hell cycle

In fact, Aunt Gui was kind to him, before he was ten years old.

At that time, every piece of his clothes was sewed by Aunt Gui herself, and the materials used were very good. The so-called good was within the money that Aunt Gui could afford.

In a few lives, he had vaguely heard that Minglou wanted to give Aunt Gui some of his old clothes that were too small for her to take home and wear them for him, but Aunt Gui refused, because Aunt Gui didn't want to pick up other people's old clothes by herself. clothes to wear.

It's strange that in so many lives, he never thought about it. In fact, he could have waited for Aunt Gui to find out the truth and turn on him and abuse him. If in so many lives, he looked up at Minglou as the only salvation.

He once read a story that a baby elephant in a circus was tied to a thin iron chain when he was young. It is still a very thick iron chain. When the baby elephant grows up, the iron chain that binds him is still so thin. The adult elephant can easily break free, and the elephant that has been restrained for too long has already tacitly accepted the thin chain in his heart. The thin iron chain is invincible and will never try to break free.

He didn't have the ability to distinguish the truth of this story, but at this moment he remembered this story.

Why did he have to wait for Minglou to come to redeem him, when in fact he was already able to redeem himself.

Maybe he just couldn't bear it, hated the days of growing up beside Minglou, couldn't bear the feeling of being redeemed by Minglou.

But maybe he has to give up once.

Seventeen times.

Minglou raised him, but in Minglou's heart he never became irreplaceable.

why?

Maybe, just maybe, he guessed, it was just getting used to it.

Minglou is too used to having him by his side, so he will not fall in love with him, just like a person would not fall in love with his own arm or thigh, because that is a part of his body.

So should he give up those days of growing up beside Minglou, give up his salvation?

He touched his heart, and suddenly, Ah Cheng felt a little pain there.

If Minglou wants to fall in love with him, maybe the first thing to do is to leave Minglou?

While copying enlightening books such as the Three Character Classic and Hundred Family Surnames that Aunt Gui bought from the bookstore, Ah Cheng thought in his heart. Because in Aunt Gui's heart, he should wear a long gown, his "father" is a rich man, and he should be a superior person, but Aunt Gui's vision is really limited, and she doesn't know how to train him to be a good person. A superior person can only foolishly stuff him with everything she knows, let him study and read, and save money hard, thinking of sending him to a better school to study in the future and make him famous.

It was the obsession of a woman who once loved vanity, and it continued in what she thought was her bloodline.

He disdained it before, but now, maybe he can satisfy this woman's obsession?

By the way, Ah Cheng is four years old this year.

When he was four years old, Ah-Cheng earned money for the "family" for the first time, and when he gave Aunt Gui the dozen red bills hidden in her bosom wrapped in a local money bag, Aunt Gui was stunned. .

When Ah Cheng said in a childish voice: "Today, at the gate of the stock market, there was an uncle who said that children have clear eyes and see things cleanly. He asked me to point out a stock. Later, when the uncle came out, he said thank you and gave me these things." gone."

Aunt Gui was a little confused, she couldn't read, and even though she had inquired about children's enlightenment books from the young master and bought them in a bookstore, she only let Ah Cheng read them, and she didn't know how to teach them, so she originally wanted to give them to Ah Cheng. Cheng went to study, but the school tuition fees were too high for her to afford at all. In addition, she was very angry and felt that Ah Cheng's father was a wealthy man, so she didn't want to ask the Ming family to borrow money for nothing. Those who owe the Ming family a low profile like her have been branded as servants from then on. When they are worrying, it is really joyful to have such a windfall to relieve their emergencies.

Aunt Gui never thought that a child could tell such a big lie. Besides, she had heard about those stocks and other things in the Ming family. She knew that they were very complicated things, and they could make money or lose money. A four-year-old child will definitely not understand complicated things, so what Ah Cheng said must be the truth.

Holding the dozens of French coins, Aunt Gui was so happy that she cried while holding Ah Cheng.

Ah Cheng, lying in Aunt Gui's arms, was not at all excited. He was so cold that he hid his face in the arms of his "mother", thinking: Aunt Gui always wants things that don't match her abilities. If she doesn't get it, she will be resentful, but Aunt Gui never seems to think that if she wants it, why must she expect a man to give it to her?Why do you have to wait for that man to come back and give her wealth?She can become a traitor and a lone wolf out of hatred, and later she can act so well that she can almost rival her elder brother Minglou. Why didn't she think about making money and being rich by her own ability?

Maybe just like the little elephant in the circus, Aunt Gui has long been tied up by herself. She doesn't want to be a servant, but she has long been used to thinking about everything from the perspective of a servant.

She always regards herself as a weak person, so she always resents, resents those things she can't get, and resents those unjust and unfortunate fates.

But maybe I don't have the right to resent it, Ah Cheng, lying in Aunt Gui's arms, thought, it took him a long time to really grow into what he is now.

"If you want to humiliate a child, if you want to torture and kill a person, I want him to become a healthy person, a normal person, and a highly educated person. I will not disappoint your original intention of raising this child."

How long did it take him to get such a sentence from Minglou?

III or IV?Or V?

It's been so long that I can't remember.

But, what a long time.

The author has something to say: Every night when I finished "Langya Bang", well, I was so depressed that I wanted to vomit blood.First of all, two episodes a day is really exhausting, and secondly, that kind of suffocating abuse, after watching it, it is almost like a rhythm of depression.But even though the abuse is boring and boring, I still have to chase, because Wang Kai is so handsome!