blood marriage

Chen Yuan thought that she must have time-traveled, everything in front of her was so strange, the palaces spread out in front of her eyes, the maids carrying the lamps were full of money from a distance, the sky was gloomy and quiet, the snow was falling silently, and Chen Yuan was full of energy. all over.

Chen Yuan didn't feel the cold, was it a dream?

It seems so. In her dreams, she wants to get rid of her stubborn illness. In her dreams, she wants to take off her cotton coat and run briskly in the snow. In her dreams, she wants to catch those fluttering snowflakes. In her dreams, she wants to run in the snow. Leave a string of your own footprints.

The maid blessed her body, and walked away generously.She couldn't guess which dynasty it was, nor could she tell whether it was morning or evening. She had been running in the snow for an unknown amount of time, her forehead and back were covered with fine sweat, and she was panting from exhaustion.

"Since I came to this country of Qi, I have never seen the princess so happy." A woman with a ruddy complexion and a plump figure, with a head of black hair and a red cloak on her arm, smiled. Walking towards Chen Yuan.

"It's rare for Chen Guo to see such heavy snow, how can we not have a good time?"

"Madam just invited the princess to enjoy the plum blossoms in the side hall, why doesn't the princess go?"

"She wants to pull me to get rid of Gonghu's family together. If it is done, she will catch the fisherman. If it is revealed, can't she just pull my back? Why should I hit the knife?" Chen Yuan stood there, waiting for the maid to replace her. She brushed off the falling snow on her body, put on the cloak, and said lightly: "Missing beads, this is not Chen Guo, you have to be careful about everything."

"Yes." Rosary crossed her hands on her abdomen, bowed her head in response, and respectfully followed behind Chen Yuan.

Chen Yuan looked around, except for the rosary and himself, there was not even a bird in the sky, so who was the person talking to the rosary just now?

"Princess, there is a letter from the doctor." Rosary took out a bamboo slip from her sleeve and presented it to Chen Yuan.

There are only two short lines on the bamboo slips: "The city is broken, the Duke of the country is dead, and the princess should love (self-respect) herself."

"Princess," Rosary looked at Chen Yuan's shoulders covered with a thick layer of falling snow again, and she was so panicked that her mouth was so cold that it was black and purple, she continued to call: "Princess, it's getting dark, go back quickly." .”

"Princess, princess, it's getting dark..."

"Princess, you have to take care of yourself..."

Chen Yuan looked at the figures, her body was so cold, so cold, she seemed to have returned to modern times, she was standing outside the coffin in a white filial piety, the trumpet and suona were whining, and she also echoed, Northwest The wind poured in violently, choking her so that she could not stop coughing.

That was the clearest memory of her childhood, and it was also the first time she had a cold, the concept that life would be worse than death.

She desperately opened her eyes and wanted to find a house that could shelter from the wind and snow, but she staggered and fell into the icy river.

Cold, something colder than this river spread in her mind. She felt that she was very funny. Others crossed, and they were admired by thousands of people. If they showed their grand plans, how could it be death for her.

Death is a colder and more terrifying existence than this winter water.

The water of winter, Manjun Yuji, the water of winter, soak my heart...

Chen Yuan heard someone whispering, the voice was rough and hoarse, and he grabbed his heart fiercely.She struggled desperately in the water, trying to tell the man that she was fine and not to be sad anymore.

But the more she struggled, the faster she fell.

The light source is getting farther and farther away from her, and the whole world is covered by the sound of running water...

Chen Yuan was disturbed by the intermittent crying, and opened his mouth to shout, "Stop arguing!".

She thought she was shouting loudly, but it didn't have the slightest deterrent effect, and the surroundings were even more noisy. She felt that her eyelids were pulled open, and there was light coming in. She tried desperately to close her eyelids, but to no avail.

"Prayer beads, rosary beads..." She kept calling out, trying to get a little comfort in the chaos.

Her hands were tightly held by a pair of crudely made hands, and the thick calluses on the palms rubbed warm steam.

"Who is Rosary?"

Rosary...

This is not a rosary, so who could it be?Could it be that person, who has been holding a sword all year round, his palms are rough and dry.

That person, what is that person's name?

Chen Yuan racked his brains and couldn't remember the name of that person. He was tall, short, fat, and thin, with a voice and appearance, and it was even more unknown if he was a man or a woman. A piece was dug away.

"Xiaoyuan, wake up, don't scare mom! Please, Xiaoyuan."

Another intermittent cry penetrated into the chaos, dragging her out of the chaos with a devastating force.

Chen Yuan choked for breath, woke up from the panic, and continued to mutter: "I can't remember."

"What? Can't remember anything?"

So sad I can't remember that person.Chen Yuan pulled his hair with both hands, frantically looking for that person in his memory, but no matter what, he couldn't remember it.

"Okay, don't think about it if you can't remember it, don't think about it." Lu Jun comforted Chen Yuan absent-mindedly, and looked out the window blankly with red and swollen eyes from crying. The gray sky buried the whole city in it, and the dull The air is hard to breathe.

Summer is coming early.

Lin Motu was still in a hurry, from the moment he entered the door, he went straight to Chen Yuan's bed, and woke up the patients in other beds with his bluff, and after being scolded, he pouted and restrained himself a little.

Chen Yuan wiped off the water marks on his face, and tried his best to put on a friendly smile. Before he could say hello, Lin Motu quickly snatched him over, "Hello, Auntie, I'll give Xiaoyuan The porridge I made, give her a taste."

"Hey, hey, what did you do? It's obviously your mother—well, I didn't say anything, go out and wait for you." Qiao Sheng took off his police uniform and changed into a blue and white corrugated sweater. It's a different face, without the seriousness and rigidity suppressed by the police uniform, it looks brighter and has a little human touch.

He raised his chin at Chen Yuan, as a greeting.

"Do you think he is sick? What is the difference between what my mother does and what I do?" Lin Motu pulled a bench over from nowhere, and sat down in front of Chen Yuan's hospital bed unceremoniously. The thermos was handed over to Lu Jun'ai, and she, an elder, was left to work.

"Yes, the intentions are the same," Chen Yuan coped on the surface, lifted the quilt, and said, "Mom, don't worry about it, I don't have an appetite, let's go back to school."

"That's okay, the doctor told you that you would pass out because of low blood sugar, lie down well, I don't know that kind-hearted person sent you to the hospital." Lu Junai muttered, and took it out of the bag. Put on the down jacket for Chen Yuan.

"I'll do it myself. Have you told my dad about my hospitalization?"

"I said, the money called early this morning. Hey, I was so flustered that I didn't ask the doctor how much it was. I'll ask."

Lin Motu watched the mother and daughter busy back and forth, and couldn't help but ask, "Aren't you hot this day, wearing so many clothes?"

"My daughter is afraid of the cold." Lu Jun'ai stood in front of Chen Yuan, even blocking her bewilderment.

Lin Motu grinned carelessly, "But she wears more clothes than I do all winter."

"Really? Then you don't wear much, Xiaoyuan is tired, why don't you take a rest first, girl, go to the doctor with me, and help me calculate the hospital expenses by the way, at my age When you grow up, do some calculations, and always be confused, you say it’s ridiculous.”

"I paid for the medical expenses yesterday." Lin Motu probably knew that he was not very popular, so he made up an excuse, stood up, and said goodbye politely.

"No, girl, I don't have cash on me for the medical expenses." Lu Jun'ai patted her pocket, as if trying to express that she really didn't have money on her, "You wait here for a while, I'll go out and get it."

"Don't worry about it, Chen Yuan was frightened because of me, so he should pay for the medical expenses."

"I can't let you pay for a child, you wait for me here."

"No really, I'm leaving first, Chen Yuan, I'll come and see you next time."

"Next time I'll come to you. You'd better stay at school and study well, and don't do things like ear-studded hats and social elder sisters."

Lin Motu subconsciously touched her earrings, and the skull bracelet on her wrist was exposed. She saw it out of the corner of her eye, and quickly put down her arm, and replied obediently: "I see, you have to pay attention to your body."

"Mom, don't do it, go and see her off first."

Lin Motu originally wanted to say a few more words of comfort to her, but now it seems that the person who needs comfort more is herself.

She waited outside the ward with porridge early in the morning, and waited until Chen Yuan woke up and her feet were numb from the cold, then she jumped and ran in happily.

But the mother and daughter didn't want her, an outsider, to interfere.

Really self-indulgent.Because she beat someone to death, she was afraid that Chen Yuan would be implicated, so she didn't sleep for several nights with guilt, her mind was full of how to make up, how to apologize, how to show kindness, and heard that Chen Yuan had fainted, so she humiliated her for a long time Only then did Qiao Sheng take her out. She only had one free time in the morning, but now the other party didn't even say a word to stop her. The more she thought about it, the angrier she replied in a strong tone: "No!", she began to regret it as soon as she finished speaking. up.

She carefully raised her eyes to see Chen Yuan's expression.Unexpectedly, Chen Yuan has been staring at her, eyes met, Lin Motu's face was on fire, and he said stammeringly: "Then I, first, go first."

Blame the girl, this is the third time she said she was going to leave.

Chen Yuan thought so, and smiled helplessly: "Mom, Dad just sent me some broken money. You are not even willing to pay back the medical expenses that the little girl gave me."

"How do you say it? I don't have any cash on me."

"Then transfer the money to me, and I'll give it back sometime." Chen Yuan propped her chin, saw Lu Jun'ai's mouth moving, hesitant to speak, and sneered, "No, mom, you You don’t want to return the money to others, do you?”

"Why, it can't be done. Who told her to kill someone and scare my daughter like this! I really won't pay her back the money. Hurry up and drink the porridge. I'll send you back to school later."

"You will let me rest now, and get me up later. Menopausal women are really hard to understand."

"Itchy skin, isn't it!"

Chen Yuan took the lunch box with a playful smile, and said cheekily: "I haven't showered for two days, it's quite itchy."

"Smelly poor, I have to go to the doctor, and I have to finish the porridge when I come back."

"Don't worry, I've finished drinking everything in the bowl and in the pot." Chen Yuan held the bowl, blew on the hot air, and said in a low voice, "Shanchuan, Shanchuan, what a good name."

"What did you say?" Lu Jun'ai stopped walking around the hospital bed, the smile on her face hadn't slowed down yet, and she still looked brisk.

"I said, it's good to have brothers, and they can help take care of them before and after death."

Shanchuan Shanchuan, what a pity such a good pair of names.

It is good to have a brother, who can be taken care of before and after death.

The eldest is dead, and the second is on top. The surname Lu is a blessing that has been cultivated in several lifetimes.

The same is true for Chen Erchuan, leaving his wife and children alone, rushing to take care of a widow, scoff——

Don't say it, people in the city are just mean. You didn't see that when her husband was buried, she didn't shed a single tear.

I heard that her man was the daughter who killed him.

……

How long has it been? How long has it been since Lu Jun'ai heard such harsh words? She fled back to the city from her hometown in despair, but the 1.25 accident was too tragic, and the whole country knows that no matter where she fled, she would become a gossip The subject of much discussion.

According to the doctor's instructions, Xiaoyuan's intelligence gradually returned to normal and she tried not to be stimulated.

She entrusted someone to find a farmhouse in the countryside and kept her anonymity. Every few years, she would ask Chen Erchuan to replace his eldest brother to fulfill his father's obligations.

Sometimes she would hate, hated why Chen Ershan didn't want to have another child with her, hated why Chen Yuan didn't just die, if she insisted on being stupid and half-dead, it would drag them down for the rest of their lives.

But now, her daughter is cold, and even mentions her father in a disapproving tone, and mentions the father who put his life in order to cure her dementia.

What expression should she put on?What tone should be used to respond?

She raised her hand violently, not knowing who it was going to fall on, and then hung down powerlessly.

"Mom, my dad died a long time ago. You borrowed the money from his brother, right?" Chen Yuan waited for a long time, but Lu Junai didn't answer, so she spoke impatiently first.

"Who told you that?"

"A policeman, he showed me the files of the 1.25 case, oh, and he also said, I was a fool before."

As soon as Lu Junai heard the word "policeman", she couldn't help becoming vigilant.

Soon after the 1.25 incident, the police came in and out of her home, trying to get something out of her mouth.Because they found a puppet at the scene with Chen Yuan's hair and blood on it, and the last deceased, Chen Ershan, was the only one on the scene who was burned alive. pain.

They hope that this incident can find another explanation other than "accident".

"What else did he tell you?"

"It's nothing, just asking me if I remember my childhood, but I really don't have much memory of my childhood."

"Who can remember what happened when I was a child."

"It's not like I don't have the slightest impression." Chen Yuan looked at the hair that fell into the bowl, but didn't raise her head to take the hair away from the bowl. A bowl of porridge was empty in one mouthful. to be swallowed together.

"Mom, I don't want to hear the truth from other people's mouths. Tell me, okay?"

The sticky porridge stuck to Chen Yuan's hair and stuck to the corner of her mouth, but she kept her eyes downcast, not knowing how to wipe it with a tissue.Like that child who suddenly became stupid 15 years ago.

Lu Junai panicked and picked up a tissue to wipe her hair clean, held her face at the corner of her mouth, looked into a pair of black pupils that were neither sad nor happy, and said sadly: "Your eyes are the same as the pair of eyes I dreamed of. Like the eyes, black and empty."

"Like a cat."

Yes, like a cat.Lu Junai snorted softly through her nose, and asked in an almost certain tone, "You read my diary."

"I found it when I moved last year."

"Then what else do you want me to tell you?"

"Where is that professor now?"

"Dead, he was the one who took your father up the mountain, and died together with your father in the 1.25 case."

"When Ershan went south, I accompanied him to Pingshan Temple to pray for safety. As soon as he came out, he saw a flower seller on his right. Every plant was extremely fresh. He likes to grow flowers. It is golden autumn, and chrysanthemums bloom the best. , I heard that it can last until the Chinese New Year. Your father wanted it, but he was reluctant to spend money, so he chatted with the flower seller. When he left, he gave a pot of flowers and a small bag of flower seeds. I left it for others, and I dare not ask him why, maybe it is because I am afraid that such a good seed will be ruined." Lu Jun'ai stood in front of the window, watching the people coming and going in front of the hospital, and finally put it in her heart for more than ten years. That sentence, said it.

She said: "Chen Yuan, not everyone loves their children that much."

I know you hate me.