miss me

After the message was sent, the other party fell silent, not surprisingly.

Xia Xinghe was not in a hurry, and continued to send messages.

[@竹枝: I really want to see you. ]

[@竹枝: Some words have never been told to you, but I am really grateful to you, without your encouragement, I might have stopped writing articles. ]

[@竹枝: I hope you can give me a chance to know you, you are the most important person on my writing journey. ]

Xia Xinghe purposely said it provocatively, as if he wanted you to be affectionate. Sure enough, when the two met at night, Bai Qingzhou's first words were: "Are you going to have a signing event?" His expression was still a little cold of.

"Yes, probably in half a month."

Xia Xinghe was amused in his heart, and on the surface he still looked calm, and asked him casually, "But how did you know?"

Bai Qingzhou coughed twice, and quickly found the reason: "My mother told me."

"Like This……"

Xia Xinghe became even more funny, he just thought that Bai Qingzhou was so cute, when the two returned to Bai Qingzhou's house, Xia Xinghe smiled all the way.

For dinner, we made millet pumpkin porridge and light stir-fried vegetables. The rich pumpkin porridge is soft and delicious, and the vegetables are full of juice. TV, Xia Xinghe thought of his plan again.

"'By the way, you know that?"

Xia Xinghe smiled casually, and said, "I have a very good reader, he has been with me for a long time."

Bai Qingzhou paused, while Xia Xinghe looked like he had opened up a chatterbox.

"He is really nice, gentle and considerate. He comforts me every time I feel down, and encourages me when I can't hold on."

"Why do you think he is so nice?"

"I like him so much."

Xia Xinghe spoke very affectionately, and Bai Qingzhou frowned a little bit.

How could he say that he likes another person in front of his face.

...Although this person is himself.

Subtle jealousy spread around Bai Qingzhou's heart, he tilted his head to look at Xia Xinghe with some dissatisfaction, and saw that the corners of his mouth were getting higher and higher, and the smiles in his eyes almost overflowed.

Xia Xinghe asked: "What does nsxhss mean?"

Bai Qingzhou was startled, but quickly understood what was going on.

"When did you know?"

He was a little discouraged.

Xia Xinghe smiled brilliantly, "It didn't take long. I opened a new article that day and sent a private message to that reader. I just happened to see your phone without taking it with you."

Bai Qingzhou's expression was still a bit cold, Xia Xinghe sat next to him, wrapped his arms around his neck, and kissed him on the cheek.

Although what he just said was exaggerated, Xia Xinghe still misses the goodness of that reader. He knows that without that reader, he might not be able to make it this far, so when he knows the person who has always been behind him Even after Bai Qingzhou, his heart was even softer.

Xia Xinghe whispered: "You have done so much for me, why didn't you tell me?"

Soft lips brushed against his cheeks, and Bai Qingzhou lowered his eyes, deepening the kiss.

In fact, he didn't want to do this back then.

He is not a gentle person, he is afraid of trouble, and he is not so kind. He broke up badly back then, and he had originally made up his mind not to have any contact with Xia Xinghe.

Xia Xinghe deleted his WeChat, and he blocked all his other contact methods. He no longer had any contact with him. One day, in the dead of night, he remembered his pseudonym again.

Mottled bamboo branch, mottled bamboo branch, this thing loves the most.

As if by a spell, Bai Qingzhou clicked on the Internet search, and found Xia Xinghe's Weibo all the way.

At that time Xia Xinghe only had a dozen or so fans, and Bai Qingzhou swore in his heart that he originally wanted to block this account, but he accidentally saw what Xia Xinghe was talking to himself on Weibo.

[@竹枝: Come on, Zhuzhi!Work hard on coding today! ]

[@竹枝: A reader commented on me today!Although it is an advertisement, it is still very happy. ]

[@竹枝: Let’s set a small goal first, and hope to see live comments from readers one day!Just one! ]

Xia Xinghe's brilliant smile suddenly flashed before his eyes, so bright, by accident, Bai Qingzhou opened the webpage following the link shared by Xia Xinghe's Weibo, and left a comment below.

[@mobile user 187xxxxxxxx: Come on. ]

Since then, everything has been completely out of his control.

In the past few years, he sent many comments to Xia Xinghe, carefully read his articles, gave him feedback and encouragement, I don't know how many times, he wanted to block him directly and stop contacting him. On the screen, I already saw the red button, but I couldn't get it down.

Later, he registered a microblog named: nsxhss0905

nsxhss, you are the stars.

You are the galaxy that once flickered in my dark night. It flickered for a while, but it has become my eternal light forever.

later.

later.

Bai Qingzhou has always hated his own hesitation and soft-heartedness. It is too boring to pay attention to his ex-boyfriend's behavior after breaking up. It is a dark side that should be withdrawn and abandoned. Until this moment, when he saw Xia Xinghe's bright eyes, he saw When he smiled brightly, he felt as if all the struggles, repetitions, entanglements, and obsessions in so many years had found their destination at this moment.

"Now tell you," Bai Qingzhou said as his lips rolled over Xia Xinghe, "I won't lose you again."

Half a month later, Xia Xinghe's signing event was held as scheduled.

After writing novels for so many years, this is the first time Xia Xinghe has signed a book and communicated face-to-face with readers. He was nervous and looking forward to it. He didn't fall asleep almost all night. It was Bai Qingzhou who drove him to the scene. On the way, he couldn't hold back and fell asleep for a while.

When I opened my eyes again, I had already arrived at the scene, and there were still two or three hours before the signing. People in twos and threes had gathered around the venue, men and women, young and old, without exception, holding a book or a few copies of Xia Xinghe's physical form. Book.

It's a wonderful feeling.

They were strangers who had no intersection at first, but only relied on words to get in touch with each other, and they met here again.

To a certain extent, the relationship between the reader and the author is a delicate and fragile one. Xia Xinghe has seen too many people who vowed to love him forever one day, and privately messaged him the next day saying that he was very disappointed in him. Someone must have done something wrong. Along the way, there will always be people who drift away.

But at this moment, when he saw the familiar ids on the Internet turned into real people, Xia Xinghe felt only moved, because with these readers who supported him, he was able to get to the present step by step.

The process of the signing event was complicated, and the busy and repetitive signing made his wrists stiff and sore, but when he saw the expectant smiles on the readers' faces, Xia Xinghe felt that everything was worth it.

This autograph sale went on from morning to night, it was dark, and there were sporadic people queuing up, signing for the whole day, using an unknown number of pens, Xia Xinghe's wrist was almost numb, But I still insist on writing each signature beautifully, never perfunctory.

At eight o'clock in the evening, when Bai Qingzhou came home from get off work, he saw such a scene.

Under the dim light, Xia Xinghe had a gentle expression. In front of the booth was a shy little girl. Xia Xinghe listened to her with his head sideways, and then seriously signed his name on the title page of the book she handed over.

The light fell on him brilliantly yellow, as if glowing.

Bai Qingzhou slightly raised the corners of his lips, and walked to his side.

"you're back?"

Seeing Bai Qingzhou approaching from the side, Xia Xinghe's eyes lit up all of a sudden, like a well-behaved little animal, he put down all his defenses in front of him.

"Ah."

Bai Qingzhou nodded slightly and asked him, "Is it over?"

"Wait a little longer." Xia Xinghe glanced at his watch, "It's been a long time coming. I'm afraid some readers might miss it."

"it is good."

Bai Qingzhou nodded and didn't rush him. From time to time, sporadic readers came over to ask for autographs, and he just sat and waited for him.

In the past, Xia Xinghe was waiting for Bai Qingzhou, silently accompanying him like a little tail, Bai Qingzhou didn't know what it was like, but now it's the other way around, feeling the fun again at this moment.

His lover is dazzling, excellent, loved by so many people, but he knows that he belongs to him.

"Okay, let's go here today."

After a long time, no one came back, Xia Xinghe finally breathed a sigh of relief, he called the staff to pack up his things, and when he was about to leave, another little boy ran up to him panting.

The little boy was about fifteen or sixteen years old, wearing black-rimmed glasses, and blushed the moment he saw Xia Xinghe.

"Please, please... are you the master of Zhuzhi?"

Xia Xinghe smiled and said, "Hello."

The little boy's expression suddenly became excited: "The bamboo branch is big!!! I like you so much!"

"My Weibo id is a little padded jacket with big bamboo branches! You flipped through my brand, do you remember?"

"Oh my God, I really can't believe it. I took a four-hour car ride here today. I'm so happy!"

There was no one around, the little boy pulled Xia Xinghe and talked for a long time, taking photos, confessing his love, asking for an autograph, Bai Qingzhou lowered his eyes, and whispered to Xia Xinghe: "I'll wait for you outside." Then he walked quickly to the side .

Xia Xinghe is excellent and dazzling, he knows it, but every time he sees someone like him so much, he still has a little taste for it.

Bai Qingzhou didn't want to make Xia Xinghe unhappy by standing on the side with a cold face, so he walked to the side first. The little boy was very enthusiastic. He thought he would have to wait for a long time, but he didn't expect Xia Xinghe to come out as soon as he stood still. .

Bai Qingzhou was startled: "Why so fast?"

Xia Xinghe smiled brightly: "Because I told him that my boyfriend is still waiting for me."

"Boyfriend?" Bai Qingzhou frowned slightly, "Is it okay?"

After all, Xia Xinghe is considered a half-public figure, so it seems not good to openly reveal his sexuality.

"There's nothing to hide."

Xia Xinghe didn't care much.

Xia Xinghe was too magnanimous, with sparkling eyes, which made Bai Qingzhou's emotions nowhere to hide.

Bai Qingzhou's Adam's apple twitched, and said, "I was a little jealous just now."

"I know." Xia Xinghe smiled and said, "That's why I came after you."

It turned out that it wasn't that difficult to speak out his thoughts frankly, Bai Qingzhou also smiled lightly, lowered his eyes and kissed Xia Xinghe's lips.

It was already dark outside, and bright fireworks exploded in front of his eyes when his lips and teeth were close together. Xia Xinghe took the initiative to wrap his arms around Bai Qingzhou's neck to deepen the kiss. In the far flowerbed, there were rustling footsteps The sound came suddenly.

"Why are you pushing me!"

"Where did I push you! It's because you didn't stand firm!"

The two people on the other side of the flower bed complained to each other, Xia Xinghe subconsciously stood up straight.

"...Dad, Mom? Why are you here?"

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