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After returning from Nanguang County, on the way home from the airport, Fu Shujue was in a mess.

Leaning his head lightly on the car window, he looked outside at the approaching evening sky, which was mottled with dark colors.

Before he could close his eyes and rest for a while, the phone began to vibrate restlessly.

It was Logan calling.

Fu Shujue picked it up and said, "Mom?"

Tang Wan complained about Shu Jue's disappearance for so many days, saying that no one answered his cell phone before.

Fu Shujue was surprised: "Have you ever called me? I don't see an incoming call here."

Not wanting to get entangled in this issue, Tang Wan thought it must be Fu Shujue making excuses.He just said, "Where have you been? You didn't even say hello, and you couldn't get in touch even if you wanted to, just like your brother."

"What's wrong with brother?" Fu Shujue asked.

"I haven't been back for two days. Who knows what he's doing. Not once or twice." Logan's anger flared up again.

In fact, both she and Fu Shujue knew that when Fu Shuxuan and Tan Anyu were together, they would often walk away like this for several days.But neither of them mentioned it, and it made it clear that Logan was not happy.

Fu Shujue diverted her attention and said, "Mom, is there something urgent for you to find me?"

"It's okay, can't I come to you?" Tang Wan interrupted unhappily, and then said: "It's almost time to visit your father's grave, so come back when you have time, discuss with your brother, and see what you want to bring. .”

Only then did Fu Shujue suddenly realize that time flies so fast.It seems that last year is still fresh in my memory, but one third of this year has already passed.He said, "Okay, I'll tell him."

After hanging up the phone and thinking about it for a while, he dialed Fu Shuxuan's number, but the notification sound was that the phone was turned off.

Fu Shujue didn't pay much attention, and didn't intend to continue calling.

He looked at the flickering lights again, thinking that he had also taken Li Jiao to the cemetery.At that time, what kind of mood did the other party stand there?And Li Jiao's family, who would go to see them?

Without knowing it, his thoughts drifted back to the man.

Rubbing the phone, Fu Shujue never made a call to Li Jiao.

He is trying to find the most suitable appearance to face the person he is about to see.

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When Li Jiao first saw Fu Shujue, he had just finished watering the flowers.He looked at the person at the door in surprise for a moment, and then said, "Why didn't you tell me first when you came back today?"

He approached, took Fu Shujue's coat and the few remaining things, and asked, "Is there no rest on the road? Your eyes are red. You should let me pick you up."

Fu Shujue smiled at him, almost an instinctive reaction: "I'm afraid you're too tired."

"What's the matter with me?" Li Jiao also smiled and said, "I'm at home every day." He tilted his head and kissed him: "Go and rest for a while, or take a bath. I'll cook the dishes and call you."

Fu Shujue hummed, but didn't move, just sat there watching Li Jiao's busy back.

He was troubled by various emotions before, especially when he was in Nanguang County.

My heart is tossing and turning.

However, when he returned home and saw the person in front of him for real, he just looked at that person as usual, just like every day and night.

Only then did he know how much he missed him these days, and how afraid he was to see him.

This kind of anxious struggle, I am afraid that no second person can experience it personally.

He was so focused that Li Jiao said several words to him, but he didn't catch a single word.

Li Jiao discovered Fu Shujue's abnormality.He opened his mouth, and finally chose not to speak.With a smile on his face, he brought the prepared meals to the table.

Standing beside Fu Shujue, Li Jiao moved the bowl and chopsticks to their proper positions.During this period, the two of them did not speak a word.

Afterwards, Li Jiao squatted down, stared at Fu Shujue, and asked, "Why do you seem to have something on your mind when you come back this time?"

Fu Shujue also looked at Li Jiao.Those eyes are familiar to him, that face is familiar to him, and the voice is also familiar to him.

Li Jiao's eyes were still dark and bright, and he said with an ambiguous tone: "You said before, we will leave here when we come back. We..." He asked softly, "Shall we go?"

Hearing these words, Fu Shujue's pupils suddenly constricted.Suddenly, there was a pain in his chest that was cut open.He took a quick breath as if he was suffering, with a sad expression on his face.

Li Jiao understood everything.He suddenly wanted to reach out and touch Fu Shujue's face, to smooth out all his depression and unhappiness.

Fu Shujue held down that wrist, and held the opponent's hand in his palm.Still say nothing.His gaze moved slowly, then he put down Li Jiao's hand, got up and went back to the room.

He felt the derailment of his emotions at that moment just now, and he was afraid that if he stayed any longer, he would lose control.In fact, his eye sockets were so hot that he couldn't speak.

Seeing Fu Shujue leave, Li Jiao smiled, he didn't know if he was a little disappointed.

He simply sat on the ground in a daze.No idea, no purpose, just staring at an ordinary place, staring blankly.

After that, he stood up alone again, and silently cleaned up the untouched food on the table.He put the chopsticks together and carried the bowl back into the kitchen.Come out again, one dish after another is slowly brought back.

His movements were calm, and his half-bowed expression was the same. He wiped the table clean with a clean cloth, over and over again.

Under the light, there are only him and his shadow, alone.

He never made any unnecessary noise, it was so silent that the air seemed to drown him.

Fu Shujue never came out of the room.

Going upstairs to rest at night, Li Jiao looked outside his room for a long time, and then returned to the room he used to live in.

He didn't turn on the light, so he walked directly to the bed and lay down, sideways facing the window, letting the faint moonlight accompany him.

For Li Jiao, midnight was slow and sober.

Just because he closes his eyes doesn't mean he can have a good dream.

Later, he heard Fu Shujue open the door of the room.

He didn't turn around, didn't move.

Fu Shujue sat by the bed, and then lay down beside Li Jiao.

Li Jiao felt a burst of body temperature, and the person behind him hugged him.

He opened his eyes, but remained motionless.

Fu Shujue said, "I know you haven't slept."

Li Jiao said, "But you don't want to talk to me either."

Fu Shujue's heart felt sour when he heard this, and his fingers touched Li Jiao's hand.He was entangled with his fingers.

Li Jiao said, "You are not happy."

After the silence, Fu Shujue spoke with a bitter voice: "No. I just want to hug you for a while."

At the moment when the other party's voice fell, Li Jiao's whole body became stiff.He felt the man's tears on the back of his neck.He knew he wasn't asleep, he was absolutely awake.The wet, warm liquid soaked his skin.

He started shaking.

Fu Shujue said in a low voice: "That's fine, let me hug you a little more."

A tiny pain erupted in the heart, and then gradually spread.Li Jiao's eyelashes trembled violently, he clenched his teeth and did not speak.

He knows, he doesn't understand.

But he can't show anything, he doesn't live for himself.

His life is too heavy, every step is so difficult.

—if, even for one day, I live for myself,

—Maybe I'll turn around, I'll hug you, pat you on the back, and tell you not to cry.

He has always been stronger than anyone else, but that doesn't mean he can't love.

"Tomorrow," Li Jiao squeezed out the words almost word by word, "I'll give you a gift. Make you happier."

When he said this, he actually felt a kind of relief.

In these years, he has gone forward indomitable.

Now, he didn't want to walk so fast and hastily anymore.

He wants to have a good rest, he wants to stay where he is, and not go anywhere.

The author has something to say: In the last two chapters, friends must consider whether or not to finish chasing according to their own psychological endurance.

You can think about it this way:

Li Jiao succeeded in revenge, and then left far away.

Fu Shujue left the Fu family, searched for Li Jiao for a long time, and finally found him.

The two have been living together lovingly.

Think about it this way, doesn't it feel good?