They are all men, what are you afraid of?
Chapter 31
When Qu Zhe returned to the company, he helped Li Xi bring lunch. He guessed that Li Xi would not eat well, and he saw him sleeping soundly on the table.
When Qu Zhe walked up to Li Xi, he glanced at Chang Jiafei's position intentionally or unintentionally, and found that he was also quietly glancing at him, met his gaze for a moment, and then turned his gaze away.Qu Zhe narrowed his eyes, his eyes darkened, and then he woke up Li Xi to eat, and then returned to his office.Before leaving, he took another deep look at Chang Jiafei, the warning in his eyes was obvious.
After get off work in the evening, Li Xi wanted to discuss with Qu Zhe about his decision to move out, but Qu Zhe's cell phone rang again and again, and he had no chance to speak after connecting to several calls.
I thought it was a matter of work, and wondered why I was so busy on Friday, but found that Qu Zhe frowned for a while after answering the phone, glanced at himself, and walked away as if to avoid himself, saying a few words After a while, he smiled again, which made him even more puzzled.
Li Xi followed curiously, but Quzhe said a few words of "Thank you" and "Thanks for your hard work" in succession with a smile on his face, and then hung up the phone.
"Who are you calling?" Li Xi asked curiously.
"Business partners, even if I tell you, you don't even know each other." Qu Zhe said perfunctorily.
"Really?" Li Xi asked casually, but he had never seen Qu Zhe smile so happily when talking about work.
Seeing that Li Xi was a little depressed, Qu Zhe jokingly said, "Why are you so meddlesome?"
"I don't like to care!" A trace of embarrassment appeared on Li Xi's face, and he turned his head away.
Seeing this, Qu Zhe happily pinched his nose.
Li Xi grabbed Qu Zhe's hand, pulled him to sit down, looked at Qu Zhe seriously and said, "I have something to tell you."
"What's the matter?" Qu Zhe felt a little amused, he rarely saw Li Xi with such a serious expression, he looked like a child trying to put on a straight face.
"I came here to work. Originally, I only planned to stay with you for two days, but I lived here for so long, so I found a house and planned to move out in these two days." After finishing speaking, Li Xi looked at Qu Zhe quietly, Sure enough, his face was not very good-looking.
Qu Zhe frowned and asked, "Why, why do you have to move out? Isn't it good to live here?"
"No, it has nothing to do with whether it's good or not."
"Why then?"
Li Xi opened his mouth, then sighed and said: "No reason." No reason, he just wanted to move out.
"Why not why?" Qu Zhe seldom was so serious, but Li Xi's sudden decision made him a little panicked.
Li Xi was also anxious, and blurted out: "This is not appropriate."
"What's inappropriate?" Qu Zhe asked back, "We are lovers now, and it's normal to live together! This is my home, as long as you want, it can be yours. If we can get married, we are actually like ordinary couples." It makes no difference."
"But there is still a difference." Li Xi looked at him and whispered.
After speaking, both of them were silent.
Yes, there is a difference. The difference is that they are all men, they cannot marry like a normal couple, they cannot have children and continue their offspring, and they even have to endure the strange eyes of some people. This is an established fact and they cannot change it.
"Then what do you want me to do?" Qu Zhe wished so much that he was a woman at the moment, just like what Li Xi said, maybe he would not have such a strong sense of powerlessness at this moment.
Sure enough, the real problem is cruel, how much he misses Li Xi who can say to him indifferently in his student days, "What are you afraid of, they are all men", at least he doesn't have so many worries.
But now Li Xi won't say that anymore, and he can't say it, because it was said without careful consideration, and the reality is that he can smash this sentence with any reason, not because he is afraid. What, but there are indeed many things that they turned a blind eye to and avoided talking about before, but these are real problems, and it doesn't mean that if you escape them, they really don't exist.
When they fall in love to a certain extent, they have to face these problems, just like ordinary male and female friends have to face the problem of meeting their parents when they fall in love to a certain extent, but the problems they have to face are much more complicated.
Hearing Qu Zhe's words, Li Xi suddenly felt a little sad. In his opinion, Qu Zhe has always been able to deal with any problem, at least in front of him. Qu Zhe is excellent, stable, and has a good personality, but the sentence " Then what do you want me to do?" Li Xi felt his helplessness, and his heart was extremely sad.
He didn't want Qu Zhe to do anything, and he didn't intend to be hypocritical to make things difficult for Qu Zhe. He just followed his own heart. If this continued, he felt that he would soon lose control of his heart. To occupy his mind, it made him at a loss what to do.He just wanted to move out, and felt the need to, because even if he didn't want to admit it, he still didn't feel safe.He needs some time and space to adjust himself.
"I chose to move out because I think it is suitable for our current situation, and there are still many things to be resolved, right? My parents, your parents, and the problems between us can all be considered during this time Think about it," Richie said.
Qu Zhe originally wanted to say that there is no problem with my parents, and that my dad still wants to see you, but when he heard the latter sentence, he couldn't help asking: "Us? What's the problem between us? Some problems don't need to be minded, you Do you care what other people think?"
"No."
"Then besides the level of social relations, what's the problem between us?"
Seeing that Li Xi refused to speak, Qu Zhe continued to ask: "Is it a child? This is not a problem between us. To put it bluntly, unless you like women, you won't have any problems even if you are not with me." child!"
"Qu Zhe!" Li Xi didn't like to discuss such a heavy topic, he didn't think so deeply at all, he just did things according to his own temperament, but he felt more and more that Qu Zhe was almost pushing him to a dead end, so Qu Zhe's aggressiveness made him feel an invisible but inescapable sense of oppression.
Li Xi licked the corner of his mouth, and said awkwardly: "I didn't think about it that much, we just discuss the facts, the fact that I moved out has already been decided since I came to City C, if I found a house at that time, I wouldn't I will live in your house for so long, I should have rented a house by myself, so what objection do you have to moving out now?"
Qu Zhe couldn't help smiling bitterly, because the fact is that there is no "if" or "what should be". The fact is that Li Xi has lived in from the beginning, and now he suddenly proposes to move out, he will naturally object.
Qu Zhe could hear that Li Xi was just looking for reasons, although he didn't know what the real reasons behind these reasons were, but speaking of this, he also knew that if he continued arguing, he would still be arguing endlessly and there would be no results , it is better to compromise.
"Okay, then tell me where you're going to live, right?"
Li Xi nodded, told Qu Zhe the address, and then added: "But I'm not sure yet, I won't know if I can rent it until Chang Jiafei asks today, if not, I will rent a house in another place .”
"Chang Jiafei? What's the matter with him?" Qu Zhe sensitively grasped what he thought was the key.
"Because he was asked to help rent the house." Li Xi replied with a confused and innocent expression.
This sentence suddenly made Qu Zhe very upset. It turned out that Li Xi had to do a lot of things to move out, and he even helped rent the house. All the unhappiness that happened with him today is very annoying.
"Then when do you plan to move out?" Qu Zhe asked in a bad tone, but what he said in such a depressed mood seemed to be urgently urging Li Xi to move out.
So he quickly added: "It would be too hasty to move this weekend." At least the day after tomorrow he will celebrate Li Xi's birthday, and he has secretly planned for a long time to give Li Xi a happy birthday.He had no doubt that if he hadn't said these words, Yi Lixi's character of saying that the wind is the rain would quickly pack up his things and move out tomorrow.
In fact, Li Xi originally thought this way, if he could, he would move out as soon as possible, but after hearing what Qu Zhe said, he thought about it seriously, and he was really in a hurry, so he said: "Then next weekend."
Under the unhappy decision of the two of them, they planned to bring this matter to an end.
Just when Qu Zhe was going to take a bath, Li Xi received another call from Chang Jiafei. Li Xi couldn't help sighing to himself that it was a good thing that Qu Zhe didn't get the call for him this time, otherwise no matter how thick-skinned he was, he would inevitably get along with him. Chang Jiafei was embarrassed at the meeting.
Chang Jiafei said that the landlord agreed to rent the apartment next door to him, but no matter how hard he tried, the landlord did not agree to give him a better rent. Li Xi thought it might be too bad for the roast duck they gave to the landlord. for the sake.But if there is no discount, then there is no discount, and it is not a big deal. He just wants to move out and live.
The next day, Qu Zhe first asked Li Xi if he would go back to City Z. After Li Xi said no, he was relieved and said he would go home.In fact, he was just an excuse to go home, but it was actually for Li Xi's birthday tomorrow. He had almost done the preparations, and the follow-up work was all that was left.
Li Xi doesn't have many friends, but he likes to be lively, one counts as one, he has to take some good colleagues from Li Xi's previous company to City C and make arrangements.Fortunately, the girl Ding Nan was very enthusiastic. When she heard that it was going to be Li Xi's birthday, she quickly organized people and helped him a lot.
In addition, he also specially customized a pair of rings, which he planned to give to Li Xi after the birthday party. He knew that this guy was sensitive but extremely insecure. The hope of setting together.
Originally, Li Xi planned to move out this weekend to settle down and go home next week, so he called his mother a few days ago and told her that he would not go back this week.
But yesterday I agreed to Qu Zhe to move out next week. Fortunately, he doesn't have much stuff, and he can take care of it with just one suitcase, so if he wants to go home next week, there will be no delay.
Recalling that his mother would not come back after listening to him, so he wished him a happy birthday in advance, Li Xi was taken aback, then checked the calendar on his phone, when is his birthday?He was obviously not busy during this period of time, but his mind was full of things. He never thought that tomorrow would be his birthday.
He doesn't look forward to birthdays or anything, after all, he hasn't celebrated birthdays a few times. If he goes home, his mother must make him a table of delicious food. If he doesn't go home, he will call the buns out and rub them. pause.
But if it's my birthday tomorrow, will Qu Zhe help me celebrate it?
Li Xi didn't want to think about it, instead of thinking about such unthinkable things, it would be more practical to sleep.
Suddenly, the phone rang again. Li Xi grabbed the phone and looked at it for a while, then suddenly realized that it was the landline ringing, so he hurried over to answer it.
When Qu Zhe walked up to Li Xi, he glanced at Chang Jiafei's position intentionally or unintentionally, and found that he was also quietly glancing at him, met his gaze for a moment, and then turned his gaze away.Qu Zhe narrowed his eyes, his eyes darkened, and then he woke up Li Xi to eat, and then returned to his office.Before leaving, he took another deep look at Chang Jiafei, the warning in his eyes was obvious.
After get off work in the evening, Li Xi wanted to discuss with Qu Zhe about his decision to move out, but Qu Zhe's cell phone rang again and again, and he had no chance to speak after connecting to several calls.
I thought it was a matter of work, and wondered why I was so busy on Friday, but found that Qu Zhe frowned for a while after answering the phone, glanced at himself, and walked away as if to avoid himself, saying a few words After a while, he smiled again, which made him even more puzzled.
Li Xi followed curiously, but Quzhe said a few words of "Thank you" and "Thanks for your hard work" in succession with a smile on his face, and then hung up the phone.
"Who are you calling?" Li Xi asked curiously.
"Business partners, even if I tell you, you don't even know each other." Qu Zhe said perfunctorily.
"Really?" Li Xi asked casually, but he had never seen Qu Zhe smile so happily when talking about work.
Seeing that Li Xi was a little depressed, Qu Zhe jokingly said, "Why are you so meddlesome?"
"I don't like to care!" A trace of embarrassment appeared on Li Xi's face, and he turned his head away.
Seeing this, Qu Zhe happily pinched his nose.
Li Xi grabbed Qu Zhe's hand, pulled him to sit down, looked at Qu Zhe seriously and said, "I have something to tell you."
"What's the matter?" Qu Zhe felt a little amused, he rarely saw Li Xi with such a serious expression, he looked like a child trying to put on a straight face.
"I came here to work. Originally, I only planned to stay with you for two days, but I lived here for so long, so I found a house and planned to move out in these two days." After finishing speaking, Li Xi looked at Qu Zhe quietly, Sure enough, his face was not very good-looking.
Qu Zhe frowned and asked, "Why, why do you have to move out? Isn't it good to live here?"
"No, it has nothing to do with whether it's good or not."
"Why then?"
Li Xi opened his mouth, then sighed and said: "No reason." No reason, he just wanted to move out.
"Why not why?" Qu Zhe seldom was so serious, but Li Xi's sudden decision made him a little panicked.
Li Xi was also anxious, and blurted out: "This is not appropriate."
"What's inappropriate?" Qu Zhe asked back, "We are lovers now, and it's normal to live together! This is my home, as long as you want, it can be yours. If we can get married, we are actually like ordinary couples." It makes no difference."
"But there is still a difference." Li Xi looked at him and whispered.
After speaking, both of them were silent.
Yes, there is a difference. The difference is that they are all men, they cannot marry like a normal couple, they cannot have children and continue their offspring, and they even have to endure the strange eyes of some people. This is an established fact and they cannot change it.
"Then what do you want me to do?" Qu Zhe wished so much that he was a woman at the moment, just like what Li Xi said, maybe he would not have such a strong sense of powerlessness at this moment.
Sure enough, the real problem is cruel, how much he misses Li Xi who can say to him indifferently in his student days, "What are you afraid of, they are all men", at least he doesn't have so many worries.
But now Li Xi won't say that anymore, and he can't say it, because it was said without careful consideration, and the reality is that he can smash this sentence with any reason, not because he is afraid. What, but there are indeed many things that they turned a blind eye to and avoided talking about before, but these are real problems, and it doesn't mean that if you escape them, they really don't exist.
When they fall in love to a certain extent, they have to face these problems, just like ordinary male and female friends have to face the problem of meeting their parents when they fall in love to a certain extent, but the problems they have to face are much more complicated.
Hearing Qu Zhe's words, Li Xi suddenly felt a little sad. In his opinion, Qu Zhe has always been able to deal with any problem, at least in front of him. Qu Zhe is excellent, stable, and has a good personality, but the sentence " Then what do you want me to do?" Li Xi felt his helplessness, and his heart was extremely sad.
He didn't want Qu Zhe to do anything, and he didn't intend to be hypocritical to make things difficult for Qu Zhe. He just followed his own heart. If this continued, he felt that he would soon lose control of his heart. To occupy his mind, it made him at a loss what to do.He just wanted to move out, and felt the need to, because even if he didn't want to admit it, he still didn't feel safe.He needs some time and space to adjust himself.
"I chose to move out because I think it is suitable for our current situation, and there are still many things to be resolved, right? My parents, your parents, and the problems between us can all be considered during this time Think about it," Richie said.
Qu Zhe originally wanted to say that there is no problem with my parents, and that my dad still wants to see you, but when he heard the latter sentence, he couldn't help asking: "Us? What's the problem between us? Some problems don't need to be minded, you Do you care what other people think?"
"No."
"Then besides the level of social relations, what's the problem between us?"
Seeing that Li Xi refused to speak, Qu Zhe continued to ask: "Is it a child? This is not a problem between us. To put it bluntly, unless you like women, you won't have any problems even if you are not with me." child!"
"Qu Zhe!" Li Xi didn't like to discuss such a heavy topic, he didn't think so deeply at all, he just did things according to his own temperament, but he felt more and more that Qu Zhe was almost pushing him to a dead end, so Qu Zhe's aggressiveness made him feel an invisible but inescapable sense of oppression.
Li Xi licked the corner of his mouth, and said awkwardly: "I didn't think about it that much, we just discuss the facts, the fact that I moved out has already been decided since I came to City C, if I found a house at that time, I wouldn't I will live in your house for so long, I should have rented a house by myself, so what objection do you have to moving out now?"
Qu Zhe couldn't help smiling bitterly, because the fact is that there is no "if" or "what should be". The fact is that Li Xi has lived in from the beginning, and now he suddenly proposes to move out, he will naturally object.
Qu Zhe could hear that Li Xi was just looking for reasons, although he didn't know what the real reasons behind these reasons were, but speaking of this, he also knew that if he continued arguing, he would still be arguing endlessly and there would be no results , it is better to compromise.
"Okay, then tell me where you're going to live, right?"
Li Xi nodded, told Qu Zhe the address, and then added: "But I'm not sure yet, I won't know if I can rent it until Chang Jiafei asks today, if not, I will rent a house in another place .”
"Chang Jiafei? What's the matter with him?" Qu Zhe sensitively grasped what he thought was the key.
"Because he was asked to help rent the house." Li Xi replied with a confused and innocent expression.
This sentence suddenly made Qu Zhe very upset. It turned out that Li Xi had to do a lot of things to move out, and he even helped rent the house. All the unhappiness that happened with him today is very annoying.
"Then when do you plan to move out?" Qu Zhe asked in a bad tone, but what he said in such a depressed mood seemed to be urgently urging Li Xi to move out.
So he quickly added: "It would be too hasty to move this weekend." At least the day after tomorrow he will celebrate Li Xi's birthday, and he has secretly planned for a long time to give Li Xi a happy birthday.He had no doubt that if he hadn't said these words, Yi Lixi's character of saying that the wind is the rain would quickly pack up his things and move out tomorrow.
In fact, Li Xi originally thought this way, if he could, he would move out as soon as possible, but after hearing what Qu Zhe said, he thought about it seriously, and he was really in a hurry, so he said: "Then next weekend."
Under the unhappy decision of the two of them, they planned to bring this matter to an end.
Just when Qu Zhe was going to take a bath, Li Xi received another call from Chang Jiafei. Li Xi couldn't help sighing to himself that it was a good thing that Qu Zhe didn't get the call for him this time, otherwise no matter how thick-skinned he was, he would inevitably get along with him. Chang Jiafei was embarrassed at the meeting.
Chang Jiafei said that the landlord agreed to rent the apartment next door to him, but no matter how hard he tried, the landlord did not agree to give him a better rent. Li Xi thought it might be too bad for the roast duck they gave to the landlord. for the sake.But if there is no discount, then there is no discount, and it is not a big deal. He just wants to move out and live.
The next day, Qu Zhe first asked Li Xi if he would go back to City Z. After Li Xi said no, he was relieved and said he would go home.In fact, he was just an excuse to go home, but it was actually for Li Xi's birthday tomorrow. He had almost done the preparations, and the follow-up work was all that was left.
Li Xi doesn't have many friends, but he likes to be lively, one counts as one, he has to take some good colleagues from Li Xi's previous company to City C and make arrangements.Fortunately, the girl Ding Nan was very enthusiastic. When she heard that it was going to be Li Xi's birthday, she quickly organized people and helped him a lot.
In addition, he also specially customized a pair of rings, which he planned to give to Li Xi after the birthday party. He knew that this guy was sensitive but extremely insecure. The hope of setting together.
Originally, Li Xi planned to move out this weekend to settle down and go home next week, so he called his mother a few days ago and told her that he would not go back this week.
But yesterday I agreed to Qu Zhe to move out next week. Fortunately, he doesn't have much stuff, and he can take care of it with just one suitcase, so if he wants to go home next week, there will be no delay.
Recalling that his mother would not come back after listening to him, so he wished him a happy birthday in advance, Li Xi was taken aback, then checked the calendar on his phone, when is his birthday?He was obviously not busy during this period of time, but his mind was full of things. He never thought that tomorrow would be his birthday.
He doesn't look forward to birthdays or anything, after all, he hasn't celebrated birthdays a few times. If he goes home, his mother must make him a table of delicious food. If he doesn't go home, he will call the buns out and rub them. pause.
But if it's my birthday tomorrow, will Qu Zhe help me celebrate it?
Li Xi didn't want to think about it, instead of thinking about such unthinkable things, it would be more practical to sleep.
Suddenly, the phone rang again. Li Xi grabbed the phone and looked at it for a while, then suddenly realized that it was the landline ringing, so he hurried over to answer it.
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