths surrounded by thorns is Shen Xiao.

But I was selfishly stagnant for my own obsession, blinded by these so-called morality and loyalty and filial piety, forgetting that Shen Xiao had the same feeling as me, or even worse.

What Shen Xiao said to him just now, the fleeting uneasy gaze pierced through his heart, made Ye Junqian understand these things more profoundly than any straightforward or forceful reasoning.

As the leader of the army, facing his subordinates, facing the enemy, and facing the leader, no matter which side he is on, he will not allow Shen Xiao to shrink back in the slightest, so Shen Xiao always looks extremely strong and calm in front of others no matter what. look like.As a close friend, brother, and lover, facing Pei Guiqing, facing Lu Jie and Gu Lin, facing Ye Junqian, Shen Xiao, who had let go of his aggressive edge, stood upright in front of them, but it was just a simple Be brave, because you don't want people to worry about him.

A person has a lot to bear, but he can't show his vulnerable side to others, so he secretly hides all the wounds and pains, and it has always been like this.Just because of this, Ye Junqian naturally accepted the support and protection that Shen Xiao gave him, and also naturally ignored it.

Shen Xiao's almost excessive gentleness in front of her, Shen Xiao's slightly frowning brows in sleep.Everyone is afraid of their own evil fate, it's such an obvious thing, why, I didn't realize it until now?

"My parents died in battle when I was still an infant. I was taken away by distant relatives and boarded in a small mountain village in the south of the Yangtze River. It happened that a group of bandits came to the village, and the fire burned the village to ashes. "The two sat side by side, Shen Xiao put his arms around Ye Junqian's waist, let Ye Junqian lean on his shoulder, and looked up at the sea of ​​stars in the night of the Black Gobi together.

"I survived by luck, and was rescued by a master who was passing by in pursuit of the bandit. The master accepted me as an apprentice."

That night Ye Junqian knew about Shen Xiao, the Shen Xiao before he met him, many big and small things that he had never imagined.Those were the memories of Shen Xiao's childhood, and it sounded completely different from the current situation.

"Actually, I used to cry a lot when I was a child." Seeing Ye Junqian's unexpected surprised expression, Shen Xiao smiled softly, "It's true, because the master always has a straight face, especially when I make mistakes and he scolds me, I don't like it. You can sit in the corner and hang out all night."

"When I was ten years old, the master took me to visit the Chunyang Palace in Huashan, and accepted Bai Hong as the second junior. When I first sparred with Bai Hong, I accidentally injured him, and I was scolded by the master again. Just learn to carry Jingtiao to apologize to Junior Brother Baihong, and Mr. Pei made fun of it for a while."

Before the age of 12, Shen Xiao was very attached to Jiang Chuan. Whether Jiang Chuan was at work, resting or practicing, Shen Xiao would always hang around Jiang Chuan, and Jiang Chuan would often helplessly lift her up and throw her out of the study.Later, Jiang Chuan had no choice but to ask Pei Guiqing to deal with Shen Xiao. Pei Guiqing took Shen Xiao to the herb house, and seeing that Shen Xiao was also interested in medicine, he taught him to recognize medicinal materials.

Facing the child with glowing eyes full of medicinal herbs, the Wanhua youth who pointed with a gentle smile, and the Tiance man drinking tea and resting beside him.The soft sunlight, the dewy petals, and the fragrance of herbs.

"I went to the battlefield with my master for the first time when I was 12 years old."

The bright and warm memories came to an abrupt end this year, and gradually began to be stained with the mottled rust of the rivers and lakes.

Jiang Chuan, the first general of Haoqi, faced Xiang Jing, who was also a fledgling in his first battle, and the Haoqi League's army was almost wiped out.Shen Xiao, who saw the blood and corpses of his comrades with his own eyes, only then began to mature and develop his current personality.

"After that battle, Master and I both began to think about how to revitalize our noble spirit and defeat the villains who were at the height of their power at that time."

Shen Xiao stretched out his hand to Ye Junqian, stroking Ye Junqian's cheek with his fingers, "It's just that my master and I came up with completely different answers. At the beginning, we both wanted to communicate and persuade each other, but later, we all got to know each other." To that is impossible.”

"I understand." Ye Junqian took Shen Xiao's hand and asked in a low voice cautiously: "Would you hate Master?"

Shen Xiao shook his head, "Two years ago, indeed, I hated Master. After a year of recuperation, after entering the Valley of the Evil, I gradually realized that the Haoqi League is not where I belong. Mou, it will be a matter of time before Master and I break up."

The quagmire of this camp is inherently unfathomable, and no one is innocent in the grievances.Since you are determined to stand on a high ground, you must be aware of your sinful karma.Jiang Chuan was like this, and so was Shen Xiao.

Thinking back now, Jiang Chuan must have understood this point. Back then, he ruthlessly drove Shen Xiao out of the Haoqi League. From another perspective, he personally led Shen Xiao to this, the Three Life Path of the Evilman Valley.

"Jiang Chuan's routine is relatively conservative, so in the past few days, you only need to pretend to snatch the Haoqi mine car or surprise the mine pile, draw some of Haoqi's hands and then turn back immediately, so as to ensure that the villain has no losses. Jiang Chuan is the leader of Haoqi, and in a few days He will definitely be called back to the Haoqi League to discuss the matter of the stronghold, so don't worry too much about the situation at Black Rock Beach." Shen Xiao said to Mo Bai.

The villain's reinforcements rushed to Heishitan on the night of the seventh day. After reorganization, Shen Xiao handed over the affairs of Heishitan to Mo Bai, packed up with Ye Junqian, and set off for the Valley of the Evil on the eighth day.

Ye Chuyun reckoned that Shen Xiao and Ye Junqian would be back soon, so he waited at the south gate of Liefengji, heading towards Sansheng Road, eager to see through.Coincidentally, Gu Lin was also supposed to return to the Valley of the Evil on this day. Ye Chuyun seemed to be catching Shen Xiao and Ye Junqian and didn't want to see Gu Lin, so he could only silently pray in his heart that it wasn't Gu Lin who would come back first.Finally, before dark, the figures of those two people appeared at the end of the road, and the drowsy consciousness immediately recovered, and he stood up straight.

Shen Xiao and Ye Junqian jumped off their horses at the south gate, and when they were about to enter Liefengji, Ye Chuyun strode forward.Shen Xiao waved at him, but he didn't expect that Ye Chuyun was not looking for him, but ran directly to Ye Junqian beside him, and stood in front of Ye Junqian, blocking the road, with a serious expression on his lips.

"...?"

"Junior Brother Ye! Can you come over with me, I have something to ask you!" Ye Chuyun said quite aggressively, at first hearing it always made people feel that there was something wrong with him and he needed to confront him.

Both Shen Xiao and Ye Junqian were stunned by Ye Chuyun's unexpected action. They looked at each other, both of them looked puzzled, neither of them understood what Ye Chuyun was going to do.

Ye Junqian didn't know why, so he had no choice but to ask: "Can I just ask here?"

Unexpectedly, Ye Chuyun frowned and glanced at Shen Xiao who was beside him, and flatly refused. "no."

"... Is it a topic that I can't know about?" Shen Xiao became more and more unaware of Ye Chuyun's purpose, and he couldn't help feeling a layer of worry.Although there is no reason for the people in the Valley of the Wicked to make trouble, but I always feel that Ye Chuyun called Ye Junqian away in such a sneaky way, it doesn't seem like a good thing, and the tone of the voice makes people feel unfriendly.

I wanted to ask Ye Chuyun, but at this moment, Lu Jie's voice came from the south gate. "Shen Xiao, Mo Yu urged you to go to the Snow Demon Hall." Shen Xiao hesitated after being urged by Lu Jie.

"That's it. Brother Shen, it's better not to eavesdrop. Hurry up and see Young Master Mo." An upright voice said.Ye Chuyun was afraid that Shen Xiao would interfere and that Ye Junqian would refuse, so he simply stretched out his hand to hold Ye Junqian, and took a step outside, "Okay, okay, I just asked a few questions, it's not like eating Junior Brother, Junior Brother, let's go."

"Eh...?! Please don't drag me like this..."

Seeing that Ye Chuyun dragged Ye Junqian away without knowing the situation, Shen Xiao stood at the south gate, Lu Jie stepped forward and patted Shen Xiao on the shoulder: "Let's go, go to Snow Demon Hall."

"Lu Jie, Young Master Ye won't do anything to hurt Junqian, will he?"

"Worrying blindly. The young master just went to the doctor in a hurry." Lu Jie smiled as he walked back.

"What disease?"

"Lovesick—"

"Well, Senior Brother Ye, where are we going?" Ye Junqian asked again.

Ye Chuyun dragged Ye Junqian all the way into the Ping'an Inn, and shouted towards the counter: "The proprietress went upstairs to the corner room and brought some jars of wine!" Junqian struggled, dragged the person into the guest room in three steps at a time, sat down on the round chair, looked around, and after confirming that no one was around, he stood still and breathed a sigh of relief. "Just here."

"Senior brother wants to ask me something, why can't Ah Xiao hear it?"

Ye Chuyun didn't speak anymore.Ye Junqian saw Ye Chuyun crossed his arms and hugged his chest, bowed his head in thought, and his brows were furrowed more and more tightly.After a long time, a sentence that sounded ordinary and earth-shattering finally came out of Ye Chuyun's mouth.

"How did you find out that you like Shen Xiao?"

It took Ye Junqian a second to hear the question clearly, and a long time to react.Ye Chuyun in front of him definitely didn't have the slightest expression of joking.Ye Junqian began to hesitate whether to answer or ask Ye Zuyun why he asked first.

While Ye Junqian was hesitating how to respond, Ye Chuyun rested his hands on the table and asked a series of questions: "How did you and Shen Xiao confirm that you love each other? How did you get together? There is a chance Did you quarrel when we were together? How did you reconcile the quarrel? The person who went to bed first or the person who talked first..."

"Wait!" The ensuing questions went in more and more strange directions, Ye Junqian quickly reached out to interrupt Ye Chuyun, "Why do you ask me these questions?"

"Because..." Ye Chuyun suddenly became dumb.You can't tell Ye Junqian bluntly that Gu Lin went to ask Ye Junqian because he was broken in love and maybe he was very confused. It is absolutely impossible for Ye Chuyun to confess like this.But I also can't think of any good excuse to fool the past, which is really worrying.

"Senior Brother Ye, have you fallen in love with someone?"

Hearing Ye Junqian's words, Ye Chuyun's eyes lit up, and he kept nodding his hair quickly and making a "hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm" sound, before Ye Junqian could say another word, Ye Chuyun regretted it even more quickly. He shook his head violently.

"No, no, no, no—I don't have any."

"So you're not sure?"

Waiting for Ye Junqian's eyes to suddenly lose confidence, Ye Chuyun slammed his head on the table, with a deep "boom", Ye Chuyun confessed. "It's kind of..."

"Is it Gu Lin who annoys you?"

"Let his mother--" Ye Chuyun jumped up from the chair and wanted to deny it, when the maid outside the door called: "Young master, you want the wine." Ye Chuyun was startled, and quickly stretched out his hand to seal it Ye Junqian didn't let people speak with his mouth, and the maid entered the door in a daze, unable to understand the situation, so she just put the wine jar on the table, leaned over and went out to close the door for the two of them.

As soon as Gu Lin returned to the Valley of the Evil, he sneezed hard. "Is someone scolding Lao Tzu..." While muttering to himself, the war horse under his crotch sneered at his master.

The author has something to say: PS: The plot bug problem, the original setting of Shen Xiao’s life experience has been modified, and the setting of Ma Ma has also been deleted (Chapter 9 content). The hole dug is too big to be filled.

Sort out the timeline and remind myself of memos. Shen Xiao followed Jiang Chuan at the age of five. Ye Junqian. At the age of 12, he defected to Haoqi, and at the age of 11, he entered the Valley of the Evil.

When the story begins, Shen Xiao is nineteen and Ye Junqian is eighteen.There should be no bugs, if there are bugs, continue to modify... OTL

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