what if i say i love you

Zuo Chuanlin ordered the food, and the two of them waited for the food to be served. Sanye finally raised his eyes to look at Zuo Chuanlin: "...what...what the hell is it?"

Zuo Chuanlin suddenly smiled, arrogant and restrained.This matter is not difficult for him, but for a person like Sanye, it is like ascending to the sky, this is the class.

So Sanye knew that the matter was settled.He finally breathed a sigh of relief, and his body was not so stiff anymore. He raised the corners of his mouth and was happy for a while, then looked up at Zuo Chuanlin with some timidity: "Thank you."

Zuo Chuanlin stared at the simple and honest smiling man, his eyes rarely shone on him, so Zuo Chuanlin felt that he had really done the most satisfactory thing recently!

With nothing to worry about, Sanye finally felt hungry, his stomach grumbled, and he smiled awkwardly.Zuo Chuanlin just waved and didn't know what he said to the waiter. The waiter ran away. After a while, three or four people came and put the steaks on the table one by one.

Sanye glanced at Zuo Chuanlin, he had already started to eat, so he concentrated on eating with a knife and fork.

Zuo Chuanlin felt that he really didn't know this man at all. Such a poor man, with such a humble and spineless person, could eat western food with such temperament, as if he had been eating like this for a long time every day, although he He was a bit anxious to eat, but it was not difficult to see the cultivation of this man, he must have received a higher education.But now he has fallen into such a situation.How did he want to be a big soldier and come to China?Zuo Chuanlin suddenly became very curious about him.

Seeing that Sanye was still a little unsatisfied after eating his own, Zuo Chuanlin stopped chewing and wanted to give him his own share, but saw Sanye waved his hand in fear.Then he wiped his mouth and said, "I'll just go back and eat noodles." He picked up the glass of red wine, trying to finish the meal in one gulp, but Zuo Chuanlin stretched out his hand to hold him down, and put his own and Sanye's The red wine was changed.Poured Sanye's cup into the trash can: "This cup is not good, drink mine."

Sanye didn't dare to think about it, he just drank the glass of red wine silently, then got up and bowed and said, "Thank you." But he didn't leave.

Sure enough, Zuo Chuanlin said: "You said so much thank you today, how do you want to thank me?"

Sanye shrank his neck and stared at the ground, but he didn't say anything.

When Zuo Chuanlin rarely saw him, his mood was calm, like the warm sun in early winter, he smiled and said softly: "Let's go, go back and eat your noodles!"

Sanye felt that it was different there, which made him feel a little melancholy and a little bit at a loss.He sat in the courtyard with Uncle Gui to bask in the sun. He told Liu Gui the news as soon as he came back. Liu Gui's breathing calmed down a lot. The doctor said that the dangerous period had passed and he would wake up after a few days of care.He sat in the courtyard in a daze, the pressure of life made him feel that his mind was getting more and more dull, but now everything is fine again.He looked around the yard, Kondo and Meizi were busy taking care of the last few tables of guests, white smoke was curling from the chimney, and the chickens they raised were being chased by dogs and fluttered around the yard. He pursed his lips and smiled.

A few days later, Sanye and Kondo brought Dr. Chen back. Although he was locked up for a few days, he still hadn't had time to be beaten, so he lost some weight.When Chen Jian came back, he didn't even bother to take a bath, and ran to Liu Gui's house with his body smelling sour.Meizi was coming out with a basin, and the two almost bumped into each other.

Chen Jian immediately didn't dare to move, his eyes were red but he didn't dare to say anything.Meizi didn't say anything.

Sanye and Kondo followed up to see this scene and were also stunned.Kondo went up to say something but was held back by Sanye.Only then did he realize that Dr. Chen never came, and when he came, he was always scolded by Uncle Gui for a while, and every time he came, he picked plums to go to school and was not at home, so he reacted belatedly What's going on with these three awkward people over here.

Chen Jian remembered that when the Liu family had just fallen, he rushed back from abroad in a hurry. At that time, Meizi was still young, and the eldest lady had not lost her temper. She might have just heard the news from the servants of the Liu family I found out about the Liu family's romantic affairs, knowing why his mother left crying, knowing why the personal doctor she liked so much disappeared suddenly, and knowing why their family was so miserable by their grandfather.

So when he appeared in the only small house left in the Liu family, Mei Zi rushed up to grab and bite him like crazy. When Liu Gui heard the movement, he didn't have time to look at Chen Jian, and wanted to pull his daughter down first, but was caught. She slapped her hard.The three of them stopped moving immediately.Liu Gui peeked at Chen Jian again with his reddened eyes, slowly turned around and went back to the room, Meizi kicked Chen Jian out.

After being separated for many years, the two who had been thinking day and night, and dared not even write a letter, finally met again, but before they had time to be happy, they were separated by a wall again.

Chen Jian rented a small house next to the noodle shop and opened a medical clinic. The two of them met from time to time. After a while, Chen Jian boldly went to find Liu Gui while Meizi was in school. Liu Gui was always thinking about his daughter. Urging him to leave quickly, Chen Jian knew that in fact, Liu Gui had always had a knot in his heart. He had been blaming him for why he left him and went abroad without fighting for anything.

In fact, it is very simple. The Shen family is rich and powerful, and the young lady of the Shen family is so beautiful, but he, a poor boy, has young master Liu's rich clothes and good food every day. He is just a servant, and he can't give Liu Gui a good life. Together, do you want him to suffer in hiding?So Chen Jian flinched.

He was wrong!But now that he's back, why not give him a chance?Facing Meizi's beating and scolding, he also flinched, yes, he was cowardly.But he won't hold back all the time.

He stood there with his neck stuck, determined to go in, he knew he was sorry for Meizi, if it wasn't for him, Meizi wouldn't suffer like this.

Meizi didn't say anything after all, she pursed her lips and silently let the door open.Chen Jian couldn't hold back, two lines of tears came down at once, and he knelt down suddenly, which surprised Meizi and Kondo.

"I'm sorry Meizi, I'm sorry for you..."

"Uncle! What are you doing!" Meizi hurriedly put the basin on the ground to pull Chen Jian, but couldn't help crying, as if the grievances that had been held back for many years melted at once, she lay on Chen Jian's arms Li wailed.

Liu Gui had been listening in the room, but now he couldn't help holding the door and came out, his eyes were also red.

Sanye and Kondo hurried forward to help the three of them into the house, and then they went out to serve all the prepared meals and went out, letting the three of them sit together and talk.

The two of them sat on the stone bench in the yard, and after a while, Kondo also felt uncomfortable: "Sanye, when can we go home..."

"...I don't know...after the battle is over, right?"

"... Sanye, have you heard? Zuo Chuanlin's adjutant was captured by bandits."

Sanye was taken aback, that adjutant had saved his life that day, why was he captured by the bandits? "Where did you hear about this?"

"The whole of Suiyang almost knows about it, and now they are talking about it after dinner." Kondo said, "I heard that Zuo Chuanlin was angry about this matter, and threatened to destroy the hills of these bandits."

"...Well, who cares?" Sanye got up, "Let's rest."

"...Well." Kondo got up and went to his room.

Sanye watched him enter the house and close the door, feeling in his heart somehow, as if something was different, maybe Kondo also felt this way, they stopped talking about love, and they stopped doing something more than brothers , maybe things are slowly changing something, but only now, what is slowly settling after the storm is seen.Sanye didn't know what kind of feelings Kondo had for him, but Kondo never let himself feel a little nervous, he tolerated himself infinitely, and waited for a long time until he could accept him.

But I was a little scared, Sanye thought, he was sitting at the table in his house, looking at the rustling trees outside by the wind, maybe at some point before, he could still tell himself that he could accept Kondo , but now, it seems that this feeling is completely gone.

Meizi has already come out of Uncle Gui's room, and the lights in Uncle Gui's room have not been extinguished for a long time, so the two of them probably have a lot to say.Sanye turned off the light and went to bed, no longer thinking about these messy things, he still has a lot to do tomorrow...

. . .Lu Jingping had been sitting in the room for a long time, and that boy Zhou Ming was hiccupping from crying and was finally coaxed to sleep.This kid is really sensible!

She remembered the girl who said, "I love Zhou Yuan very much, but now, I love my husband even more. He treats me very well, and I can't let him down. Maybe these two kinds of love are different, but for me It's equally important... People have to grow up, and they can't always put love and love so seriously. Apart from this thing, people have other more important things that they can't give up..."

She doesn't understand, but does she still think that this woman is really so cruel?So she said, but the child is innocent, and he really wants to see you.

The girl thought for a long time and agreed.When the mother and son met, they hugged each other and cried for a long time, and the girl said to Zhou Xiaozi, "Listen carefully to what mother said, it's not that mother doesn't want you anymore, you will always be mother's baby, but mother can't be with you and father , As for why, let's make an agreement that when you get married, if you still don't understand, then you can come to me, and I'll be here waiting for you."

"Xiao Mingzi is very innocent, I am sorry for him, and I am sorry for Zhou Yuan, but I really can't be sorry for my husband any more. His children and I are also innocent, making mistakes again and again will only make everyone sad." That There seemed to be light in the girl's eyes, "It's hard for you to help Xiao Mingzi like this. You brought Xiao Mingzi yourself, right? Zhou Yuan...wouldn't do that. Thank you."

That girl is indeed extraordinary, Lu Jingping thought.