miss me

Xia Xinghe had seen Bai Qingzhou drinking.

At the class reunion before, Bai Qingzhou was given a lot of alcohol by Yan Cai and the others, and the others were all drunk, but he remained calm and self-possessed, as if alcohol had no effect on him at all.

But Bai Qingzhou at this time is obviously different from that day. His arms are propped beside Xia Xinghe's head, his indifferent eyes are stained with a bit of confusion, and the clear breath is mixed with the smell of alcohol, obviously drunk. .

It turns out that Bai Qingzhou is also drunk?

He'd always thought he'd always be sane and measured.

Subtle emotions flashed through Xia Xinghe's mind, reality did not give him more time to react, and within a moment, Bai Qingzhou's kiss fell.

Eyebrows, eyelids, lips.

The kiss was so soft that it was almost restrained, without erotic desire, as if without any emotion, when the cold lips were pressed against the skin, Xia Xinghe felt Bai Qingzhou's lips trembling.

"Xia Xinghe..."

"Galaxy..."

"Star……"

The deep voice fell on his ears, whispering, it was a gentle tone that Xia Xinghe had never heard before, as if he was the only driftwood on the rough sea, the only branch beside the abyss.

The address was constantly changing, and finally, Bai Qingzhou's Adam's apple rolled, and he called out: "...Baby."

Xia Xinghe was stunned.

He never thought that Bai Qingzhou would have such a side.

"what happened?"

Xia Xinghe asked him softly, "Why did you suddenly drink alcohol? Are you angry?...Because I misunderstood you?"

"……No."

Bai Qingzhou lowered his eyes and shook his head rustlingly. Instead of pushing Xia Xinghe against the wall, he hugged him in his arms and pressed him tightly against his chest, as if he was afraid that he might run away.

"I'm not angry..." he said, "I'm afraid you will be angry."

"I didn't want to leave without saying goodbye."

"You bought the house because you said you wanted to take your parents over."

"I didn't find a chance to tell you."

Xia Xinghe cried and hung up the phone. He was anxious and at a loss. He called him many times, but he refused to answer them all. He couldn't find him at all. He didn't know what to do. He really thought he was going to lose him.

Alcohol can paralyze the nerves, and Bai Qingzhou has always hated it, but at this moment, it became his last consolation.

One cup, two cups.

For the first time, Bai Qingzhou realized that alcohol is such a wonderful thing, which can make people feel in a trance and float, as if they can forget all their troubles.

But he still can't forget.

Alcohol was flooding his blood, he finally indulged completely, he let go of all his arrogance, and ran straight to Xia Xinghe's house to block him, the moment he saw him, he couldn't hide all his emotions anymore.

He doesn't want to lose him.

Bai Qingzhou's voice was very low, with a bit of grievance, and his hoarse voice fell on his ears, completely stunned Xia Xinghe.

There was a huge gap between reality and imagination, and he never thought that Bai Qingzhou wanted to buy a house because of him.

"Why didn't you tell me this before?" he asked.

Bai Qingzhou's tone became even more aggrieved: "You don't even want to bring your parents to see me...I'm afraid you don't want to."

Suddenly his heart felt sore, Xia Xinghe suddenly realized that he didn't seem to give Bai Qingzhou enough sense of security.

He was stuck in the memory of the past, thinking that Bai Qingzhou still didn't care about him as before... Maybe Bai Qingzhou didn't feel well either.

Xia Xinghe's movements softened, and he took the initiative to kiss the corner of Bai Qingzhou's lips, "It was my fault... Let's go into the room and talk, okay?"

Bai Qingzhou was very obedient after he was drunk, the shell of indifference disappeared completely, like a child, Xia Xinghe took his hand into the room, helped him sit on the sofa, turned to him and said: "Wait here for a while , I'll get you a glass of water."

"Don't." Boy Bai suddenly became disobedient, and suddenly reached out to grab Xia Xinghe's clothes, "I don't want you to go."

The slender, perfect hands that had held countless scalpels tightly grabbed Xia Xinghe's clothes at this moment, not letting him leave.

"Just a moment, I'll be right back, okay?"

Xia Xinghe coaxed him softly, opened his fingers and wanted to pour water for him, but just two steps away, Bai Qingzhou grabbed his wrist again and held it tightly.

"do not go……"

Bai Qingzhou said in a low voice.

"If I don't go, I'll go and pour you some water."

Xia Xinghe was a little amused, he didn't expect Bai Qingzhou to have such a clingy side, he leaned over, kissed the corner of his lips comfortingly, and was about to stand up, when he pulled him into his arms again.

"……All right."

Xia Xinghe lost his temper, knowing that he was completely drunk, and thinking of making fun of him the next morning, he moved his shoulders, wanting to change into a more comfortable position, but Bai Qingzhou seemed to be Misunderstood that he still wanted to go, so he tightened his arms suddenly.

For a moment, a familiar yet unfamiliar voice rang in my ears: "...Wow."

barking?

Xia Xinghe was startled.

"Wang."

There was another sound, low and clear.

There was no emotion in Bai Qingzhou's eyes, but his deep voice was rarely awkward and aggrieved.

"Xia Xinghe," his kiss landed on his hair, he muttered aggrievedly, "I've barked like a dog, why are you leaving?"

His heart was sour and swollen as if he was soaked in lemon water, Xia Xinghe seemed to suddenly remember something.

"Why... do you want to bark like a dog?" His voice trembled a little.

"...I regret it." Bai Qingzhou said sullenly, "I don't want you to go."

It turned out to be so.

Xia Xinghe was stunned for a moment, then suddenly laughed again, crying and laughing at the same time, as if he had found his beloved sweet child.

Back then when they broke up unhappy, he once angrily dropped the sentence "Whoever regrets it is a dog". It was originally just an angry remark, and he almost forgot it, but he didn't expect Bai Qingzhou to miss it for so many years.

Recalling the barking of Bai Qingzhou when the two reunited, Xia Xinghe suddenly felt his nose sore. He always thought that Bai Qingzhou fell in love with him at a certain moment after their reunion. It turns out that he also loved him back then. Do you still remember that relationship?

Xia Xinghe's Adam's apple rolled, he took a deep breath, and finally he had the courage to untie the long-stinging scar. His lips trembled slightly, and he asked Bai Qingzhou, "Why did you go abroad without saying a word? ...Have you considered our future?"

"I've considered it!" Bai Qingzhou opened his mouth without hesitation, and his tone paused again, "I applied to a school that I can accompany you to, and it allowed you to pass the English test. But...you have so many friends around you , you have such a good relationship with each of them, I... I'm afraid you won't want to separate from them because of me. "

After drinking, Bai Qingzhou finally learned to be honest and panicked. He opened his heart to Xia Xinghe. details.

All puzzles are answered at this moment.

Bai Qingzhou is not some indifferent male god idol, he will also be afraid, uneasy, jealous, and afraid of losing, but he is used to using indifference to cover up his care, and has never poured out his grievances, so here he is, he Become repetitive, indifferent, and unreasonable.

Aunt Zhang's words rang in his ears, Xia Xinghe seemed to finally understand some truths that he failed to understand when helping Zhuzi recover.

Communication and exchange are the common homework of two people, and both are indispensable.

He complained that Bai Qingzhou was cold and coquettish, unable to express himself, but in fact he was not much better.They both love carefully, hiding their grievances and uneasiness in their hearts, thinking they are compromising and giving in, but pushing their lover away unconsciously.

Now that I think about it, although there is no pairing between them that spans species like bamboo, but they grew up in different environments and each has more than 20 years of independence. How could they have a tacit understanding so that they can completely understand each other's mind at a glance, without any grievances? .

Once again, they almost made the same mistakes again, struggled and puzzled, and finally confessed their sincerity at this moment.

Fortunately, they did not let go of each other easily.

Fortunately, this time is different.

Xia Xinghe ruthlessly kissed Bai Qingzhou's lips, panting heavily, and kissed tremblingly, but this was not enough, he groped to unbuckle Bai Qingzhou's belt, until the two When there was no gap in his body, he finally felt his existence clearly.

The blood was boiling in his body, Xia Xinghe had never longed for Bai Qingzhou like this moment.

The rain they have been in together in those years, the road they have traveled, the quarrels, grievances, all the love and hatred have turned into real desires at this moment.

He wants him.

He wants to feel his presence.

Xia Xinghe bit Bai Qingzhou's lips like a little beast, and unfastened his belt buckle with trembling hands.

They usually did this kind of thing many times, but at this time Xia Xinghe's wrist was shaking violently, and he untied his belt several times, but he still didn't take off his belt.

"What is it, why can't I solve it..." Xia Xinghe was a little anxious, and he sat on Bai Qingzhou's body aggrievedly, humming in his ear, "Bo Qingzhou... give it to me... okay? ?”

Anxious, urgent, longing.

No one can resist such a temptation.

Bai Qingzhou's eyes darkened suddenly, and he grabbed Xia Xinghe's neck and kissed him.

Bai Qingzhou has always been ruthless in this matter, and he was merciless when he was sober, not to mention when he was drunk, he tore off Xia Xinghe's clothes and his own in two or three, leaving a string of tears on his smooth skin. Magnificent hickey marks, slender fingers all the way down the back, kneading his round and plump thighs.

Bai Qingzhou's fingers were covered with calluses, which were the marks left by holding the scalpel all year round. The rough fingertips slid over the sensitive skin and brought a tingling sensation like an electric shock. Xia Xinghe's mouth was panting, and even his toes curled up. together.

But this is not enough.

His body was clamoring, his blood was boiling, Xia Xinghe took the initiative to wrap his arms around Bai Qingzhou's neck, as if there was only one thought left in his burned brain.

He wanted him, to penetrate him hard, to penetrate him, to fit him seamlessly.

The two stumbled and kissed all the way to the bathroom, hot water dripped from the top of their heads, Xia Xinghe couldn't wait to pick up the lubricant on the shelf to stretch himself.

One finger, two fingers.

The sticky lubricant flowed down the thighs, Xia Xinghe begged softly, the corners of his wet eyes were stained with crimson: "I can't take it anymore, let's do it here, okay?"

Even a saint would lose control if the one he loves wants him so much in front of him.It was difficult to get hard when drunk, but Bai Qingzhou also suppressed it for too long. Those emotions that were restrained from the bottom of his heart and did not dare to express became the trigger to ignite desire. Bai Qingzhou also became hard, and it was so hard It hurts.

He couldn't bear it any longer, he put one hand on Xia Xinghe's back and pressed him against the tiles in the bathroom, and stepped forward to enter him.

The hot penis rolled over the hot and soft intestines, and both of them breathed a sigh of relief at the same time.

Bai Qingzhou habitually kissed Xia Xinghe's earlobe, and stretched out his hand to rub his penis, which was also stiff, but after touching it twice, Xia Xinghe ejaculated tremblingly.

The viscous liquid stained his fingers, Xia Xinghe curled up his toes in embarrassment.

Bai Qingzhou laughed hoarsely: "Why are you so sensitive today?"

Xia Xinghe's earlobes turned blood red, and the corners of his eyes were wet, physical tears. This was really too shameful, but he couldn't restrain himself at all. When Bai Qingzhou entered him, a huge sense of satisfaction burst from his eyes. The depths of his brain rose up, making his whole soul tremble.

Fortunately, he is still his.

He is also his.

They will never be apart again.

Xia Xinghe's eyes were all red, but he still bit Bai Qingzhou's shoulder fiercely.

"I……"

He said hoarsely, "Move, move, I want you."

The dependence and longing of his lover satisfied Bai Qingzhou's secret desire to the greatest extent. He kissed Xia Xinghe's cheek pitifully, then grabbed his waist with both hands, and began to move without restraint.

The penis mercilessly ran over the sensitive and fragile intestines, and the sound of creaking and creaking came from the bathroom. Under the storm, Xia Xinghe was like a leaf floating on the sea. The waves were churning, but he was still tightly Cling to it.

The standing posture was not very comfortable. Bai Qingzhou was ten centimeters taller than Xia Xinghe, and Xia Xinghe barely touched the ground with his toes. up.

"Go back to bed?"

Bai Qingzhou rubbed his plump buttocks and asked in a hoarse voice.

"No."

Xia Xinghe shook his head, then took the initiative to lift his buttocks, wrapped his legs around Bai Qingzhou's waist, and sat down on him.

He could not bear to be separated from him for a moment.

The sound of sticky water and the moan overflowing from the corners of the lips echoed in the wet and cramped bathroom, mixed with the sound of heartbeat, Bai Qingzhou held Xia Xinghe's butt with both hands, and started to pound hard in this position.

Xia Xinghe quickly confessed for the second time trembling, Bai Qingzhou also ejaculated, Bai Qingzhou took off the cover and threw it into the trash can next to him, and kissed Xia Xinghe softly, calming him down a little. .

The two dried their bodies, kissed and returned to the bedroom, and soon became entangled again.

The second time was much gentler, Xia Xinghe had ejaculated twice, Bai Qingzhou was considerate to him, kissed him with utmost restraint, his nimble fingers took good care of all sensitive points, earlobes, nipples, ejaculated twice Some sour pouches slid across the smooth back, helping Xia Xinghe massage his lower back and back.

"feelling better?"

Bai Qingzhou asked while biting Xia Xinghe's neck.

"Hmm..." Xia Xinghe hummed, wooing him with sticky eyes and wet eyes: "I still...want it."

"Give you."

Bai Qingzhou kissed him again, and took out the second cover from the bedside table, before tearing it off, Xia Xinghe grabbed his wrist again.

"No... don't wear this."

Bai Qingzhou's fingers stopped suddenly, and the ink in his eyes was too thick to melt: "Do you know what you are talking about?"

Xia Xinghe's eyes gleamed, he directly grabbed the thing from Bai Qingzhou's hand and threw it away. There was a slight thud under the bed, and Xia Xinghe said, "Cum it to me."

In a word, the scene got out of control again.

Bai Qingzhou has no obsession with internal ejaculation, but the feeling of his lover's active request is different. Bai Qingzhou, who is used to hiding his emotions, turned into an unreasonable beast at this moment, leaving Xia Xinghe's body over and over again. own mark.

Even after Xia Xinghe cried and begged for mercy, he didn't let him go.

"Bai Qingzhou..."

Xia Xinghe sat on his body, tremblingly kissed his lips again, and murmured, "Fortunately you're still here."

Early the next morning, Xia Xinghe was woken up by Yan Cai's phone call.

After tossing and tossing almost all night last night, Xia Xinghe's hands and feet were so weak that he lost any strength. The phone rang, and Bai Qingzhou still closed his eyes. Xia Xinghe dragged his exhausted body to the balcony to answer the phone.

"Hey, Xiaoxia!"

On the other side of the phone, Yan Cai's voice was a little anxious, "What happened to you yesterday, I called you several times and you didn't answer, so I'm so worried!"

"It's all right," Xia Xinghe said hastily, "I didn't take my phone with me yesterday."

"That's good."

Yan Cai breathed a sigh of relief, and heard a voice behind him, "I'll just say it's okay, you don't worry."

"It's not because you said that Xiaoxia sent you a text message... I thought they had a fight."

Yan Cai muttered something to the people behind him, then turned to Xia Xinghe, "Are you all right?"

"Really not." Xia Xinghe replied sloppily, but then realized something was wrong.

"Brother Yan," he asked, "Why are you staying with Brother Nie?"

Yan Cai is usually out of town, and when he seldom comes back, Nie Xingchao settles in Liaohu. After the last trip, Xia Xinghe was still thinking about whether the two of them would have something to do in the future, but unexpectedly, they really quarreled. together.

Didn't we sleep together this early in the morning?

"Ahem," Yan Cai's tone immediately changed when he heard Xia Xinghe's words, "Well, I'll go home and get something, and meet him by the way...Okay, let's not talk, hang up first !"

Yan Cai hung up the phone in a panic, and Xia Xinghe vaguely heard Nie Xingchao say a second before the voice cut off: "Am I so shameless?"

The busy beep sounded, Xia Xinghe smiled knowingly, and walked back to the bedroom with a smile on his face.

After opening the door, Bai Qingzhou was already awake, staring at him with pale eyes.

"Where did you go?"

"Brother Yan called." Xia Xinghe smiled, and went back to bed again, "It's still early, do you want to sleep a little longer?"

Bai Qingzhou nodded slightly, and hugged him silently, his arms tightened.

The two have done it many times, and they are very familiar with each other's bodies, but maybe because of a misunderstanding just yesterday, Xia Xinghe was rarely embarrassed, and Bai Qingzhou's steady and powerful heartbeat was next to his ears. Jue pursed her lower lip.

"Bai Qingzhou?"

"how?"

Xia Xinghe asked: "Are you really showing my parents the house?"

"Ah."

Bai Qingzhou lowered his eyes lightly, "Didn't you say you wanted to bring your parents here?"

Xia Xinghe's heart softened.

Sure enough, he heard the phone call between him and Qiu Guiyue.

"I'm sorry..." Xia Xinghe kissed the side of his face guiltily, "I blamed you."

"Ah."

Bai Qingzhou responded, turning his face a little awkwardly.

Xia Xinghe blinked, a little surprised by his reaction. After a while, Bai Qingzhou asked forcefully, "Did I... say a lot of strange things yesterday?"

"Strange thing?"

Bai Qingzhou lowered his eyes lightly: "...um."

In fact, he woke up early and lay on the bed with his eyes closed for a long time.

The memory of last night was still echoing in his mind, the rare loss of control made him not know how to deal with it after waking up.

Bai Qingzhou's lips moved slightly, wanting to tell Xia Xinghe not to take it seriously, but before he could say anything, he noticed that Xia Xinghe raised his head and kissed the corner of his lips.

"It's not a strange word."

Xia Xinghe corrected him earnestly.

Xia Xinghe's reaction was completely different from Bai Qingzhou's imagination, he watched him seriously, and paused every word, "I'm very happy that you told me this, really."

He asked: "Is it okay for us to continue like this in the future? Tell me if you think I've done something wrong, and I'll tell you too, don't hide it anymore, okay?"

The beautiful eyes are full of anticipation, the bright color that Bai Qingzhou has dreamed of for a long time.

Could it make him so happy?

Bai Qingzhou was slightly startled.

No one told him that love needs to be expressed, and no one would respond to his grievances. He understood the simplest truth that words are not useful, but actions are useful.

To him, showing weakness to his lover is nothing more than a very incompetent and useless ineffective behavior. He has always spurned that self who is not calm and steady, and Xia Xinghe's words shattered all his cognition.

Xia Xinghe's expression was bright, so the awkwardness in Bai Qingzhou's heart subconsciously dissipated. The sun dispelled the haze, leaving only warmth and light.

For a moment, Bai Qingzhou's Adam's apple rolled, and he said in a low voice: "...OK."

If only it would make him happy, he thought.

It seems that it is not that difficult.