what if i say i love you

With Liu Gui's illness, the noodle shop could hardly survive, but for eating, this restaurant must not be closed.Meizi also took a long vacation instead of going to school, and stayed in the noodle shop to help out. Meizi and Kondo supported Uncle Gui in the noodle shop, but they still couldn't make ends meet.

Sanye doesn't know how to make noodles, but his Chinese is getting smoother and stronger, so he goes to the morning market alone at [-] o'clock every morning to buy. He went to the base of the wall in the market early and waited to pull people. The high-intensity work made him thinner and darker.

But Uncle Gui's illness is getting worse and the medicines are getting more and more expensive. Dr. Chen's situation may not be easy. The director somehow did it. He couldn't wait to set a date when the procedure was over, and he was going to shoot Chen. health.

Sanye and Kondo were also very tired recently, and they lost those thoughts every day, and fell asleep after eating.

The weather is getting hotter and winter is coming to an end, but this small courtyard is still lifeless.Seeing that the time is coming, Dr. Chen is going to lose his life. Sanye and Kondo know that if Dr. Chen leaves, Uncle Gui will definitely not be able to survive, but the two of them have nothing to do. Prison robbery is unrealistic. Robbery is death. .The two of them were so worried that they couldn't sleep well.

Sanye woke up in the middle of the night to relieve himself, when he suddenly heard crying from the north room, he listened carefully, it was Mei Zi, crying softly in Liu Gui's room.The cry was very small, so as not to wake them both up.The girl Meizi is very sensible and knows that they are very tired every day. In the past few days, she has not said anything except silently doing laundry, cooking and cleaning.The girl's thoughts will not be told to the two men.

"Father...you don't want me anymore, do you? I know, you like Uncle Chen...I know that you and my mother are married, and I know that you married my mother just out of anger, and now Uncle Chen is gone! But you still have me What? You don’t want me anymore,...you don’t want me anymore, uh...our family has no money now, if our Liu family is not bankrupt, what kind of bureau chief is he! How dare you trouble our family...Dad...you Get up? Okay? Ah?...Daddy..."

The girl cried very softly, but she couldn't hide her sobbing, she just babbled like this.Sanye's eyes are getting redder and redder. Only at this time can the gap in class be reflected the most. Only at this time can one see how important the status is.In this day and age, with things like this, little people like them can only wait to die.This is not the first time Sanye has encountered such a thing.He is also a small person, after all, he is just cannon fodder, but now he is not even cannon fodder. His dignity as a human being has been crushed to pieces with his feet on the ground, and his life is almost gone. .

He felt that he couldn't go on like this, that he couldn't make a choice.

Early the next morning, Sanye packed up his things, but he remained silent.Kondo clenched his fists fiercely, he couldn't hold back after all, and grabbed Sanye when he went out.

"Uncle Gui saved my life and took us in after being repaid with kindness," Sanye said.

Kondo let go.Then he watched Sanye go out the door and turn out of the alley.

He went to find Zuo Chuanlin.

Both of them knew it well.

It was a torment along the way.His heart was suffering, and his body was also suffering. Sanye only knew that he was going to suppress the bandits, and he also found out that the bandits were at Yazikou. He went out of the city and asked the direction of Yazikou. It's getting more and more desolate, but there is no one, and there is no movement. Sanye is a little panicked. He is afraid that he has gone the wrong way. He has run out of water and almost no food left. , you have to go back the same way, then this day will be in vain.

Sanye bit the bullet and walked forward, but just two steps away and before he showed his head, he heard a gunshot in front of him.Sanye froze quickly, followed by the sound of gunshots, and many people rushed out of the grass on both sides.Sanye hurriedly hid in the grass.

He soon realized that this was Zuo Chuanlin fighting with the bandits at Yazikou, and it seemed that he had found the right place!

In the hail of bullets, Sanye took advantage of the faint sunlight to find Zuo Chuanlin among the people in uniform.After a while, he saw Zuo Chuanlin in a relatively hidden highland.

He stood on the top of the hill, his windbreaker rustled by the wind, with one hand twisting the brim of his hat, and the other lazily resting on the gun at his waist, looking at the scuffle, it was as red as fire. The same sun shines down, and the person reflected is as unattainable as the proud son of heaven.

Sanye's heart was beating violently, beating like a drum, and he ran towards it quickly, the bullets flew by in front of his eyes, and some people exclaimed, nervous!Fear!excited!fear!There are also some dark, unknown things that tightly control Sanye, he only knows to run towards that person!As if bewitched!

That person noticed him and looked at him, eyes full of fire like streamers tightly locked his eyes, Sanye suddenly seemed to be frozen, only seeing him, besides his heavy and chaotic breathing was his own speed The heartbeat of work.

He saw the man's face suddenly changed, and he yelled somewhere, and suddenly he was thrown down, covered in dirt, but this finally made him return to normal, he heard the sound of the shell exploding , right behind.Sanye was terrified, got up, vaguely saw that it was Adjutant Liu who threw him down, and followed Adjutant Liu's line of sight, he saw Zuo Chuanlin coming this way.Zuo Chuanlin winked at Adjutant Liu, and Adjutant Liu patted him, turned and left.

"Are you okay?"

Zuo Chuanlin asked a word, seeing his disheveled face, stretched out his hand to pat the dust on his clothes.Before taking two shots, Sanye took another step away.His face was not good-looking, the person who jumped out suddenly ran towards him like crazy between the two sides of the war, the shells fell on his side without paying attention, staring at him so that he panicked and called the adjutant to turn around Protect him, but now he looks dead again!

Sanye was still gasping for breath, but his eyes never dared to fall on Zuo Chuanlin.

. . .

Director Zhu's door was kicked open.He was shocked and stood up to lose his temper, but the door was none other than Zuo Chuanlin in military uniform.He was taken aback, and his expression changed: "Marshal? Why do you..." Soon, he saw a kid behind Zuo Chuanlin, and he stared at that person, feeling a little familiar.He also heard Zuo Chuan Linla say in a homely way: "I heard that Takako was sent to Russia for further study recently? He really has a future..." He suddenly understood what was going on, and his face turned ugly instantly.

"... Marshal, don't you want to take care of Zhu's family affairs?" Mingren doesn't speak secretly in front of his eyes. Even if the news about his family's affairs is blocked quickly, no matter how impenetrable it is, as long as this person wants to Check, how could it not be found?

Zuo Chuanlin didn't talk to him, he just closed the door and shut Sanye out. ... "Director Zhu, originally, this is your family matter, I really shouldn't care about it, and I don't want to care about it, but the doctor is innocent, why bother?"

"Hmph! What if he says it out, where will Zhu's face be put!"

"Things have happened, are you still afraid of being told?" Zuo Chuanlin originally sympathized with him, but he didn't feel sad when he saw him. Instead, he was more worried about his own face. Not only did he lose that bit of sympathy, he also spoke harshly Many: "If you had taken care of the two children early on, and usually put your heart into them, how could such a thing have happened? Now that this kind of thing happens, you can only blame yourself! A little doctor dares to say gossip! Really! Someone wants to punish you and stab you out, I'm afraid you can't stop it."

"You!" On the overtones, Chief Zhu felt hatred when he heard it, and his face was extremely ugly, but Zuo Chuanlin really couldn't afford to offend him, so he felt a twitch in his heart.

Zuo Chuanlin didn't take it seriously and said, "You also took a Guanyin statue from someone else? Director Zhu, I said, don't bully people too much. If you take such valuable things, let him go!" He said As he said that, he stretched out his hands to support the messy desk, stared at the fat man with big ears and said, "I'll cover them all. If you don't want to wear this black gauze, just say so."

... Sanye suddenly stood at the door, waiting nervously, not knowing what was going on inside the door, and there was no sound at all.

Just as I was about to lean on the door to listen, the door opened.Zuo Chuanlin glanced at the head that quickly moved away, and the man shrank aside in embarrassment, and couldn't help but feel a little amused.He turned and walked away calmly.

Sanye followed him out the door, saw that he was just walking, and felt a little anxious, so he bravely asked, "Well, how is the matter going..."

Zuo Chuanlin didn't speak, but still walked forward.Sanye panicked, could it not be done?But?He was suddenly discouraged.Zuo Chuan Lin Yuguang saw his appearance and stopped when he saw that he was not leaving.

"...I'm sorry to trouble you, I'm leaving..." Sanye bowed, his face was extremely ashen, and with Zuo Chuanlin's power, he couldn't accomplish anything, either it was extremely serious, or it was him He didn't intend to help him, that's right, how could Zuo Chuanlin get into a stalemate with his own people because of him?

Zuo Chuanlin grabbed him and said, "Eat first." His eyes flicked around Sanye's face: "Let's talk after eating."

Sanye froze and wanted to refuse, but seeing Zuo Chuanlin's appearance, he didn't dare to say anything after all.

Zuo Chuan Lin let go of his hand, huddled in his sleeve and clenched his fist. He was so thin, he had lost the strength he had when he first saw him, his hands were rough, and his complexion was sallow. He didn't sleep well, he had thick dark circles under his eyes, but his clothes were clean.He looked directly at Sanye's hair, the big hard stubble was clean, but a little long, falling on the darkened neck.Sensing his gaze, Sanye turned his head uncomfortably, ah!It's abominable!Zuo Chuanlin stared at the bone line of the chin and neck, which were particularly obvious because Sanye turned his head, linking the more/beautiful collarbone, but it was a pity that it was tightly covered by the torn coat.

Zuo Chuanlin's voice suddenly became hoarse. He stopped and pointed to a nearby restaurant, "...that's it! Cough."

Sanye nodded and followed him into the restaurant.The doormen were all dressed very brightly, and some people looked at the humble Sanye curiously. Sanye had no choice but to shrink his neck and stare at Zuo Chuanlin's back in front of him.The one in the formal military uniform has a firm/straight back.