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"Then I'll just say it straight, I don't care what happened to you in the past, but now I'm the incumbent, and it's a provocation for me for my ex to speak in front of the incumbent. I have a bad temper and a bad face." You Xianyi Stomach temper began to sublimate, strange things happened.

"As an outsider, I sympathize with your experience very much, and I will comfort you as I did just now; as his incumbent, I also sympathize with your experience, because since you have broken up, you still think about how to slander the other party."

You Xian leaned on the sink and didn't look at the boy, "he didn't say anything bad about you here, he just said that he was sorry for you, but he stopped dying immediately after he did it, and his compensation and compensation for you I don't treat you badly at all"

"You always only think about his bad things, but you didn't think about how many times you went out to date men when he wanted to have a good time with you. He knew it all, but he didn't say, maybe", You Xian looked at Keep staring at your boy, "I mean maybe, when he said that he wanted to get along with you...he really liked you, you walked into his heart, but you ruined it by yourself Lost……"

Who doesn't want a stable life?

"You covet his care and love, but you are greedy and don't know how to cherish it."

"I didn't show up until after you broke up. Nothing has occupied his heart all the time. I have known him for ten years. I know that his heart will not be empty all the time. He is a promiscuous person, and he will not only give to one Man, being able to pretend to be me doesn’t mean it’s me who pretends to be full.”

You Xian thought about what happened before, and wondered if he had a too good temper, and began to fight uncontrollably, "It's because of me that he's pretending so much now, it's because of my secret love that I've been using for nine years. "

"One year's restraint and hard work have resulted in excellent results. I don't rely on him and can walk away at any time, but I love him very much and in my heart only he can exchange for his full me. In terms of price, I spent more. It’s just that this price can also make me a better me.”

Every time the boy said a word, he stared at You Xian unconvinced.

You Xian looked at him, amused in his heart, "It's useless to complain; you have to be smart, and think smartly about how to control him and how to give up his heart."

"In the middle of the year when we got back together, I originally wanted to be with him every day and week, but I held back this idea every time. This idea was held in my heart for a year. I wanted to change him and see if he was because of Really like me and change."

"Later, he really changed and we were together. But you said that I was your substitute." You Xian left the sink with an expression of feeling that the other party was hopeless, walked up to the boy and looked at him with half-closed eyes. he.

You Xian smiled, "The advantage of having a good education is that I won't step down on others and create my own sense of satisfaction. That way... you won't get it..."

He leaned down and whispered in the boy's ear: "Ten years and six years, but you say I'm a substitute? I hope you wake up..." After finishing speaking, he left the sink.

The boy looked at his back, unwilling...

Lost, completely lost, there is no room for recovery...

You Xian didn't tell Pang Qingyu anything about meeting his ex that day, because he said: "He doesn't want the mess to come to him."

And Pang Qingyu didn't mention the matter of the night like You Xian, everything was settled, there was nothing to worry about...

"How many people have you killed..."

What You Xian said was nothing more than thinking of the boy two days ago, and thinking of the cruel words he said, which seemed too hot, but he could only say that, not too kind or too aggressive.

The complicated love story that was extremely ruthless in the past actually happened to him now, but You Xian is very lucky, he did not become the protagonists in the tragedy, but he became a bad boy who snatched Pang Qingyu's role match.

I am too strong and possessive, and tolerance always fails in front of the people I care about.

Always making Pang Qingyu unable to speak, always making him take care of himself carefully, for fear that he would leave, there are so many emotions in You Xian's heart, really... maybe really... just take a step alright.....

The current situation caused a barrier between the two of them. This wall was unfair. He was afraid that he would crush Pang Qingyu and lose him.But this is no solution.

If, when he took the initiative to find himself to play games, oh no, maybe earlier, after he re-added his friends at the class reunion, he should have taken the initiative, and if he took the initiative, it would not have caused this situation...

But, hopefully not too late.....

You Xian has always had the idea of ​​a tragic ending for the ending of himself and Pang Qingyu. He tried to save and rescue... He was looking forward to a miracle, looking forward to the two holding hands and arguing about whether they could see the sky. The sight of the stars.

You Xian spread Pang Qingyu's hand, put his palm on it, and said to him with a happy smile, "Take a photo and announce it. I'm your only official publicity target. I'm quite happy."

Pang Qingyu finally laughed, quickly took out his mobile phone, took a few photos of the two hands with the same bracelet, opened the public permission on various social software that disappeared, and posted a message:

"That junior high school scumbag who always sits in the last row is with the taller and more handsome scumbag, and the scumbag smiles in his heart, holding his hand and he is not ready to let go."

This copywriting looked a bit secondary, but he still gave Pang Qingyu a response, reposted his post and said, "The school bully who has been secretly in love with the scumbag for ten years is out of the order today!!!" and attached a heart a rainbow.

Pang Qingyu was still obsessed with You Xian reposting his post saying "the top student who has been secretly in love with a scumbag for ten years", and asked Pang Qingyu all the way if this was true.

You Xian was reluctant to admit it at first, but was tortured by Pang Qingyu later and had to nod and admit, "Yes, I have been in love with you for ten years, but I fell in love with Xiaobai until I was a freshman and I didn't know that I liked you."

Despite this, Pang Qingyu was still very happy. Along the way, he jumped up and touched the leaves, ran to You Xian to show off his cuteness, and thanked passers-by nervously...

You Xian didn't smile all the way, he couldn't admit that his boyfriend is a fool at this time.

"If only I knew about it earlier." Pang Qingyu thought of her bad friend from junior high school again, whom she had never met before, "Lin Lilin, do you still remember?"

How could he not remember, after all, he was still one of his friends in junior high school, but if Lin Lilin was standing in front of him now, he probably wouldn't know him anymore, as if he hadn't seen him for five or six years?

"Remember? What's the matter, are you still in touch?" You Xian thought of the third-party confession incident in junior high school, and glanced at Pang Qingyu.

"That's not true, it's just that I thought of that guy who hasn't contacted me after graduating from high school, but at that time he tricked me."

"Hit you?"

"Yeah, at that time he said he liked you, said he was annoyed seeing me having fun with you, and told me to stay away from you, and then I thought... Anyway, for various reasons, I began to think about relaxing with you."

You Xian felt a little guilty when he thought of the scene where Lin Lilin used Qin Dong to test him out.

Qin Dong, Lin Lilin, Pang Qingyu and himself were the best players in junior high school.

Lin Lilin had already confessed to You Xian indirectly, because Qin Dong directly asked You Xian, "How do you feel about the relationship between boys?"

You Xian said, "I don't feel anything."

Qin Dong asked again: "Don't you feel sick?"

"What's so disgusting." You Xian is actually a very avant-garde person, as can be seen from his outfit.You Xian's outfit is recognized by many people as good.Once imitated, never surpassed.

Then Qin Dong said directly, "How do you feel about Lin Lilin?"

"Lin Lilin?" You Xian probably understood something, "It's okay, let's play."

But in fact, Lin Lilin was the worst among these few friends, and they didn't even talk much, but they obviously played together, and they obviously played well with the others.

"If he is interested in you, what will you do?" Qin Dong squatted on the steps of the lawn. This is a place where bad students smoke, which is hidden and fun.

"Is that what he wanted to ask you?" You Xian kicked the cigarette butt on the ground.

"I said it directly, it won't matter, he is just a friend, and if you tell me this again in the future, he is not even a friend, and I don't like him."

You Xian was angry with Pang Qingyu at the beginning, and because he really didn't like Li Lin, You Xian, who has always spoken very directly, spoke very well.

In fact, what he was thinking at the time was that he didn't have any feelings for Lin Lilin, and he knew that the chances were basically slim, so he directly gave him the most absolute answer.

Then You Xian doesn't like the performance of the person he doesn't like and is stalking, this will not get his own feelings at all, and it will even get worse for a time, so the ugly words are in front.

I didn't mention it again after that, as if nothing happened in real life.But he still tried to reduce the frequency of talking to Lin Lilin.

Those who are favored have nothing to fear, this is the truth that You Xian only understands later.

Although I thought so at the time, when I grew up, I felt that what I did was still too absolute, although rejection is definitely much better than the consequences of being entangled.

But it will undoubtedly hurt the other party more. In fact, it can be more tactful, so that Lin Lilin will suffer less injuries.Although Lin Lilin was rarely seen after the initial promotion.

Pang Qingyu thought of something, and asked You Xian, "You...do you know that Lin Lilin likes you?"

You Xian touched his hand, and said with a smile: "You know, he was the first one to confess to me." Although it was an indirect confession, "We also met at the high school sports meeting, we met."

That time, Lin Lilin should have come to see him specially, although Lin Lilin denied that he just came to see how the sports would go.

You Xian is not stupid, and his emotional intelligence is not low. There is only a bus from Lin Lilin's high school to Nan'an City, and it takes four or five hours to make a car. It is really impossible to come back to watch the sports meeting.

He still remembered that Lin Lilin was looking at him at the end of his run, holding water in his hand, but You Xian pretended not to see it, and took the water handed by his classmates.Afterwards, I went outside the classroom for shade, and ran into Lin Lilin walking over to chat.

A classmate in the class knew him, handed Lin Lilin a cigarette, and joked with him, "What are you doing in school when it's so hot? Are you going to use the Internet later?"

The classmate was about to light a cigarette for him, but Lin Lilin waved his hand and refused. He glanced at You Xian and said with a smile: "There are more friends here, but there are not many people I know over there."

You Xian was a little embarrassed, but he knew this group of boys, he didn't know why he was awkward as a big man, so he forced a smile.

At that time, he felt that Lin Lilin's eyes were going to give goosebumps, and he smelled the smoke again, and his eyebrows were all wrinkled together, and he was about to say something, but Lin Lilin kicked the smoking ass with his foot jokingly, "Smoking on such a sweltering day, pinch it!!"

The boy pinched off the cigarette resentfully, not daring to provoke Lin Lilin.Lin Lilin always liked to watch You Xian when chatting, and tried to talk to You Xian several times, but You Xian avoided it cleverly. Later, someone joked with him: "Are you two having a conflict? How do you feel?" Brother Lin has been staring at You Xian."

A group of people burst into laughter, and You Xian couldn't hold back his face, his expression collapsed, and he half-closed his eyes angrily, "What are you looking at me for? So good-looking?"

Lin Lilin just smiled, nothing unusual, "Can't you just take a look?"

You Xian really felt bored, so he found an excuse and left.