The distance between scumbag and warm man

After returning home, Lin You tried his best to put on a smiling face. Yuhui happily welcomed Lin You home, and then looked at Lin You's red eyes from crying, feeling distressed, "What's wrong, You You?"

"It's nothing, all the interviews in the past few days have failed."

Yuhui hugged Ren into his arms, "Don't be too hard on yourself, there will always be someone who appreciates your strengths, besides, even if you don't work now, I can still support you."

"I'm not a kitten or puppy!"

"You are my kitten and puppy." Yuhui kissed Lin You lovingly, and then helped Lin You take off his clothes, "I've boiled the water, let's go wash it first."

Lin You didn't go, still in Yuhui's arms, I'll go later, wait a while, Yuhui, I want to stay in your arms for a while, Yuhui didn't urge Lin You, just hugged Lin You Let Lin You put his head on his chest, and then slowly swayed around the room until his chest was wet from crying, until Yuhui saw the boy in his arms holding back his crying, "What's wrong, You You? "

Lin You tried hard to smile, but still couldn't stop the tears, "Don't be so nice to me, I'm afraid I'll fall in love with you, I'm afraid that one day you won't be anymore, I'm afraid that one day I will be sad without you My companion..." I am afraid that one day, when I cry again, no one will be able to hug me, accompany me, and comfort me.

"Stupid right right! I'm not good to you. I just want you to fall in love with me, because I think that in the days to come, no matter whether you are happy or sad, I will be with you!" Yuhui smiled, and simply She stripped herself naked, and stood under the nozzle with Lin You.Gently wipe the shampoo for Lin You, wipe the out-of-reach areas of Lin You's back, and see Lin You's moved tears keep rolling in his eyes, Yuhui is full of happiness, and can't help it He kissed Lin You's eyes, and deliberately made Lin You's tears fall.

I hate it, why do you treat me so well, how can you make me willing to leave you like this, knowing that I am a person who is paranoid about feelings, even Jiang Fan's breakup made me uncomfortable for a long time and I couldn't stop, you want to make me feel like this? Do I have to dig out my heart before I can leave?But with me like that, how can I get away!

The wrong time is on the right track, Lin You is enjoying the happiness of being with Yuhui, but the other side is suffering all the time, if you want to turn around and leave Lin You like this, you have to tear your heart into pieces, but there is no way , Lin You asked himself if he could not completely ignore everyone around him for his own happiness, thinking of his mother’s disappointed and sad expression, thinking of Liu Mei’s seeing her son go astray, thinking of Yuhui’s bright future being cut off because of him, Lin You couldn’t help it. If you don't force yourself to make up your mind, if you can't do long-term pain, it's better to have short-term pain, and if you can't wave your sleeves without taking away a cloud, Lin You just wants to be as happy as possible in the limited time, and treat it as yourself If this greed has retribution, Lin You will just wait.

When Yuhui came back at night, Lin You was drawing drawings again. Looking at the design on the computer that seemed different from before, Yuhui asked Lin You, "Why are you drawing again?"

While saving the design, Lin You said, "When I was halfway through the design, I thought that this design should be a bit too much for municipal engineering, and then I thought that if it is used as an ordinary commercial design, such as an ordinary entertainment place, it should be good. , there is the current version."

Yuhui nodded, and had to ask his mother if there was such a possibility when he got home. If there was a chance, Yuhui would definitely not let it go this time.

On the weekend, Yuhui went home to have dinner with his mother and father. At the dinner table, Yuhui went straight to the topic, "Mom, is there any chance for you to use the ones designed by my friend, theaters, KTV and so on?"

Liu Mei remained calm. It seemed that Lin You had already started to act, and all the parties involved had already started. Of course, Liu Mei fully cooperated in advancing, "Jiang Fan approached me a few days ago and asked Lin You for a chance."

Yuhui was slightly surprised, then looked at Liu Mei, "And then?"

"I think Jiang Fan's proposal is also good, and I am also very optimistic about Lin You's design, and I am going to give her a chance."

Yuhui was happy in his heart, but soon there was a trace of unhappiness. Why didn't he help Lin You get another chance in advance? The credit for this was taken away by Jiang Fan.

However, thinking that Lin You's design had a chance to bloom again, Yuhui still couldn't hide his joy, and immediately told Lin You, "Youyou, my mother is going to use your design in other projects, come on!"

Lin You hummed, but there was no big reaction. This situation should not have happened. Yuhui thought that Lin You should be so happy that he couldn't believe it. He even thought that according to Lin You's personality, he would confirm it several times Feeling at ease, but Lin You just hummed for a moment, as if he didn't think this was something to be excited about at all, "Youyou, what's the matter?"

"It's nothing," Lin You held the phone, feeling sad for a while, thinking about how happy Yuhui should be now, but Lin You had to pour cold water on Yuhui, pretending to be indifferent, Lin You said , "Jiang Fan told me."

Yuhui suddenly felt cold, no wonder Lin You started to revise the design again recently, it turned out that Jiang Fan had already surprised Lin You, and his joy after knowing it so late was nothing at all, who would have the first time? surprise.

Feeling lost for a while, Yuhui hummed and suddenly didn't know what to say. Lin You didn't talk much, and when Yuhui stopped talking, Lin You stopped talking. Yuhui felt slightly embarrassed during the brief silence, and finally told Lin You Right, don't work overtime, go to bed early.

"it is good!"

Just one word, Lin You didn't want to hang up the phone, but what else would he say if he didn't hang up?Tell Yuhui, I am actually very sad, what I want is not fame and fortune, I have never wanted so little, so little that as long as you give me a heart, I feel that I have got the whole world.But you can’t, Yuhui, if you occupy your heart, you won’t be able to contain the whole world. I’m sorry, Yuhui, I think I’m finally going to become another Jiang Fan. I can’t do it 100%, I can’t love that much It's pure, because I also began to realize that love is not the whole of life, it's just a pity that I didn't meet the best you at the best time.

Yuhui's disappointment did not escape Liu Mei's eyes at all. Looking at her son's slightly disappointed appearance, Liu Mei knew that Lin You had already planted a foreshadowing in Yuhui's heart. She called Lin You and Liu Mei thanked Lin You for his success. , Don't talk too much, it's very worry-free to communicate with a child like Lin You, "You You, I'm sorry, don't blame Auntie."

Lin You didn't speak, and finally let out a sigh of relief after a long time, "I'm going to play a scene with Jiang Fan, but I'm not sure whether Yuhui will let go after that."

Liu Mei knew what Lin You meant, "I will not always be a good person behind the scenes when necessary, don't worry."

Lin You hung up the phone and remained silent for a long time. After clearing his mind, he called Jiang Fan, "Do you have time?"

Jiang Fan was overwhelmed by the flattery. Although he knew that Lin You would definitely come to find him, he didn't expect Lin You to be so fast, so he agreed to Lin You, "Yes, where are you waiting?"

"bar."

Jiang Fan was slightly surprised, but didn't say anything. He packed up and went straight to the bar. Lin You had ordered half a dozen drinks and was waiting. Jiang Fan walked over, looked at the familiar boy in front of him, and felt dazed for no reason. This melancholy look is very similar to the past, standing next to Lin You involuntarily and hugging Lin You into his arms, Jiang Fan recalled the beginning with Lin You, "You You, you were like this in the beginning."

Lin You didn't speak, and after Jiang Fan finished speaking, he gently struggled out of Jiang Fan's arms, then poured Jiang Fan a glass of wine, "It's still like this now."

At Jiang Fan Pass, Lin You's tone of voice was obviously not about his appearance, but about his own horrible state. No matter what kind of relationship, Lin You failed to manage it well, and it all ended in such a mess.

Jiang Fan touched Lin You, "Liu Mei told me, what are you going to do, You You."

Lin You actually didn't know what to do, shook his head, Lin You looked at Jiang Fan, "I just want to ask you what I should do."

Jiang Fan put down his wine glass, looked at Lin You for a long time and finally said, "You You, let's start over, shall we?"

Lin You didn't speak. Lin You thought of this situation a long time ago. In fact, if you really want to talk about it, it is indeed an easy and effective way to throw everything away and start with Jiang Fan again. But at this moment, Lin You, looking at the man in front of him, once saw Jiang Fan even thought of this man's slightly turbulent mood at the moment, but now there is no turmoil in the slightest. Lin You even put aside all the unhappiness with Jiang Fan later, and only recalled the sweet happiness at the beginning of the past, but unfolded In the eyes, it is still impossible to go back, shaking his head, Lin You smiled helplessly, "I'm sorry, manager, I can't do it."

Jiang Fan sighed softly, he was really out of the game, Jiang Fan knew it well, from Lin You's performance in the past few times, from the first time Lin You looked directly at him without shyness, Jiang Fan knew that this may no longer exist Now, even if you really keep Lin You by your side, it's not the same feeling as before.

"Why don't you go to Yang Zheng?"

Lin You shook his head, it's not that he didn't think about Yang Zheng, but if he wants to act for Yuhui and make Yuhui feel that he is not worth what he pays, then obviously Jiang Fan is more suitable than Yang Zheng, even if he hurts his heart again and again So what, even if he thinks that Jiang Fan is not as suitable as Yang Zheng, so what, compared to Yang Zheng, choosing Jiang Fan who can help him is more convincing.Thinking of this, Lin You unconsciously tried to make an imaginary appearance, and then said nonchalantly, "It seems that my personality is not suitable for dating."

Jiang Fan was taken aback for a moment, knowing that Lin You like this was not the real him, but there was still a slight unhappiness in his heart, "You You, I don't like you like this... You are fine, but you just haven't met the right person."

Lin You looked at Jiang Fan with a smile, put away the expression just now, and returned to Jiang Fan's familiar look, "I'm just afraid that he will see through..."

Jiang Fan felt pain in his heart, "Right right..."

Lin You interrupted Jiang Fan, "It feels like you are different from before."

Being interrupted by the possible embarrassment, Jiang Fan smiled helplessly and finally avoided the last topic, "Maybe he's old." Seeing the boy opposite him looking straight at him, Jiang Fan suddenly felt that maybe the current relationship This is the best state between myself and Lin You, like an old friend, like a brother, although I still feel unwilling, but Jiang Fan feels that enough is enough for not becoming an old enemy who never gets along with each other, "Liu Mei is ready." , The project has been sent to me, you join Tiancheng, we will get that list together, then I will play a play with you, and no matter what you plan, I will support you."

Lin You silently stared at the wine in the glass, and finally made up his mind after a long time, "Tomorrow I will report to Tiancheng."

The author has something to say: There are still 10 chapters to come to an end, so in the last three days, more chapters will be published in succession every day, let’s treat it as a small gift for the National Day, thank you for following up to the end, I wish you a happy long holiday in advance!

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