above the tower

This kind of thing should be said to be normal?Or should it be said to be ashamed?

A year passed like flying, and Sole was finally 16 years old.

It meant that I could finally get rid of my boring right hand and hug Soleil.

This is certainly a good thing.Or rather, this thing is too good to be true.So the day he turned 16, I got everything ready and had a crazy night with Sole, who was also ready, and we were both very content.

So far so good.

After here, the problem arises.

I once said that as an aspiring magician who is obsessed with alchemy research, I can be regarded as the type of asceticism. Although I have no great enthusiasm for physical sexual needs, I have never resisted.

Not so with Soleil.

Before the age of 16, he used to seduce me.

For example, wearing thin clothes to enter the alchemy room, such as secretly teasing in bed at night, such as... There are also some daily trivial matters, which are really hard to describe in one word.

In this regard, of course I said very righteously: I will not touch you before the age of 16.

Soleil has always been an obedient companion. Before the age of 16, all his inappropriate behavior really stopped.

And now, after the age of 16.

Those provocative activities will start again.

As it is now, just after dinner, I am sitting in an armchair around the fire, reading notes I made two years ago, trying to find some clues to unravel a problem that has been troubling me lately.

Soleil cleared the dishes on the table next to me, made the bed when he was done, and finally came to clean me by the fireplace.

A person coming to your side, cuddling you, wearing thin clothes, and talking to you by blowing into your ear - if I don't know what these behaviors imply, I will live in vain all these years up.

"Field, why don't you rest?"

My ears were itchy, I raised my head and glanced at him, and then I saw the 16-year-old boy's almost naked body through his open collar, whether it was an ivory-white body, or a maturing pink body□□ , and those slender legs, or his slightly parted lips, and those silky winks—this situation can only be described by the word "beautiful and delicious".

This makes me very depressed.

Putting down the notes, I closed his shirt, pressed him firmly into my arms, and almost gritted my teeth: "I already did it yesterday."

Still twisting his body slightly, he said in a coquettish soft voice, "That was yesterday! I haven't done it yet today!"

"We only have two appointments a week, and yesterday was the second time of the week."

"..." He stopped talking.

I am an ascetic man, but I am not an ascetic monk who completely resists desire. If I am really seduced by Sole again and toss and roll in bed all night, I really cannot guarantee that I will have enough energy to face tomorrow Alchemy subject.

Indulgence hurts the body.Being able to control one's own desires is precisely the biggest difference between humans and beasts.

I've always been true to my duty as a human being.

However, what I hold in my arms is a beast of desire.

There was a hint of warm wetness on my chest, as soon as I lowered my head, I saw Suo Lai licking my chest through the nightgown...

Red tongue, moist lips, and watery eyes...

——I really don't understand why my dignified and gentle companion during the day turns into a tortured fairy at night!

This may be a very happy thing.However, when things are extreme, they will be reversed, and when the moon is full, they will lose money.Facing this kind of partner who smells of courtship every day, it is really difficult for me, a thin black wizard who alchemy, to fully satisfy his needs!

Desires are hard to fill!

All in all, I am a firm stander.

So, after putting a little curse on Soleil, I carried him to the bed, tucked him in gently and asked, "You should be sleeping now!"

Because of the spell, he didn't move and let me play with it, but bit his lower lip in dissatisfaction: "If you don't come up, I can't sleep! You know, I have to hug something to fall asleep!"

is that so?I have some doubts.More than once in the afternoon, I saw that he had nothing in his arms, but he fell asleep peacefully.

But that's what my partner said...

I picked up the pillow from the chair, stuffed it into his arms, and thoughtfully helped him put his hands together and hugged him: "Can I fall asleep this way?" I found the note just now very inspiring, and I still want to carefully read it. Look again.

His blue eyes stared at me hard for a while, then closed hard again, and ignored me no more.

So—this means, you can fall asleep... right?

Sighing, I sat down by the fireplace and continued my reading.

The flame in the fireplace wobbled, and the firewood made a slight crackling sound from time to time. The warmth made me want to fall asleep immediately, and made me yawn even though I was looking at the most refreshing alchemy notes.

"Hey, Field!" Suo Lai who was on the bed did not fall asleep, calling me softly.

"What's wrong?" I replied casually.

"Why don't you want to fuck me?"

"..." Closing the notes, I found it a bit difficult.

"Don't you like me?" He chased after him.

"I don't dislike you."

"Then why don't you want to fuck me?"

"..."

After sorting out my thoughts, I slowly said my thoughts, "First of all, I like you very much, Sole! You are my partner, of course I like you. Or, I love you, Solei."

After hesitating, I continued, "But, I love you, and I love you, not a direct causal relationship, I love you, is a spiritual need for you, it does not mean that I have to physically Looting you..."

I don't know if the boy was listening, but he didn't speak, so I just kept talking.

"You are a boy! Solei, even if you wear skirts and grow long hair, you can't hide the fact that you are a boy. Between two men, the one who bears the burden will suffer more physically. On the one hand, I don't want my desire to hurt you; on the other hand, I don't want our desire to affect my work. So, isn't it already an appointment? Twice a week, this should be a very reasonable arrangement."

So please stop doing the behavior that bothers me!

I don't know if Suo Lai can listen to it?I put down my notes and walked over to his bedside.

The 16-year-old boy hugged the pillow but did not fall asleep.A pair of blue eyes opened wide, filled with tears that were about to fall.He looked at me fixedly, his eyes were as clear as shallow rivers, but there was an obvious confusion and fragility in his eyes.He looked at me: "But, if you don't even like my body, what else do you like about me?"

—What a humble confession!

I was quite startled.

"Why do you think so, Soleil?"

"I love you! But, what right do I have to love you? I, I'm just a..."

"You don't need any qualifications!" I made a quick decision and interrupted him, "I have already given you the qualifications, have you forgotten? What did I say to you when we first met?"

The young man who was about to cry thought for a long time, and then said uncertainly: "You mean, 'You will be my partner in the future, and I will spend a peaceful life with you'?"

"..."

I didn't expect him to remember it so clearly, even I myself only remembered the general meaning of this sentence: "Well, that's it. I have given you the qualifications a long time ago! You are my partner, you forgot ?"

"companion?"

"Do you think I've been joking with you all the time?" I feigned anger, "You are my approved partner, you are the most qualified person in this world to love me! You are the one I locked in the tower Partner, besides loving me, do you think you have a second choice?"

I never thought that I would make such a domineering declaration.

"I..." Suo Lai blinked, the tears in his eyes gradually faded, but he still didn't cry after all.

With a long sigh, I sat on the edge of the bed a little weakly: "It's better to say that it's me who has made you worry so much for such a long time... I didn't even give you a basic sense of security... I Is it really too incompetent?"

"That's not the case... I guessed you wrongly..."

"Look, you have so little sense of security that you talk to me carefully even now!"

"Ah! That's not the case! It's because...that..." He reacted violently and argued.

I looked at him with a smile.

In the end, Solei also stopped his boring defense: "Field, are you teasing me?"

I took out the pillow from his arms, removed the spell on him, and I also entered the warm bed: "I didn't tease you! It's all because you think too much, Solei!"

"..." He turned over and rolled into my arms, rubbing his head adaptively, "Sorry, Field, I was thinking too much!"

I hugged him lightly: "Well! I forgive you! You are alone on the tower without anyone to accompany you. Sometimes it is normal to think more! Or I didn't give you enough sense of security!"

"……It was my fault……"

"Don't you really need to go out for a walk, Sole?" I asked him.

"Don't!" The fluffy head rubbed against my arms, "It's fine to be on the tower! I don't want to go out!"

"That's it..." I patted his head, "If you have any worries in the future, just tell me directly! Don't hold back by yourself anymore!"

"Can you say it?"

"can!"

"Now, I want you to fuck me!"

"..." The hand touching his head paused, I pressed a kiss on his forehead, and asked softly, "Sleep!"

"……fraud……"

"Go to sleep!"

"..."

"Sweet dreams……"

I know, he fell asleep...

The author has something to say: To be honest, I feel embarrassed writing this chapter.

I obviously didn't write anything explicit...

So am I really still too young?

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