miss me

Restaurant next to the venue.

Quiet and bright.

Sitting in the private room of the restaurant, the four of them looked at each other, Xia Xinghe coughed lightly, and opened his mouth first: "Dad, Mom, when did you come? Why didn't you tell me?"

Qiu Guiyue sneered: "Just arrived, hehe, we just wandered around and were about to come to you."

After the phone call that day, Qiu Guiyue always felt that Xia Xinghe's tone of voice when he mentioned his doctor partner was not right, it seemed to be hidden and cautious, which made her think about it all the time, and she couldn't be at ease no matter what.

Just a few days ago, Xia Xinghe sent her a message again, saying that he was going to hold a signing event in Liaohu, Qiu Guiyue slapped his head, and immediately decided to bring her husband to see her son, and see her "daughter-in-law" again.

Liu An is far away from Liaohu, so it's not easy to come here. Qiu Guiyue wanted to surprise Xia Xinghe, but deliberately didn't tell him, but unexpectedly, her son gave him an even bigger "surprise".As soon as she and her husband arrived at the signing event, they saw her son hugging a man's neck on tiptoe and kissing, so sticky, that Qiu Guiyue couldn't help but blush.

The atmosphere at the dining table was a bit delicate. Qiu Guiyue coughed twice, looked at Bai Qingzhou tentatively, and said, "Well... this is...?"

"Oh," Xia Xinghe hurriedly introduced to her, "Dad, Mom, this is my boyfriend."

"The cypress of the cypress tree, the clear boat of the popular boat."

Bai Qingzhou calmly answered the conversation.

"Xiaobai, hello, hello."

Qiu Guiyue smiled and nodded, but Xia Anguo began to question Bai Qingzhou seriously.

"When did you meet?"

"How long have you been dating?"

"Do your parents agree?"

"what do you do?"

"Have you thought about it later?"

……

Xia Anguo's tone was particularly aggressive, and he didn't give in. Several times in the middle, Xia Xinghe wanted to insert a few words to ease the atmosphere. As soon as he opened his mouth, Xia Anguo interrupted him without hesitation, telling him that no matter how much he said, he would only I can hold it in my heart.

Of course Xia Xinghe could understand his father's thoughts. Xia Anguo scolded him severely when he came out of the closet, and wished that he had never had a son like him. Not long after that, he awkwardly reconciled with him and stayed with him all night. Had many long talks.

Same-sex love is not an easy task. Apart from the variables of life, there are also secular pressures to face.Xia Xinghe knew that Xia Anguo was doing it for his own good, but he was a little worried. This kind of aggressive tone happened to be what Bai Qingzhou hated the most.

Bai Qingzhou was so arrogant. When he was in school, the teacher of an elective course said something wrong, which made him unhappy. He immediately dropped the course, even if all the credits he was about to get were cancelled.

At present, one side is his father, the other side is his lover, Xia Xinghe's heart is always worried, for fear that something unpleasant will happen between them, who knows that after a dinner, Xia Anguo almost used all kinds of methods to make things difficult, Bai Qing Zhou still had an indifferent smile on his face, answering his various questions politely.

Two hours later, Xia Anguo finally had nothing to say, and nodded with satisfaction: "Live well in the future."

This should mean agreement, Xia Xinghe was also quietly relieved, and quietly held Bai Qingzhou's fingers under the table.

After eating a meal with fear, the merits and virtues were finally fulfilled. Xia Xinghe and Bai Qingzhou sent their parents to the hotel, and then walked back home slowly.

On the way back, Bai Qingzhou asked, "What did you keep looking at me when you were eating?"

"I'm not afraid of any conflict between you and my dad."

Xia Xinghe rolled his eyes and smiled, and explained, "My dad is actually quite a nice person, he, he usually..."

Xia Xinghe wanted to say that Xia Anguo was not like this usually, but he was afraid that Bai Qingzhou would feel that he was making things difficult on purpose. He faltered and didn't know what to say for a moment, and saw Bai Qingzhou chuckle lightly.

"I know." Bai Qingzhou said, "Your parents are worried about you."

Xia Xinghe's heart felt hot, he thought about it, and corrected him solemnly: "No, it's our parents."

"Okay." Bai Qingzhou did not refute, but repeated along with him, "Our parents."

He grew up with his father. His father was so busy that he sometimes didn't see him for a week or two. Over the years, he had long forgotten what it was like to be in love, and he thought he didn't need such a thing, but he knew Xia Xinghe cared. So he is willing to accept the arrival of another pair of unrelated parents for him.

"Xia Xinghe."

Bai Qingzhou yelled in a low voice.

"what?"

"Move to my house."

He also wants to have a home.

The moon and stars were sparse, and the light from the street lamps shone indistinctly on the ground. For a moment, Xia Xinghe's voice sounded in the quiet night.

He said, "Okay."

Another winter.

Xia Xinghe disposed of the original small house and officially moved into Bai Qingzhou's house.

It happened to be raining again on the day of moving, and the hazy rain curtain covered my eyes.The wet rain soaked the sealed box, and it fell like white snowflakes.

This is the first snow this winter.

There is no heating in the south, and the air conditioner in the house is warm. The brother who moved the house delivered the sealed box, and Bamboo came over curiously.

"Bamboo, don't bite!"

Zhuzi always likes to drill into boxes, Xia Xinghe hurriedly strode towards this side, but Zhuzi seemed to understand, sniffed around the box, and obediently sat down beside it.

Xia Xinghe turned his head and said to Bai Qingzhou, "Your son is so smart!"

Bai Qingzhou came over, grabbed his shoulders and glanced at him: "Isn't my son also your son?"

I don't know why I like to associate people and dogs so much.

The two played with the bamboo for a while, and when all the things arrived, Xia Xinghe opened the boxes one by one and took out his own things.

Xia Xinghe thought he didn't have much stuff, but after sorting it out, he realized that he had unknowingly accumulated so many messy gadgets.

Needless to say, manuscripts and books, he even kept the high-speed rail tickets every time he went home for so many years. A dozen tickets full record a whole youth, and the person he loves the most in his youth memories is still by his side.

Xia Xinghe glanced at Bai Qingzhou who was beside him helping him unpack the box, and quietly laughed.

"What are you laughing at?"

Bai Qingzhou quickly noticed his gaze.

"It's nothing." The smile in Xia Xinghe's eyes became brighter, and he moved a box full of papers into the next room.

Xia Xinghe had a lot of things, and he was reluctant to throw them away, so Bai Qingzhou deliberately cleaned out the utility room at home for him to store his things.

It is said to be a utility room, but in fact, it is filled with various awards and trophies that Bai Qingzhou has won over the years.

That's right, a whole utility room full of these things.

Xia Xinghe was completely stunned when he first heard about it. He originally thought that there were enough trophies and certificates on one wall in Bai Qingzhou's study room, but he didn't expect that he also had a special utility room to store these things.

Today, when he finally saw this room that was usually locked all year round, Xia Xinghe was even more shocked. He couldn't help but feel a little apprehensive when he thought of putting his real things together with these golden trophies and certificates.

He asked Bai Qingzhou: "Is it really okay to put my messy things here? ... Will it stain your award trophy?"

Xia Xinghe's tone was cautious, but Bai Qingzhou didn't raise his eyelids, and said, "These are not important, you can just throw them away."

"..."

Xia Xinghe fell silent.

Once again, I realized the gap between the big guys and the ordinary people.

It is said that moving once is exhausting. Xia Xinghe finally experienced it. First, he packed his things, contacted the moving company, then put the things in the right place, and cleaned up. I started to work, and I have been busy until the early hours of the morning.

The bamboo that had been passed around Xia Xinghe had already gone back to sleep in the nest, and Xia Xinghe was really tired. After moving another box of books into the utility room, he sat on the box to rest panting.

He leaned against the big bookcase with his arms resting on the shelf. After touching it, he took out a mobile phone out of nowhere.

Xia Xinghe recognized this cell phone. It was used by Bai Qingzhou when he was in college. He thought he had lost it after all these years, but he still kept it.

"Bai Qingzhou!"

Xia Xinghe walked out of the utility room with his mobile phone, "Here is your mobile phone, do you still need it?"

It's been several years, and Bai Qingzhou still keeps it for some reason.

"It's useless." He said, "You can charge it and see if it still works."

Xia Xinghe nodded, found a charging plug and plugged it in, and continued to work. When he came back, he found Bai Qingzhou half-leaning behind the sofa looking at the phone.

"Why are you being lazy here?"

Xia Xinghe moved closer to him, and asked him with a smile, "Why, is there something shady in the phone?"

He pretended to be angry and stretched out his hand: "Leniency for confession, strictness for resistance."

"It's something from a long time ago, you can watch it if you want."

Bai Qingzhou lowered his eyes, but still handed him the phone.

"Really?"

Xia Xinghe was a little curious, blinked his eyes, and took Bai Qingzhou's cell phone.

After so many years, this mobile phone has a sense of age. At that time, smart phones were just emerging. The most popular thin and light models at that time feel thick and heavy now. The color of the screen has lost its true color over the years. When Xia Xinghe When he saw the content on the yellowed screen, he was suddenly stunned again.

The outbox of this old phone on the screen.

[Who regrets who is a dog. ]

[gone. ]

[Not coming back. ]

[It's snowing in Chat Lake. ]

The short words filled the entire outbox, and the recipients were all Xia Xinghe without exception.

"When was it posted?"

Xia Xinghe asked him: "Why haven't I received it?"

Bai Qingzhou lowered his eyes and replied flatly, "Throw away the card."

When he went abroad, he canceled his mobile phone card without hesitation. On the other side of the ocean, he couldn't help sending him messages over and over again on the mobile phone without a card.

It may be ridiculous to think about it now, but this was his last arrogance.

After rummaging through the long outbox, Xia Xinghe's eye sockets were a little wet. Back then, they were too awkward, trying to test each other, wasting so many years in vain, but fortunately, they finally ushered in the end of spring.

Slide your finger down, and the last message appears on the screen.

- "2016/09/05"

——"Happy Fourth Anniversary."

Sliding down again, after many space bars, there were three words: "I miss you."

For a moment, uncontrollable, tears blurred his vision.

Xia Xinghe finally remembered what day September 9th was.

Bai Qingzhou told him the meaning of those letters that day, but he didn't mention the number.

September [-]th, that was the first year of freshman year, and they met each other.

is the beginning of everything.

It turned out that Bai Qingzhou had always remembered.

Xia Xinghe threw the phone aside, and suddenly put his arms around Bai Qingzhou's waist, and buried himself in his chest.

"Bai Qingzhou," his voice was muffled, laughing while crying, "How many secrets do you have that I don't know?"

Xia Xinghe's body was trembling slightly, his eyes and the tip of his nose were red, he was buried in Bai Qingzhou's arms, like a small animal that needs petting, but like a burning stove, then Heat is the warmest light in this cold winter.

"one left."

Bai Qingzhou's Adam's apple moved slightly, and he dropped a kiss on Xia Xinghe's fluffy hair.

"I don't seem to have told you that I love you."

In the past, they were naive, twisted, unable to express, awkward and clumsy in love, gave their hearts full of love, and were bruised all over by each other's spikes.

There will always be stumbles on the road of growth. It is inevitable. Communication is a homework to be learned in a lifetime. .

The snow outside did not know when it stopped, and the ground was covered with a vast expanse of whiteness. The sky was still dark, but there was a faint light rising from a distance. In the warm room, the two hugged each other tightly-

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The author says:

It's over, thank you everyone for watching!

Halfway through the last article, my mind collapsed, and I felt that I couldn’t write what I liked, so I wanted to return to the original starting point and write a plain story, so I read my article.

The writing is not perfect, the protagonist is not perfect, maybe it is because it is relatively flat, and there are not many feedbacks and comments from everyone, but I still like this story very much. The two protagonists learn to love, and I am also learning to reconcile with myself.

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