Only one step away

The person who stopped him was Sunan.

"You, why are you here?" Li Yuan was very surprised - he never thought that he would run into each other here.

Sunan smiled: "I made an appointment to come here after dinner with my friends, how about you? Why are you here too?"

Li Yuan froze for a moment, not knowing how to answer.Because he felt that he was somewhat embarrassed, and the embarrassment was related to his ambiguous behavior with a certain man before, and even more embarrassing because of the uncertain feelings for Sunan in his heart.

Gradually, more people went in and out of the bathroom, and most of them looked at the two people standing at the door with strange eyes.Li Yuan himself felt a little unnatural, so he said, "Then what, I think we should go out first?"

"Oh, good." Sunan replied and followed him out.

It was still very noisy outside, the lights were psychedelic, and the figures were chaotic. Li Yuan turned his head several times, for fear that Sunan would be lost behind him, because he really didn't know where the other party's seat was, and in this environment with very low visibility, he went one by one. It is also very difficult to find.

Sunan seemed to know what he was thinking, and followed him closely, and when Li Yuan was blindly looking for a seat, he grabbed Li Yuan and went in the opposite direction.

There were a few other people who came with Sunan, and they sat not far from the bar, but because they were separated from the dance floor, it was difficult to spot them from where Li Yuan was sitting before, especially in conditions of such low visibility.

Seeing the two of them approaching, the group of people looked at Li Huan with strange eyes, as if looking at a strange beast. Li Huan felt uncomfortable, so he couldn't help stretching out his hand to loosen the tight tie around his neck. tie.

His actions made everyone present laugh. One of them, a tall man with a crew cut and a rough appearance, raised his glass and said to Sunan: "I said, where did you find such a two-year-old man?" goods?"

Second-hand goods! ?Li Huan almost wanted to rush up and grab the man's neck, but he held back his breath because of Sunan's face.

Sunan lowered his head and smiled, shook his head, without speaking, pulled Li Huan to sit on the side, and then poured him a glass of wine.

Li Huan laughed, took the wine glass, and while drinking, looked at the group of people, and found that they were all well-dressed, and then looked at himself, those in suits and shoes...

Thinking of this moment, Li Huan suddenly understood why the man said he was a second-hand guy—looking at the whole bar, he was really the only one who was drinking in a suit like himself—this outfit looked so normal during the day No matter how ordinary clothes are, in the eyes of the moment, they are the most eye-catching and weird.

As if aware of what was going on in his heart, Sunan approached his ear gently, and said, "It's okay. They are all my friends, and they always talk like this. Don't mind."

Sunan's warm breath sprayed on his ears, which made his ears feel hot. However, his mood did have an inexplicable joy, and at the same time, a kind of uneasy heart palpitations - and when the other party's breathing was far away, his Feeling a little sad, a little scared, and even more hopeful.

Because he didn't know him at all, he couldn't integrate into the conversation between Sunan and his friend. From Li Huan's point of view, the man with the crew cut seemed to have a different attitude towards Sunan than other people.

When Sunan talked with other people, the man's eyes always followed Sunan, and there was some kind of eager emotion in those eyes.

This kind of feeling should be called /love, right?

The feeling that there is only one person in the eyes, the unique feeling for that person, should it be love?

This feeling is very familiar, because he knows that he has seen Sunan like this before, fixedly looking at each other, and he feels very satisfied just looking at him, but when this happens to others, he feels glaring, I feel very irritable.

Wine, drinking glass by glass, especially when he watched the man with the crew cut close to Sunan's side, talking in a very intimate manner, he was drinking non-stop.

Yes, he seemed to use wine to suppress the dissatisfaction that was gradually overflowing in his heart, but he couldn't bear it.

He couldn't bear it, couldn't bear other people's love for Sunan, let alone accept that Sunan had such a close relationship with this person!

Finally, with a "snap", he slammed the wine glass down on the coffee table, and then stood up.

"What's wrong?" Sunan looked up at him.

"I'm going back." Li Huan burped while speaking.

Sunan frowned slightly. He smelled the alcohol on Li Huan's body and said, "You drank too much."

"So I'm going back, I have work tomorrow."

Just as Li Huan grabbed his coat, Sunan got up together and said, "You drank too much, I'll take you home."

Hearing what he said, the flat-headed man hurriedly got up and said, "Su Nan, don't go, I'll see him off."

"You don't know where his home is, what's more, he probably can't tell the east direction after drinking like this."

After speaking, Sunan helped Li Huan to leave the bar, leaving a group of people looking at each other in blank dismay.

Pulling Li Huan out of the elevator, Sunan asked, "Where's your car?"

Li Huan looked up at the display board and said, "It's in Area F."

Following what he said, Sunan found the car and asked, "Where's the car key?"

Li Huan tried his best to open his eyes, took out the car key from his trouser pocket, and wanted to insert it into the keyhole, but unfortunately his eyesight was not good, he inserted it several times, but failed.

Sunan shook his head, pulled the key, opened the passenger door, and stuffed Li Huan in.Then he sat on it himself, started the car, walked out of the garage in a hurry, and drove on the way home.

The way home was smooth, there was no traffic jam, and the green lights all the way, it took less than twelve minutes from the bar to home.

Li Huan seemed to be very drunk, and when he got home, he could already hear a slight snoring sound, and finally got the other party on the bed, and Sunan couldn't bear to leave a drunk unconscious person alone like this At home, so he was busy preparing hot water and hot towels, ready to prevent this drunk from vomiting in the middle of the night.

Just as he put the hot towel on Li Huan's forehead, the man who was supposed to be asleep suddenly opened his eyes and grabbed Sunan's hand. His eyes looked straight into Sunan's, making him Sunan felt that the other party seemed to see everything in his heart.

So he struggled to leave, but he was pulled tighter by the other party, and in the end he was pulled into his arms by the other party.

Sunan felt very uneasy. In the other party's arms, he could hear his overly nervous heartbeat, but he had no time to calm himself down, because in just a few seconds, his breathing, his lips and tongue, It has been completely robbed by the other party.

The other party's kiss was very intense and powerful, combined with the smell of wine, it was very rushing, which made him weak, and he could only let the other party bite his lips and tongue, and his mood of wanting to push the other party away.

The gap between the kisses and the breathing became more and more ambiguous, and the air became hotter and hotter. The smell of wine evaporated in the small space, making people dizzy.

In the dark, he was pressed down on the bed, the man held his hands and looked down at him from top to bottom, his eyes were so hot that it was frightening, he did not look like a drunk person at all.

"Li Huan...you..."

Sunan struggled and wanted to sit up, but the other party pressed his body even harder.

"No, don't be so close to other people..." Li Huan hugged him tightly, whispering in his ear.

"Li Huan...you are not drunk..."

"Yes, I just don't want you to be too intimate with other people." Li Huan whispered, "I, jealous."

Yes, jealous, he admitted, he was really jealous.

From the very beginning he was jealous of that child, then he was jealous of that woman, and now he is jealous of the same sex around him.

This kind of emotion has never been with other lovers.

lover?Is Sunan a lover?

No, it's not.

But he regards Sunan as a lover, he loves this person, he loves this man.

"Su Nan, I love you."

He looked at each other and said.

He never expected to get a response from the other party when he said this, because he knew that falling in love with the same sex was originally abnormal and incorrect.

In fact, what he saw in the other party's eyes was astonishment and panic. These were all in his expectation, but they also made him feel lost, even bitter.

"Li Huan, what do you love about me?" Sunan looked into his eyes and asked.

Li Huan was at a loss for words.

When did he fall in love, and why did he fall in love, he didn't know, and he didn't want to figure it out, because this feeling, this feeling of falling in love with each other, was so real.

Is there anything more important than this true feeling right now?

"What do you want to know?" Li Huan asked.

"Li Huan, are you sure your relationship is love?"

As Sunan said, he pushed Li Huan away.He was arranging his clothes quietly, as if what Li Huan said just now was not aimed at him.

For the first time, Li Huan felt that his ability to express himself was so deficient that he couldn't even say a word of the thoughts that were turning in his head at this moment, and, even, he didn't know where to start.

"You go to bed early, and you have to go to work tomorrow, so I won't disturb your rest."

The words were very polite, and the politeness was cold, a bit like the rain in this winter, cold and biting.

The door opened and the door closed.

Two hard, cold voices shut Li Huan's heart.

Li Huan actually wanted to chase him out and bring Sunan back, but he didn't know what he could do or say to bring him back.So he just sat on the bed like this, sighing deeply, sighing that his relationship is so short-lived.

But he didn't know that just as he was sighing, Sunan was sitting in a taxi with tears streaming down his face.