They are all men, what are you afraid of?

Li Xi was lying on the bed, his mind was dazed, he wanted to call Chang Jiafei, he picked up the phone and thought about it, then put it down again.Forget it, my heart is in a mess, and I don't know what to say on the phone at this time.

Li Xi didn't know when he fell asleep, he was probably really exhausted, he just heard the sound of doors opening and closing and didn't care.It wasn't until after he fell asleep soundly that he opened his eyelids and found that the sky had darkened. When he walked out of the room, he found that Qu Zhe was not there, and he didn't know where he went after staying so late at night.

At the end of the day, he didn't eat much, but he didn't feel hungry anymore. After sleeping, he wasn't very tired, but he was extremely thirsty. Li Xi had just poured a glass of water to drink when he heard the sound of a key being inserted into the lock to open the door .

"Are you awake?" Qu Zhe came in with a big bag and asked while changing his shoes.

"Oh, did you go to the supermarket? What did you buy?" Li Xi asked as usual, as if nothing had happened.

"Red beans, mung beans, white fungus, lotus seeds, yams, red dates, longan, wolfberry, barley, etc. can be used to cook porridge." Qu Zhe finished without stopping.

"Is it a hodgepodge?"

"Porridge can also be a hodgepodge? I haven't tried it. I originally thought that I could mix it with it every day for a change of taste, but if you like it, I can try to make a hodgepodge." Qu Zhe nodded.

"Forget it, let's do it according to your original idea." Li Xi immediately refused, he just said that when he saw so many ingredients, a hodgepodge, think about making these things into a pot, and it won't become a paste, just like a pig What's the difference?

Li Xi leaned against the door frame at the kitchen door and watched Qu Zhe busy in the kitchen. He opened his mouth several times and didn't know what to say. He was obviously not an indecisive person, but for some reason, regarding the matter that was stuck in his heart, Just don't know how to speak.

"You today..." Li Xi managed to pluck up the courage, but he didn't finish speaking in one breath. He hesitated for a while, and then turned around, "I forgot to ask today, is Xia Yuan okay?"

After finishing speaking, Li Xi secretly bit the tip of his tongue, wishing to slap himself, he didn't know whether he had no confidence in himself or Qu Zhe, in short, the question he asked was not what he cared about at all.

Hearing this, Qu Zhe stopped what he was doing, looked at him in surprise, then turned around and continued to wash beans, and said lightly: "It's nothing serious, a slight concussion, and a contusion of the soft tissue of the calf."

"Oh."

Li Xi bit her lower lip, continued to watch Qu Zhe busy, and remained speechless.Think about it or forget it, anyway, I can't ask, even if I ask, so what?If there is a misunderstanding, there will be a troublesome explanation, if it is not a misunderstanding... it will be separated at once, why bother to make yourself unhappy?Sometimes it is better to let go and give each other more trust.

When Li Xi went to work the next day, when he saw Chang Jiafei, he was a little embarrassed, but Chang Jiafei was no different from usual, and he didn't bring up yesterday's incident in front of Li Xi at all.

It doesn't matter if you don't mention it, but it ends up clean.It's just that some things are not mentioned, but some things need to be considered carefully. Li Xi's plan at the beginning was not to live with Qu Zhe for a long time. He didn't forget that he was only staying for a while, but After living for a long time, they get used to it, but it seems that being together all day is not good for their emotional development. Maybe it's time to find a place to move out.

When the work at hand was finished and there was nothing to do, Li Xi waved to Chang Jiafei, and Chang Jiafei took a few reports over in an instant.

"What's the matter, Brother Li?"

Li Xi didn't look at him, stared at the report and whispered: "How long have you rented that house?"

"I paid a year's rent, what's wrong?"

"I remember that the landlord said that there were a few similar vacant rooms next door. I don't know if they have been rented out?"

"One room was rented out to a kindergarten teacher, and the rest have not been rented yet." Chang Jiafei gave Li Xi a strange look, "Why, Brother Li, you don't want to rent it, do you? "

"Well, you can check it out for me. If it's true that no one rents it, then help me make a reservation first." Li Xi said.

"Oh, do you really want to rent it?" Chang Jiafei looked at Li Xi with a puzzled expression.

"Otherwise, there is still a fraud in this matter?" Li Xi asked back.

Just as Chang Jiafei was about to continue speaking, Li Xi rushed to say: "Okay, don't ask for now, I'll tell you when I have time, and you can rent it for me first."

"Oh." Chang Jiafei nodded, and returned to his seat with the report.

After talking with Chang Jiafei, Li Xi raised his eyes and looked around, feeling a little guilty for no reason, obviously he didn't do anything shameful.He pressed his beating little heart, suppressed some tension, tapped his knees with his fingers, and thought about how to tell Qu Zhe that he was going to move out.

At noon, just as Li Xi was about to ask Qu Zhe what he had for lunch, he received a text message from Qu Zhe, saying that he would go to the hospital to see Xia Yuan and let him eat well by himself.He looked at his phone, replied "Got it", and didn't move, sitting at his desk and continuing to be in a daze.

When Qu Zhe arrived at the hospital, it happened that Qu Lian also came to see Xia Yuan, so the two went into the ward together.

Seeing them coming in together, Xia Yuan glanced at Qu Zhe meaningfully, then smiled and said, "Did you guys agree to come together, or did you meet by chance?"

Qu Zhe didn't feel it was funny, so he didn't answer. He wouldn't deliberately drag Qu Lian with her just to avoid being alone with her.

"It just happened to be at the gate of the hospital!" Qu Lian put one hand on Qu Zhe's shoulder, "This is the tacit understanding between brothers and sisters, right bro?"

Qu Zhe smiled noncommittally, took the lunch in Qu Lian's hand and put it on the table together with what he brought, raised his hand to look at his watch, and said to Xia Yuan: "It's already this time, you are hungry too, right? Let's eat first."

"Yes, you should eat first. I specially ordered delicious and light meals for you." Qu Lian said with a smile, then turned to Qu Zhe and asked, "Brother, what meal did you bring? I think My heart is likely to be wasted."

"No, I'll eat it up." Xia Yuan promised with a smile.

"It's okay, you can eat first, I just made some porridge, drink some if you have an appetite." Qu Zhe said indifferently, "Let Qu Lian chat with you for a while after you finish eating, I'll go first."

"Let's go now?" Qu Lian asked.

"Well, the company still has something to do." After saying that, Qu Zhe stepped out of the ward.

Qu Lian curled her lips, turned around and helped Xia Yuan open the lunch box and arrange the food. Seeing that Xia Yuan was still looking in the direction of the door with a thoughtful look, she couldn't help but sighed and didn't say a word, just settled down Looking at Xia Yuan intently.

It wasn't until Xia Yuan came back to meet her gaze and smiled at her embarrassedly that she said, "Hui Hun'er? Hui Hun'er, hurry up and eat."

Seeing Xia Yuan pursed her lips and picked up the chopsticks, Qu Lian said next to her: "How should I put it? I think you always look at my brother like this, so you might as well look at me more. I care more about you than my brother." Yes. Or you can watch TV, now the Olympic Games, all the athletes are handsome!" She pointed to the TV in the ward.

"The TV is broken, I can't watch it at all!" Xia Yuan glanced at the small TV in the corner in the direction she pointed, and said with a pout.

"Then don't you still have a mobile phone?" Qu Lian immediately added, and realized that he seemed to have strayed off topic after speaking, waved his hand and said, "Hey, I didn't mean to say that."

"Yeah." Xia Yuan looked up at her, saying that he was listening, let her say whatever she wanted.

"Why can't you let it go? Aren't you tired?" Qu Lian sighed again, lowered his head and said, "Look at you back then, Li Xi didn't say anything, and we still treated you like you Friend. Now Li Xi and my brother are doing well, you..."

"I didn't plan to do anything!" Xia Yuan said as she put down her chopsticks.

"That's not what I meant!" Qu Lian was also anxious.

"I know. I did something wrong at the beginning, and I am very grateful to you for forgiving me, and you are willing to continue to treat me as a friend, but that's all. You can't use this as an exchange to hope that I can bless them. I can't. "Xia Yuan bit her lip, a trace of pain flashed in her eyes.

"No one asks you to bless them, I just want to persuade you to let go. You think they are not married, as long as they break up, you will have hope. But you know that they just can't get married, and they don't break up without getting married. Possibly, you can't let this be an excuse for not letting go, you can only let yourself go." Qu Lian persuaded.

Xia Yuan bit her chopsticks and didn't make a sound. After a while, she took another bite of rice and said, "Aren't you thirsty after so much?"

"I'm not thirsty. It's better than anything else if you listen to it. Talking for a long time has exhausted my energy, and I'm hungry." Qu Lian wrinkled his nose and said.

Xia Yuan raised her eyebrows, "I'm sorry I ate them all, why don't you have porridge." She pointed to the lunch box that Qu Zhe brought on the table.

"I'm too full to drink." Seeing Qu Lian looking at her in surprise, she turned her eyes away and continued, "I... listened to what you just said."

I have listened to it, or I have known it in my heart for a long time, I have always known it, and I have been working hard to build a psychological preparation in my heart, but I just don’t want to let go.She really needs someone to knock in her ear to completely suppress her thoughts.Isn't it just letting go?Be cruel to yourself, maybe it's not too difficult.

After Qu Lian left, Xia Yuan thought about it and called Qu Zhe.

"Hey, what's the matter?"

After connecting, Qu Zhe's plain voice came through the obedient hole, and it tasted a bit cold.Xia Yuan also realized at this moment that the relationship she expected was always extravagant, even hopeless.

"I'll observe for another day tomorrow, and I'll probably be discharged from the hospital the day after tomorrow." Having said this, Xia Yuan paused, and then continued, "Can you come and pick me up from the hospital?"

"I'll let Qu Lian accompany you." Qu Zhe said.

"Qu Lian can't come because of other things." Xia Yuan said decisively.

In fact, she didn't know if Qu Lian had other things to do, but it didn't matter, she just hoped that Qu Zhe would come.

"The day after tomorrow is the weekend, do you have time?" Xia Yuan continued to ask.

Qu Zhe didn't answer for a while, Xia Yuan couldn't help but clenched the phone tightly, and put it close to his ear, for fear of missing a word, and fear of hearing the voice of rejection.

"I'm afraid... there is no time."

Hearing this answer, Xia Yuan was disappointed but also heaved a sigh of relief, but he still felt unwilling.She has already decided to give up her lonely relationship that has never been responded to, but she doesn't want to not be satisfied with the last little thing she asked him before the end. It is really sad, so she asked: "You, that day Is there anything to be busy with?"

"The day after tomorrow is Li Xi's birthday." Qu Zhe replied.

After hearing this, Xia Yuan couldn't tell what it was like. After being absent-minded for a while, she twitched the corners of her mouth and pretended to be relaxed and said: "Oh, then please say happy birthday to him for me, I should have a lot of things to do when I leave the hospital , don’t tell him face to face.”

"Okay." Qu Zhe agreed.

After hanging up the phone, Xia Yuan leaned her head back on the pillow, and couldn't help but smile bitterly. Since this relationship didn't have a good start, it should have such an unsatisfactory end. Besides, it never started for Qu Zhe, because he From the very beginning, Li Xi's eyes were on Li Xi, and he didn't give half of it to others.