They are all men, what are you afraid of?

Li Xi didn't know when he fell asleep, or maybe he didn't fall asleep all night. He just felt that he was half asleep and half awake, and the past scenes and the present scenes kept flashing in his mind, as well as their high school and the present. Sometimes they are noisy, sometimes they are quiet, but even so, it makes him restless all night.

In the morning, I saw the phone flashing, only to find that he didn't answer Qu Zhe's call last night. I wanted to call back and found that it was too early. I was afraid of disturbing Qu Zhe's sleep, so I sent back a text message.

I wanted to go to the bathroom, but when I passed by my parents' room, I found that the bedroom door was open, and the two elders sat on the edge of the bed silently, not knowing what they were thinking.Seeing this scene, Li Xi couldn't hold back for a moment. If his parents didn't sleep well all night like him, or didn't sleep all night, what the hell did he do?

Li's mother and Li's father seemed to be aware of it, they all looked up and saw Li Xi standing at the door with red eyes.

Just as Li Xi was about to speak, the phone vibrated, and he realized that the phone had been held in his hand the whole time.

"I, go to the toilet." Li Xi hurriedly walked into the toilet and closed the door behind such a sentence.

"Hey."

"Woke up so early today, what time did you go to bed last night, and I didn't hear you when I called you?" Qu Zhe's voice was laziness of just waking up.

"Well, I went to bed early. Did the text message I just sent wake you up?" Li Xi didn't have time to recover his emotions just now, and his voice was nasal.

"Li Xi, do you have a cold?" Qu Zhe felt something was wrong when he heard it, and asked hastily.

"No, didn't you just wake up, and your throat feels a little uncomfortable." Li Xi concealed it.

The other end of the phone was silent for a while, then seemed to sit up, and asked seriously: "What's the matter, it's not your throat problem, if you don't have a cold, is there something wrong?"

"I……"

Just as Li Xi was about to speak, he heard Li's father knocking on the door outside, "Son, don't lie in the toilet, I've discussed it with your mother, come out and let's have a good talk together."

Li Xi was stunned, feeling indescribably sad, how could his parents be so worried about him?

"Li Xi, are you home?" Qu Zhe asked on the other end of the phone, "It's your parents, no, it's your own business, right? What happened to you?"

"It's okay," Li Xi couldn't help sniffling, "I just, tell them, say..."

Li Xi didn't finish a sentence intermittently, and Qu Zhe guessed what Li Xi said at once, "Why did you tell them at this time? Have you thought about it before? Did you ask me again?" ?”

"You also... think I shouldn't say it, don't you? I regret it now, but I didn't tell my parents that it was you." Li Xi tried to explain.

"Is this important? You should really regret that you didn't discuss it with me. If you have thought about it carefully and asked me, then at least you are not alone in taking it unprepared. I know that there may not be enough between us." trust, but you should at least tell me, instead of having a showdown with the family now and thinking that I will avoid these things, and thinking about how to get rid of me." Qu Zhe said with a heavy tone over there.

Li Xi was stunned when he heard this, and didn't know how to respond, he just felt so wronged.

"You are waiting at home now, I will be there in a while." Qu Zhe said firmly.

"Farewell," Li Xi said hastily, "Don't come, I'm not ready for my parents to see you right now, and they probably don't have the mood to see you now, so don't come here yet."

After hearing this, Qu Zhe sighed heavily and asked, "Can you do it yourself?"

"Well, it's okay, those are my parents who raised me since I was a child, and they are not enemies."

"It's good that you know," Qu Zhe breathed a sigh of relief, "Call me anytime if you need anything."

"Do not worry."

Li Xi hung up the phone, washed his face with cold water, took two deep breaths, and then opened the door and walked out.

As soon as Li's father heard Li Xi coming out, he raised his head and looked at him. When Li Xi walked in and saw that his eye circles were red, he said, "Look at you child, I told you to come out quickly, and you are in the toilet by yourself. You're thinking wildly, why are you still crying?"

Li's mother raised her head when she heard the words, looked at it distressedly, then turned her head to the side, frowned and sighed.

"I'm fine." Li Xi said dully, feeling a little embarrassed that he was still crying in front of his parents after growing up.

"Don't stand there, sit down too. You said that you have been naive and ignorant since you were a child, and we never scolded you. Now I'm getting reserved." Father Li has always been good-tempered and waved at Li Xi. He waved his hand, "We know it's not your fault, sit here, let's have a good talk today as a family."

Hearing this, Li Xi felt guilty again for a moment, he sat down obediently, wanted to speak but didn't know what to say.In fact, he was very entangled in his heart. On the one hand, he felt that what he said yesterday was correct, and it was an expression of bravely defending his love; on the other hand, he felt regretful, thinking that he should not be so selfish and let his parents worry about him. .

Seeing that Li Xi lowered his head slightly and remained silent, and Li's mother looked worried again, Li's father could only continue to say: "You can't say that this matter is wrong, but it's not something to be happy about. After all, isn’t it different from ordinary people? When you were in high school, you were still young and ignorant, but you wouldn’t be able to change when you grow up and become sensible. My mother and I thought that you could find a girl to talk to Love, thinking that you haven’t been looking for it because you are young and maybe haven’t met the right one yet, who knew you came out like that yesterday, and said categorically that you don’t like girls, you only like men, and put me and your mother in the end. All my hopes were shattered, and the only carefully hidden conjecture was confirmed. How can your mother and I accept this for a while? Well, it’s also our fault. I care about you, if I talked to you more before, maybe now..."

Li Xi's nose was sore again when he heard it, and tears filled his eyes instantly. He wiped them away with his hands, and sniffed his nose in sadness, "I'm sorry, I'm sorry..."

"Look at your child, how come you are crying like your mother," said Li's father, who patted Li's mother's shoulder who was also wiping away her tears, "Don't ignore me, just say a few words Express your opinions, don't just look at people, and make children feel uncomfortable."

Li's mother turned her shoulders to avoid Li's father, and said in a crying voice, "I let you say everything, what else should I say? Besides, I don't feel bad enough for anyone. It's not because you gave him Said to cry."

"Yes, yes, blame me, blame me, well, then you should express your attitude anyway, so that the child can feel at ease." Papa Li persuaded from the side.

"If I give him peace of mind, who will give me peace of mind? What do you think is the meaning of these two men living together, and what do others think of it?" Li's mother still couldn't figure out what happened to the son she raised. The question is, how can you like men?

"Hey, I've discussed it with you for most of the night and co-authored it, and I'm just talking about it. Why do you care about other people's opinions? If your son likes you, you should think about your son, right?" Papa Li said anxiously.

Li Xi came over and squatted in front of his mother, holding her hand, "Mom, I..." For some reason, Li Xi felt that Mingming was usually not stupid, but at this moment he couldn't say anything, and everything he could say There is no need to say anything.

"Li Xi, Mom won't force you to say that you don't like the little girl. Tell Mom the truth now, are you getting involved with that high school classmate of yours again?"

Li Xi looked at his mother's eyes that were staring at him without blinking, and didn't know what his mother meant by asking this question, but he still nodded silently under this kind of gaze.

Li's mother hated iron and steel: "You like him that much?" I have to say that apart from women's natural intuition, even if this mother doesn't know much about the son she raised by herself, she can still figure it out. .

"I……"

Li's mother felt that Li Xi hadn't said anything a few times today, and she didn't intend to let him say anything, "Okay, I get it, let me be quiet." After finishing speaking, she was about to get up and go back to the bedroom.

"Mom!" Li Xi suddenly stopped her, "Mom, I still have something to tell you, can you let me finish?" Li Xi begged with the same coquettish meaning as when she was a child.

Mama Li stopped, and turned her head to look at him in surprise.

"Mom, I may never be able to live with a girl for the rest of my life, but I want to live with a man, and Qu Zhe is my best choice!" Li Xi's fingertips trembled slightly, but she still expressed her heart These words, "Since I was in high school, Qu Zhe has helped me a lot. Even though we have been separated for so many years, we still like each other very much. He is very serious in his work, has a gentle personality, and treats me very well. He took good care of me, he was really... nice."

Li's mother listened quietly to Li Xi's words, and seeing him eager to express but at a loss, she nodded and went back to the bedroom with a deep sigh.

Standing there, Li Xi could only hear his heart still beating "thud-thumping", and he didn't have time to organize his words, he just wanted to say all the good things about Qu Zhe, but even so and because of this, the more he couldn't use language to express accurately.

Li Xi returned to his room dejectedly, and sat quietly, as if he had exhausted all his energy.

After a while, Li's father knocked on the door and came in, seeing Li Xi's state, he didn't know how to comfort him.Even if the mother and son were able to consider the problem from the other's point of view, it would be difficult for them to give up what they thought was a better idea for a while.

Li's father handed Li Xi a piece of Grandpa Mao, saw Li Xi's eyes widened and looked up at himself, he couldn't help being stunned for a moment, then "tsk" and said: "Why such an expression? It feels like me It's like sending you away with money."

Li Xi lowered his head again and did not speak.Li's father knew his son's temperament well, and he was afraid that it would not get better for a while, so he patted him on the shoulder, "Here, go and buy some food, it's a pity that I didn't taste the good food on the table yesterday. Go, buy something you want to eat today, and Dad will make it for you."

"Dad, I..." Li Xi knew that his father wanted him to go out for a walk, but now he really just wants to turn into a stone, and he doesn't want to move or move, so he won't have any emotions.

"What are you doing in a daze? I finally went home and didn't even eat a good meal. Go, go!" Papa Li urged, waving his hands.

Li Xi had no choice but to go out obediently, just as he stepped out of the house, he heard his father yelling: "Don't think about it, take it easy and don't get hit by a car again!"

If it wasn't for the fact that he was in a really bad mood, Li Xi really wanted to complain about his father's mouth.He wobbled along the road, as if he had lost his soul, and thanks to his father's instructions, he kept walking sideways to avoid the danger of hitting a car.

But, how can you be so miserable when you are unlucky?Avoiding a collision with a car, but not avoiding a collision with a person.