Only one step away

After washing his face in cold water three times, Li Yuan felt that his emotions had stabilized a little.But he knew he couldn't go out to see Sunan yet.Moreover, this is the men's toilet, which means that Sunan will come in here at any time, not to mention that this is a public place with a lot of people coming in and out, so he doesn't want people to see him in such an embarrassing state for the time being.

Pushing open a door and locking it, he sat on the toilet and smoked.

What happened today was beyond his expectation.

He has always boasted that his control is extraordinary, but he never thought that he would end up here in Sunan.

Just a man, yes, just a man.

Why would you let yourself get so out of control?

Simply, there was only a few minutes of delusion, and it didn't develop to the point of being too serious.

Maybe it's because of breaking up with a woman, the discomfort caused by the empty window?

There seems to be only one explanation.

After taking two hard puffs of the cigarette, Li Yuan stubbed out the cigarette, pushed the door and walked out.

When he returned to the classroom again, Li Yuan found that there were two more people in the classroom.

One is Sunan's daughter, and the other looks familiar, a young woman.

Before he could speak, Sunan saw him standing at the door and greeted him, so he had to go up to him reluctantly.

"Hello, uncle."

To Li Yuan's surprise, this time, Sunan's daughter, the little girl who met him for the first time and was very different from him, was very obedient and well-behaved today, and took the initiative to greet him.

"It's warm."

Li Yuan responded with a smile while secretly looking at the woman standing beside Sunan.

If I remember correctly, this woman should be the woman I saw downstairs in Sunan that day.She has waist-length soft long hair, a slender figure, and a good face. From the look of her eyebrows, she has a gentle personality. In short, she is the type that most men will like.

Thinking of this, Li Yuan glanced at Sunan who was greeting the little girl.

He thought he could be sure that this woman would not be a student who came here to learn dancing, because the way this woman looked at Sunan was very intimate and warm.

Sensing Li Yuan's suspicious eyes, Su Nan looked up at him, then scratched his head, and said, "This is Nuan Nuan's mother, Su Xiyao."

As soon as the words were finished, Su Xiyao stretched out her hand to Li Yuan with a smile on her face: "Hi, I'm Su Xiyao."

Li Yuan hesitated for a moment, but still held the other party's hand, and replied politely: "It's an honor to meet you, your daughter is very cute."

The smile in Su Xiyao's eyes deepened, she glanced at Sunan with a smile, and said, "I'm all spoiled by him."

Su Nan suddenly became a little impatient. While pushing Su Xiyao to sit on his chair, he said, "Take care of Nuannuan. This girl likes to toss around recently. I still have class here." After finishing speaking, he Just grabbed Li Yuan and continued the unfinished dance just now.

Su Xiyao sat aside with a smile and hugged Nuannuan, and began to look at the two with interest.

Although it was only a few minutes, Li Yuan unexpectedly found that compared to just now, Sunan was obviously a little absent-minded-the dance steps were chaotic, and even his breathing was tense.

Is it about that woman?

He glanced at the woman who was sitting beside her holding the child and smiling faintly, a little unsure of the guess in his heart.Looking down at the man who was his partner, his breath became more and more disordered, and even the usual calm expression on his face disappeared, replaced by a shy expression.

Li Yuan felt that he liked Sunan's expression now, but he didn't like Sunan's expression because of that woman.

If, if, because of myself...

Just as he was thinking wildly, he didn't notice a pain on the back of his foot, which made him frown suddenly.Before he could react, the dance had stopped. Sunan let go of him, went straight to the CD player, and pressed the stop button.

"Sorry, let's get here first. I'm not feeling well."

Sunan's words were slightly angry, and when he said this, he didn't even turn his head to look at Li Yuan.This made Li Yuan's mood suddenly drop to freezing point.

He didn't know what he did wrong, and Li Yuan didn't know how to appease Sunan's anger. After hesitating, he could only silently pack his things and leave.

It is unclear how many cigarettes this is today, Li Yuan only remembers that the cigarette in his hand has not stopped since he entered the office this morning.

Physiological responses to men.

For Li Yuan, this was an unacceptable thing - especially not long ago, he had a girlfriend who was ready to talk about marriage.

The door was pushed open, and it was Feng Zhenglin who came in. As soon as he smelled the smoke in the room, he, an old smoker, had to cover his mouth and nose: "I said, do you want to smoke yourself to death? Air-conditioned room Smoke so much?" Feng Zhenglin hurriedly opened the window in the room, and stood by the window exaggeratedly taking a breath.

Li Yuan squinted and stared at him for a while, then extinguished the cigarette in his hand, and waved at him: "Old Feng, come here."

Feng Zhenglin didn't doubt that he was there, stood over muttering, threw the document in his hand onto the table with a snap, and was about to speak, when Li Yuan suddenly grabbed his arm with one hand, which was quite nasty and disgusting. Rubbing back and forth, he immediately jumped away from Li Yuan's side as if being burned by fire, and looked at him with extremely strange and suspicious eyes: "I said, Lao Li, are you okay?"

Li Yuan touched his neck, shook his head, and said, "Old Feng, please turn around."

"Turn around?" Feng Zhenglin was stunned, "Why should I turn around?"

"Come, come, just turn around, it's not difficult." Seeing that he was not happy, Li Yuan stood up, hugged his shoulder very affectionately, turned his body to face his back to his chair, and sat down on his own buttocks again. Going back, he kept looking him up and down.

Not knowing what he was going to do, Feng Zhenglin just felt uncomfortable standing like this, especially when he noticed the other person's eyes moving back and forth on his back, waist, and buttocks.

So, before Li Yuan could speak, Feng Zhenglin offered to leave first, and then walked out of the office with a very awkward twist of his shoulders and hands.

Seeing that the door was closed, Li Yuan sighed heavily.

As far as Feng Zhenglin was concerned, he was a man of average stature and appearance.So I tried to touch his hand, took a peek at his neck, even touched his shoulder and waist unscrupulously, and looked at his buttocks with lewd eyes. All the above said: I have no physiology for men. Response, at least not to the man Feng Zhenglin.

However, he was very confused. He obviously reacted to Sunan at that time.Is it only for Sunan?Or is it because Feng Zhenglin is too close to him, so he looks indifferent?

He wants to figure out the relationship. Sunan is just a dance coach, and his relationship with him is just that of a student and a teacher. Moreover, this relationship will not last too long. However, this in his heart Where did this inexplicable throbbing come from, and why?

After eight hours of boredom, Li Yuan drove to find a place to have dinner.

Seeing the night getting darker, Li Yuan felt more and more bored, the depression in his heart couldn't be dispelled, gradually, it turned into ants crawling all over his heart.After hesitating for a while, he decided to go to a nightclub tonight.

I don't know why I have this idea, I just feel that the depression in my heart needs an outlet, and wine and music are the best choices.

It had been several years since he had been to a bar, and the stale air and deafening music inside made Li Yuan feel a little uncomfortable.Looking at those young people exuding vitality, Li Yuan felt more and more that he was old, at least his mentality was not so young anymore.

I picked up a side seat at the bar and sat down. Before I could order a drink, there was suddenly another person beside me.

"Hey, can I have a drink?"

I don't know why, as soon as this man opened his mouth, Li Yuan's intuition told himself that the man was gay.

Looking up, he saw a young man. Under the dim light, Li Yuan couldn't see the face of the man clearly, only knew that the man was of moderate build, and his voice was soft and waxy.

Without rejecting him, Li Yuan lit a cigarette and asked straightforwardly: "What do you want to drink?"

"Long Island Iced Tea." The man smiled and sat down.

Only now did Li Yuan see his face clearly.It was a very delicate face, not at all rough and masculine that a man should have, but it didn't make people feel any discomfort, on the contrary he looked very comfortable.

Are GAYs so arrogant these days?

Li Yuan shook his head with a smile, and ordered a glass of wine casually.After the waiter delivered the wine, the man started talking to Li Yuan in a vague way.At the beginning, it was just a general talk, such as what the weather is really good today, whether it will rain or be sunny tomorrow, etc., and then gradually expanded to work, the past and life.

Li Yuan was more or less resistant to this kind of acquaintance. When the content of the conversation became more and more in-depth, he got up and used excuses to go to the bathroom.But he didn't expect that the second he stepped into the bathroom, this man also walked in.

There was no one else in the bathroom, watching the other party approaching him, Li Yuan could more or less understand the meaning in the other party's eyes.

He didn't dodge or dodge, and let the other party get close to his body, so close that he could smell the other party's breath, which smelled faintly of alcohol.

Not to hate, but definitely not to like.

This is how Li Yuan felt when the man's hand was pressed against his chest.

But it's only to such an extent, and I can't accept more.When he saw the man's face getting closer, Li Yuan pushed him away.

"What's wrong?" The other party was a little surprised at his sudden rudeness.

"It's nothing, it's just a little uncomfortable." Li Yuan coughed dryly, trying to hide his embarrassment.

The man curled the corner of his mouth, not angry, but just smiled lightly: "It's okay. I'll go out first." After speaking, he opened the door and left.

At that moment, Li Yuan felt relieved, he let out a heavy breath, and stood in front of the sink looking at himself in the mirror.

The face that he had seen for thirty years suddenly became very strange.

The expression is a bit complicated, with embarrassment and bewilderment as the main body.At that moment, he felt that he was a little ridiculous, and then he laughed, and his heart was a little bitter.

Feeling a little out of control.

This is not the usual stable and calm self.

What is your usual self like?

People who are not in the same way will not be in contact, and those who cannot make concessions will never compromise, so those who leave will not take the initiative to retain them, and will not take the initiative to call back missed calls.

Yeah, like yourself, why do you challenge your principles over and over again just because you are not sure about your feelings for someone?

Li Yuan sighed, and slapped his face with cold water, hoping to wake up a bit.

Suddenly the bathroom door opened, and a person came in. Li Yuan didn't pay attention, turned and walked out, but he didn't expect that person to stop him.

"Li Yuan?"