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The next day, when Li Jiao got off work, he didn't let Fu Shujue drive, he sat directly in the driver's seat.

Fu Shujue didn't say much.

The two have their own concerns.

Along the way, the scenery flies by.Slowly, the car gradually drove out of the city.

In the silent atmosphere, Fu Shujue suddenly opened his mouth and said, "Ti Xifeng hasn't opened the door for a long time."

Li Jiao's expression was blank, "Really? I never went there after I left."

Afterwards, no other conversations took place.

The topic has come to an end here.

Finally, the car stopped in front of a deserted tall building.

Fu Shujue asked strangely, "Where is this?"

"It used to be a real estate under construction, but later the developer stopped investing, so it was unfinished." Li Jiao said, "Come down, I have something for you."

Although he was puzzled and didn't know what kind of things could be delivered in this kind of place, Fu Shujue got out of the car anyway.

This place can't even be called a suburb, it's more out of the way than a suburb.

Except for people from the nearby villages, I don't know who will come here.

The unfinished buildings have a kind of gloomy oppression, and the dark windows look like caves swallowing people.

The real estate is huge.

Fu Shujue followed Li Jiao, stepping deep and stepping into the scattered buildings.

If it can be built here, maybe it will be a bustling and lively residential area in the future.

Such a pity.

They stopped in front of the unit building at the back of the middle.

Li Jiao stopped suddenly, turned around and smiled at Shu Xuan: "Here we are."

"..." Fu Shujue looked up and looked around: "What do you want to show me?"

Li Jiao just looked at him, still with a smile on his face, but the smile became a little elusive, as if mixed with some complicated emotions.

"You know," Li Jiao said, "There are many things that I must do." He inexplicably said such an irrelevant sentence, and then repeated: "It must be done."

Fu Shujue stared at Li Jiao for a long time, and seemed to understand what the other party meant.Before he could say anything, someone covered his mouth and nose with a handkerchief from behind, and he quickly fell into a coma.

Before he fell into a coma, he saw Li Jiao trying to walk towards him, but in the end he stood there with his hands clasped.

******

This is a basement.

There used to be windows, but they were artificially blocked.The only thing that leads to the outside is an iron gate.

There is a dim light in the basement.Other than that, there is nothing superfluous.

Walk up a few steps from the iron gate, and you can enter the room of the residents on the first floor.

Each room has already taken shape, but because of the abandonment in the middle, it is only bare concrete so far.

In the corner of the house to the north, Li Jiao was sitting on the ground, and beside him was a person who was not fully awake and was still in a deep sleep.

Li Jiao specially spread the clean sheets there so that the other person's body would not be soiled, and he was also afraid that the hard cement would hurt that person.

Zhang Jingshan came up, stopped a few steps away from them, and said, "Wake him up?"

"Wait a little longer." Li Jiao said.

"The night is long and there are many dreams." Zhang Jingshan stared at Li Jiao, with a worried expression on his face, but his tone was as cold as ever: "At this point, there is nothing to wait for."

Ke Li Jiao said stubbornly: "Wait a little longer."

"..." After standing for a while, Zhang Jingshan turned around and said before leaving, "Fu Shuxuan and Tan Anyu are also waiting for you. Take your own time."

When Zhang Jingshan's figure was about to disappear, Li Jiao stopped him: "Is Sister Song downstairs?"

"She's looking at those two."

Li Jiao nodded: "Go and accompany her first, I will come right away."

When it was quiet again, Li Jiao stayed with the people around him for a while.

At this moment, he thought of many things, past things.

He thought of his parents, his sister, and the small village where he lived for more than ten years.

Gujia Village is not very rich, but there is a big lake around it, which is green and clear. Many residents used to go there to catch fish and sell them in the market.

When he was older, he also went to the market several times with his sister and father.

The adults all said that the lake brought good luck to the village, and because of the water, their life would not be too hard.

Children also love to play by the lake.

There are reefs by the lake and two small islands.

******

When Gu Laosi's first child was born, he was fishing by the lake, and the neighbor shouted: "Your wife is about to give birth at home, don't hurry to see it!"

He hurried home in a hurry.

Running to the door, he heard a loud cry of a baby.I was stunned for a long time, unable to control other things, I pushed the door and rushed in.

It was a white and fat female doll, pouting and crying so wronged.

He looked at it with pain and joy in his heart.

The daughter-in-law wanted to laugh when she saw him holding his hands in a stiff posture, and said, "You can give me a name."

Gu Lao Si has never read any books and doesn't know many words, so choosing a name is really embarrassing for him.

What is it called?

He kissed the child who was tired from crying and gradually fell asleep.When I came back, those children by the lake were playing hide-and-seek around the reef in the water, they were so cute.

It reminded him of his childhood.

He was born by this lake, grew up by this lake, loves this place deeply, and will never leave here in the future.

He hopes that his children are like the reefs and islands by the lake, always accompanying the lake and growing up with groups of children.

eternal life.

He said: "Let's call it Xiaojiao. Like those stones stuck in the lake, she will guard us forever in the future."

When the daughter-in-law heard this, she couldn't stop laughing: "There is no one who calls my girl Shitou." After thinking about it, she said: "Change the word."

She looked at the little baby, as if she was looking at what this life would look like in the future.

"How pretty." She laughed.

Gently reached out to take the soft ball, the sun shone in and fell on the baby's face, a sweet dream was in full swing.

——If only your life was as bright as the sun.

she thought so.

——Hope you can become our pride.

Gu Jiao, this is the name of their first child.

******

Initially, when implementing this plan many years later, Li Jiao gave himself two paths.

But at this point, he found that he had no choice.

He wouldn't expect Fu Shujue to pretend that he didn't know anything after knowing the truth.Even if the other party didn't expose it for a while, it was impossible for him to stay by that person's side any longer.

He can't live every day without worries and burdens like an ordinary person.

His body was deteriorating, he knew it.

At a clearly visible speed, like an endangered building, waiting to collapse at any moment.

Before that day came, he had something to do.

That's the whole point of him being alive to this day.

It is the greatest persistence to support him through the pain.

It was a heavy heart that kept him awake at night.

It was not as difficult as Li Jiao imagined to trick Fu Shuxuan into his home.

He originally just wanted to do an experiment to see if it could be successful, but he didn't expect it to be so smooth.

The day before Fu Shujue left for Nanguang County, Li Jiao set up unconditional call forwarding on his mobile phone.

So Fu Shujue not only couldn't receive Tang Wan's call, but also couldn't receive Fu Shuxuan's call.Li Jiao could see all incoming calls clearly.He called Fu Shujue's cell phone at night, saying that Fu Shujue had returned early from a business trip, but then disappeared without saying anything, and the room was turned around in a mess.I just found out that there was a letter left by the other party on the table.

Fu Shuxuan's concern for Shu Jue was genuine, and after hearing it, he asked about the content of the letter.

Li Jiao said that Fu Shuyu had to be named on the envelope to open it, so can someone come to the house and see why Fu Shujue's room was turned up like that.

My younger brother suddenly disappeared and left a letter.Fu Shuxuan did not alarm others, he was afraid that people with ulterior motives would hear the news, or that Tang Wan would be worried.Just say that I will go soon.During this period, of course he couldn't get through to Fu Shujue's cell phone.

Fu Shuxuan came alone.He thought about clarifying the situation before proceeding to arrange the next step.

Li Jiao can't guarantee success.He wasn't sure if Fu Shuxuan would come, or if that person would come alone.

But he still made perfect preparations and let Zhang Jingshan hide in the house.

When he found out that Fu Shuxuan didn't bring anyone with him, his mood was indescribable.Both joyful and mocking.I didn't expect this person to deal with Shu Jue so well, so good that he let go of all his guard.

After that, it's easy.

Li Jiao used Fu Shuxuan's mobile phone to send a text message to Tan Anyu, asking him to go to a designated place.

He knows the psychology of talking about depression very well. National idols will not let people know that they are going to meet their lovers. The less people know, the better.

But talking about An Yu was a little more stupid than Li Jiao thought.The other party didn't even tell the agent that during this period of time, they just finished filming the new drama and were on vacation, so they just slipped out without making a sound.

"So," Li Jiao turned to Shu Jue and said, "It's the most correct choice for me to approach you."

"Fu Shuxuan has Tan Anyu by his side, and he has such a strong sense of precaution. With him, let alone five years, maybe half a year or a year, I have already been discovered."

"You are too stupid." Biting his lip, Li Jiao repeated in a low voice: "You are too stupid."

Fu Shujue still didn't know anything.

Li Jiao watched him for a while, then got up and fetched the rope, and he tied his hands and feet himself.

After tying it halfway, he seemed to feel something was wrong, so he unwrapped it again.

After tearing off a few pieces of the quilt to wrap around Fu Shujue's wrist, he wrapped the rope around it again.

"If I let the Fu family go," Li Jiao focused on the movements of his hands, opening and closing his mouth as if talking to himself, "then I won't be able to let myself go."

"Who will let me go, and my family." Having said that, his voice was trembling.

Only at this time, facing the unconscious person, did Li Jiao dare to say what he had kept silent for so many years.

When he and Fu Shujue were together, he would never tell each other the slightest bit of his true thoughts and thoughts.

He restrained, endured, and painted a flawless mask for himself with an unimaginable perseverance.

However, as time went on, the cracks in his mask became more and more.

Fu Shujue was really kind to him.

The ring was like a sharp weapon, and it scratched a deep mark on his mask.

He doesn't talk sweet words, let alone promises.Because he is afraid of commitment.

When the light comes upon him after a long period of darkness, it will catch him off guard.

He tried his best to block it, trying not to assimilate himself.

But he didn't expect that his hand would know the warmth earlier.

Li Jiao put Fu Shujue's bound wrists away, bent down and approached the person below him, his lips almost pressed against the other person's forehead, "Every step I take," he said, "is to take revenge on you better. "

Then, he smiled again: "Don't come to influence me anymore, Fu Shujue."

His smile almost collapsed when the person's name was pronounced.Pain and petty hatred began to invade his face.

Li Jiao held his hands tightly, and the blue blood vessels on his arms were clearly visible.

He glared at Fu Shujue fiercely, only thinking that this person is really hateful, and he just wanted to disrupt his original plan that had nothing to lose.

He raised his hand to give him a slap.

But when he touched that face, he withdrew his strength again, sliding down Fu Shujue's face like a caress.

After letting go of this breath, Li Jiao felt more than half relaxed.He sat slumped, a powerlessness over himself that was overwhelming him with terrifying speed.

He suddenly felt very uncomfortable, and the sadness and loss that came from nowhere made him want to cry.

He wanted to cry.

With legs curled up, Li Jiao buried his chin between his knees.

There was only one pair of eyes left to look at Fu Shujue, and he didn't know how long he had been looking at it.

"I've never lived so confused." He said, "I won't be able to go on with you anymore."

After a pause, he said in a low voice: "But, if there are no such things in the next life, can you be with me?"

He thought again how could he have any qualifications to tell the other party about his next life.So, whispered: "I'm sorry, I said something stupid."

"In your next life, you will definitely meet a very good person."

"I treat you wholeheartedly, and I am willing to share anything with you, without any purpose."

"When you are sad, he can comfort you and be with you. He won't just give you a back."

"He'll be waiting for you every day when you get off work. You can see him when you get home."

"You and him will have a lot... a lot of things that I won't be involved in or know about in the future."

"It must be a good thing."

After saying the last sentence, he couldn't go on.

In the past five years, he has only cried twice in front of Fu Shujue.

For the first time, he was in unbearable pain, and the other party gave him an unreal illusion of warmth.

This time, it was he who felt the despair of being helpless and unwilling to let go.

Every time, he didn't let Fu Shujue know.

******

When he came out of the room, Zhang Jingshan had already come looking for someone.

Seeing Li Jiao's red eyes and pale face, his heart sank and he asked, "What happened?"

"No." Li Jiao regained his own calm, he said: "Let's go and find Fu Shuxuan."