miss me

If he knew that Bai Qingzhou was in this hospital, Xia Xinghe would never come here for convenience.

For nothing else, the ex, it is inevitable to break up unhappy in the end.

The two were once a pair that their friends envied when they were in college. They had too many exciting memories, but when they broke up, they were also vigorous.

It was a coincidence that it was raining on the day of the breakup. In the pouring rain, Bai Qingzhou blocked him downstairs in the dormitory, his actions were tough and he could not refuse.

"Break up?" He stood in front of Xia Xinghe, looking at him from top to bottom.The already indifferent eyes seemed to be covered with a thick layer of ice, so cold that it made people shiver, "You think about it, don't regret it."

Xia Xinghe forgot what he said, it should be an angry and ruthless sentence, because it was the first and only time he saw Bai Qingzhou lose his temper that day.

Bai Qingzhou's thin lips were slightly pursed, and there was fire in his light-colored eyes. Xia Xinghe looked at him unwillingly to be outdone. After a while, Bai Qingzhou suddenly pulled his gaze away, and he said coldly, "Okay." ", threw the umbrella to him, and then walked away in the rain.

The torrential rain, lightning and thunder, was a bit like the hero and heroine in idol dramas.

It's just that in idol dramas, the protagonists can always reconcile after breaking up, but in reality, there are few opportunities to reconnect with each other.

Such an unhappy breakup made it even more embarrassing to meet at the moment, and it was Xia Xinghe's unilateral embarrassment.

At this time, Xia Xinghe was wearing a loose hospital gown, his hair was only casually pulled back, his eyes and nose were flushed, and his voice was also waxy and nasal, which was a bit endearing.

On the other hand, Bai Qingzhou, time seems to have left no trace on him, he is as handsome and proud as before, his gold-rimmed glasses are ascetic and rigorous, and the white coat is more mature and stable, if you insist on saying What is the difference from four years ago? Probably because it has more lingering charm and is more attractive like vintage wine.

In the countless days and nights that followed, Xia Xinghe had never fantasized about reuniting with Bai Qingzhou.

The most classic is of course the encounter on the road, the other party is down and out, but he is high-spirited, he greets him generously, and then sighs, luckily we broke up at the beginning.

...Well, although he knows that with Bai Qingzhou's ability, the possibility of being down and out is very small, but the reality and imagination are not completely reversed. Bai Qingzhou is calm and high-spirited, while he is living Sick, with a bad image... It was clear that he was not like this usually, but he was bumped into the most desolate side by his ex-boyfriend.

People can't help saving face, and they don't want to lose face in front of their ex. Xia Xinghe was about to open his mouth in a murmur, but Nie Xingchao, who was standing beside him, opened his mouth one step ahead of him.

"Qingzhou? Why are you here?"

His eyes wandered between the two, and he asked tentatively, "You two know each other?"

Bai Qingzhou: "Yes."

He raised his eyes slightly, glanced at Xia Xinghe, and added: "Very familiar."

Xia Xinghe choked, wanted to refute but was unable to speak, "boyfriend" and "ex-boyfriend" only differed by one word, but the meanings were vastly different.

"That's a coincidence." Nie Xingchao didn't notice Xia Xinghe's weird expression at all, and his original tone relaxed, and he couldn't help muttering, "Since I'm an acquaintance, I'll just say it straight. It’s a habit that needs to be changed.”

"Usually stay up late less and rest more, oh yes, the medicine must be taken on time."

"Qingzhou, I didn't say it. You are a doctor yourself. As a friend, you have to supervise Xiaoxia well. He is hospitalized, and he still forgets to take the medicine I prescribed for him. He stays up late at night. What else can I do!"

Bai Qingzhou's eyes fell on Xia Xinghe, with some inexplicable emotions, Xia Xinghe lowered his head, wishing he could get under the bed.

Dr. Nie is simply a master of mending the knife, and every word is heartbreaking.

When the two first got together, it was not Xia Xinghe who loved to stay up late, but Bai Qingzhou.

Bai Qingzhou is very strict with himself, he must do his best in everything, like a machine without emotion.Xia Xinghe was afraid that his body would not be able to hold on, so he changed ways to coax him to sleep early, sending him various popular science articles full of loopholes on the WeChat official account, and almost followed his ass and pressed him to the bed.

Later, the two rented a house outside, and the situation became much easier. At night, Xia Xinghe blushed and rubbed against Bai Qingzhou.The young man was full of vigor, and when he was irritated by being rubbed, Bai Qingzhou would inevitably take him back to the bedroom to educate him. After coming and going, he developed the habit of going to bed early.

Who would have imagined that Feng Shui would turn around now, the day and night were turned upside down, staying up late and working overtime became Xia Xinghe himself.

Four years have passed, I thought the memory of the past has long been blurred, but when I think about it suddenly, it is still so clear.

This is actually quite boring, things have changed for a long time, but he is still trapped in the past and has not come out. Xia Xinghe opened his mouth, wanting to say that he is determined to change, don't need others to worry about, the words have not yet come out, Bai Qing The boat has already answered.

"it is good."

Bai Qingzhou took a fixed look at Xia Xinghe, his thin lips parted slightly, "I will supervise him well."

"Not bad, enough friends."

Nie Xingchao nodded, "Anyway, we're all in the same ward building, so I'll come and see Xiaoxia more often."

Bai Qingzhou agreed: "Yes."

What are you looking at him for?

Watch him take medicine or see him infusion?

Xia Xinghe quickly understood that the old lover was extremely jealous when they met, and Bai Qingzhou probably wanted to take the opportunity to ridicule him.

It is inevitable for people to have this kind of mentality. The predecessor who broke up unhappy is not doing well now, which seems to prove how big a mistake and loss it was for the other party not to continue walking with him.

Thinking about it, he was the one who brought up the breakup. Bai Qingzhou was so proud of himself, he probably felt ashamed.

Xia Xinghe smiled wryly, it was obvious that Bai Qingzhou was ruthless, but it seemed that he had become a heartless person.

For the next two days, Bai Qingzhou really clocked in, going to Xia Xinghe's ward from time to time to see if he had taken his medicine on time without doing anything else.

Every time Nie Xingchao saw it, he would sigh that the relationship between the two was good, and he had to educate Xia Xinghe again, telling him to take medicine on time, regulate his work and rest, and repeat his words over and over again, just a few words: "You see how much Qingzhou cares about you. You also have to behave well. Otherwise, it will be a shame for Qingzhou to spread the news that Dr. Bo's friend is miserable."

Xia Xinghe was helpless and funny, and thought: He doesn't care about me, he just wished that I would be even worse.

But it wasn't this that gave Xia Xinghe the most headache.

Bai Qingzhou was usually very busy, and he would be called away within three to five minutes at most when he came to his ward. In contrast, the nurses and interns in the department seemed much more relaxed.Bai Qingzhou was cold and indifferent, and the place where he often stayed - Xia Xinghe's ward became the "treasure of geomantic omen" that these little girls wanted to go to the most.

Xia Xinghe was naturally extroverted, and he could mingle with others with just a few words. Those people saw that he had a good temper and could talk, so they forced him to treat him like an ordinary patient like a VVVVVIP, and would go to his ward whenever he had free time.

It would be okay if it was normal, Xia Xinghe doesn't mind chatting and making fun of others, but the article in his hand is nearing the end, and there are some cackles. These little girls come to him again and again, and he is too embarrassed to refuse directly. I was so stunned that I couldn't write a word all day.After asking for leave for several days in a row, even the editor couldn't help knocking on him privately to remind him of the manuscript.

[Edit Oats: Mrs. Zhuzhi QAQ, when can I update it? ]

[Edit Oatmeal: Today is also a day to humblely wait for Taketa to update_(:з」∠)_]

[Editor Oatmeal: You see the sun is so round today, does it look like the manuscript you are going to write? ]

Oats is Xia Xinghe's editor in charge, and the two have worked together for several years.Don't look at her soft-spoken and cute, but she is very good at prompting manuscripts.Xia Xinghe was embarrassed to keep dragging her, and felt that sooner or later he had to make it clear with Bai Qingzhou.

Isn't it just being ridiculed and ridiculed?Xia Xinghe thought, it's not like he never lost face in front of Bai Qingzhou.

I have done more intimate things, and experienced more uncomfortable feelings, so how can I be afraid of this small obstacle.

This afternoon, Bai Qingzhou came to "visit" Xia Xinghe as usual, and he didn't say a word. He was about to leave in a hurry after a visit. Xia Xinghe gritted his teeth and stopped him directly.

"Bai Qingzhou."

Xia Xinghe's heart skipped a beat when the familiar yet unfamiliar name was pronounced. It was clear that he hadn't been called for four years, but his body still kept the original feeling and memory.

"Ok?"

Bai Qingzhou had already walked to the door. Hearing this, he turned around again, and his eyes fell on Xia Xinghe over the hospital bed.

He has always been like this, with a cold and indifferent temperament on his body, but he will definitely look at you when talking to people.The light brown eyes are clear and light, always making people think that he only has himself in his eyes.

It's too easy to get addicted to.

Xia Xinghe took a deep breath, and subconsciously turned his eyes away: "If you have anything to say, just say it now, there is no point in procrastinating."

"..."

Bai Qingzhou was silent for two seconds, then quickly walked back to Xia Xinghe's hospital bed.

"Okay," he didn't hesitate, and asked bluntly, "Do you have a boyfriend now?"

Xia Xinghe replied: "No."

"Where's your girlfriend?"

"No."

Listening to Bai Qingzhou's question, Xia Xinghe's nose felt a little sore for no reason.

Obviously he was the one who asked Bai Qingzhou to say something, but when Bai Qingzhou really wanted to say something, he felt a little wronged.

Xia Xinghe's awakening was late, and Bai Qingzhou was his first love, but the sea was too difficult for him. After Bai Qingzhou, he never liked anyone else.

After the breakup, he deliberately didn't pay attention to Bai Qingzhou, and couldn't help spying on him from all directions.

I heard that he went abroad to study for a Ph.D.

I heard how many SCI articles he published when he was studying abroad.

I heard that he returned to Liaohu after returning to China.

Only dare not inquire about his emotional status.

Over the years, has Bai Qingzhou met anyone who moved his heart?

Xia Xinghe didn't want to think about it.

There was a commotion in his head, and his thoughts drifted further and further away. Xia Xinghe suddenly heard Bai Qingzhou call his name.

"Xia Xinghe."

The three most familiar words were pronounced by that person, adding a touch of charm.Xia Xinghe's heart trembled, only to realize that Bai Qingzhou had gotten so close to him at some point.

The distance between the two was only half a meter, so close that he could almost smell the clear mint aroma from Bai Qingzhou's body.

Xia Xinghe closed his eyes: "Go ahead."

Whether it is to ridicule him that he can't take care of himself at such an age, or to ridicule him that he hasn't found a next one after so many years, he is ready.

The ward became quiet, so quiet that Xia Xinghe could hear his own "thumping" heartbeat.

Bai Qingzhou called his name again, and then a low, hesitant voice came.

"...Wang."

Xia Xinghe suddenly opened his eyes.

Is he hallucinating?

Why does it sound like Bai Qingzhou is barking like a dog?